A letter from Oct 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SELF YOU MADE IT TO ANOTHER YEAR, CONGRATS FOR THAT. I really don't know what I'm supposed to tell you but know that I am proud of you because you survived another year, I know life is hard and that you encountered so many challenges but I know that you're strong and if may problems kapa until now, don't worry kaaya mo yan. you're 20 now, how's life? are you still single? ok naba mo ni mama of papa? are you still hiding that secret between you and papa? i have so many questions for you, ano na nag engineering ka ba talaga or nag change ka ng landas? are you happy? bumalik ba si sean? HAHAAHHAHA that's probably impossible. pero hi 20 years old me, i hope you're doing well. and i hope whatever you are dealing right now will not let you end your life. yeah this is from your 16 year old suicidal self, yup youre still there at the age of 16, you may found this cringey but i love you and thank you for taking care of yourself and not ending it. Zammy, a lot of people love you and are there to help you when youre sad. you can do this self, I know you can. ILY <3 -16 years old Zammy