A letter from May 15th, 2021

Dear Future Caleb. It's currently 1:59 AM, May 15, 2021. We're going to Florida in 2 days. I've never seen the beach, the first time will be with you... I am truly so excited for that. You're laying right next to me right now. You keep saying things in your sleep, it's really funny. I'm 18 right now. You met me when I was 16, which is insane to think about because I remember it like it was yesterday. My whole heart loves you so very much, you are the first man I've fallen in love with, and hopefully will be the one I spend the rest of my life with. Some things to know about right now; We both say "hive mind" a LOT. I think your nose looks like a koala You, for some reason, really love bumble bees ? It's weird and you deny it but you talk about them all the time. We broke up... well, I broke us up in February. Coming back to you was the singular most important thing I did in 2021 Currently you live in sperry, I pretty much live with you, but also I don't, I wish I did. I LOVE your smile. Literally so much, and your laugh, you make my heart flutter. I wanted to make this wait 5 years but I have decided to send it in 3 years because I can't wait five!! I truthfully and peacefully can say that my heart is completely in love with you. Maybe you've proposed to me, or maybe for some crazy reason you haven't. Or maybe we aren't together anymore. I can in no way know the circumstances, but I pray you didn't let me go. I pray that you still are the one I fall asleep next to and awake beside. I hope I'm not gone. Imagine you're taking to 18 year old me. Can you picture me ? Is life crazy different? How is your family ? Do you still listen to music that "you can either groove to or get down to"? You said that^ I want to jump forward. My heart feels so exhausted from everything, I want to see you and me in the future. OMG is Nyx still gross ? Does she still fill her mouth with water and run around the house and get it EVERYWHERE ? Do you still work at reasors ? Do you still make risky jokes LOL / : I have some questions for you about me from you. Am I happier ? Am I better? Do I make you happier and better? How long have we been together? Are my favorite flowers tulips still? (If we did breakup, will you reach out to me please ? Obviously I don't think we will but besides the point. I dont want to lose you sucka) Do you still save me videos of possums and raccoons ? DID YOUR DAD EVER GET A RACCOON ? Did you become a firefighter? Did I become an EMT ? Did you get a new car ? How did you propose ? Or how are you going to propose? This is your sign that it's time BY THE WAY. Do we still go to cedar point church? Did we stay in contact with anyone we used to work with ? Do I still work at QT? Also, I'll summarize us meeting. We've both been little babies, but we grown to adapt. I'm very in love you, and we are very happy now. Biden is president, gas prices are HIGH, covid is dwindling away, racial awareness and police brutality are the only things on the news. My A/C is going out, you keep having to fix my car, you are SO handy and cute and I LOVE YOU. I spend too much money and you hate spending money = balance. You really like birds, I really like possums and raccoons. And there is so much more I could write but I think I'll write you another one instead. In conclusion; propose to me. ASAP. Or if we broke up ///: reconnect with me... I adore you with all of my heart Caleb Alan Leon. Thank you for learning life with me, and thank you for doing life with me too. *kisses ya face* Sarah Abigail Wallace