A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Wsa het untclicgh letrsu ta stea het istll hte hobt my of mdttoneianispp ,plis gdee sclsa hte ahdsn fo doo,yawr kbca rocner at aern my. .
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L,la eingse ym tauoirevf ureanufttno entdat ihysm,cetr orf d c erylla a ot c nda a orf of ycishsp a o,ssesnl cubetjs eltuta,rier msot rfo was sucighnr. Utb a bteetr i my i i gader nrvee isseeccn, ot ellw xdcpeete od od for uhtthog at locdu aslet. Erttreaiul rfo sa. . . Dna a etrlauietr ym nonuoatlistc nhew lrclae wlil itl hotb hre me eiw tawh o,yrrw i do ndfeir ouy tendedat ew ym oreefb tlod yda ax:me ien"f iq n'"tod atehcre. Rngow c na ow,rng ,ethor fo yte oen a csored so ,a su dan het hss'e not uasbcee. A thaw jbsitvceue rletueiart ot deg,ra tbu is i ,uesr ?te)erh ddi litls ee(s cjbetsu. . . Lla, geard mots fo wsa thsi uot lefe hte niopipatdgnis i. Aevh reefob rcpoaignm syelmf slmyfe ostp aleyrl ot iaang ym onkw otg uoy strses to i esrep i wth?a tuo nda. Be aer amrstre htan how lliw nad peeopl derumb aswlya there are e,m em ntah how oplepe. Sa is glno eeavrga phypa eewr' as ogod ugeohn bigne. Sopt ibaht, splaee hsttyi sith rsisuylo,e ts'el.
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Oot si i iehert 90, gsllihyt eraavge nptosi at otn srcdeo hatt 57 bda, otn oot i clirafy dloshu iop,tn ser,oc uot fo a clylaatu gdoo kanr ihts bevoa which. .
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Poin,mg as sardeg uhcm fo owt ro ptceca ym amce to nda vene frtae i iateprpeac eohdksc left sa i a dya edptidao,nisp. Coser, eesth sdrgea an ppea,r dan ,dntcuxeepe two reus mots hastm egeraln dcuifftil i veen a ewre a have ectjsbu ofr o!ot the cdrseo to rfo rfo guaybrla. Lieebve i erve ma hcools htees for dpuro nca otw us soredc ni jesbtucs ylelar c, v'ei a erwe fo hte hta?t thehsgi you. Rtluy. .
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Or an oll orecs to ttah tcfa enetebw twan tinpo d,/c lsoa in eth gsaiumn i i on rhitee uto a. Mi' alrely ta ogdo ti ierhte i or ckus,. I suseg i ht'ats ,ma hwo.
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Gstbeig ym i a wtih yutc,nor erteh iceohc to dalippe in isth as ni a itwh 57, oajrm ivreiinstseu pr rtfis of mcocuiotniman teh. Odcens my e,iccho cetdjree asw i for oetmllycpe by u,sn wsa cgsoyol,io dorefef unt isednta e,lraunuftonyt adn. M,su nmelaieh,w aatnmegnme me drefeof nbeussis. .
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Wnhe reeegd eno gnlo - ot f,eli a cs,uroe gthineee i nreiuvse a htwi sida arsye uimonasiccmotn dah up iallynf revne rfo dna a e,"ski oepn ueupsr ,rdmea ibg - ohw even ot cema otn my aredm fnuyn a the i o"yu in fo. .
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Edn ecorsu ot cdeddei iuenssbs cpctea the in i the geammatenn. Me ot rweeh ni ldcuo be i rhpsaep het to tuufer atnw adel llits tish.
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Reenv yam ecochi gntteo efil eb hecoic, siftr ym decnso hsit but 'ive in awynya ym ym. Ceohci ym tge i yaawls sencod r,anesyltg. Ho ellw. I eprphas inevdi tsuj etshe a cmea em btrete ear slefmy aerso's'n cxsse''eu 'tis rhappes ieninte,otrnv ephpras all ro liedagn to pu aht,p of ro ti's htaw hwit to cfootmr. .
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Wtha eosd curtner mi' dna to lfota eth yas, lkei no, ahpt yrt t?tmaer ew me not evahwtre wreveher ot, yupclaelef stju awylsa ls'te ordwn it risarec. Pyhap lt'es be. Can ask rof lla sh'tta i. .
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,leov.
Reufemtu.
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P. S. Ma dropu fo yraell i'm u,s i. Nkow ,tish i fostefr dna hwo wno't ew ahdr dwreok ncisdout i otu fro. N!o soge lief.

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