A letter from Jul 26th, 2021

Dear me, mmm recently you've been starting to become attracted to this one guy, he's in your english atar class and sits 2 desks in front of you but you see him clearly since theres no one sitting in between your view of him and not many people are in this class. do you remember when you also were kinda attracted to him at the end of yr 9 after that one day you spent the day at the zoo with him for this school thing? yes? i remember lmfao anyway you found out that day that he's very good with kids, twas very cute. but then you forgot about him becasue the holidays were right after that day and in yr 10 you had no classes with him. ok so you already know but im saying attracted because i dont consider the people you've been attracted to these past 2 years as a crush because i dont want to be fully attached knowing it'll probably go no where. anyways no one knows about this english dude because you know the rest of your friends will disagree with the fact you find him attractive and bully you for it lmao but the friend you sit with in class agrees with you and you both die every time he does something interesting. idk why im writing a letter to you telling you about this but i just need to write it out becasue im thinking about him alot recently anyways ew bye