A letter from May 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Dear Alexa :P I am just a gal who feels stuck. Do I know what I'm doing, No! I mean who does really. (Actually there are some people who do or just act like they do) Anyways, HI! if you're going through a rough time, just know you're not the only one. When I say that, I mean you don't have to go through the struggle alone. I know I am guilty of isolating myself when I need the help or just staying quiet. I'm learning now to reach out when I need it. Is it easy, no. Its still a struggle I'm dealing with. I hope my future self got better at that. If not that's okay, if you are at least trying that's all that matters really. Keep on going. I'm trying to stay positive in this letter because you might need the smile. Actually everyone needs a smile. Even though I may not be the happiest, what will make me happy is if you smile. I know this letter is for myself but it kinda feels like I'm writing a letter for someone else who I love. You know what this will be my love letter to myself, kinda. I hope things are going well in your life. This letter will be the cherry on the top. If not, I hope this letter will bring a smile to your day. Go outside, go for a walk. dance to a fun happy up beat song that make you feel powerful. Oh listen to Heart and My Car or Brazil by Declan Mckenna, it'll make you feel like you can go for a walk and enjoy the sunlight hitting the trees. The wind brushing your face. Also writing this during a global pandemic. This letter will reach you again, years after that. I wonder how the future looks like. How it turned out. Well I guess I'll have to wait to find out. Okay I'm writing this late in the night. Ending the letter with this song (Butterfly,UMI) what a beautiful song. Okay, Ill end the letter say I LOVE YOU! I feel like you might need that. For real, I really do LOVE YOU! Take care okay. Be safe and say Hi to the family for me. See you in a few years! BYE BYE LOVE YOU! <3