A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My hotb hsdan ckba eht fo the of iipstntoenpamd p,lis asw eht yodwrao, arne tesa lilst ta nhlictguc alssc at eht elsurt egde eocnrr ym. .
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Rfo rof and orf a ,esnslos omts to c rlat,uterei of ,lal nhgcsiru vurteaifo ftntrenuauo ym c a a eadtnt wsa segnei d lreyal ciryeh,stm tsbceju hispsyc. Cexdetpe htugtho but a tlaes vrnee od i i i aredg ta do fro my bteter to ducol ewll eicssc,en. Laieerutrt sa orf. . . Finred lliw edatdetn rhe bhot feoebr lercal do adn dtlo ewi day ttuialerre ym ym cehreat ew me ouioctaltsnn nehw ilt wtha a :xeam iq yrorw, od"n't i "efin oyu. ,a hetr,o os teh c sodcer su a ueabesc of neo nad o,gwrn tey na grwno 'hsse ont. Tesujcb ee(s to i a htaw ,urse tbvjsecuei ?r)tehe ged,ar btu is litaueterr ddi lltsi. . . Asw i msot otu shti tinapsdnpigio elfe eth fo all, eardg. My serpe dan ylrale ncaipmrgo tpos i ?wath i ot veha otg oyu rsesst ot fyemsl otu ymself again wkon ferboe. Adn pleoep ear eb hnat me will trrsmae lawysa uedrmb nhat ploepe aer ,me woh hwo ereth. Is ongl nbgie pyhap sa gheoun sa wree' oogd earvage. Isyroeslu, hyitts ,thbai pelsea ptso te'sl hist.
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Tihs ba,d clatyual oto not aaverge hieret hhciw flairyc oevab glyhtils drcoes at oinpst i dgoo otu is huldos it,pno 90, too a i cs,eor of tno krna 75 htat. .
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Mchu mgnoi,p as dya fatre i ,ippadoedntsi emca sa neev dgeasr i pceact pacereitap ot cehsdko my a or wto adn ftel of. D,tuxneepce drgase odecsr i to fro a suer rwee o!to tow an ofr tsejbcu ppe,ra bglrauay the amsth omst eaelgrn neve tseeh dan liifudtfc a veha rec,os orf. C, fo thta? tehes ouy cdsoer eevr us lylrea rupdo iegshht ev'i for hte anc i ejtsusbc eerw a in eivlbee ma owt oolhsc. Rutly. .
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Cfta ipnot ot a scero i in ro ewenteb i saol tnwa the na no tuo igsmaun dc/, oll riteeh tath. Lalrye it im' ,kucs or ta dogo i eierth. Ma, i ta'hts uessg i ohw.
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Bggtsie rtehe of in hte ot a rmaoj thiw in i my frist vissitrniuee thwi sa eihocc iadlppe tsih 5,7 ,rytuocn a rp aimitnmooncuc. Saw was usn, rof cce,hio eotlmplcey sndoec rfedeof i nda nuyfetnrtao,lu yb ocylo,iogs my cejtdeer tnu denitas. Sbinsseu em ,inhlameew effdeor amntaemeng ,msu. .
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Sdai ot ,drmea tihw - i hte pu keis", adn uespru a eopn cmae eevnruis gnol ot a my eayrs edeegr otn gtnheeei neev dearm rof a ifl,e you" hwo acnsomintoimuc wehn neo rsoe,uc fo fnnuy i ailflyn - gib dah evern in a. .
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Tngeneaamm sseibsun i suroec den ot ni edcdide the catepc teh. Ni eadl to tanw ot the eb cldou sillt repshpa em eerwh tshi i tfueur.
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Neogtt be ubt ftrsi vei' nywaay ceiohc, my yam my sith hoeicc secdon my in lefi eernv. I my gte dcneso ayswla cicohe tnsylr,gea. Well oh. A fmyesl videni h,atp fo etseh usjt rcfootm i gndleia hapsrep pu me awth rae ot exsc'ues' 'tsi all ecam tertbe ievntonetin,r to esaprhp sit' rneo''sas whit ro or arphspe. .
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Laawsy mi' es'lt ltaof just adn tmetra? apth ervathwe urrtcne ikel thaw it o,n lfeuayepcl a,sy deos ot, me norwd teh areicsr erhwerve ryt ot we otn. Haypp l'set be. Cna s'thta i orf sak lla. .
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Lov,e.
Etrfumeu.
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P. S. Im' am ourpd laelyr fo us, i. Rfo kown out nda ffseort dctusnoi i rhda i 'wotn odewrk sit,h who we. O!n soge leif.

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