A letter from Jul 10th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello! how's life? Ricky is alive right now. He is 8 months old. i hope he's still alive in this year. Everyone is alive that i know. Are you alive? well i am. I hope I am happily married by now. With at least 4 kids and 2 to come. My dreams currently are traveling the world while being a photographer for National Geographic. But who knows maybe i will be a lawyer or working for the FBI. I hope you are living your long desired dreams and are very happy with the life you chose to live. Im 17 btw. and you're probably 25. Molly's still alive but she will probably be dead by the time you get this. I hope you have a lot of friends cuz i don't. where do ya live? cuz my dream place to live would be Colorado or Tennessee in nature areas. hope your not dead cuz that would suck... i hope you called my child Mateo or Evie. all my life ever since i was a teen i would think that i would be happy if i met "the one". i thought all my worries, anxieties, and pain would go away because the one that God meant for you to be with would make everything better and would bring complete joy and happiness. I hope that by now you have found someone to give you that. i hope you are blessed with 6 wonderful children and that you have a beautiful house in the country or by the mountains in your dream state. I hope you have lived your life to the fullest and never let anything distract you from reaching your goals. I am not proud of myself right now and my life. I have a lot of things to work on and i know that i am only 17 but i just hope that when i am older that i will actually have girls that are friends because i do not have any right now or many friends at all. I only have two best friends that actually talk or text me and that is Sergio & Jamison. I am of course dating Jamison as you remember. i don't know what love is. i really don't. i thought i knew. okay i know what it means and takes to love another human being. But to be in love is on a whole other level and story. i've seen love stories, i've heard many passionate stories from loved ones, people, and movies. passion, love, spark, the works. "The One" is supposed to turn your life around right? Well UGH i'm just so confused! I definitely love Jamison. my first time writing or admitting that. But how do you know if he's the one? you know, i don't want to waste my time or get confused, get married than divorced. So... i just know that you will be the most inspiring, faithful, loved person. i hope you will be in love and confident with who you are as a person and human being. Jamison is the one person i would and could see myself marrying someday. He IS immature, awkward and dumb sometimes. But **** I'm falling in love with him. whoever you are with i know that you are happy and everything is like how you imagine.. that love really is a fairytale romance capturing your heart at every moment.