A letter from July 15, 2021

For July 15,2024 Hi myy happy birthday! Kumusta na man ka? Napansin nako saimong photos baya nga nanambok na ka 😀 I'm happy for you. How are you going to celebrate your birthday today? I hope happy ka saimong birthday, do something that makes you happy. Pede mag chika napud ko kadali saimo? Once again Di napud ko makatulog so nagsulat napud kog letter hehe gi dysmenorrhea ko I feel so uncomfortable. Pero thankful kaayo ko aning gihatag nimo nga chargeable nga hot compress. It warms both my body and my heart ♥ Kabalo ko sige rakog reklamo pag dysmenorrhea-hon, it's so painful I want the world to know. I know I can't stress this enough pero sorry if I ever was ungrateful to you sa mga panahon nga imo kong ginasabot saakong gibati. I know you're trying to comfort me pag red days nako. Sorry if wala man nako na appreciate and sorry if mangaway ko saimo or masuko. I'm very immature and toxic that sometimes I shut myself and hide in my shell. Di ko gusto mapasakitan tika but I guess I did whenever I do that. Sorry. Di man unta ko ingani sauna, unfortunately it became worse when I started having painful dysmenorrhea. Kung naa naman kay uyab ron, prolly naa na... I hope you extend your patience to her during her red days or pregnancy days. Sensitive jud kaayo ug vulnerable jud kaayo mi sa emotions. I regret my behaviour towards you pero I can't change what I did back then. I think mao pud ni reason nga murag gikapoy na ka saakoa... I just hate to admit it, pero katong nag deactivate kog Facebook tapos gina ignore tika kay nangluod ko saimo kay di ka mag I love you too haha I really love you myy, bisan gamay lang na nga gesture akong gipangayo saimo di nimo mahatag I felt so sad. Dili man unta ko pareha sa ubang babae dha nga demanding kaayo ba? But anyways, I still regret doing that kay I think mao to ang catalyst nga gusto na kag peace from me. Sorry if grabeh kaayo akong kasuko saimo tung nakig bulag ka, daghan kaykog gisulti na perhaps under the belt but they're all just text. I can't even say them in front of you... Pag naa ko saimong atubangan mahurot akong kusog, mura kog ma amang. The last time I went to your house I really want to talk to you about us, to fix our relationship pero I can't even speak. I'm a coward. Isog lang ko sa chat pero pag sa personal dili. Di nako kaya masuko saimo myy, I don't want to make you sad because of me. I'm sorry if ever I became one of your burdens. Gusto ko mag time travel unta wala nalang tika gisugot para friends pa unta ta karon.   It would've been better if I didn't entertain you para di ka maka hunahuna makagusto sakoa. I don't even know what you liked about me.I would've been satisfied if we're good friends.But now with all this bitterness in my heart, I can't. Kani tanan akong giingon diri, dili nako kaya maingon saimo personal. Besides sabaan pud ka sakoa, I don't even know if ginabasa ba nimo ni akong mga letter nga puro ra kadramahan. Well, drama jud ko. Wala naman pud koy gina expect nga partner nga musabot pa ani akong batasan mao gani naga wonder ko unsay nakita nimo saakoa sauna nga ingani ko ka toxic ug batasan. I hope wala kay na gain nga bad influence from me and learn to avoid people like me. Unta likayan pud nimo imong mga barkada nga bad influence or instead give them the good influence and badlonga pud sila kung naa silay mga maling binuhatan. If you love your friends don't tolerate their wrongdoings. But you're a good boy, I know that. Ayaw lang sigeg palabig apil apil anang mga away about politics or pag post2 ug binastos pls. If your friends are like that at least be decent. I love you and I hope you grow up to be a fine man. I know you will. I believe you and  I'll always be proud of you.  Once again have a Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious Birthday! - Aubrey 🌹