A letter from May 27th, 2021

Dear dumbass, Hey buddy.I'm so proud of you...I'm proud of the person you've become even if it's not what you expected.I know how many big dreams you have,how many things you want to accomplish and it okay if you didn't accomplish some of them...You gotta stop insulting yourself....You've done a good job.Hey! Felix from Stray Kids just Bubble Messaged me! Do you still have Bubble?Do you still like Stray Kids?Do you still love Han?Do you still Jop like you used to?I bet you're crying and I'm glad because you deserve a good cry! I hope you are finally able to have a good mental breakdown in front of people.I hope you don't have to hide behind a mask like you have to now...Is Alesia watching you read this out loud while crying like a big baby?Just now I looked over at her sitting next to me...she has her elbow on my knee and she's going through other people's letters..And as me and her's song "The Night We Met" played in my cheap headphones we both looked at eachother and I felt a sense of sadness. I can't help looking over and see what she's doing...and I can't help but think to myself that one quote from the movie "Fantastic Mr Fox" which is "You're so beautiful,you're practically glowing...maybe it's just the light."Did you finally figure out your feelings for her?Did she finally win your heart or did someone else?Did you find a Han,Kakyoin,or Leorio?Are you still best friends even?Pfft of course you're.From the very moment in 7th grade when you got seated next to her in Mrs.Woods science class on the first row of the middle desk.And she looked at you and you looked at her back grinning a bit..or I assume so,I actually forgot what happened a bit.But anyways as she then at the end or middle of class gave you a Chupa Chuy's Lollipop Specifically Cherry Or Strawberries and Cream flavor after talking with you a bit is when you decided you were gonna be by her side forever...and trust me I know you're are not one to let go when you love something.GOSH YOU'RE SUCH A SIMP.How did you even decide on "The Night We Met" as your guy's song?It's supposed to be sad...I might be kind of dumb..I have 2 girlfriends at the moment and I can't decide which one I actually like.... Hey! are you still friends with the people from Mascot?I hope you are..well some of them at least.I hope you are happy with the people surrounding your life at the moment.I hope you made your parents proud:) I hope you finally stopped the lies and started showing your true self even if you haven't figured out who that is yet.You're most likely gonna have surgery soon correct? Have you started injections?Have you finally came out to your family?Did you finally stop hiding away in your room and go watch a movie with your father?Have you gotten any more piercings?Have you been to Japan?Are you gonna move there?Is Alesia coming as well?Did you ever go get that piercing with Zehn-Zu? (I can't spell her name lmao)Did you finally finish Jojo?Are you still annoying Alesia about it?Are you and her still dancing to back door?What's your job gonna be?Are you as **** as you are now?Are you still a simp?Did you finally finish Jojo with you're mom too?Did you go to the library where Ash died?Did you go to italy?Did you ever watch Jojo with Alesia?Are you moving in together?Did you get a cat and name it Bartholomew?Have you danced lately?Did you ever slow dance to "The Night We Met"with Alesia?I have so many questions...Just not enough time. How often do you think about our moon? Hm? I think about him quite often...I miss him..I hope he’s happier where he is..It’s been 3 years since his passing and it still feels like yesterday…..whenever you get the letter it should’ve been about…..7 years? He would be 34 when you get this..Did anything big or new happen with Stray Kids?Did Hyunjin come back?How’d he look?I miss him…”Americano Jwa Jwa Jwa Americano Jwa Jwa Jwa”.Hey did you ever dye your hair pink?Did you ever learn to play any instruments?Learn any languages?Well I should probably wrap this up don’t you think?I’ll send another one, don't worry...but just not now...you’re so special,I’m so proud of you...I really am...I don’t care what or who you are..I’m so proud. You did well,Griffin.