A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Wdyaoor, nictuglhc my asw eth shand eegd nspoaientdtimp sltli ym aets teh etlrsu sslca bkac crorne of teh ,pisl nera teh ta of btoh at. .
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Dna orf ,all c cshiyps a alelry ,sosnesl otnunuftare chyis,rtem rfo eegsni etdtan my ot gcsiunrh d etrliretua, orf a of aws somt evtiraofu a c btuejsc. Orf dgare i ellw i do tlsea do ot at a cldou xepetcde thuhtgo ernev i rbttee utb ym sciceens,. Rof as eiuletarrt. . . Ctiatouonlns hewn ym mxae: dya efebor ahtw nfdrei rlclea do a we ltdo ilwl dan oyu dno'"t ,orywr etadtend itl qi ceeraht i my eifn" me wei eeturrialt hobt her. Onwrg an oen no,rgw adn csroed a fo tey us eht ss'he reot,h a, c so subacee not. Rae,gd ot tlereiuart ujevibecst a si ,uesr i se(e idd listl et?rhe) ebstjuc btu atwh. . . I dareg iths ,all nidnppaiigsot eelf fo smot out hte saw. Eymsfl i emflsy i nwko otu niaprcgom oeefrb pseer to veha yuo ym tog aangi awt?h and yallre to rsetss psot. Dubmre eb e,m ohw epolpe alaswy how nda nath htna rae lilw me epleop ermtars era tehre. As onlg rwe'e sa godo apyph is bgnie uhnego agevare. Le'ts tsthyi selpae yors,uelsi thiba, ihst otps.
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Ecrso, sith ipnsot i usodlh oot orsdec iehetr out vaeob gvaeera sylhgitl rylicfa 57 ton dogo is ahtt lutcaayl fo i ionp,t a ,dba ta 09, wchih ton knar oto. .
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To dshoekc ceatpc two my a neev tfera ardgse or as ,nipomg muhc sodaidip,pent i eflt adn sa fo i acme eraaeppict yda. To too! nad i co,res eth mots gredsa otw neve ruse sehte were mahst sdecor orf a ,ppare fiuicdftl a etcusbj etexnu,depc fro rfo arnegle ehva ylburaga na. Nac eivbeel owt t?aht c, of ma fro eerv a i v'ei sethihg sordec opdru eth rlyeal teehs ewre you ni ocohls setjcbus us. Ultry. .
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C,d/ enbwete uto i oresc htta on ionpt wnta llo rethie i to ro lsao an a amsingu tacf eth ni. Gdoo mi' i ayrlle ro rtehei su,kc ti at. Sgesu ohw i ,ma hsa'tt i.
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Het tihs as wiht tuminaicomnoc hcioec ithw rp ipapdle trehe fo i 5,7 to my tgsbegi jomar tfisr a in a ni ut,ryocn einitiressuv. Dna endocs saw tnu rof lycetpmole ctreeejd tadinse yb oooicys,gl efrefdo oyutner,tunfal aws ,usn ym i c,heoci. Mgnnamaeet ,mus em enssibus lna,imwhee roeffed. .
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Dm,aer enevr fo umonoicctaimsn whne darme ,coseru ruesniev who for nogl eenv meac dah ot ont ysera i ylnfial i pesruu a oenp a nnyfu ibg ,"sike a ihwt eth adn ni my dsia elfi, yo"u - geitnhee up ot eon eegred a -. .
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Amnaengtem capetc in teh hte to ddeiecd dne eusroc bssnsuei i. Lslti elad turfeu rehew ni me ot i hsti eb ehsaprp to tnaw duclo eth.
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Ettogn ve'i cch,ioe eb vnree ym utb my yma sirtf htis coiceh ceodsn ym flei ni ayyawn. Tge ayawls lstrge,ayn i my odensc ehccio. Llwe oh. Of or teonrnevi,tni to thaw ce'uss'xe sehet em femlsy it's deniiv a or ithw lla i tjsu paehpsr preahps rbetet ginlade aecm i'st apth, rae omrftoc en'sso'ra pu ot easrphp. .
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Wrdon tjsu ceurtrn ew efcleplauy twah em ,ot flota otn to the rty elik adn ysalaw m'i htap rhwvtaee tes'l on, a?etrmt a,sy deso ti hervreew icerars. Eb haypp 'stel. Can sta'ht ofr i kas all. .
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Ol,ve.
Efuemrtu.
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P. S. 'im ma rodpu llayer of ,su i. Ew nda i onkw who iodnusct out stofref 'wtno okedwr drha i rfo ,hits. !on goes lefi.

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