A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of ncrore eged tlsli rena ,ispl het eht tase slsac kbac my at aintdetompnspi swa nadsh eht tobh fo ym het chingtluc aoy,owdr tlruse ta. .
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My ineseg laryle rinushgc adn a a of saw hctirymse, os,eslsn lal, a ot ofr msot c utcbjse rfo etre,liaurt tedtan d hsyipsc rof rntunafoeut c efaitrvou. Selat to a gader cesei,cns beetrt ubt ewll i od i i do ecextped oducl touthgh evenr rfo my ta. Reletriuat as rfo. . . Erahcte my iwll oyu oalsntonuitc ewi laelrc tdol em dya wath henw yrro,w roeefb "dnt'o eaiurtlret mxae: "nfie ym etnatdde nad iq itl dinref i od we ehr htob a. Het fo ,hreto na h'sse esbacue nto a, us adn rdsoec a os wgron c one ety gwnr,o. Eujcsbt is ,urse etr?e)h ,aegdr i e(se scvbitejeu to istll eauielttrr a ddi but wtah. . . Egrda all, flee tou sotm i thsi eth saw ntsiigipapdno of. Tou sssetr nad thw?a ouy spot angai have my esylfm ot aeylrl to eobefr i i ylmfes gacomprin got kwon esepr. Me, hwo anht tanh dan rethe era layaws eopelp em iwll be ear stmrare plpoee owh dembru. Is aaeverg ognl good euohgn 'erwe sa payph engib as. Ibtha, thsyti peeals t'les oiursyel,s hits opts.
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Sopnit a at ttha i,ntpo caltaylu oto dulosh ,rosec yacilrf is ligysthl tou of htsi obave erieth 90, b,ad tno wichh knar aergeva not i oescdr i gdoo 57 too. .
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As wot or ceapct sa cmuh fo chkseod aemc etrfa garsed ptpaeacrei i gimop,n a vnee etfl peosatid,pind to i and ym yda. Gneelra het wot eradsg ocer,s eucx,ntedep fuftcilid ot wree hmast veha t!oo a ugbyraal eevn betscju i a ofr rap,ep ecrdos toms uers fro dan rof sethe an. Eehts vebelei tow osloch teh reew csroed erev rof jeustscb you hhgteis nca fo ropud i su ,c a hatt? ni am iev' aryell. Uyrlt. .
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That na a ot /c,d hrieet weeetnb i nsigaum or nitop ftac in llo no i sloa eth uot awtn osecr. I it m'i at alryel ks,uc oogd etreih or. How a'thst ,ma i i usegs.
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Etbggis ni oihecc rethe ot jrmao eht ym of acomitcmnniou ivritusiense apiedpl a tfisr pr ni 57, i twhi a hwti shit roc,uytn sa. ,ccehoi swa codnse yb orfdeef yn,aleufrountt ntu and tedcreje orf i ,usn aws my lsic,ogyoo itesdan pmyeeotllc. Defrfoe gmetnamnae aihewemn,l em usm, sbsenusi. .
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A ionnscacmimuto ernve open i hda earmd - ewhn egerde in filalyn the egtenhei gbi ogln ym urpesu eorusc, a a how i eenv seirnevu noe meca to dan otn seyar fro isad - a o"uy da,mre pu hitw to i,fle ,s"kei of yunfn. .
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Hte eiedcdd esurco gemaemnatn sbseuins ot dne ctapec i hte in. Lstil appesrh in natw laed me the codul to erutfu i ihst eb weehr to.
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My ym nreev utb in aywyna dcosne ohicce be tirsf feil 'iev may ,iceoch isht ntetog my. Gtsyealr,n i ecdson ym ccheoi lsyaaw gte. Wlle oh. T,aph a me s'ti 'esan'ors 'ist pu caem aershpp ro of orftcmo gdilnae eyslmf ot earpphs lal ro ot iro,nnevtneti ppsearh i vendii tjsu hitw etesh teebtr thaw era 'xssecue'. .
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T'els wndor no, to epulalfyce ahtw haetrvew esdo emt?tra me tno mi' o,t siracer ryt adn jtsu ahtp it ielk asy, erehervw atofl syaawl teh cuternr we. E'tsl eb ahypp. For lal nca htast' kas i. .
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Evol,.
Eefurtmu.
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P. S. ,su mi' i of am dorup lyaler. 'notw iuctnsdo who i werkdo sftorfe we wokn arhd ,hsit tou ofr nad i. Seog !on fiel.

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