A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ccihlgtun of tesa alcss erna the empiitotasndpn the at tlesur eht ipl,s still my egde asw rwoyad,o orncre dahns the cabk fo my bhto at. .
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Gcnruhsi tteand syicphs somt otnuanrutfe to a rof d ssln,ose ym all, of tueitra,lre auvteifor was nda fro a c c yelalr tcsimre,hy juebtcs a orf ieensg. To uoldc but ta ergda ltaes a i od iceess,cn ym eettbr i ectxpeed llwe do enrve ofr hgtuhot i. Iuletratre rof as. . . Idfenr ceterha i :xaem wenh od hatw freebo uretrliate aoinsnltuoct oltd em lwli yuo ew my iq ehr wei od'"tn btoh ym a celalr dya lti roy,wr ne"fi dnteedta nda. Ro,hte adn an rowng a, het otn fo neo c basucee su a ety essh' ecodrs nog,wr so. Awth sur,e egdr,a lreriteuta a i te)?ehr is ot idd lilst e(es cjsbtievue tbu tjbucse. . . All, saw mtos htis deagr of i out andpiioitpngs lfee the. Naiag repse ostp to erobef sersts inomgcarp uoy tuo my ellyra wnko ylesmf hvea ot i ht?wa gto nad i yesmlf. E,m are hnat anth owh lwil rubdem pleoep eb era em wlsaay peoepl dna rteeh rtsemar who. Gnlo re'we gereaav ogdo as eonuhg sa inegb is pphya. Pots iths tl'es biaht, paelse iosuery,sl hsytti.
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57 dulhso lclautay topin, gaveera i rcsdoe a whhci abveo of oogd iythgsll nark tno yflicar tou ta ,erocs etheri i ,adb 9,0 poinst too ttah nto siht si oot. .
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Ceirppaeat gserad ayd ot areft sa or as hkdseco dan pdinds,paeoit i a ,ogmnip pactec fo wot ym flte cuhm came i even. Hsmta orf eeagnlr !oot c,eosr na urse eht otw i a eehts veen aer,pp a ulfcfiitd adrgse vahe fro mtos adn pe,nctxedue sjtuecb ot wree for coedrs yrgbaalu. Stejcubs ma tehse rwee crdseo ryllae fo tow su for i ah?tt acn ni slhcoo ehhigts ,c hte evbleie vere v'ie uoy a oupdr. Truyl. .
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Hte lol ni atht twan oercs tbwneee opint or hertei c/d, an i a no to tuo mngasiu slao i cfta. Ti ,ukcs eietrh m'i yllare i at or gdoo. M,a i ohw i 'ahtts guses.
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In ristf as ehicco gsegtbi ot peidapl reteh tish hte a ni ihtw monautimconci tiwh of jamro a i ,75 pr my tiiienvruses c,tnoruy. I by nut tjdrecee nda ym wsa plytolmece s,un untftyrauel,no ncodes ofr ce,ihoc fedofer oogc,yiols eiastnd was. Iussesbn em efrodef gteammeann ,usm hea,liwmne. .
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Fnuny enve adn ohw het a rdeeeg i a tiwh - to i fle,i seru,co pu drmea orf tcomcnnimaiuso am,der ni ot my dha - afillyn uo"y vesruine eeithnge one not wehn a acme a onlg eiks," of disa resuup epno evenr ibg ysare. .
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Ctcepa icddeed mmtaengean i hte to senusbis teh den ni rcsuoe. Itsh be wnta stlli em etuurf uoldc to to i het ewhre ni ehppasr edal.
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Amy ni efli ev'i yawnay my be rfsti isth evenr ym ,ceocih cihcoe otegnt oescnd my but. I egt cicoeh waylas odnsec ym lnatrgs,ye. Wlel oh. 'srso'ena are a ro to thp,a tofcomr tiwh its' igldaen xsee's'cu up rinoevintnet, em paesphr to rsehppa sethe retbet sprahep tujs lla or efsmyl i inidve mcea ts'i whta fo. .
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,on ujst i'm uceyfaplel ytr treucrn edso nrdow otn rsrcaei twah we tmetr?a klei ,ot ls'te wlasay to ti evwreehr tofla asy, me awevehtr paht dna teh. Yppah be 'tesl. Orf i htsa't can lla ska. .
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Loe,v.
Ufrmeuet.
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P. S. Fo yerlal ouprd i 'mi s,u ma. Sfefrto dan tsih, i ofr donsctiu tou i we 'nowt owh ahdr wnko ekrwod. Gose no! eifl.

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