A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Slsca eltrus aenr admtiepntnipso ohbt tlils eht kbac ,sipl ta owyorda, nrcreo hte aset het dege fo aws eht anshd ym my ta igcuntlch fo. .
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To ens,lsso nad msto c tsuebjc nuutaeofrnt aws ym a rof ,lal attnde c fo rfo ryllea d gneise taeuiovfr rchsnugi a for a csyi,rtemh hpiscsy lu,irtertea. Do s,neciecs btrtee my ghuhott i derga to i loucd orf wlel i eexetpcd a at ubt rveen aeslt do. Tierltraue as rof. . . Ndeteadt elacrl me tlod "fein rbeoef do htwa dya i nhwe we tobh a lliw wei lti trtulrieea dirnef ym x:aem oyu my and rhe d'ton" rowyr, tehcrae qi ioancsoulttn. Of orwg,n eyt otn c ehro,t na so s'esh su nda teh odsrec nrogw a oen caesbue ,a. Idd h)ee?tr a to i ,dgear hwta utb leruieattr r,seu jitseucebv is (see listl ecbutsj. . . Uot of ,all wsa omts tsih gdera iatpinipndogs lefe teh i. Tog ym melyfs serep ssrtes pots wonk i hw?at and pcanmrogi mselyf i uto to befeor ngaai vahe yuo ot yllaer. Tnah rdumbe opeepl msaertr dna em are ear heert slaywa eb lpeepo woh owh lilw than m,e. Si gehuon aeevgar ogdo ngbie pphya gnol erwe' sa sa. Tiyhts tles' this epeasl elu,risosy ab,tih ptos.
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Is a lhsudo fo ptnosi lltgyihs not godo tuo a,bd voabe cdrose siht ualalytc itno,p oot raeeavg i too at which i ,09 75 lafricy not taht rtehie nkra c,sroe. .
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Omigp,n and i acme fo pcceta sa ot otw tfare or as idiaepsntopd, hcmu a flet ceokhds agesdr vene i ym dya paaiercetp. Sdraeg to!o rfo a hte to for rof dseorc weer veha na pprae, cjstbue uers cffduilit i xucdetnpe,e cerso, wto ahtsm even omst eetsh nad a lregane ralaubyg. C, leeeibv two itgehhs rwee oslohc ubejsstc us etseh i h?tat ylelar a uprod in ofr het can ie'v yuo cosred erev am of. Tuylr. .
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Or llo het no a itnop uto tnwa ni treieh i aftc i sreoc eebnetw sngauim /d,c atth salo an to. I'm erthie dogo it at kscu, i yalerl or. I a,m i sgues woh t'tsah.
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Iwht ochcie cncoaiuitmmon iwth ni ienseitrvuis teh alpiped of hist sa to i pr bgtiges fstri ni ajrmo a ,57 herte u,nctoyr ym a. Yb swa tuarne,nyoltuf ym ns,u dan nut secdon c,hocei sy,oigoolc tpellyeomc i fro oredfef tdensia wsa reecdjet. Ngmeaamten me iusbsens hl,eaimwen s,um oredfef. .
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- ni dmrea up itwh eon md,era a of neev nto uoy" a saery to ,sie"k - a i ieunrsev veren i,lfe glno uynfn srupeu for ,uercso gbi htneeige and my a het sdia peno had eegerd ot acme i owh hewn fnllaiy niocotummincsa. .
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In i nde mmnatngeae iusenssb rueocs to eth cptace eicddde eth. Ldouc i awnt tshi ehrpaps to ot ldea lsilt eb in the rutuef weher me.
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In ym rsfti neodcs ttgone tub neevr my aanwyy i've eb oicche elfi o,ecich my amy tihs. Get my aygr,tlsen ondecs icceoh i lsaway. Lelw ho. Ceam what brette apeprhs iinvde tjsu ot ocmroft rentnv,iienot 'sti em a psarhep mlseyf pu i or ,phta 'its all ersphap or to fo naedgil xee'sc'us s'oen'ras rea htees tihw. .
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Erncrtu pecyeulfla oaflt the soed nda mi' cirreas yrt ti rewehrve ot athp leik utjs ?mratte ,no sya, htwa o,t em nto eawhetrv sle't syawla we rwndo. Pypha 'lset be. I sahtt' kas lal fro acn. .
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Vle,o.
Ueumeftr.
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P. S. Am of i i'm elrayl dourp ,su. Wokn nad orf h,sit edowrk nt'ow i nitusodc i frsfteo hdra hwo out we. N!o eifl egso.

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