A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Het ckba hte ta egde hsdan ertlus my bhto litsl sl,ip gchluncti eth hte fo tsae itpdenionspatm erocrn fo scsal my was rean aoyowd,r at. .
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Tareteril,u orf orf c was hscipsy tsmo ym all, c rfuntuoeant e,slsson iuhcnsrg to a of nda giseen a orf a atnted reyall sejcutb ,seyhctirm oraefuvti d. To i gttouhh ptceeedx bteter i wlel for a seatl ta sccsiene, od btu dgrae i od ym nveer ucdlo. Sa ofr eleurriatt. . . You elalcr reh neirdf me i :exma dan hnwe ohtb aeecthr my ntuslcnioato we tdol do i"enf ym bferoe ttandede itl iew a qi ilwl athw nto'"d ywo,rr eetrlaitur yad. Nrowg eyt not a, nowrg, so an eon nad secabue hss'e a ecdosr c of eth or,het su. Htaw ebsjcut tecbevuisj tub ot er,gda eeth?)r e(es eteitarlru is ddi usre, i tsill a. . . Gdrae siipnnoadtpig shti hte uot smto of lal, i saw efel. Selyfm i yefslm nokw ym laeryl i ot erpes otsp eboefr nda tou a?htw tersss to gmnarciop angia ogt you ehav. Ohw nhta are olepep rmtsaer em woh lasyaw ,em adn wlli tanh rheet eelopp ear rdmebu eb. Nlgo sa si sa gneib 'eewr ahppy ounheg avargee ogod. Spelae shit abht,i sotp ie,slosury st'el ytshit.
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75 veoba i out edsrco ,cseor lihltsyg uoldhs opstni of godo at si ,otipn eihrte 9,0 nto a oto aaeegrv i db,a too htat ont itsh rakn ltcaulya cfilray ihchw. .
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Ayd wto eltf fo meac as dna ccpeat to i sa gmo,npi acpreaepti neve hmcu i my okhscde daon,pitdispe or gsrdae a eftra. And a dfiilucft eerw rfo shmat ore,sc a oedsrc pepr,a ublgyaar to usre gersda evah nvee i otw ofr rfo eep,nuxedtc eht ostm na !oto cestubj ehset ngaeelr. Tow eallry e'vi ni eewr eshet yuo the nac hocosl am su udrop a ,c orf fo ocdres reve ebelvie i ebtusjcs hghseit tah?t. Tylru. .
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Hte uto natw eocrs a onpti i d,/c eerith no wtbneee sloa to or atth ngismau cfat na in lol i. It uk,sc i 'im ro eyalrl doog eeithr ta. Hatt's ,ma woh i i segsu.
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In heert icehoc oumatiimconnc aojrm ym a ni ftsri teh a 57, u,octynr pladeip whit ibtsgeg ot siht i tiwh rp as of tsiusiirveen. Nedcos my nda rof ,tufruonlatyne tun nu,s rjetdece erefdfo wsa llmeypotce insatde e,oihcc i saw yc,ilooosg by. Ssuenibs gtemaneanm dfrfeoe ,sum em aneh,ewlmi. .
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Vrinsuee uurpes gnol adh epon to i - o"uy ",eiks ym a not a icmaincuostmno to cmae ,lfei nhiegeet - earmd noe up dais ufnyn i tiwh a seayr lifalny mrdea, ni cseu,ro degere fro nhew nad igb vene eht woh of evrne a. .
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Ot edn i hte mnaagenmte icdeded in acctpe rscueo sesnbusi het. Laed shit ot aeprphs ni to the awnt llits ureutf i be ldcuo me eewhr.
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Vie' aawnyy utb eb aym my htis c,iceoh icceoh flie in eevnr ym srfti eogntt ym ndcoes. Cndeos ylawsa ocechi eglnrytas, ym i get. Oh elwl. Ppahers noet,iinnvtre htiw ot suecex's' heparps 'ist are pphraes ts'i ro jsut aelgndi ro pu i nevdii caem ofrtocm of a eseht ''aernsos teebrt yfmsle pha,t to em what lal. .
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Ew lwysaa t,o ilek n,o tnurrce to tpha me etl's usjt ti nto m'i as,y ea?rmtt esod aoftl tyr het rveeerwh adn nwodr arrecis ufcleelpya vrawehet hatw. Pahpy e'tsl be. Ask fro nca i aths't lal. .
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Elv,o.
Ueftmuer.
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P. S. I durop eryall mi' u,s of ma. Rowkde i ew woh cuntdiso hs,ti nad radh tou i fro 'twon sotfref wokn. Osge !no efil.

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