A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Erlust my rane the ulcghnict fo hte asw ta ym fo the piadnnoisepmtt sp,il rnroce kcba btho ltisl aw,odyro ndash tesa cslsa ta eedg teh. .
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A c rltritue,ae fro uecbtjs sslso,en ioatufrev uoranfeuttn otms aws lrayle nda rof fo gsiuchrn lla, chsyisp cesm,yirht ttedan engsie orf c ym ot a d a. Etbrte i rof od reenv edecpext ubt setal od llew a enice,scs i duloc edrag my at guthoth i to. As for eaieultrtr. . . My liwl dt"n'o we her teahrec ednifr adn a lit ayd ym wryro, lotd dnttaede iew i thaw rtearlueti laelrc thbo uyo iq eofbre hwne :eaxm od oaclunsotnti inf"e me. Seceaub adn gornw teh tye so ont a ngwo,r of eocrds a, c na t,rohe su 'shes eon. Ter)eh? to se(e is ciesvujetb jtcubes rea,dg eru,s idd tilsl i tahw a areuetiltr but. . . Teh efel omts of tginoisiapnpd swa uto ll,a i grdae isht. Dan sflmey ot eavh estssr uoy my prees efeobr otg allrey i post i ngiaa wokn wh?ta miogrcpna mlyesf ot tuo. Hant rsretam urbedm rea hrtee iwll lwaysa em nath rea me, eelopp ohw nad be how plepeo. Gebin ghuoen si eavearg doog yphap sa sa ogln rw'ee. Ihbt,a styhti hsit apelse sreousliy, se'tl opst.
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Ton ogdo is aebvo rnka oot yhgstlli intp,o laycfir siotpn esdroc of uot ad,b uhdlos ehreit ton 09, i eraevga i hwchi at hsti uaatcyll 57 ,secro oot htat a. .
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A i cmhu skdeoch as even ot saergd fo my dna refat or sa ady iceeatrapp ctacep wto cema eftl gpmi,on i apdinpdsotei,. Bustcje ptceenedxu, arbyluga reew haev rpea,p i eo,rsc na ranleeg tseeh rfo tsom rof ersu to teh fro eenv shtma rasdeg a nda rcseod wot a ifflctdiu !too. Rvee am rof tehes udorp teh eeelvib owt c, ve'i hegtish a alryel in essctjbu shoolc us rcdeos fo wree uoy that? cna i. Rylut. .
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I ipton simgaun an a ,c/d ro lol tou to htta awnt oercs i also no het ebntwee ni thiree tafc. Ro us,ck i ierhet rayell dogo im' at it. Sesgu ma, i i atsht' ohw.
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Ceohic rjoma as gbtgesi a a miuoonnctmaic itwh pepldai 75, ym wiht sith tehre teh ni i of to in trienivissue pr crouy,tn tirfs. Nelo,ttyrauunf dcseon mtoycllepe rof tejecedr sdtiena ,nus efdroef oo,ocyligs aws aws iohc,ec i ym yb unt and. Mtgeaneamn ,mus ofrdeef me miwehealn, ssuebsni. .
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Rdeeeg ot i rmdae entehige dan yo"u dah asyer fynnu a pu isoicnoctmnuam nieseuvr erenv ym iasd enve neo a ibg olng ieks," hwo in sruuep otn onep edm,ar li,fe fo - - sucreo, acme to nyaflli orf teh a a ewnh tihw i. .
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Eht accept i ni the anmgameetn ned sbueinss dicdede uceors to. I eturfu ni ewher me to lucod ldea stih hsppear wtan eb to eht tills.
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Ym hcocie ecsdno eb ,ciohec otegnt iefl ei'v eernv in amy my ayywna sith utb strif my. Awlasy tge iehcco yetrsln,ag ym oecnsd i. Lwel oh. Amec slyefm era ro lla etterb fo usjt s'it omforct up eus'x'ces ro me these twih niidve a esprhpa rpeaphs to hatw ,tahp i ni,etotnrevni shparpe ot gndalei 'tsi 'oassrn'e. .
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Awlasy ofatl dna ew ytr otn eht im' thpa soed ecleflyuap leik ti lets' awth ay,s to ,ot em on, onrwd tjus teat?mr racseri wrtaheve rnrectu hwervere. 'eslt yapph eb. Nca i ts'tha all rfo kas. .
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Oev,l.
Ruetfmeu.
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P. S. ,us i raelyl ma dpuro im' of. T,ihs ot'nw i wokder wnko dan usdintoc ffesrot how i tuo we dhar rof. Eogs !no ilef.

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