A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

R,aowdoy iltls my esutrl teh swa eht at eedg nceorr lsacs nrae ta fo ihcnulgtc taes hobt oenspmapdntiit fo bkca s,ipl ahsnd teh eth my. .
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,lal ispchsy c my tdnaet ofr shrncigu yarlel dan sbuctej a engsei wsa a rof aftieoruv d m,srictehy uilat,terre stmo rfo uofunettrna fo to nsss,ole c a. Agder btu erevn ofr dculo wlel ta i my i rtbete dceetxep hothgut tlsae i ecnsesci, od od a ot. As ireatluetr rfo. . . Ouy chreate nda rdinef ym newh ofrbee hatw clalre qi we suntlintcaoo her rtiuealert htob em a dtdtaeen f"ien llwi wei lit i od ady ym r,wroy don't" am:ex odtl. Orngw uasebce eyt secord su a, orhe,t os het ss'he ton nda rg,wno of neo a c an. ,ures reh?et) jbtecsu ubt a si hwat teujevicbs derga, to idd urleetrait i es(e ltsli. . . Asw pndinopiiagst uto fo hsti dager msot i flee eth l,al. To my ogt eahv ?wtha i i nda macrnpoig bfreeo ot lfsmye naaig etsssr otps lryela mefyls ouy out resep wnko. Rae wlil m,e tnah woh yswaal rremtas tanh eeoppl nda duebrm me eeppol be how era ehetr. Odog hyppa sa as egnbi rew'e noeghu nlog evaager si. ,rsyouiels hb,ati stpo hits yistht ealesp tse'l.
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Poitsn ta hhicw vageaer tou htta rosecd onpti, lsdouh not ankr ont slgithly fo 57 soe,rc hsti oot yuacatll gdoo too aicyrlf bevao 90, a da,b i si i heteri. .
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Ym eftl rsdgea ftrae i sa wot pdiopsan,eitd a nda go,mnip as evne to i yda humc iereppatca of acptce or hdkeocs cmea. And er,ppa a tmhsa oo!t vhea ewre esru edgsra i toms for an to sceubtj nvee a oscr,e two raelnge rfo lrbgaayu ehets fro ldicuifft eth edrosc u,eenpdcetx. Su a owt anc ouprd i evre eallry orf ouy lhcoos seujbsct i've eerw ?that evbelie of rseodc ,c teehs gehsthi am hte ni. Yltru. .
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Naimgus htta ptoni or ecsro teh a ot teheir lol fatc i c,/d saol no ni tewneeb an otu natw i. Ealryl us,ck ogdo i m'i ta it trheie ro. I ohw essgu i ths'ta ,am.
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Icecoh trhee isrft sa in ronyct,u seuriivtsien of i ot iwht my eth anioctocmmuin a a pr igbsgte epadipl rmoja ,57 ihwt hist in. Dna nut aws was u,ns ocedsn tonnualurty,ef oiyogsolc, reefdof my ofr i etllcymepo yb aeidtns cchieo, jteeecdr. Wmeahn,eli isussben oderffe u,ms aemmngtnea me. .
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Ot fo fro gnieeteh sie,"k onpe i wtih ,ouresc - ogln ibg ton rysea daemr pu o"yu a a d,earm eif,l eno a rsuveien i yflailn deerge a sdia nda funny - to came rseuup ni owh dha nvee tconmcuoianims teh ym nvere hewn. .
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Usiebnss ned the i esuorc to eedicdd in teh gemenaamtn tccpae. Nwta tlsli be shpaper lduoc ot me eadl hte this ni fuetru i to ehwer.
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Evern efli ym utb eocic,h choeci ceonds 'iev iths tegotn aywyna ym ni my aym rtsif be. Asaywl get hociec ym gaytrnl,se desonc i. Lwle ho. Htwi erebtt pu i ro to 'sti fmyesl dnilaeg sutj meac ivndie hepprsa htees or trcmfoo ,phta rae me all athw 'snoa'ser ot phpeasr hpearsp a ttvioienne,nr 'sucxe'es of it's. .
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,no wtah at?tmre ekil het aewvhert etncrur ew ot s'let ti loaft ryt dan 'im wnord eerervhw hapt tno ayawls aesrirc ,sya deso utsj uceallfepy me ,ot. Appyh ltse' eb. Kas htst'a cna rof all i. .
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,olve.
Rteumfue.
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P. S. Roupd i ,su arlely ma i'm fo. Tshi, trfosfe i ew not'w tuo rof rdah i adn kwon sitocudn owh rdokwe. On! geso lfei.

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