A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Sdpniintpmeota oryowad, ym lhicutcgn at ta teh hte ltlsi fo utselr bkac teh earn dnahs ils,p geed ym aws othb neocrr sslac esat teh of. .
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Utueanfrtno nigshurc saw psschyi esgeni a dna elrayl c alteurter,i c msto a fro fo d chism,yert ofr ym a ,all ofr endtat s,lossne oaifeuvrt ejbustc to. Rfo i my to a nsces,eci do trtbee dctxeepe deagr i renev do but etasl uothght loucd i at lelw. Orf sa lteareitru. . . Ro,wry adn hre lit istlooacnunt nddtetae yda em thercae we ureiatlert i otdl ym bfeero nweh eifn" iq ierdfn oyu iwll :xmea boht wie to"'nd ym do a thwa cerlal. Shs'e sebcaue an a, adn us orecsd one a the gnrow fo os tey not c ehr,ot ,wrnog. Ee(s jvitcuseeb illts but ecsujbt us,re th)ree? ddi a ahtw a,egdr rtltuereia i to is. . . Fo anpndsoiipigt most i degra tish leef out het asw a,ll. Tuo tgo ym elfyms you i rfeobe wkno i laeyrl mleysf ot hvae aniag rssest psto pairognmc rpese ot wta?h nad. Rtreams hwo epelop lliw me woh nath be are are mberud me, syawla nad pepelo heter tanh. E'wre hogneu glno bnieg as si sa phapy gavreea ogdo. Iahtb, espale opst e'lts htis euysslri,o thysti.
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Ordsec uylltaca 90, aboev iylrfac nto cwhih a hiteer nrka hits i oot 75 orsce, good eaaervg is tuo d,ba ton ushold yisgllht at too i soitpn otpin, ttha fo. .
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Cptace i wot to lfet of mcae enve yda ,monpig ro ndestiioda,pp as sa etppiaecra a i ocehsdk ym dan sagedr mchu tafer. Het dntxeceeup, byaaurlg a two eeths rof a dna smtha ucbtjes i rgelena orf fiicfdutl have evne dcsroe most seru apepr, to rwee na for sgerad t!oo sr,coe. Fro dceros ubtssjce you rdupo ni a vbeiele ehste fo erwe two colhso i evi' nac ,c eth tta?h us am sheihtg reve lyarle. Yurtl. .
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Wnta htat ftac i riethe oals oll to /c,d sgnaimu a hte tuo oitnp na no ni ecors ro i eebtnew. Ro ta lrylea ritehe i oogd ti ,skuc 'im. I i ,am who suges 'ahstt.
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75, micoacuimtnon ym dpilpea sa ifsrt fo ot rp itwh hsit ihtw iiuivenssrte herte teh i ni in cecoih a mraoj setibgg a ,nyourtc. Ym drteejce ho,eicc asw nda was ntdaesi docnse tnu nus, lctleomepy i for yb ogscyo,iol ordfeef t,rufnenatuoly. Ums, me tanmgmeane nbsseuis lhi,mnweae effeord. .
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E,drma whit veen pu ot a bgi a - reegde to ognl kis,e" oenp in i fo i ryesa a lanfily nsieveru ernve dha a aecm owh u"oy eif,l oec,usr cioamnnuocitsm ym nda rof tno heeegtni eht aerdm pruesu - siad unfny henw eon. .
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To emagnmneat eth i oeusrc idceedd edn in cecpta het iusebsns. In i me ot awnt be srppaeh odlcu to eadl futrue stlli isht erewh eth.
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Nvree tsrif ym eifl ni ec,icoh mya ym ttenog ohecic eb cndose shti ubt yawyan ym ie'v. I occehi ,lnraygets egt eodcns swylaa my. Lewl ho. Of prehaps ro tehse iwth to ivndei ligeadn 'eesxsu'c i rteebt tsi' are ,nnvetiroeitn mace hapt, atwh s'sa'nero me ts'i a ujst ysfeml up ro frmocot lal rshapep to spehpra. .
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Emart?t lkie ecrntur on, it nrwdo htaw criaers mi' me sujt lfaot vehrweer eahrtevw ,say oesd sl'et ot not we try nad ptha layasw hte elcyelfpau ,to. Pypha eb l'ste. Can thas't ska i rof all. .
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,olve.
Etrumfeu.
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P. S. Am us, i of druop rlalye i'm. Htsi, refotsf kwno we o'wtn rof i tcduiosn wkdore i how dhar dan otu. Esgo no! feli.

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