A letter from Jul 23rd, 2021

Dear Future Pilot, Dearest Sara, How are you doing Beautiful? I hope you are alive, healthy and wealthy when reading this. How's mum and dad, hope they are healthy and doing good. what about your beloved siblings? did we had more nephews other than Abbas? tell me are you emotionally stable? Dating someone/ married? you moved to the wave house or you didn't? Please for God sake tell me that you got your CPL. I would be very disappointed knowing that you didn't. Sara listen this was your childhood dream! you have to achieve it no matter what. i want to see you as a first officer when i will be reading this in future. please don't let me down. Baby girl i know right now you don't have enough money, no financial support but, trust me you got a god who will find a way for you to accomplish your little dreams. i know lately it's been hard with all the uncertain situation in the world. Right now you are unemployed, got zero savings, no car, feeling lost and hopeless. tell me do you still take depression med? still go to the therapist? what about your suicidal thoughts? tell me that you didn't try to **** yourself again? baby girl stay strong for future me, we have a lot to achieve. it's been almost a year now since i graduated from USA. i left my heart in Nebraska. it felt like home being there. i loved being independent women. i loved my freedom my life my own life. USA gave me the best life i have ever wanted and dreamed of. leaving Nebraska was a nightmare. right now i wanna go back to USA and settle down somewhere in Chicago. I have always loved the windy city. To be honest, i am suffering right now i am not able to fit in in this culture and country. i feel like like an outsider. Oh i miss old Sara so much. you were positive, fun, outgoing and friendly. Tell me if you are still talking to Ade? is he still in contact with you or got married? are you still friends? what happened to your complicated relationship? What about Q? is he still there? what happened next with both of you? i am excited to know! Please tell me that you have traveled to many new countries and did numerous adventures? i hope you are in a good shape and adapt a healthy life style. i want you to go to the gym, your health and wellbeing is very essential princess. Hey future pilot, i want you to focus on your dream! if you are in a toxic relationship while reading this please run away. nobody deserves your love and care except you yourself. know your worth and please keep your expectations and hopes high, i trust in your abilities. Sara i want you to save your feelings for someone who cares, my naive kid, i know this world is too much for you. you are cute you are special you are the nicest person i have ever met. you got a crystal clear heart pie. babe, i want you to be with someone you can meditate with. you are attracted to calm men the gentle ones. a man who doesn't make you upset or yell at you. you want someone to feel safe with and eases your anxiety. be with someone who takes a good care of your sweet soul, ur heart and everything thats you. love someone who fall for your naked soul, not your naked body. remember you were always a fighter, you went through a lot and survived. keep strong and ambitious. be the change and sparkle everywhere. i am proud of you and never give up. you are loved little pilot. i will always love beautiful Sara,