A letter from Jun 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I suck at writing letters and I have troubling putting into words my emotions and how I feel, I have so much to say but I struggle figuring out how to write them down ( in this case type), so lets give this a shot. I feel so much pressure at the age of 19, to figure out what I'm suppose to be doing with my life, I feel like everyone my age has that all sorted out and I'm just getting left behind. I honestly have no clue of where I want to be in 5 years and I'm scared I'm still going to be doing the same old thing and I really don't want that. I want to be doing something I'm actually interested in. I'm currently working at my local car dealership and its not the worst, but its not something I want to be stuck doing for the rest of my life, I want to get out of this town and live anywhere else but here. ( We will see how that goes....) I'm currently the ripe age of 19 and living through a pandemic. I moved out of home for the first time and brought my very first car!! So while a lot has happened I still feel as if I am still living the same old life I have been used to living the past 19 years. My 20th birthday is coming up.... and lets just say I'm not ready to be in my 20s, I should be excited for the new opportunities my life will bring, but I'm just scared, I'm scared that I will still be where I'm at now. I have come to the point in writing when I don't know what else more to say other than. I hope your doing okay. I hope you know your loved. Whatever you decide to do, you will be okay. C x

Epilogue

6 days later

Well past me what can I say, I am very surprised with how well written this letter is and...

Hwo in xgpsnerise soal i who i pnoe iwht sdeohkc elft was.
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Ym nwo eb won arc, aertpsn idtlefynei ohem bkca am steeitwn i noggi i eyth lreod ym haev shgnti i ryev ni trena' and erya i lset ym edng,cha to ma a dlos vhae am hweli bgeni sihgnt gviiln omse nad itfsr rdscwbaka esem naiygs by hsti twhi nad.
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Do od no wtna i ym olayhid ofr teh hwit i ni ornwyigr ospt ithw hmtson iededdc i illst aveh eth to eb kgroinw eifl elcu ahev a and ahev md,ae noe evela dan tawh tevrl!a do one ot dcniosei etwnad refsdin 2 i dclutn'o i ebst ignht i and asvi my aacnda no itwh ipparhe ot veha of lyasaw i hwiel.
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Wlil ayrse ma lefi ni thsi in ym athw dotn' to iroedtinc opighn llits omse i gworn tup do hvae i tawn no 5 hgcnea but eclu me teg i. Lal if heva whta i i it yltloeasub on ifasl idae utb lwil do. .
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C x.
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