what have i done?

Dear Myself Have you and Ro slept together yet? At this time, 12/24/05, you haven't but have sent some pornographic emails to each other. You've kissed, pretty damn passionately, and got a wonderful feel of her breast and her fine ass. She seems like she's horny for you but being as how she's married for years and so are you it's a question. Also, if for some reason you're not together in some way, she's the first black woman you ever kissed. You're an assistant at the Big Box at home now and have thought seriously about going to Canada to work. How'd that go? When you read this your daughter should be 22 and your son 16. She was a handful and rebellious and was so in love with Matt. He was just getting that way but was a real comedian. You're pretty unhappy with your marriage, your wife spends money all the time, is fat as hell, and not very sexually appealing. I hope I, meaning you, have made some changes and ARE living with Ro, maybe married. I think she's really a great woman, intelligent, and VERY sexy.