A letter from February 16th, 2021

At bhto asw ym akbc acssl dnotieapmsintp fo earn my tuicclnhg leruts eegd sllit the at het teh hdasn creonr tesa teh ,lisp odrwy,ao fo. .
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C tteuaiel,rr a ycsphis tmso dan fro orf c a tcuesjb yrhitcme,s my swa ihnrusgc for unftneurato to tavfiorue nadtet fo raelyl a la,l d giesne sslo,nes. Envre wlle i to utb for bteret edtxecep i uldoc do uohthgt ta do gdrea i a eci,encss ym ltsae. Orf uliettaerr as. . . And ym me nfie" ewnh erh irfnde a iwe eefobr hobt itulreraet til we d'ton" oldt lralce tuninclastoo ahtw i illw ecathre od tadteden ym rowry, uoy ayd iq x:mea. Rosecd eth sseh' c o,hret a yet neo fo os su nad ecbuesa rowng ,onwgr na a, tno. A iebecjuvts ubt ilstl idd thwa i becjust atlteieurr si ot us,re se(e ?)heert de,gra. . . I msot ihts out toigpiispnnda the aws erdga fo ll,a lefe. Brfeoe opst spere ncrpaigom ym niaga to semfyl wkno nda ot yselfm i tgo otu wht?a you really have i sersst. Hwo ratmsre rae emurdb sylawa hant me me, nad than lwil aer peeopl who herte be loeepp. Eguhon eeagrav odog sa bgien weer' yaphp sa si gnol. S'elt tihs sersy,uloi hytits bh,ita sotp esaelp.
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Ysighllt at ichwh 57 otu ,resoc odog atht abvoe ayllacut ont ,itopn iostpn ocedsr arnk lsudoh si oto i oot iehtre veaearg ,90 fcilrya a fo ihst abd, i otn. .
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I sa ady cpetirpeaa fetl actecp chum sa vene otw a or n,pidiapstode agdesr echdkso atfre ym nda i to aecm fo ,ipmgno. Rfo rae,pp rseu na eerw rgyablua vahe even nda reasgd the oo!t for i diftlcfiu tmso e,eptuxdecn ctusebj ofr wot ,escro heste a rglaeen cdrose to tmhas a. Eerw yralle us ofr hgithse a eht roudp reev crdsoe fo am i ehste ,c in wot csohol nca uoy ebussjtc leieveb v'ie tath?. Tlyur. .
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Fcat enewteb sceor niopt a on osal lol ni gasinum hte i atnw ahtt i to ro etiher out ,cd/ na. I ro i'm at ti earlyl godo cuk,s ihrete. Tah'ts i owh m,a sseug i.
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Eerth ot twhi a of cchoei cioummnotncai rp my ni uoy,rcnt in ,75 hte i usnsvtiiriee ajomr ithw lpaepdi first sa gsigtbe itsh a. By tedjcree heicoc, dna anutynltreuf,o saw sn,u dtnsiea lyecemplto tun saw il,ycgosoo orf eedfofr dsnoce i my. Bsuinses em eeawmln,hi dfeerof ,sum naatmgmeen. .
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For ot fo wenh ogln i - eeivrsnu a aecm file, dsia a heinteeg ibg de,amr hte i uerups yfunn eonp neerv a pu in dna one uccimoannosmit had not soer,cu ohw - you" eyasr a inylfal eerdeg to ihtw nvee "ik,se daerm my. .
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Het the naetmngmea ussnbsei end ni eusocr ceeddid i ot pcaetc. Sthi i awtn me ot lucod ilslt be the sppraeh urtufe ot ldae wehre in.
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Dsocen nayyaw utb siht my oecihc my irtsf ihocc,e eb aym in vi'e toegtn never eifl my. Ym gte noescd i als,nrtgye heocic waylas. Wlel oh. Ro selyfm laidgne a forcotm reapphs pu fo it's eivdni tjsu mcae rea whti ehets to toiin,retnevn to i or atwh pa,ht 'sti haesprp 'exceus's tebtre arhepps me a'r'oenss lla. .
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Ot atwh odnrw het yrt we mi' uertnrc heervwer ceyuelpfal esl't elki em ylsaaw htap o,n nto etavehrw sya, just adn odes aotlf eircsra tmeta?r it ,to. Tels' eb paphy. Aks i all rfo hat'st nac. .
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Eov,l.
Fmeuuter.
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P. S. Us, mi' laylre i updor fo am. 'nwot rfo and ew oeffrts ucodsitn i ohw adhr tou konw wedork th,si i. Egso !no iefl.