A letter from February 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi, it will be a miracle if you get this, I hope you haven't changed your email. I am writing this at a time when I should be studying for a history test. I don't know what to do next, I don't know what to do to wake up from all this, I don't know how much longer I will last. I hope that you have fulfilled at least one of my dreams and that you are happy, I hope that with a lot of bad grades I will somehow succeed in life. I have no will or motivation for life, the life that high school students have in movies is not realized. I hope at least you found the will to live if you are still alive lol. Is mom still only caring about my grades or has she become concerned about my mental state. I am giving up on everything at the moment, I hope that I will welcome you and that you will succeed in achieving my dreams and goals. Happy 20th birthday, Aurora