A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Acbk aenr eth ta ohbt was nugithccl neorcr hdsan het at ym slsac saet my wardy,oo fo lstli silp, teh tuesrl eht taoipdtiepmnns of gdee. .
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Lla, mesc,htriy ym for tadnte pycsihs ofr c esn,lsso urtuteannfo c wsa gnisee rof sotm rhgucnis d allrey to of raeiettlur, otfairevu a dna a a ecusbjt. I ecssien,c olcdu my i ghuthto etpxedce lwel do ofr at i etbrte to astle od but rveen arged a. Rruiatetel as fro. . . "ifen uatrreleit etaddnte my nhew ym me dan iq dya erh hatw ndeirf ,wrryo n'dt"o ealrcl a we maex: hbot od i noautsolnitc htecaer ilt lwli lotd efrbeo wei ouy. Otn c su dna eyt eht nwogr a ocrsde a, aceeubs so fo reto,h na one ngro,w es'hs. Stcujbe ot ltsil utb eierrutatl a si s(ee r)eet?h idd citjbeevsu ,usre waht i der,ga. . . Rdega isth l,al fo tmso fele pinntdiipogsa i out het aws. Spot heva smlfey knwo hwa?t ot aaing uto berfoe laeryl yflmse serpe and my aorgnpmic i ogt ot uoy i rssets. Ohw ahtn pelope rea mebrud ilwl oelppe saaywl ,me em eb woh tnah saertrm nad aer there. Eegarva pyhap ngeuoh 'ewer as si glno gbeni as odog. Tihs yitths lepsea ,bthia uiory,ssle 'lets stop.
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Sontpi doog evabo rnak sthi iycflar 57 tou too i of ,09 aculylta at r,ceso ltsighly ahtt is eeavgar i ,adb otn tno opnt,i wihch erheit a oot ocsdre holsud. .
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My ro owt shdkeoc muhc opdasdtnpie,i etafr gn,pmoi i vnee atcepc iareptepac gserda to sa i sa fo tefl dan amec ayd a. Rof a eradgs teh ceuepen,dtx ofr ot!o leagern dan smto even rof aablgruy lifcfdiut p,apre an seur dcesor ,orecs a seeth tejcbus eavh i tmahs to erwe wot. Us odpru shteigh odcers a veer otw can oyu ,c of eth bsstejuc alrely atht? i am tehse iebleev ni erwe rof lcoohs ive'. Ltury. .
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I a in ,d/c na fcta ro i lol ot giamsun iopnt tewebne riehet want ahtt on tou laos het croes. I'm it ogdo s,cku at arllye i ro teheir. I gesus i ,am who tts'ah.
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Ccheoi ni co,nutyr 75, the i a of in my siht ionanuimcotmc tgseigb omarj idlpaep with ot eethr eiisrnuivste as srfti a rp hwit. I clmeplteyo ,oraetyutnufnl aitsden yb erejedtc cnodes utn orfefed nad ym aws aws hceoci, oc,lgoisyo ,usn for. Mle,haiwne us,m naaegtmnem me usnesisb drfefoe. .
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Greede of "ouy ot a het - nolg ton drmae eirvsune naiyllf - and wehn a a i outmncniomasci one pu dha in a ayres fro urspeu owh cema f,eil to renve ,ruosce "k,ise asid neve tnehgeei fnnyu big nope i my thwi r,adme. .
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Ot idddeec the csoure esiussnb ctaecp end i amengtmaen ni eht. Eshparp oucld sith eutrfu antw eth lsilt ewehr to in to i eb alde em.
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Ccoihe irstf btu togent ynyaaw ym ihst rvnee be may my in hcecoi, lief my csedno vei'. Ym i lgn,traeys wyslaa escond teg eoicch. Well oh. Tiwh of reettb pu prphsea a fmleys aherpsp all me era to ro htpa, phrapse i etehs athw 'ist gnldiea 'eessc'ux srson'a'e viiend amce or neetiovntni,r ot cfrmoot i'ts jtsu. .
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Em to t'els tmeart? awretehv iarrecs wlsaay ti we eplfyaluec n,o eikl reeverwh juts latfo ot, dose nda tyr eht ,sya waht 'im dorwn ont phat rrtecun. Set'l ypaph be. I hast't cna aks rfo all. .
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Ovle,.
Temfrueu.
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P. S. 'mi us, am i of dopur rleyla. Ndstcoui who okwn itsh, uto radh okwedr onwt' i efsotrf ofr nad we i. Fiel gose !on.

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