A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

A ihocec ubt eended a eno gthri not su uhmc rof. Thwi ntaa we tub ynlgif lscuoro ccadker oto ton. Tism ta pu ededn isduytng. .
!eh!r!e llist yguintsd we rctutaheecir, pgmoln,cnaii woi,krgn aer ew.
And tpa ryai soal yseatd. Idd oto aid. Flte oth opelpe stom. .
Erar aer sncsiytonce adn vole yytloal ym. .
In i ctuoh yast di'ndt dmyna ihtw. .
Ever rayebl fo ktnih i imh. Tyr ndif to idd sey i uesr eovl ubt. .
Eeplpo dtrie i fdin c,innontoec to dedta. Dvole i fundo eroamny ucton'ld i amn a eedlpy llti. Ot htgionn egiv iltl ,do ahd i to tefl.
He he voled adsi me. Hothutg lkdie he me eh. Hneugo ont to em peek tbu rudoan. Taindg rspaedeat ew honsmt efrat 8. .
E,vor i ttoefnrgo aws ndtwea tedlli,kdsue dna edsi,sk. .
Ebvoa utb i omwoehs ti erso. .
Ylf wngsi arguoec lea,ifr kkyi(yf) dha i'ts hast't gi syawla i to the wen.
Ew dvioc losa ahve oynraem odt'n. Ldab of ginog fo vodci vciscen,a ualghoht dovci lngo tce seom ipaoncml. I btu tehir seegn ngdbail ni si ays lduow lal. .
'ndot nermyoa oevl alos awnna i. .
Ma i fo nwo i eocnntt sa kinht. In hae,rpip eilfgen my nisk tnnteco. .
Tubao cdeehvai u daei ohw aahh ytcrali i aveh mlntea chmu on eavh. .
Be it xsunegthia ubt nda nylole nac semseoimt. .
Rwyor but ovle o'dnt. I you, ogt btainyhlr htis lnireagn vnaegati i efil to llca am rughoht. .
Aannw say ta end i teh. .
Is't ,oyu me, us tis' 'sti. .
Teher thta gnhtoni otaub ahcgne is i wdolu dan. .
Fles uory odelr setelrnii.
Aksh. .

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