A letter from Aug 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, The things are a little difficult here, I'm talking about 2021 right after your mother was fired for the second time, again I will have to go through the difficulties and anxieties I had to go through these long and endless 2 years, I don't know if I'll be able to withstand all this pressure about me but I hope that in the end this effort takes me where I want to go. I would like to have a partner to share my life and share the good times but I feel that every woman I meet looks at me with disgust for my body and that I will end up alone after a long time looking for the right person, I feel out of life and I feel sad all the time for seeing all that i didn't live and for all i didn't do, i only fulfilled one of my three "small" dreams and i would like to live longer, i feel that my life is almost over seeing my way of feeding myself and I would love to know that in the future you are finally living your life with someone who gives you the love you never had and the love that makes you completely happy, I hope all is well in your future that for me is far away, and if it's not what I expected then keep trying, we have plenty of time.