A letter from Nov 5th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This year has been rough. COVID has been bad, although it's kind of dying down. I have already been double vaxxed. I hate wearing masks wherever I go. You're in Grade 10 now, aren't you? Wow, how it must feel to be 15. You're one year away from your learning permit for driving! I hope emotionally and physically you're doing better. I'm still going through some depression and anxiety, although not severe depression, but a lot of anxiety the past few months. Have you shifted yet? I just know I'm getting really close. I've been writing down almost everything that comes to mind in my script. I hope I'll shift soon. If you have shifted, what method do you use? I know it's kind of pointless to ask because you're in the future and we can't write back and forth like normal people. How's Allyssah Smales? Aiko (Michelle, although she likes to be called Aiko or Bunnie)? Are you even still talking to them? Are you dating anyone? Have you had your first kiss? I hope you have. Have your art skills gotten any better? I want to sculpt and do watercolor paintings and draw cool stuff, but I can't really bring myself to do anything. Have you made any new friends? Have you achieved your Light Academia style aesthetic dream? Do you have a cat? Another dog? How's Miles? Is he okay? I hope he is. Are you still obsessed with Bakugou and My Hero Academia? I hope that phase never ends. :) Am I annoying? I hope I'm not. My self-esteem is pretty low. I hope that gets better in the future. I love you. Keep going, you're worth it. :)

Epilogue

10 days later

hi me!

im doing much better now. ive been in the hospital twice this year for mental health reasons, and you wouldnt be surprised to hear that its not great....

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Hvante idsfhet eyt i. Tdno rleyla try rymnoae i. Gthouh i iggon oyu atth orf epsha vleo whleo hhgoutr. Quneiu rouy upser niteshomg bseefli suer are dna eryuo. Igningima eht yslefm teohr oslt i lkei scnrisoae in utb i vtnimtoaoi jsut ive guses. T,hghuo uoy tht!a epek i igogn illst okwn.
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Todn iltsl noeramy, l()aom nauccot ayhalsl iftlenx kalt i utb use erh i dna. Ofr kioa adn kldtae ryesa avnhte i. Em ltrtee wtreo ot iedadeppsra oyu hrytlos rtefa ihts seh. Elrlya i bda nowk tesoghnmi utb kntih it swa waht i appedhn,e ntdo. Wlle oh. Igond won phoe ehss btteer i. Tohb hmet of. .
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I wseke ngitda wsa a tub poeluc im ont nanyo,e aog. Edr rebok ew oot a nitga nda adikn ayuclatl it was eh i onw on ttha aws eeuscba he uylg knthi pu bkca afgl. Tuhoght uispdt snodomc erew he. Otnd pecal sfrit hte mih ldkie i i see lyealr ohw in uevldoc. .
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So i ym dah dnefltieyi 2202 ssik! itrsf aveh ti rtenec ni otn guh,hto. I aebuces saw it the tsalsua odtn alxesu i ontcu adh isks doscen. Ethso tsaopilh teh i astht ewnt isemt to yhw. Muhc eggnitt the adn onw im usiephdn susalarte hghtuo tebrte si. .
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My i are gessu rta akyo lslski. Salt ekew ahve tion i higtsn eben grianwd sockebhokt a stzdleiy tog dan wen arlyle. Erdw a ti and of taegr dyzliste slto lsurcoo tuo i lleary mattoo urdetn with. Rceoodlu thsat yeo'ru ubnhc sapl on uoy gpea teg of thiw on noidg whta a lspicne onadrm wath i a sesgu eiad ouy enhw. .
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E'iv wne so amde niefrds myan. Esmo heer tils ouyd you rfo hmet be lil usi!redpsr of. .
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Rao,rw am,s whetmat ilhte,sa a,nnotn fifrn,gi elsai,x h,sa e,lo ,ovlrei and lterstac, uhr,t ,mali. Lal tyreeh neve thtas lal ehtm! sprue niec dna nto fo. Ectslos eesse,rtm ifrnde ni of vnmgio uyerfbra ow,n my eth ams at end uhothg the si eenv thrig she. ,huhogt ioeesmmts nmgivo we eewhr onil,itmnau nsoo tivncaao htigm we ot eb oto. Dutero aisldn laerly we nice ehsou eenv fdoun nda thta enbe donw ev'ew a my on pierc the geon o(ur) het hsa aenprst enics. .
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Tyels eitashtec tg,nih hoefnyiapitxr own aubot ahet eth htwi dna a ujts ubninrg aws eltys tath snsiapo a ahtt i. Royrs bro. Ehr naem tge we ahroetn ddi yma o!gd is altcyula. Rettyp oclo so dna mya tarfe ridseanpm sit hobt ew won rst!ceracah lem,si ahve. Tnsi eht sa yma sgdo dan thsta desu eh but swon igegttn acitve dan to tawh as od kaoy sbecuae eb imlse eolrd sveol thats she. .
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Tlisl hwit ma htat odsessbe kgifcnu way htis i no. Tath ta na,me ot i flei tub i at delvo lyrlea i a lwo eth kbca asw in tmei ym it hwo seud oknliog be tipno. Loas nieam be spuer i saw uyo ahtt teh dk,i to cretlpayotsei deus eath eidwr ttha. Lseta beettr ihgh si oclsho at. And irthg lsta aamgci wno i mkdoaa elki vraata erbrdanei eth. .
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Ilek ntgayhin roeuy ruoghht vseered ew prones ogod lrelay htat ion,annyg otnd nto rueyo go dna a atalycul ot. Now feli unf no thwa awer neoc yuo aubecse dabse htwa watn yuo one tahw on si llhe ntwa lees ynol lvei awtn dan do thrso arvtewhe si nad keam you so uyo htink uroy oyu adn nreeexceip dan het socnidsie. Rlaeyl i pmgunij og hgothu ueegbn awnna. Looc. .
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Sah ufn eenb hhgi a,ols olshoc. A eyrlal peoepl of now aerys and bene hte otw in pmovir culb tlo tme vie ofr oloc. Veha iogng iwhch mi sssalce i adn ni 95 tikgan yoka ylcturren g,okionc ym a tihs rea seeertsm. Emylsf afr! os my itgehhs mi rpdou of epusr draeg. .
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Mah yruo yasw,yan dna be!y fnu zrneof hwit arsgpe eahv e-jllo. .
(p. S. Reyou tsucatii. Oson you egt sadogdeni. Eaid for haignv no lcueop eth are :3) fun aehv entx earsy uoy how.

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abigailbliv:

over 1 year ago

The shifting part hit home

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