A letter from February 16th, 2021

Nrea ta iccnulthg tpaiednpoitsnm the of aclss het btho back enorcr aws my awooyrd, tsae eht the gede fo ym seltru ndsah listl ipl,s at. .
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To yisspch orf of essn,ols rfo osmt a endtta ritrt,aueel asw c c for nda l,la a sbuecjt toturuefann d ovtfieura ym reylla ,tcmseryih gsinhcur a senieg. Exetedpc ohgutht od btu a i rfo at i ym nerve selat to gdrae lwel olcdu retteb do i ncsei,esc. As uleraetirt ofr. . . Rfeeob yda ewnh lasctuntinoo ry,owr my qi tobh wie em inerdf teedtnad emx:a dolt turtlreiea nda itl llraec od a oyu erteahc reh my i dnt"o' what ew lwli einf". So wrnog ceuabse c tey recods neo fo hr,toe adn an a, a s'seh nto su g,rown eht. Idd btu etbjscu i aeg,dr ahtw a to se,ur hr?e)te leaitutrre tisll (ees jtcieesbvu si. . . A,ll uot wsa psgptandioini fo eth arged feel ihst i toms. Tog ptos aiang tou eerofb kown lmysef ot elraly nad evah ot ahw?t fmlesy oyu epers ym i essrst cnmgiroap i. Hwo iwll em retmrsa aer woh em, dna awasyl umbred aer epoelp be tnah nath erteh oelepp. Odog r'ewe is glno yphpa iebng sa geuhon as vgaeaer. Aesple tsih tha,bi hyitst 'slet otps rueosls,iy.
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Ton 0,9 otn too 75 oldsuh i oot i of edsroc ihglylts at aveob soitpn si stih eaaegvr acaylltu a thta n,tipo bad, otu chihw aknr c,esro doog heerit filrcay. .
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Enev cmae i yda tow tsdepiaod,ipn telf ccteap gesrad i fo efrat ym to a as eracptpaie and cuhm sckhdoe ,opgmin or sa. Omst resu veen hte a i ot!o atmhs csre,o ot a aagrubly wot erwe veha eseth an rfo nralgee icfdutfli nd,puetecex fro epra,p rdseco sujtbec dagser dan fro. Rvee ie'v rlayel ewre eht eeevilb solohc fo tah?t i uyo reodcs ,c wot odpru anc eigshht ni jbsutces fro eetsh a ma us. Lrtyu. .
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Ni oserc wneteeb hte ehreit i na i that aosl tnwa a to tuo or cfta iotpn c,d/ oll on smuiagn. Mi' or ta i theire cuks, eaylrl ogdo ti. Htast' i m,a owh i gusse.
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Tereh ot echoic ,75 ealdipp twhi whti a rp in het jramo ihts my vieiinrtuses a tsrif in i ooitucinnamcm sa segbgit of ryontcu,. Scedon by crtjeeed dfeorfe aws i atsndie cylelepmot sn,u ylretfuoauntn, e,cchoi tun my wsa rfo dan osiolgcoy,. U,ms ,awemenhli ssinuesb mtnanegame em efrfoed. .
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Evne newh ohw l,fie rus,oce of vereusni puurse pu noe yuo" eth evnre edrege a ecam i eamrd ofr to ibg adn - mad,re ym onlg ynnuf dah a ehetngie ot itwh asdi sek,"i ifllany pneo ni a - ont iocoimnsncmatu a arsey i. .
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Ddedcie scerou mnanmteaeg teh ot i in het nde etcacp sessuibn. Erewh haepspr be me nwat the adle to ldcuo tsih future litsl i to ni.
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My eb ni decnso leif eoic,hc ym but amy eervn hist hcceoi aywany rsift 'vie ym geotnt. Odnsec ociche slaywa satglren,y tge ym i. Oh lelw. Rea fctomro a prpesha idlgane ovnniiet,retn esos''nra utjs ro wtha aphpers etbetr dinvei esteh i pahesrp i'st t'is em to ihwt pu cmae fo efmlys 'xcuse'se ,tahp lal to ro. .
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Klie alelepcuyf ncrtuer rty ,ot nwodr aoltf adn to emttr?a rehawtev em awaysl im' sujt tsle' whevreer as,y hte wtah icerars it edos o,n otn phta ew. L'est be yppah. Aks acn i thast' lla ofr. .
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O,vle.
Euurtmef.
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P. S. Lrayle s,u i i'm udrop ma fo. Wdorek we etsrfof i i onwk hard and rof ,ihts tuo ucdtnsio tonw' how. Soeg n!o eifl.