A letter from March 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, ines ,i m listening to courage to change and wondering if i have this courage ,sia said "world i want to leave u better ,i want my life to matter" i m afraid to make the world see the real me ,stuck in reverse , i hope you've found your passion coz right now i m lost ,it's okay to not be okay but i m the reason of all my pain ,i have so much thing to tell but nobody to listen. just thinking that u 'll read it after more than 4 years make me excited so dear future me when u read this lettre plz i want u to leave whatever u were doing and just make ur earpods take your phone listen to some music and go for a walk without any distination ,try to drink some coffee and to not talke to anybody just u and me ,imagine me the 21 years old and you the 26 years old walking together it's going to be funny . also i hope u r in beautiful place at least u are where i used to dream so if my dream came true take a selfie and poste it with this msg i konw u'll do it anyway coz i know me😂😂🤦‍♀️ and don't forget to make the song that i m listening to it now sia courage to change 💜. i want to tell you that we are incredible with all the faults we did with all our regrets and with all our crazy things thats what make me you .i know me now is not u the reader but we still the same big dreamer the same crazy girl and the same fighter . hope u are there and plz dont be married u'r not ready for that🤦‍♀️😂. be happy💜💜.