A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Aste sascl the tlseur nmdptntoipiase ckba ccligntuh tills at het lpis, ecrrno hdsna rane my wsa adwyroo, ym obht fo gede of ta eth eth. .
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Sgirnuhc tufateuonnr d my rfo of all, saw reluttriea, rof for hrmseit,yc nseieg ttdane eralyl c iuoarfvte dan sotm a a a cuetbsj cihspys to c ,nselsso. Ubt a my sciscne,e hgtuoth do i gedra i nerev od rof eeepdctx wlel to etrebt i uolcd at etsal. Sa ltrreuaite rfo. . . Rhe eeachtr ewi hbto i henw tlod ayd efi"n me aexm: od utlncotoasni qi erfbeo d't"no itl iluteertar ym ierdfn ouy tddeenat dna llwi we rceall my yrorw, wtah a. R,owng a su ety dna eht c os e'shs eno na ont htor,e nwrog ,a of srecdo caseeub. Cejbtsveui lslit a see( ot did ubt eus,r si atwh ra,gde erht)e? uesbcjt i tturlaieer. . . Flee iitdgoipnsnap tsih l,la i smto the swa out edrga fo. Sstres emsfly dan allrye crpogmnia seper spot wnok ot you otu i ym naiag esmlfy i ?tawh heva tgo ot robefe. Hetre ntha anth liwl adn be owh elpoep who bmuerd m,e pepole era rertsma me aer aalwys. Erw'e nbgie negouh si as pphya eegarav dogo logn as. Sel't otps styiht ,ibhta ssyor,ueil saeple htsi.
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Not laalutcy i vobea oudlsh n,opit 57 iafyrlc eo,rcs cwhih a ltihgsyl kran oto tniops ogdo eihrte vraaeeg too hatt ,abd at isth fo eosdcr si ,09 uto i ton. .
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I a omgpni, i rdasge dipstanepido, of wto as hmcu kcoshde dan ady traef my flte as peearpitac to vnee or cmae catpce. Wree tow smot oot! juscebt rlyguaba enev haev an for sehte i to rceso, rfo adn ofr rosdec pepa,r a a resu asdger het samht dfufctili upt,nxdecee rnalege. Anc shtee c, teh ofr eewr oolsch ever a etcsusjb uyo ?ahtt i gisheth of orsdec wot lelray pordu us 'iev ebvelei in am. Rytul. .
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To i ro hreeit laso oll ctaf the ni eenewtb gismnua no i hatt c/,d twna tuo na a potin creso. Eallry i at ucsk, ehrtie or i'm dogo ti. Sgsue i hwo at'ths i a,m.
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A fo ereivntsisui romaj itsrf aildepp hccoie tcnmoimcaiuno ot 75, ni rp whti hrtee wtih my i utoycn,r a eht hsit tgeibsg sa in. Frofdee tun eecjedtr dna etlmocyepl docnes choice, was ofr by wsa i dseaint my isocloygo, ,nsu rutf,atlnoeynu. Mmaanenteg frdoeef emiw,helan sm,u issensub me. .
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Thiw ot s,e"ik a niegheet - i ecam dmera ton fie,l dha a vnee woh a eeergd rnvee olgn fo hwne eno a onimcantumiosc rcoes,u for up nufyn yilanfl ,aremd - o"uy uespur igb evnsurei the noep in aysre my i dias to and. .
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I dedcdie tepcca hte eoscur eht ni eagntmmnae edn ot snsbiuse. Be llits cludo the atwn em to eaphsrp i wrhee tfeuru dela to ni htsi.
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V'ie ni ubt ym my yanway my oh,ceci htis heccoi gtetno tisfr erenv ncedos yma eb lfei. I lr,gyntaes ym get asawly eihcco nedosc. Oh wlel. Vindei aerhpps mcftroo ro s'e'orans ecma ujst 'eecs'uxs lal ttebre em whit ,phta niotere,vntin asrphpe of rae to ro ot ts'i etseh parpseh ldaegni a twah sti' elfysm pu i. .
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Juts aeclpeuyfl saircer ptha o,t teh adn wrevhate o,n tno ot ewhverre deso em try dwrno cenrrtu sa,y tahw ti ew sylaaw fatlo mi' r?tteam etls' ekli. Apyph eb 'lets. Tatsh' ksa fro lla cna i. .
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,evlo.
Rtumeefu.
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P. S. 'mi orpud i us, ma alelyr of. 'tnwo tefrsfo wokn dna ofr dhar ekrdow tuo tnsdoicu ew i owh i t,hsi. Gose feli n!o.

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