A letter from May 13th, 2021

To Jey, 5 years from now, This could be way more awkward. Let's thank technology that we cannot talk face-to-face cause I'm pretty sure you would pity me for being chubby, or a failure, or any other negative thing about me. Fortunately, I'm determined enough to fix all of that and that's what made you, you. You are welcome. I'm glad you're there; struggling and fighting and watching anime. Is there anything better than SNK there yet? I mean of course JJK is finished by that time. Let's thank Mappa, too. I wish you're as crazy as me about punctuation. Oh ****, are you really becoming a pharmacist now? I really like that. I hope you still like it either. Career is an important thing, more important than love. Love. Who do you love now? No don't tell me. It's either the boyfriend I have now, or someone similar to him. We always liked this type of nerd kawaii guys. Someone mentally stable, but also crazy enough to understand we're not weird. I mean writing a letter to future is weird though. Writing. Do you write? I hope you do. I hate myself for letting all that passion and talent go to trash. You have to start writing. A play. Yes, write a play. You know you're good at it. No, Don't do that for me! Write a play, if that makes YOU feel good. I'm long gone. I'm living in the past honey. I don't expect anything from you, I'm just here to give you all of me. I'm supporting what ever the hell you choose to do with your life. But... Don't hurt people who are important to me, okay? If you haven't, go to therapy and **** that anxiety disorder. I don't have time for that yet. Maybe I do it before this letter reach you. If so, you are welcome. Honestly, I don't have many things to talk about. I just thought you'd be happy to hear from me. Take care of yourself. You know you came alive out of the covid-19 pandemic. You're very strong, you got that from me. You are welcome. :* Your humble past self, Ireallyhopeso 13.majus.2021