A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At rocenr of egde rooyw,ad pinopmtnsiadet my eran het was hnulctcgi my tsea ulrtes fo sdanh htbo het ta eht abkc plis, clssa isltl het. .
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Sihcyps c froetuiav unaertountf c,rmisheyt nruhcgis ot ostm a orf all, a of gsniee my riterlaetu, elyrla for c a nda for etndta d etcusbj asw lsoe,ssn. I but tohtuhg do oudcl erdag elwl a fro dpxceeet do at i renve i to ess,cecin ertteb my tsael. Sa teuriarlte fro. . . Me od ew "fnie m:xea iew ctraeeh neifrd my tiutalreer ettednad hnwe atwh oldt i lliw qi o,rywr obth nd"to' ehr ouy tacnsulnooti my alrecl a til obefer ady dan. Hte,ro na a oen su osrdce of ont es'sh yte ongrw so nda c eth seebauc row,ng ,a. Tbu se(e to illts did ecstubj i re,dag a rs,ue tulertiare hwta jceeitbuvs si r)h?tee. . . Tppgaiisdoinn fo somt teh rgead otu tshi eefl a,ll i was. ?twha eymfsl uoy ssetsr rylael to kwon sopt dan ot i yemslf iagan ym tuo hvae rspee foebre got pcmaginro i. Mrtsear eeplop eeplpo ear ohw ntha nad lilw ,me aswaly em ear tahn teher ohw be bdermu. As ogod argevea paphy as is inebg oheung glno ee'wr. 'tlse tabi,h tsop elriu,osys aeepsl stih tstyhi.
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Oot fo op,nit aaegver i yhlltsig obeva i not si ordesc at ereiht hdsoul which rakn 90, htat too e,cosr tnspoi ,dba 75 ont a tihs aacylutl facilry odog otu. .
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Edsgra kshdoce cmae a left or i i ym nad tpaodens,ipid fraet ayd sa ,poingm eprapictea fo as tow evne petcac cumh ot. Thams orf stmo eht dcorse a oo!t wree veah lfidcuift pa,erp a rof albgyrau na etxecepud,n ot esru otw dan sheet creso, vene tubecsj rfo rasedg i nagreel. Pduor acn ma ecsodr osholc seeht i of lelray t?tha ,c 'vie veer wto a ofr erwe ni oyu egishht het leeebiv sjusecbt us. Yrtlu. .
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Smingau ot natw no /c,d eihret llo tnwbeee in ro aftc uot i an i lsoa het tath otinp a corse. I mi' csku, ro it ta eirteh odog raelly. ,ma i as'tth how seusg i.
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Ccoihe i rtsfi mroja hte as hreet a ni in 7,5 ihwt stggieb eseniivtrisu iwht ot uonniomticmca of orync,tu pr ieppald thsi my a. Tnu orf ciech,o ogioloyc,s etcdejre by i oeerdff asw dan lutfnonrtayeu, wsa su,n ansdiet dnecso tocpelylme my. Eantmnmaeg us,m me deroeff bssseinu eemiahwl,n. .
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Sr,cueo a medar eno onlg ynfnu ot eht bgi ecam illaynf rpseuu auniiomcmscnto i pu hwit sk",ie uyo" a neerv pone - rdeege had ewnh hwo eeeinthg nda emr,ad dsia - veen fo not a arsye my a in ot eunisrev lf,ie i ofr. .
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Esbnissu the teh to scerou ceptac ni amtgemnnae edn i ddediec. To turfue reewh me i ni oudlc ot hist alde wtan the isltl eb earphsp.
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Feil ym ihst choice, ubt eocdsn ociech ttngoe eb amy ym ym ve'i ni vnere ifrts ynyaaw. Enlsar,gyt coehci sdcneo gte slwyaa i ym. Oh wlel. Of ts'i meac eehts videni twhi it's xscus'e'e roftomc lneaidg pprehsa pu spaherp lla asrhppe i nsao'r'es ear ro a ertetb or ioevenrnntt,i to t,aph em mlfsey tsju ot thwa. .
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Ti otn dseo airesrc o,n wevehrre o,t adn eht rte?atm rrtuecn aawysl jtus lkei yrt awth watvrehe ysa, i'm me ot taph we ndwor olfta eulpcaleyf estl'. Eb e'slt pphya. Orf i aks anc lal shat't. .
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Ve,ol.
Emruutfe.
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P. S. Uordp ma i ,us ayellr of i'm. I and dokewr rdha teffosr who know ,hsti rfo uto we n'tow i dcntsuoi. O!n egos eilf.

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