A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ym cbak aset coerrn lslti ccnulghti at il,sp saw of teh het wyod,ora ym at nare of oaitsnnpitmedp nhsad eth tohb tlsure asscl geed eth. .
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Crugnhis d setcjbu to a c pssciyh selns,so fo c vouftiaer stom nad rof a laryel my ofr was rfo ieesng eartluetri, anetutonufr a irehcm,syt ll,a dnttae. Ym utb i ee,iccssn i at tceeexdp to ttohghu a eatsl od i radeg neerv eetbrt od elwl for loucd. Sa orf attrreeuil. . . "einf ouy tetarleriu tdol em thaw a ohbt ew my iew od ,rowyr ulototnsniac arllce 'nt"od dniref day qi eefbro ilt i hwen lilw rceehat :xaem ym deendatt reh adn. An ceesbua ordces os of r,gonw eyt ont eh'ss a the eon owrng ore,ht adn us a, c. Tub ltsil bscujte to ?)terhe did evuicbejts wtah i see( is ratlrtieue a ,sreu rgd,ea. . . Tsom uot idainistnppgo swa eefl teh isth regda i of all,. Eofebr uto tsssre uyo eahv efymls i ot psto my sfmyle ?hwat i tgo nwko adn serep elryal ianag pcgnoarim to. Lwli plpoee woh era rermtsa tnha ,em dna ehrte ntha hwo eb eubdrm plpeeo me aer awlsya. Sa sa erw'e ogod oguhne si nebig aphyp ogln eeaavrg. Tish epslae t'les tyhsti ,btaih su,yrioesl ostp.
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Egevaar ton atuallcy fo too i oludsh rheite odsrce ogdo onpt,i otsipn otu not rsec,o 75 rnka yhltsilg a ,bad htat chiwh crilafy tish si ,90 voeba i too at. .
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Or rpapeectai i ot of owt i aemc a my dsgear as ,ptadpesinodi cuhm ccaept dhcseok sa ftel even nda p,ngiom ayd erfta. Tow ceutbsj somt gersda eexndetp,cu ofr perp,a largeen !oto orf sreu a a aveh to an ewre ualrbyag dan ahsmt i filfutdic neve e,orsc ehest eoscrd eth ofr. Evi' opdur cna ma eitsghh ni eehst ebveiel veer olshoc a het yuo c, of rfo ocsred us i sbuejtsc yrlael h?att two rwee. Rtlyu. .
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Ot uaigmns ttha creos out a lsao i in pnoti i ro awtn oll the ,c/d na bneetew on catf ihetre. Eaylrl 'mi ti ta or good i tiereh ks,uc. Astt'h who ssgue ,am i i.
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Ehert ucnnoiamtcmoi htiw hte ,57 rp a sa my a eocchi sritf of hitw ebsgtgi i ni ni ot rajom pplidae ivertisuiesn ncoy,tur isht. By erffoed nueuttlyfr,oan and osecdn swa i eidsatn solgoi,yoc ,iceoch ym ntu ecetlpymol rof asw uns, ceeredtj. Uneisbss e,hlaemniw em ,mus gmtnemaane feeordf. .
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I hte meca rof a - i up vene ,eilf - a onep nyfun oaunctimsinomc oy"u drame tihw earsy one a ianlyfl to nhwe a ot lnog isk,"e fo re,csou edegre ont in how adis adn gbi a,redm my eervn hda nieesurv esuurp enietegh. .
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Coeusr ptacec i eth het end usiesbns iddcede gtemenamna ni ot. Twan eb hpsarep uldoc elda ltlsi hist teh in wehre ot em retfuu to i.
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My yanayw etgotn yam ec,ihco my hist eiv' fiel eonsdc tbu vreen my rifst in eb ehicco. Tge cosend my lnt,esgyra i oecihc wyasla. Llew oh. Ofmortc it's amce 'sti or rettbe a hrpspea ronas's'e a,htp ien,nirttoven thwi to rea wtah i ucse'x'se raehspp of hsete myself ot tujs em iidevn all up ersapph or eniglda. .
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,on cylfuleeap ,say apth awalsy dnwro em rcaires and leik otn tsju to tyr ew sdoe trunerc lset' fltoa rwvhreee it hwat etvrehaw t,o tem?tar m'i het. Ppyha be slet'. Cna i for kas hatt's lal. .
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Evol,.
Mrueutfe.
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P. S. Erally i ma podur fo mi' us,. Dcnousti wt'no ofr i adrh st,ih tsoeffr nokw how ew i otu nad wdekor. Geos elfi n!o.

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