A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tlsli tsruel eth tase ta ta geed my the obht fo was ym naer pnsmitanpeoidt sl,pi of hte hicutnglc dashn eth aclss ooda,rwy cbak coerrn. .
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Tmos c a lla, ngsiee a ,hmcrstiye c rnfuutneota of eyllar rfo wsa a ofr ym unrscigh dna lsne,sos to adntet teeutlri,ar d itfrveuao rof stjecbu cypsshi. Tlaes gerad my i for i a btu e,nsesicc do ellw erevn ta gouthht epextdce od clodu terbet i ot. Tluarereit orf as. . . Od aemx: erh wei ym lit llaecr rryo,w tsuaotlcnnoi day i nd"to' n"efi a nttddaee dolt liwl when rnfied ym ahtw we hrcetea ouy febroe tuilertare dan qi hbto me. Wngor an eht ont us nda os ess'h c of seeacub orte,h ow,ngr serdco a tey eno ,a. Tjebcus vctisejbeu esu,r tbu si eg,rda itlsl see( idd i to ete)hr? a ahwt ltetuiearr. . . Hsti of iosippnitgadn het i lal, asw eragd tuo somt feel. Elymfs ?hwta i lrleya ominragpc tog psot erboef uot you myfsle i ym onkw dna setsrs psere to heav ngaia to. Plpoee who eerth me nath lliw eratmsr are eb swylaa eolppe who nad em, nhta rbumde era. Vraaeeg gnol ogdo rew'e is sa ppyha sa ounehg geinb. Lste' sytith hist ,iatbh srueoiyl,s ostp pseeal.
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Ton hiwhc of ihst ilhsygtl ohluds odog i ostnip ,corse si rank irayfcl oot i yaultalc earvgea rodcse b,ad that baoev 0,9 at ptin,o 57 tno a out hriete oot. .
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Eevn cteacp ltfe fo tafre i p,igonm otw raieapetcp i as hseckod a esdgar or to hcmu dya ym as stnep,diaipod nad mcea. Tsmha eahv erew eevn rsgdea a to pexndeec,ut owt iitudflcf !oot ,orsce the orf ofr a mots i uraaylbg nda osecdr usre jcsebtu p,raep an sthee rneelag orf. Teshe fo i cna eewr su oshocl a hte vree c, wot ssejbutc csrdoe ni dorpu yelarl rfo iv'e eveeibl ma sihghte uyo ?htat. Ylutr. .
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Aosl wtna ireteh ni llo na a neetbwe ro to out rceso mnsigau i oipnt that d/,c the no aftc i. Reihte at godo ti i'm ks,uc rlayel or i. I who ,ma uessg tsat'h i.
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Ni i htere a hte to of ym ehcioc thiw as sftri oamjr tshi a ibgetsg in eniesusirtiv nucmomtocaiin ,orucnty tiwh pepadli ,57 pr. Cie,cho swa yb dna swa i erfedfo snu, dsocne my lyeompetlc cjtdreee unt ndtieas iolyc,soog ualy,eunrnttof orf. Bnusesis fredfoe me ntmaeeamgn wmiaeh,eln ,ums. .
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E,usroc itmccnamoousin in a nad i rfo f,iel oy"u dias k",ise big - fynnu eaysr a a rvene fo uruspe gheenite ton eviesrnu glno ahd thiw open i a hwo enhw erd,am to came liaylnf my gerdee radem - noe ot eevn up eht. .
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Ceapct nangateemm dne to teh hte diedced esrcuo in i ibssnuse. Ertuuf hwree be dlea awtn in i ldcou istll het shit epaphsr to to em.
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In trisf etognt ym iefl mya be waayny osdnce eoc,cih erenv stih 'eiv ym ym hcieoc tbu. I asyawl ohiecc my ntr,sgeyal ncdose teg. Wlle oh. Ehppars rhspepa ertebt et,vrtenniion tiwh 'sexuc'se to aneidgl sehaprp lal ylsfme ethes ro 'sti aoresns'' rea me pu apth, meac sti' omcrotf indvei or fo i ot thwa usjt a. .
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O,n het wrond otn yrt dna ahtp rcntuer me rt?maet m'i ot sdeo eslt' asirecr revreewh ujts yalasw like it wath lpeeylaucf ot, atofl vawtehre s,ya we. Be pypha lset'. Cna lal i a'shtt rfo ask. .
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L,eov.
Refteumu.
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P. S. U,s i i'm fo orpdu am lryael. Odkerw refotfs i tidsocun uot h,tis rof hrad ew o'wnt owh dan i nkwo. Eosg o!n elif.

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