A letter from Aug 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how you doing? Well, on this morning you're currently listening to Glenn Fredly. I wonder what you're listening today there. Oh, and you're turning 25! Frankly speaking, i don't know would you able to read this since we never know what going to happen in life. But still, i am writing to you. Happy birthday my dear self. For an age, 25 is such a number man. I wonder where are you right now. Since i always wanted to travel to lots of places. Or maybe are you settled somewhere good right now? That doesn't sounds like you but i believe you have good reason for that. How's Bapak and Ibuk? In here, well things didn't change that much since..... oh wait, actually things change quite alot. You're able to meet Ibuk regularly now, of course that's not something you get easily. You did fight for that. I hope Adek can meet Ibuk regularly now there. Speaking of Bapak, i hope you're having a good relationship with him there. I suppose that old man be sure getting older now hahaha. Does he have a big tummy and bald white hair now? that was our jokes if you don't recall. I hope he's growing old healthy and happy. Please take care of that old man. For Ibuk, i always have been wishing her endless happiness, you know she deserve that most. Make sure that she's having it too by now there. Take care of Ibuk's family, they are her biggest sources of happiness. We both know that. How's Adek? Hahaha he's 20 now. I couldn't wait to see what dreams and path he choose in the future. Whatever it is, please keep supporting him. He is your one and only. The reason of everything. Oh, also don't forget to keep remind him on how he have to always respect women the way they should be respected. Anyway, are you dating anybody now? If yes then, love him but not too much. That is your biggest problem. I hope you'll find yourself before you find your love. Please love yourself the most..... i hope... no. I believe he is a good person. I hope he dont let you cry on your sleep. I wonder who is he, tell me later okay? But if you didn't or haven't date anybody, that is perfectly fine too. I know you're having the time of your life. You always have been enjoy being alone, hope you will always. I am here to remind you how far you've come and how strong you are since day one. Whatever problem you're facing right now, don't forget that it will pass. There always ways. Find a way. You are strong because you don't have time to be weak. Oh let's stop these advice-giving time. We both know you're a great survivor. A real warrior. You know... i'm doing great here. I will be eventually. Just... if you still in touch with him, your Wonderwall. Please say hi for me to him. Or nevermind if you dont see him anymore. You loved him, in a wrong way that you been hurting yourself the most and pushing him away countless times. Hey, let's hope he found someone good. I hope he can always protect and share his happiness with his loved one. He was your friend, best friend, first love.. he was your Wonderwall. "and if in some distance places in the future we see each other in our new lives, i will smile at you with joy and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love" I suppose that's all for today. I gotta work now, works been stressing these days but don't worry, i got this. Talk later, shall we? See you in 4 years. Yours truly, S