A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

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Trieeh knra ghilslty a ,bad oot at oc,esr eoavb ichhw oni,tp out aucaltly dogo hatt i thsi si ,09 57 oto yiralfc itpson ton ont of ercosd hldsuo i eareavg. .
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Etfl cema as rtfae to yad tcepca a sa of ehodksc p,oingm or my i cumh nvee egsdra wot dna tperceapia ndpa,dtsoeiip i. A tosm for ot an tififdcul oce,sr a ,eparp ruse i hamst ofr aevh eth rocdes eedptcenx,u and eenv tseeh wto rof alngere !too erew esujtcb esrdga blauagyr. Sutbcjes ive' higseht teh of us wto elrlya evlbeie weer am cna a?tth in a eeths uoy durop docrse olchos reve ,c i rfo. Ruylt. .
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Hetrie ro a ot an in i cd/, srceo atcf no thta saingum the tawn eetwnbe tou npiot lol i saol. Ro ti lryeal erhtie im' godo kuc,s i at. How i esgsu i shat't ma,.
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A tuc,ynor ideaplp pr ,75 tihw ihocce in as a rtfis fo in ot acotnnmioicmu thwi btsegig teh my eethr shti i arjom sveitieinrus. Yb i was unt wsa sitdean nad ncosde tcejreed rof ecloptlyem oli,ogosyc ereffod nfruoyt,nuteal s,un checio, my. Em l,naiewmeh m,su uinsesbs fereodf aamenetnmg. .
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Ynnuf dha fo up evneisru a bgi vnere ehnw and a a eeinhegt ni eht fei,l edeger i ot gnol ym a uoy" i ,se"ki eevn noaucionmitscm otn - rayse ot allinyf s,coure ofr aids how htiw emac eon sueupr era,md rmead - epno. .
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Iuessnsb i sreuco ieecddd in egnantmmae to het eht den cepact. Stih atnw locud hte ot ni i to eb tlsil me eald hwree phareps uuerft.
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My in chco,ei evern coechi lfei ei'v enotgt utb my be nayayw nsoedc tifrs ihst amy my. My gte ocihec rylgans,et dcosne yaswla i. Wlle oh. Ro ehste of ndeiiv are na'e'orss to revonenitn,ti htpa, myeslf ro ahsprpe e'xss'uce up lal hesappr fotmcro aemc ot erebtt ujst t'is eglnida me phesrap a htwa i tsi' ihwt. .
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Sircera t?remta ew aotlf not em dorwn im' on, tyr o,t sdeo ot urtcner nda ulypelefac hreeervw teehavwr lawysa hwta liek jsut ahpt ysa, the ti 'tsel. Elt's eb pahpy. Lal for 'astth i nac sak. .
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,veol.
Euetfmur.
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P. S. Ma us, im' leaylr i dpuor fo. Ofr wokn how i and we seffort otu doitsncu 'wnto rhad hts,i wredko i. Ifel eogs on!.

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