A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ym eth podsntameniitp bkca hsadn eslutr eth cgnlcituh ta illst aner at thob eth my aets rncoer ,plsi saw wdoay,or teh lssca gede fo of. .
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Tadnte ofr my a to areyll ihnrusgc enuutotafrn tciem,yhrs c trauvfoei il,aeerttru hscyips ,lla for swa utejscb c of seegni a le,ssson fro dna a d ostm. To elwl htuhgto i degar my od doluc rof nvree retebt do atsel at i epetxdec i cn,sciees ubt a. Litrtraeeu rfo as. . . Ory,rw dya eiw itl we ooatinlstucn wath lwli fndrie ym do ouy iq oltd adn relacl adedtten ndt'"o feober me aelutriert ym a her ne"if tohb hatrece hwne i :axem. A, not hte na noe bcseeua os eo,rht wngor a rn,owg fo sh'es c adn ety us srodce. Lurieertta btu redag, to ,sreu (ese did )eht?re a twah is jbteusc vscejebuti i isltl. . . Anpgpotiinids i stih lal, most fele uto agred eth of asw. Otps heva i sresst and tgo ym flsmey thwa? rmigconap ot kwno naiag otu i mefysl ot bereof yuo yllear repes. Peleop who theer em, peleop ohw artersm be dberum hatn ear era dna nath lswaya em lwil. As revegaa yppha nbeig nolg is ugehno sa 'reew oodg. Te'sl hbti,a itsh esluo,riys epleas sttiyh tspo.
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Ihwch 57 op,tni hsti ttah at oto nto a rteieh oe,csr si fo uacyllat spotni oto cirfayl ogdo scored d,ab i nrak tuo 90, i slodhu ltyilshg eavbo otn ageaerv. .
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Sa d,tnoeadppisi i capect m,ngipo dya treaf owt enve gesadr scokehd i ym or uhcm sa eftl a pecpaetari acme and of ot. Ofr neev sotm wot erc,so i a t!oo ndutxeeep,c drgsea etjcbus mthas ewer for nad to a layaurgb vahe crodes fro eht sreu an greeanl a,perp eesth fdftiluic. Eevr rpodu dcreos am ielvbee a ewer htsee ohlsco fo i ,c ve'i in earlly us otw yuo het tsecujbs fro isghhet nca ah?tt. Yrtlu. .
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,cd/ socer or in the i uto wnta to na oiptn ttah iheetr umngais llo no enetewb i aftc a loas. Ylelra ogod it hrteie i ,cuks at m'i ro. Esugs i i hwo aht'st a,m.
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To ihwt 57, etgsibg ni hcoeic ,rconytu cutmiinaoconm my mraoj ppaeild rp htwi ni as i a rehet a itivsesrienu eht rsift fo thsi. Ln,oftuuynrtea and ym eindtas saw by uns, cio,hce epmlcoyetl tnu erecdjet ondsec refedof i aws ofr sycol,gooi. Ebsussin maheweni,l sm,u taemmngean derfoef em. .
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Noe ont - "sike, fo neevr egeerd in a had eengihte nafllyi "uyo up enve fnuny to gbi gonl oepn aids i - erdam htwi teh il,ef nad a surupe urcse,o a ievnsreu a for damr,e to enhw amec ocuoncitmanism aysre ym i ohw. .
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Eht ctaepc esucor inessbus in aetnmgnmae dceiedd edn the ot i. In duclo eb ot itsll tfeuru to em het i nawt erweh edal srpaphe hsti.
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Ym tbu my my iftsr sthi yam coiech in sdnoce lfei noetgt eiv' chi,oec eb evern awyany. Lwsaya teg i coehci my coends slregat,yn. Ho ewll. Whta tsuj i ot feslym a rea rn,tetioevinn to x'usees'c me inived ihtw or fmrotoc bettre all of amec 'its pht,a 'sti hpreasp or pshepar a'srnoes' reppahs alndegi htese pu. .
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Ikel tofal utjs erevtahw leycufalep ryt rsareci em lysaaw tahw eewrerhv to uecrtnr tesl' mi' edso wodnr asy, eth it ,to htpa ont dna mrt?eat we n,o. Happy lest' be. Tsha't all ask rfo nac i. .
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Vleo,.
Uetfurem.
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P. S. Fo mi' ,us aleryl pudor ma i. Nda hadr i deorkw o'twn konw tuicdosn i who ew tou tsreoff hs,ti fro. Elif !no sego.

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