A letter from Oct 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You should have graduated high school by now. I hope you got into a good college. I hope you're not broke. I ended the school year 5 days ago on May 6th, 2020. Right now there's this pandemic called COVID-19 (Coronavirus) and it may cancel the summer :( And there's also this thing called "****** Hornets". They decapitate bees and are over 2 inches long. Ikr. Scary stuff. I'm currently learning geometry from dad and it is pretty boring. Maybe when it gets more complicated and interesting should I learn to enjoy the many theorems and proofs. Dad and I just talked about how weird this world is. We were talking about how light is made up of both waves and particles, confusing quantum theory, and the fact that us humans managed to invent/discover things that are so unique and tailored to this world. Oh! Also, dad and I are building a greenhouse in the pool. You already know that but I thought I should mention it here :). Maybe you have everything figured out by now. Or not. My expectations are a little low for you. They should be easy enough for you to surpass (hopefully). I'm actually eating a banana right now. Tastes pretty good. I bet you're excited to go to college now. New beginnings, new friends, new environment. I wonder who you're friends with. Vivian? Guibin? Ashley? Do/did you have bOYfRiENd???? OoOooOh LA lA La!!!1!!!1! Luni is literally at the doorstep of ***** because he's really old and I don't know what to do but leave him be. Makes me sad. I hope to get a cat though. :3 Mom and dad are still living together. I wouldn't be surprised if they divorced though ;-; Do you have a phone yet? You should have one by now. I wonder which model... iPhone 11? Are you happy now? I'm feeling rather content at the time of writing this. Here's the list of a bunch of things you/I wanna do: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mYriF15k7aj7pjdWhZ-x7AlpjT-0_AtJZJLRnORNfYI/edit Do you feel accomplished now that you have finished high school? Are you even ready to move on away from life at home? I'm asking you these provoking questions so that you can really understand if you're ready for all these new things. What do you plan on majoring in? Poli sci? Data science? Astronomy? All very interesting stuff. What lessons have you/I learned up to this point? What goals have you/I achieved? Who helped you/me on the way? Where are we going? DO YOU HAVE A CAT YET?????? I'm excited to see the opportunities I'll get in high school. I know it will be hard, grueling, and frustrating. However, if you're reading this, then you've made it. Congratulations! God will be there to guide us. Good luck to me and you. Sincerely, Your 12 year old self >:) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ok apparently i accidentally set the date wrong for that letter lol I'm 14 now so i'll just resend it to the proper date anyways to answer some question from 12 year old me: yes we have a cat. 2 actually!!!! emily and enzo. still regret not changing emily's name early on. idk what that donna lady was on. still don't really have an idea of to major in. prob data science since it makes good money. and i finally got a phone. A black iPhone 11! just like u wanted (or i? me? we? nvm) now to my future self.. hopefully u got into the college of ur dreams. columbia preferably..... ik dad says he doesn't mind if i don't go to college at all but i'd like to anyways. ALSO have u had a boyfriend yet???????? or any romantic events happen yet. at all. tbh i don't have many questions since they're gonna be answered anyways rn i'm just procrastinating hedges' eng vocab activities. I ALSO HAVE SO MANY **** QUIZZES AND TESTS THIS WEEK T_T this week is gonna **** me i swear hopefully i'll be alive to read this in the future if the coming week doesn't already obliterate me. i've got a socratic seminar spanish quiz (god knows that i am not paying attention in that class) history quiz (i haven't even memorized the vocab or read the chapter lmao) history presentation (**** maryland.) math test .. good lord bio quiz on macromolecules ! i need to get that B up bio test................. i got a 63 on my last bio quiz so . OH WELL! mun meeting where they may possibly reveal who's gonna be taken to empiremunc idk what else but hu tao banner is next week so YEEAAAAHHHHHHH 71 fates ready for the loml i'm on the 50/50 so if my pity is ruined cuz of that purple cat girl or that tiny stiff zombie i'm gonna quit the game fr. hu tao is my only source of motivation rn. if it weren't for her i'd be long gone (this is a joke.) also ngl i think i have a thing for **** and ****** atm but who knows. i'm just tryna have fun here so it's nothing SERIOUS dw but hopefully i'll be cuffed at some point !!!!!!! at some point.... also last night i watched eat drink man woman. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE. reminds me a ton of my own family. everything is centered around the dinner table. from what's eaten there to what's being spoke about there.. i should rly study and do my hw rn so bye