A letter from February 16th, 2021

Fo fo da,yrowo seltur ym dainiptpneostm het p,lis lchgcnuti hdnsa eth the ta asw ornerc eran sllit at hte kbca btho lassc saet ym eegd. .
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Ym adn etsjbcu a c los,ssne for ineegs fro all, tosm a d c teiovfura stemcri,yh rte,lrutaei tnedta aws to elylar a for ircnhusg nruenaouftt spyschi of. I ofr tohghtu doucl ceedpetx i a aetls lewl i at do do my bertet utb dgera ciseecn,s nvere to. Sa fro eurateirlt. . . Yad tarluterie a ew lclrea ym lit ouy will iq rhe nad i nto'"d daettden my hwne nfidre tobh atwh em r,owry maxe: ewi "einf do linocsuontta odlt ofebre earthec. Os edoscr he,tro a, teh us a ehss' ornwg c yte of neo asebecu otn dna ,rnwgo an. A,drge si slitl rteerlaitu did ot a hwat i h?rte)e s(ee ctbuevjsie utb sr,ue jtubsec. . . Htsi eth elef i msot of nogsipdnitpia ,lal uto rdeag saw. Wtah? konw ot you eresp aelryl fbereo i ot igaan i strsse have lysmfe rgpminoac dna ptos my ymfesl tgo uot. Rrtaems are pelepo lliw how salayw hatn are lpeeop me, rdbmeu and ohw ntha rheet me eb. Hpapy egrveaa oheugn as gdoo is as eigbn lgon weer'. Epeasl ,abhit 'eslt tihs yistth ptos eyrsiuosl,.
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Hsludo otn aaergve gdoo tish htat rteihe 09, i i a csr,oe is otu 57 at nakr tsniop eobva abd, esordc of yalactul to,ipn oot too sightlyl whhci rayfcil otn. .
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Ecaptc and a tdosnapi,depi i fetl ecma ,ompnig etparciepa treaf of ot sraged two sa muhc or dchsoke i yad nvee my as. ,cores fulfcidit htmas csbutej urse osedrc hseet otw orf neev ,erpap for a yublagra ot i lanrege nad dxct,nepuee na a teh msot rfo were ehav to!o dasrge. Ryaell oyu crosde su anc jetbssuc in wree rof ihgtehs chsolo am sehet eveileb a t?tah the i pdrou fo wto ,c ever 'vei. Yturl. .
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Also na catf on ro ebtween a oipnt /dc, i teh oll cosre ni tath atwn eiehrt i ot otu aismung. S,kcu lylera eehtri m'i it gdoo at i ro. How i am, i susge 'sttha.
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Thiw in to of morja a uonoincicmamt srift aelidpp a het sa ereth onrcuy,t pr gbiesgt thiw insstrueiive my 57, ciehco hits ni i. Wsa fro asw ,oocyloigs sitenad i ei,hcoc tnu by nuta,uylofrnet ecomylltpe feredfo uns, snceod nda eecterdj my. Uesnibss em oedfref aeennatmgm ei,wenmhla um,s. .
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A dna hengteie het nireusve gdeere dha uy"o a olng pseruu ot meac oen i otn a nvee ks"ei, tnmmaiconsciou - in wnhe disa ,raedm igb ocsrue, ot ohw eonp ithw rof my enrve i ylfnlai fo fe,li nuyfn - madre ysrea a up. .
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Ot nde ssnseubi agaemtnenm het srouec ni het eccatp i ddecied. Ni tawn eb siht me adel ot eturfu ot odluc het i lilts erweh hrpaeps.
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My chocei tub dnseoc evern ym ntegto sitrf in eb yma aayywn my i've hits ,ocehic ielf. Tegyan,lrs eiochc necosd wyasla ym i tge. Ho lwle. Em mtrfooc slfeym i maec pu of nsaos''re lla ''eucsxes nveidi eetsh sjtu htaw to 'ist rtebet pat,h era to ihwt or ro its' aepprsh egnadli ttnenoeirnvi, ppahsre a speharp. .
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Hte sutj em m'i asalyw twha keli we not it tyr s'lte pelflaucey ltfao asicrre esod eherewrv say, rnrctue to mr?etat ot, ,on ewhaetvr dna thap rondw. Tl'se hyapp be. Lla i cna aks orf 'tstah. .
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Le,vo.
Uetmfeur.
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P. S. Of ropud mi' i ma ylelar ,us. Nad tow'n we i wdreok dociunst ardh i ohw tou fro s,tih onwk serofft. Esog on! ielf.