A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Rnae l,isp neocrr ilslt kcba the lscas ym wsa tpdsmonpaniite the of hdsan teh ody,owra fo trseul eth ta ym btoh ccihtugln ta edge atse. .
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D rof phiycss smot ot saw uctesjb a crnusigh nda aieurotvf enigse for fo tandet nutotnafreu c tilatrre,eu a fro lyaerl ym c a senls,os y,emhicrst lla,. Ot eernv do lewl rdaeg eastl oclud etdpeecx a i erebtt hhtutog fro od i ym at cinssec,e ubt i. Uttrraeeil for as. . . Ywr,or deaedttn twah lwli theecar you erh rfinde bfreoe tbho d"no't me we leclra ewi qi e:axm a ieutrrleat yda ntiolaontcsu enwh ei"nf tli otld adn i ym my od. Eoh,rt a, c so a su ss'he saucebe eyt onwg,r het of dna cderos oen ont na rognw. Did etjcsub esu,r ees( si btu isltl ot e?rte)h a ijsuvteebc htaw letiurrtae i gda,re. . . Eht out flee swa i ipspidoitngan l,al fo msto edgar isth. Erspe esmfyl nad yuo tou ?htaw kwon eylrla i my cgairnmop erofeb ainga got i to spot leymsf ehav esssrt to. Emdubr erteh amrsetr wlil how me, nad be em rae how alywas tanh hatn eoelpp eolepp ear. Doog sa r'eew sa onhgue si gneib long ragveea apphy. Btah,i sithyt aepsel tle's hits tpos ,rsilyueos.
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Ta ,bad tno oto a dogo ,toipn rkna sith i is ton ,orces ailycrf aoevb 75 i otinsp tath 0,9 htlyigsl teirhe hhwci uot of vrgaeea ceosdr aaulyltc too sldhou. .
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Sa eepacitapr eftl ecatpc day cmuh fo dan to ,gopmin sgaedr mace evne fraet otw i a my nstpoiadpid,e hedoskc i or sa. To a somt neptdeeu,xc pr,epa heav an ujtebsc uflcitidf c,rsoe teh ofr dna i were !oot socdre rof a erasdg orf nlarege htsee rues neev tow tsmha rygbuala. ,c ewre i eesht att?h olsoch can a ma teh aeyrll tuesbcjs hgithes fo ni uoy for two lbvieee vere e'iv ercsod us odpur. Tulyr. .
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Caft uot hte ro muainsg scroe i dc/, ni awnt a on llo i loas teireh htat an ot tnbeewe pntoi. Yelral i mi' oodg ro ti at cu,ks hertie. 'thsat ma, suges i i ohw.
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,57 as fo rp wthi a i ot moajr tirfs ni ildpepa my getgsbi tereh oicche a hits in uncory,t teh mucooiintanmc itwh ietnrseisiuv. Jeecerdt oigco,syol eylmoctelp efedfor i my ndatesi orf adn ,eftuunoranlty un,s saw aws tnu yb ehci,co nodces. Su,m nmneametga sesnbius ieemlw,han odfeefr me. .
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Siveenru a pu red,am het how i ot neve a sdia ies",k ot "uyo srpuue rseuc,o a rvene ym long - i gbi nufyn had for in - fo uaommcnsoiicnt redma adn epon newh fe,li thgeieen ihtw rasey lylaifn tno cema a gerdee oen. .
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Rueosc ceidedd teh isssnbue the ntmegmaaen dne cetpac to i ni. The ni alde be ot me wtna ot papsrhe herwe erftuu sltil i siht cdlou.
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E'vi ynyawa my hsit cneosd ,ihoecc ubt stfri ym my ni mya eb ngttoe flie rneve ehoicc. Sdnceo echioc ym aayslw l,gsertayn get i. Lelw oh. Maec jstu htiw pseparh a lal langied pu to ennitrvi,etno invied ro rtofcom fo ro'aes'ns tehes t'si fmelys or ear me rtbtee atwh i sxseeuc'' to ph,ta aerhspp rsppeah ti's. .
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Ucrertn eewrverh crasrie osde em ahpt nto try we klei ti arvwthee l'ste to ceelupyfla walsay to, wondr y,as i'm dan ttr?ema tfola o,n the stuj wtah. Hapyp t'esl be. Anc all i fro sak sht'at. .
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O,lev.
Feumutre.
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P. S. Yaller us, updro i 'im ma fo. Ouitscdn eofsftr wkon i t'wno korwed ew ,sith i uto nad drha rfo who. Eosg n!o ilfe.

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