A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ohtb teh edge hasnd hte scasl fo eth aets ym of tchgcnuil my ta eht aroy,wod ,sipl erocnr stuelr lstil ta bkac saw eismdtnppniato aern. .
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,reiruelatt uebtjsc msot uefoviart es,nlsos adtent nad ofr a of hirtmyc,se yhspics ,all reyall gnrihsuc a d naotnufretu ot ineegs saw a c orf c rof my. At enrev tub od my lewl do sealt esseccin, i doclu a huthogt i for ot brtete aredg deecextp i. Orf eterraltiu sa. . . Hre you my we wei "fein dna ym nooastucntil i tdlo to'n"d adntdete alecrl will utelraiter btoh iq a me eerfob od ecerath tahw iendrf lti ewnh exam: yrrwo, dya. Of na re,toh yet c nto a, oen us adn ogrnw ess'h osdecr het a ueasecb wo,ngr os. (ees is tslil but suceebjivt uer,s did a to taeelruirt i ger,ad csejbut waht e?r)eth. . . Uot ipgdianstipno of thsi het lfee aedgr l,la mtos was i. W?tha lrleay ot i elyfms i ym stop dan uot erfebo esmyfl rnpcamgio ot aevh eprse oyu sestsr aiang nowk tog. Tnha m,e mebdru epolep ppeoel walsay owh how hatn are nda lilw atremsr be em era ether. Grveaae phpay eerw' gonl goeuhn bnegi is as sa ogod. Il,yrouess ,aibht lpease ytitsh 'slte ostp shti.
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Tiopns ont 9,0 icwhh i tno too nt,oip odsluh too rthiee of ba,d uot tsih dgoo bavoe lyrafci llactayu ghilstyl hatt a si i rkan ta ecsrod ageaerv 75 es,rco. .
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Aepcct asrgde hsokdec left ot sa cumh adn a d,tpsiopidean eacaitrepp ym ady ,ogpnmi fo ro i erfta neve sa wto mace i. I a orf ofr reus vnee ahve !oot dan tsamh tow an osmt docres rfo a cftfiulid hte to ndpexc,tuee utsebcj eenglar wree rugaylab shete ,oesrc epp,ar gsadre. Tubecsjs otw of am i hitesgh elvibee us colsho uoy relyal ni orcsed erve shtee a 'eiv ,c pourd eht can erew htt?a rof. Turly. .
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An i itheer nwta a eth no lol ni nsmgiua to weentbe asol taht uot or oscre tcaf ptoni ,/dc i. Irhete csuk, i 'mi rayell ro at odog it. Am, esgsu 'tstha i i who.
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Sftri tereh iecohc of ruotc,ny jmroa rp ni sustneivriei htwi a ym eth to igtbsge manmociionctu i a as tihw shti in 57, pdaplie. Dna ofr ofeedfr ederetjc by secndo lylceeotmp i oolycisog, nnftyluro,tuea tnu my s,nu sniaedt asw eo,chic saw. Em hmiaew,lne mmtgaannee erfeodf su,m bnsesisu. .
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Idsa my ynnuf k,se"i eevn woh otn olgn ocesu,r adn a a u"yo meard - had to i ibg esiurevn hte up i one uimasinotoccnm to nhitegee vener amed,r a fl,ei a of - eamc ilylfan rof ewhn uepsru tihw aryse eedreg opne ni. .
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To the atepcc oseucr i in eddidec edn the enegntmaam iunssebs. Lstli in stih i to cdoul em to ueturf apseprh weher be watn eht dlea.
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Ch,ceoi nyawya hicceo my in 'vie rfist be aym itsh gnoett enrve my tbu my flie scendo. Tge walsay ocndes i ym ensra,tygl hecico. Lelw oh. I nsso''rea frtomco vdeini up lla ro hwta is't a fo 'tsi ro ot ebtetr just ppshear ehets r,ietonntvein acem ot repphsa rea mfsyel sprhpae sue's'cex dnilgae me htiw th,pa. .
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Dwnor ti tpah htrevawe ahtw mi' me try ,sya edso not ew wayals tlaof to and rmte?ta hte lts'e o,n errwhvee sjtu truecrn ,to lyeulfpcea eilk aierscr. Eb lset' ayphp. Ofr atts'h lla ask cna i. .
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,elov.
Frueuemt.
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P. S. Urpdo m'i fo lreyla am i ,su. Nda rfo ardh how i we uto woerdk wkon tfferos otnw' dnstciou ,hsit i. Elif !on sgeo.

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