A letter from February 16th, 2021

Eged nnidepopimtats hte casls tllsi ydw,aroo rncroe enar asw fo kcab ym the the rtluse sil,p nsdha at ta gcitunclh of the aest both ym. .
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Stom geiens adn a rfo my reettailur, tiyrc,hesm rof reylal fo a sycpsih rigucnsh tedtan tbsejcu to rof c uaifervto sslos,en a c d aennrtfuuot ,lal was. I do a i tothhug at utb for sltea ecxtpede my rteetb i nceicses, ewll od reevn gread to oclud. Orf as tatlerruei. . . '"ondt i em do ym iq a uoy ahwt wneh oyrrw, adn lareieturt tlod hteeacr elrcla tohb dya onictuatlons etadedtn lilw i"fen ym ilt we ferboe hre eiw xame: enridf. Su bseucea a, ro,nwg yet 'sshe a os fo nda wgron eno otn na eht c esocrd ,ehtor. Htaw rdag,e i u,ser heet?r) ibevutsjec eaitluterr ddi is csubejt to litsl a tbu (ees. . . I toms egrad swa feel ,lla tsih stniaiopnpdgi uot fo the. Eebfor stesrs otg eersp to emyfsl anagi thw?a evha i spot to ym uoy uot fslmey ronapgcim i lyaler nda konw. Alyasw era ilwl eopelp atnh owh are heert how me rsrmtae eb eleopp ,me mrdube nath and. Yaphp is onlg e'wre aaeervg bgein ngoehu as ogdo as. Tel's eplase iths otsp syiou,lsre sityth ,aihbt.
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Pstion nark ravagee tno tshi i oot siylthgl bd,a boave etihre odog rdeocs hwhic ,90 ti,nop r,osec oto a i of 57 aiycflr uolsdh latluacy ttha at is otu otn. .
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A dna or ot ecma i tda,seodpiipn humc vene i tfel as tpceac trafe pieaarpect day ergsda fo as hcokesd po,gnim wto ym. Eext,uecpdn ceorsd ,aeprp scebujt ot grdsae a ahtsm rfo ures erew ,recos steeh rabugyal rfo and an aehv a eenv i fro rneagel !oto utlicdiff mtos the tow. Anc rayell aht?t ,c for vree oyu us rduop ocoshl secbjtus htese osderc ei'v isehhgt wot ewre of eeivlbe a hte ni ma i. Ulrty. .
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Itopn msgnuia osal het ntwa ot ebntewe recos or ni ftca no an i llo a i ahtt otu trhiee d,/c. I it 'mi ta alreyl ro ogdo usck, rehite. Woh i suesg am, i hat'st.
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Itsh igbtsge ni whit oarmj wthi hte unnocimtioamc i ,75 to ocihce rsfit ietvrusinesi as a theer ,unrcyot pr my lippeda of a in. Ienstda epolytelcm ym rfo ejetdcre yt,nlfnruaoeut and reofedf osig,lcyoo asw tun nsu, yb coesnd aws i eo,cich. ,mhalnieew sm,u amagtneemn esbsnius dfeoref em. .
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Ouy" i ieks," ynfnu tiwh ogln a ot iveunesr eadmr osmimanoctuinc hwo eervn dan orf vene derege nweh pu of ibg ahd ersya neo to the ton a ,elfi my i euuprs a ni caem eitgeneh aids - a lyfianl enop - era,md eruos,c. .
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To eeddcdi amgemaennt in urecos het ubnsessi i eht ned cctpae. Ni ot me sltli eb hte i rhwee repahsp lucdo ntaw siht to uutefr dale.
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Aanywy lefi otegtn veern heiocc ni ym isfrt tub dcsneo my isht be ie'v eccoi,h my yam. I awylsa ecohci ym gay,trlsne get nsoecd. Llwe oh. To ear ileangd tseeh a sjtu t'si esxcus'e' i lla mace ro nsosr'ae' athp, t'is appshre itnvitnonr,ee awth eraphsp ot eterbt em ro slyfme corftmo pu fo ithw iinvde rpehsap. .
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Ont wtha aslwya heevwrre jsut let's ikle nda o,t we 'mi aftlo thap y,as siacrer clealyuepf errtnuc rty ?teramt no, me wthevaer the ti deso to wrodn. Hypap tel's be. For i lla can ksa 'atsth. .
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E,olv.
Umtfuere.
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P. S. I im' fo am dporu leyrla ,us. Otwn' i i hwo osetrff uto rowdke hti,s okwn and ew oitudcns ofr drah. Elif esgo o!n.