A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eanr aws tmtidasiopnpen eht orecrn itlsl htob of srleut cnhilugtc of ad,woroy eht snahd p,lsi etas kacb ascls eth ta eged my het ym ta. .
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,eeaurltitr to dan c reuitavof tedtna rof my all, was gcniushr tnatnuerofu yspcihs snsels,o a rof a fo c sjtebcu ,tcehmirsy eaylrl a stmo d orf seeing. Erenv edrga i ta lwle edceetxp i od ocudl a cnissce,e to do i rteteb my ofr hgttohu btu tesla. As for elriutraet. . . 't"ndo ofbeer nef"i htbo me illw waht exam: do a til naetetdd iq and ym iednrf ym lereauittr lotd dya leralc wneh ewi oyu ew ehr ertehac wyr,or i ultnatsnoioc. Gnrow a and n,rowg yet so ,a beauecs e'shs hte eon cerods c us an otn fo erh,ot. Litsl rhet?)e to ubt i ujcsetb a ,gdear ee(s wath etusvbeijc is elettruira ,uesr idd. . . Uot deagr eht tsmo of efle ihts aws all, i tdonpasiipign. Evha yuo i esrpe uto twha? to gconrapmi ianag otg my yemlsf eyrall estssr eebfro psot ysefml to dan wnok i. Lpeepo owh hwo syawal rea leeppo eb em, hant me rsretam dan htan ear edbrmu ethre lilw. E'rwe ppyha sa gnebi eagaver as si olng odog hogune. Yishtt tihs ,thbia esyrliuos, lepsae est'l tosp.
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Llgisthy fo 57 that a i uot nark ipont, afriycl oto vbaeo tno 9,0 tno i udlhos is tipsno ,dba godo rcoe,s isht eaeargv irethe acltuyal ta oot decrso cihwh. .
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Pin,gmo ucmh aftre maec as ioditds,pnpea cshdkeo ym sa dna dya owt or i i eltf a ot apetcc paparceite esrgad of veen. Garlbayu ehav rfo amths dan eagnerl fro i wree ot eargsd a ctdifufli eseht mtso ea,ppr teh nepdxceet,u a nvee cbetusj ofr socer, orcdse na !oot tow rseu. Eevr a can sheet weer earyll csoloh su eeivebl you i hte ht?ta porud eiv' tejscbus ocrsed isthehg ni am two ,c rof of. Tryul. .
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,dc/ i rsoec tnaw i opitn a or to isnmuga on an oll tuo ni that soal tcfa het ebwenet teiehr. Lreyla ,scku or ogod rteeih at i it 'mi. Tsth'a usegs i woh i ma,.
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A ieivierssntu eiapdpl ym biegstg of ihwt ftirs as ramoj a ni to wtih ecochi in rhete miaounoticncm ycnto,ru i this rp 57, hte. Dscone rof isc,oylgoo u,sn redffoe wsa unrntlyo,aeftu yb erctjdee lopmetlyec aws iecoch, my nsiated unt adn i. Eofredf aeemtgmann usbissen e,ilnwmaeh s,mu em. .
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Vreensiu a atoinccommuisn to hte ym up adh fro yuo" a usrpue ayrse bgi a - of eon dearm twhi ikse", mdaer, a nope ufnny cema i i,fle evne gnlo ohw rscou,e rgdeee ewnh anillfy ton erven - adn ni sdia i to hngteiee. .
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Ni nessubis teh i cpatec ot oescur geatmeanmn ddceide hte dne. Teh aled ni parsphe be erewh tsill ot antw i em oclud feurtu shti ot.
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Amy vreen nttoeg wyyaan ftsri ym my ubt cdsone my flei heci,oc eb ni hits 'evi oechic. Saylwa teg i ym esnodc lyrengast, choeci. Lewl ho. Or or i to em rea praspeh of ppasrhe n'so'ears lyemfs ti's stuj ph,at ppserha eetrbt heset e'e'ssuxc 'its wtha ,onttnveriien twhi dilngea ot lla inived a up emac ftcomro. .
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Em trhweeva to tyr s'lte lacplyufee m'i a,sy sode erucrtn thwa ikle tujs het we t?rmaet lwaays olatf ererehwv nda seacirr nwrdo ,ot tno apth it ,no. Appyh be elt's. I kas can for lal 'ahtts. .
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Eovl,.
Umrtefeu.
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P. S. ,us am fo raleyl i mi' ordpu. Rfeosft s,thi ahdr i i w'tno ew fro dwkroe nwko dan ohw toiusndc tou. O!n eosg lefi.

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