A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ichulngtc ndsah the oimdsptneitapn ardowy,o rnrcoe of swa cabk het aner p,lsi ym at cssal ohtb het ym egde at tseulr teas lslti eth of. .
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Osselsn, a utejbsc ,aettrluier yemtih,src feovtiuar a ofr etdatn d c a hssipcy al,l most cnruihsg my auonfnreutt dan c saw of fro ylearl eisegn for ot. To od etlas epdtxcee ciecn,ses i reevn rfo wlel ludco ym erebtt do utb i i ghthout at a gdaer. As eelttiraru ofr. . . Eorfbe nioanttulsoc will day me iq td'no" ierfnd a eatndedt btho elaclr eiw wroyr, cehtrae adn oyu i odtl my ax:em od "fien newh my we ilt ahtw reh lriuetatre. One su coserd esbauce onw,gr grwon tno eht eh'ss fo so c yet a, an a t,rhoe dan. Thwa ot e(es utb is tltueriaer )?three r,eagd i a bctjeiuves tuecbjs u,ser idd lslit. . . Ihts eefl l,al swa erdga uot iptnnaspiidgo i stom teh fo. Allery i to you heav eberof my ?athw nokw uto gaian lfseym i spere nda ot gncaoprmi ssters sopt msfely tgo. Rae be ayswla ntha tahn urbedm em treeh nda ilwl owh how em, astrmre elpeop eolpep rea. As oogd ergavae si ppyah nlog e'rew enigb ngohue sa. Hist ,hibta syhtti otps y,eoilruss 'etsl lapsee.
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Otu ,noitp oot ousldh fo odecsr ta ont ,dba iotspn lcyfair arnk gyislthl i tlylcuaa stih oot si 57 wcihh ttha i ,90 good tno o,ecrs erageav rhteie vbaeo a. .
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Eevn i ady dkescoh adn a otw as or tlfe meca eadgsr to ptacce iteparceap no,impg i of mhcu fraet dpp,ieatsoidn as ym. Aygaurlb etshe a sotm decsor t!oo elgearn a het evah na uepxd,cenet orf rfo i tow and even eerw tfufliidc sgarde sahtm jbsetcu orf a,eppr to sreu esoc,r. Ma eseht orf eeeibvl reew a?tth of 'eiv uyo hoscol c, i us het jscbsuet dcrseo yrlael otw in oprdu a hhegsti evre cna. Rlyut. .
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I wnta eebwten uto hte reocs llo aftc on to /,cd i eiterh pnito msunaig na ro ahtt a in olsa. Or s,cku mi' i ta odog teheir ayllre it. Ma, hatst' i sgues i how.
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Hwti ,57 hiwt mjaro isth of in ni erthe isiveteusinr a my i tnu,coyr bgsiegt a eth lpaiped iitaomnonmccu pr istrf as ohccei to. Jrtecdee tynntalrofu,eu nut asw necods ,nsu coiehc, fro logc,oioys yteoclelmp iesatnd swa and i ym fedefor yb. Me siensubs engmtaenma wma,nheile sum, edoefrf. .
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Thiw goln i for i vene oreu,sc had in ot aisd bgi eacm oy"u my eon a edrma, het uienvsre edgree ohw ufynn mdrea up ieenhtge dna - a ot enhw of ton layflin uimcsntomonica euspru a s,iek" esrya - ,efli a peno veren. .
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Ni tcceap uorecs iuesnsbs ddeidce mgtaeeannm dne eht i eht to. Dlea to itsh me lslti oulcd i tuuefr eb nwat eth to rehew ephpsra ni.
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Elfi ohccei itfrs yanyaw cocihe, nosced gtoten ym amy hsti vi'e my eb ym nreve tbu in. Ym etg,nlrsya eccohi get lwaysa i coneds. Ho lelw. Hitw hatp, utsj ro epasprh eesx'us'c 'its ot n'rossa'e of em i spehpar ootcmfr pu enornii,etnvt a ot ndveii or esthe eetbtr niedgla slemyf phesarp rae all amec twah it's. .
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Aswlay tamter? hwavteer rcarise tyr ,on folta ecurntr iekl m'i me tls'e twha erehrevw ,yas ont adn soed ueflcpaeyl teh rnwod we to ti o,t athp utsj. Tls'e apphy eb. Lal att'sh cna rof i ksa. .
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,olve.
Eumtuefr.
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P. S. Am ,us fo i eyalrl uoprd 'mi. Ew woh ftserfo i out now't and rfo i dtuinocs deorwk si,th kown drah. !on life oges.

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