A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ta at eth lssac het fo rseult earn tsae nadhs hte ucichntlg of erncro ym was my tboh nptmeainisodtp is,pl ltlis o,wyroda the dege cbak. .
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A and laelyr d for a l,al urtneonftau to tbecsju dntaet c my spishyc hrgscuni c a swa fro yirmeht,cs osmt ,ssnselo of turer,leati egesin ieauvfort rfo. A eicsc,sne aegrd rof deepcetx i at i i do rteebt my lwle codul tbu nvree salet ot od gthouht. Ofr trluteaeri as. . . Iq '"ndto my i ry,orw ntnolotiaucs lit lrritteeua ilwl eacrll nerdif we nif"e crhteea dya tddtnaee nweh orefbe ym tldo adn em both thwa a eiw e:max ouy do erh. So otn hte rw,ngo c nda rnogw na su sedorc a ehtro, she's eyt noe sueabce a, fo. Si to utb slitl a eadrg, hwat ees( re)?teh did stecbju i esu,r jisevcbuet eraleutirt. . . Idipsnpgoanit tosm fo l,la hits draeg teh asw out leef i. Erlaly mnricpoag flsyme tgo uoy eahv tuo gnaia h?atw ot i eoebrf to i and tsssre wnko rpsee tsop lyfems my. Nda muedrb ohw atnh be popele owh eetrh me ilwl lepope ,me asemrtr ear ear ysaalw hatn. Sa si godo nogl gvaeear geunho as rew'e ibeng hpapy. Spto slepae thtysi ihta,b yors,lsuei hits 'stel.
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I at a fo garevae ,notip si ont hodusl oot otn sith oodg oto ponsti out whhic 75 rieeht ylhgitls i evoba tath eocsdr ,rcose lcltauya nark b,da 9,0 lfryaci. .
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Atrpaeipce as ro ayd mcea dsrage i ccepat cumh kehocds as a gpon,im ym i neve rftea ,eipdtdanoips wot dna lfte ot of. Hvea fidcutfli eue,tndxcpe esrgda ulragayb t!oo ,paper sce,or nad eewr sreocd a uers wto i evne teh an tmso a for ot fro ehtse justbec gleearn tmhas orf. ?tath i yelalr school rduop ordcse a reev orf vbileee am of seithgh su shtee ,c i'ev two cna rwee tbjcuess ni eht oyu. Ltyur. .
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Llo out esrco no hatt eht twbeeen ot na cfat in oasl tinop teireh muaings or i a nwta ,/cd i. 'mi eylrla it ucks, ta i doog eireht ro. Thts'a seusg am, who i i.
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Heetr itwh with tsih of 5,7 as eht my ajrmo n,tuyorc in ot rsieuevsitni pr ehccio tfsir ni itggbes a i a appleid uanmoniictmco. Wsa orf s,nu dna was elplemotyc ffeeord ym soecnd i jecdrtee unt yoosgc,lio h,ceioc fuentrotln,ayu denasti yb. Mwenaeh,li dofefre ssinbseu em m,us netgmnmeaa. .
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Epno ,"eksi iefl, igb owh thwi mcae linlyaf mre,ad fo - espuur to up dais a fnnuy for iuevnser ym otn ni to ehnw nvree yrase edrma a a edrege - vene i s,uroce hda a noe dan gniteeeh uoy" the gnol i nusicmcoomanit. .
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Ddcidee teh dne ot esubssin in ctepac hte mataemngen cuesor i. Iths i wtna frtuue ni ldae ot oldcu be ot me lsilt rewhe hte spphrae.
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E'iv neevr shit mya aynayw eodcns eb rfsti in ym efil btu ym my ,eocihc coehci etontg. Legrs,aynt my aaswly tge i scoedn ceochi. Ho ewll. Of elsfym nvidei all x'ssc'eeu better ot are rphesap or n'aos'res jtus sephpra adilneg t,nvetoniienr i ortcfom ot t,hap me maec twhi s'ti ahpsepr awht ist' a ro up teesh. .
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Ielk not hapt ot m'i tlfoa ot, trhevaew e'lts ew stuj ya,s esod at?rtem it hawt on, nda try rcnture waalsy aleeclupyf eth me rnowd srareci veehwrer. Elts' ayhpp eb. Rfo lla ask acn thas't i. .
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Le,ov.
Mufrueet.
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P. S. Am pdrou of i'm us, i raelly. Out rsfftoe rof shti, i and we nowk woh i oisucntd ahdr to'nw rwoedk. Elfi no! geso.

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