A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Dnoienptmtspai of wrydo,ao cakb het arne noecrr hclgtiucn at my ,ilsp het teas of dasnh scsla saw at ym egde the ltlis hbot rsulet eth. .
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Mtos c ntfueranuot erylla a btcujse fro a ct,herymsi ,all orf d sneeig ot ssneslo, ,itarueetrl dna rfo isrghcun fo fiuevaort swa ednatt a my sicysph c. Pedcetxe od orf i a derag ldouc i od btu eterbt i enevr my ot atsel llew ttgohhu eesncisc, at. Rof sa utrrtaelei. . . Nda erh ntsaoltuinoc ferboe ym hteraec eifn" wehn uerteilart iwe em til ryw,ro we wlli :exma tdo'"n wath uoy ym od iq edatdnet i yad a tbho rlleac deinfr odtl. Os na ,a a oethr, and fo ongrw crsdoe c ecubaes ton us teh ,gownr eno es'hs tye. Tvcebseuji ,darge i es(e to lltsi is ubt a r,use bjetscu did tre?)eh hatw etilaetrru. . . Fo ardeg i l,la feel uot hsti iodpiitagpnns tsmo eht was. I tgo ospt yllear ahw?t i dan serpe ssrste tuo angai to hvae to yesmfl efboer my ganrompci oyu nwko emyfls. Teher dna ilwl eolepp aesrtrm mrubde em ahnt ppoeel hwo ywlsaa hnta era be rea how ,em. Eargvae as si gdoo ognehu as ppayh r'ewe ienbg ongl. ,iabht urleiso,ys 'etsl tshi eaplse psto ytshti.
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Oto allytcau ervegaa 57 oto hsylilgt doersc fo oi,tpn ont vbeoa 90, dogo out ab,d otn rakn usodlh eetirh a icrfayl i i ptions si hhicw atht tshi ta so,cer. .
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Kheodcs ro cectap humc ayd featr maec aeerpaiptc two ym nda as i tefl sa i fo ppoidtd,esina ipo,ngm a enev ot sdgrea. And eht an rleneag tehse oot! eupx,cetnde ujctseb a tsom i to repa,p orf iifulfdtc urse evne eerw ercosd esgdar ofr tashm recso, ofr two a ehav brlagauy. Yuo esghthi ive' fo ralely wot ?htat can i dpour a ni ma su rewe hte cooslh uesbctsj c, vere elevebi esorcd for etesh. Tluyr. .
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Eth rcoes mgsiuna ro out oasl atnw on /d,c in tfac na wbtenee llo a tath npito i iheetr to i. Good 'im i it sc,ku ro at ihtere raelly. I hwo am, gsuse i 'thtsa.
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,ouyntrc i rthee teh a my a 7,5 rp ihts sstineirevui epplida in ristf as aojrm of ot amoiocunncimt ni tgibgse twih iccheo hwti. My snu, leptyeomlc saw o,goicyosl intedas i unt ,frtneuytaulon aws dna terdejce neoscd for yb edoeffr ,icohce. Mneahlew,i u,ms fofreed ngteeaanmm em ubeinsss. .
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Bgi - uo"y ersya fro mtciounscaimno wiht cmae nevesriu fo ohw idsa drema i i a flnaliy rs,ecou nad eon a uynfn hte enev a k"sie, logn ot wenh to a eernv - my edgeer eegithne puruse adh m,eadr up tno peon ni l,fei. .
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Dne eiusnsbs ddiceed sceuor tecapc i ot eth ni eaamgnenmt teh. I udclo isllt tnwa in tuuerf psrhpea eb to tish em ehwre to eald het.
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Eenvr cce,hoi isht nyywaa cosedn chieoc etngot life fistr but my yam my my eb in v'ie. My occeih eodncs always ,slargyetn egt i. Llwe ho. Wtih ganedli 'onsa'esr 'se'sxeuc ro s'it to rtcofmo lal iivden to fo lmyfse sppaerh me 'ist htpa, it,rnnveneito tebert ro era ecma hasprpe stehe pu aeprhps thwa a stju i. .
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Uleleapfcy ont eht eehevrwr ,no ew ot e'tsl me sa,y try icesrra wnodr aloft 'im htpa ,to wyalsa odes tertam? vwerhate kiel crentru jtsu tahw adn ti. Be sl'et ayhpp. Orf hst'ta lal i kas can. .
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Ol,ev.
Fuermtue.
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P. S. Lelyra 'im am fo dprou i u,s. Itonsdcu nda i tonw' odrewk onwk ofr out ew h,its erffost woh i ahrd. File on! sgeo.

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