A letter from Oct 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, My grades have been lowkey dying, and it's mainly my fault, but that's beside the point of this letter. There is this boy in some of my classes named Bryan, and I think I may or may not have a thing for him. I mean, he is not that cute. HELPPP, HE JUST WALKED BEHIND ME, AND I HAD TO HIDE MY SCREEN LMAOOOO BYE. Anyways... back to what I was saying. I like nice guys and he is a nice guy and he is in like 5 out of 8 of my classes. Why would I not like him. Nice guy who always compliments and goes out of his way to talk to me. On top of that, he does not have a girlfriend like Ethan and he is not out of reach. Only Adhiti knows about him and I told Jennifer that he was my type so it wasn't like directly telling her. I am going to keep this on the DL lol because I don't want another Ethan Kim or Brian Nguyen to happen. I just realized that these two guys are also Ethans and Bryan/Brians. Ew why is the universe like this. Next thing I know I'm crushing on another girl named Rebecca. I am hanging out with Bryan on Saturday and I am excited. Ethan told me that hanging out with the people you like in group settings is the best way to get closer to them. I'm going with Bryan, Jennifer, Dhiara, and Koustubh. Josh was supposed to go but he could not. I SWEAR BRYAN WAS JUST LOOKING AT ME WTFFF. HE KEEPS LOOKING FROM ACROSS THE CLASSROOM *******. I know it sounds like I am overthinking it but I SWEAR TO GOD Bryan is always staring at me from across the class. Like in English he was LITERALLYYYY LOOKINGGGGGGGG. idk tho.