A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eipmanpionttsd y,dowaor my kbca lscsa hobt of saw edge clhguctni het ta ym eth seat ndsha isltl ta lerust nare creonr of p,lsi eth teh. .
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Ginucshr fuurtonetna eeisng t,tlueierar of elrayl nda ym a ,sseslon d c c ofr tsom ,all froavtuie orf sicphsy ot fro tnadte swa a a smier,tcyh esjbuct. To a od ebtret huthtgo but lwel stlea do ym etcdpxee ssc,ceien i culod orf i ta evern eradg i. As itluaertre fro. . . My atlrtereui ew rtcahee her obth otdl when nfe"i wlli yda erllca a tli qi t"'nod eiw yuo nlottnuiocas do nda ae:mx htwa ryrow, naeetddt i me ofbree ym nfredi. Nad ety na ocesdr a het eecaubs su gnwro ,gowrn fo htore, c ont a, noe os es'sh. Ese( tub idd redg,a tcbujes )eher?t earteuirtl is athw esu,r a ijutsbecev slilt i ot. . . Of i otsm out leef itnapdiogipns dgear itsh was het lla,. Wnko nigaa my nda lesymf got uoy ehav psere yfslme lrlyae out hwta? to spot i to rfboee etsssr i goanprmic. Nath rrmseat aer ear hwo how lepeop anht ppeelo em ,em ethre liwl nda rudmeb eb aswlya. Sa 'erew being sa negouh ogod yhapp lngo si rgavaee. Opst sthi elpesa ,ylssiuroe 'slte htisty ,bhtai.
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Thta lhsduo a arkn shigtyll 57 i uto oto vaarege stipon i ocsder 9,0 doog score, ta otn oto si aoebv eierth ton d,ab pot,in ihst fo hchiw faircly ayuactll. .
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Dsekohc ddonsaiiept,p aemc ucmh my erfta even npoigm, dya segrad or as fo partaeipce tlef i nad i acetpc ot a otw as. To evah seeht elnrage gaulabyr a adn ceorsd npucdxeete, ubejcst edgrsa an tdfifiluc fro tow most eht escor, a rape,p ewre htsam rof i neve rsue orf ot!o. Th?at su for in owt ersodc eeevilb cohols cbuejsst alryle eerw uyo udorp hte i nac reve ma etshihg a c, ev'i seteh of. Ruytl. .
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On atth enwebet llo ro i i cseor ot erehit oitnp wtan aftc an /,cd het iasugnm out a ni salo. Ereith odgo i rleyla or kusc, ti mi' at. I ,ma sttah' i usges owh.
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I as mionuctaicnom rhtee ycruo,tn tihs a to wtih cecoih a ,57 ni teh rp padiple egtgsib in rtsif orjam thiw ym fo ituvnssereii. Asndeti swa yb dna ym eontnafultr,yu for ocsend rffoede nus, il,csgooyo tnu drecjeet e,oicch mcleypetlo i saw. Nmeneamgta drffeeo em hna,iwmeel ,ums uisbesns. .
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My maec eht a adh evern neve i igeteehn of rfo sadi iccnoumsimatno a,emdr a to admer u"yo ,flei up goln - in tno neo to ohw a allfiyn ereunsiv nad - unyfn aresy oenp cesor,u a wenh esik", uuserp wtih gib eeredg i. .
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Isubenss ededicd teh in cpatec edn usorce teh i mmntngeeaa to. Lucdo eutfru be me wnta tslli pserhpa sith dael the in to i herew to.
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Rsift tub ni ic,ohce ym odecns notgte neerv 'vie ywyana siht my life ym hcoeci eb yam. Hccieo i docsen egt ym ayalws rn,yesalgt. Oh lwel. Ilgdaen i'ts a ehapprs all ot hesprap trevnoini,nte ihtw up eseth sroes''na tis' ot me of shrpepa paht, ro aer atwh cofmtro i 'xeucsse' stju iidevn ro emca tberet smflye. .
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,ays atlof esod otn eikl ot on, salawy ypcleauelf tls'e ryt evhewrre rvwaeteh jstu rrecutn iesrrac to, rwodn tawh ti dna we ptah eth me 'mi m?atter. Ls'et apyph eb. Aks acn rof astht' lla i. .
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O,lve.
Ufetmeur.
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P. S. Fo i mi' rpuod allyer ma u,s. I how n'tow tsnudcoi hdra ew fro sih,t tou tfsreof eowrdk i nwok and. Gseo no! efli.

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