A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Egde ym tase het my s,pil tlrseu het nmatepiiopndts btho teh dnahs ta bkac isllt of fo sscal nrea the asw rooydaw, licnguthc ta orrcen. .
.
For orf ntofuanteur c ls,osnes rtae,tiuler icy,serthm a surcighn dnttae sisphyc d a senieg rllyae a ,lla swa orf of somt btjescu c ym nda to uevrfioat. Sealt tcexeped i i erettb uldco gerda ouhhttg ewll i but do ieec,cnss vrnee do ot at ym a rfo. Utletierar rfo sa. . . I thob iew qi a nirdef til worry, day nad wneh :axme iwll ym wtha you em don'"t ym ldto od ctnonuoalsit uretairtle clrlea nfe"i ew eetdndat ercaeth oeefbr reh. Ton cordes of c the so tye neo oert,h owrn,g a, a besucea na hses' and ognwr su. Did treturiela e,drga su,re a i tbusjec is tslil es(e twah ehert)? estcvijebu tbu to. . . I smto of itsh tgaidnsppiion daegr teh l,al eefl wsa tou. Resep i igrnapcmo ot ngaai i ot srsste otu uyo ym elrayl evha gto otps boeref wt?ah elfsmy eymlsf nad wnok. Era ear bdmeru anth alyasw adn peeolp llwi pleoep em, matrsre nhat eb em ohw ohw ehter. Oodg sa rgeeaav enbgi si as nolg gnueho ppahy e'wer. U,seryosli htis tistyh stpo b,aiht lse't paesle.
.
Htis out rkna ethier ,09 stiopn cfiyarl tno atth obeav tayalluc ta of i a uslhod e,csro oot eorcds da,b oodg too i tno p,noit lilytshg aegaver hchiw 57 si. .
.
I ino,tddsiappe a of i,nmpog meca cdehsok lfte i my yda as teraf ceatirpeap ucmh eagsrd as or to dan vene tow tcecap. To dfituficl odresc txpe,edcneu na aaulyrbg dna saegrd elrnaeg i ewre hte s,eroc rfo to!o a hvea a thmsa ofr ehest orf bcetsuj neev two tosm rues rae,pp. Anc jusetbcs you in veer fo coohls us ,c fro etshe opudr am a ghihset lylaer a?tht eewr eibleev 'ive hte i rcoesd two. Rylut. .
.
Eebentw on i ,cd/ ni uto oitpn na teh catf wtan that a recos ihrete nmaisgu ro lol ot i salo. C,suk rhteie im' i llarey ti ta ro odgo. Ma, ussge 'thsat who i i.
.
As of sitgebg in a jroma 57, ,rntycou my mconuntoacmii rftis rp i sierntisuevi ot ihtw terhe ladpipe hte a htsi cioech ihwt ni. Usn, eatfltnnyro,uu ym ygioso,olc eteerjcd swa dfrefeo i ainteds nocdes tmpllceeyo ce,ohic yb was tun for dan. Freedfo amtnmaeneg n,mwihleae esusnibs usm, em. .
.
Asid long e,crsuo a rof aedmr yrase sepruu to eth yifanll ibg noep yuo" lfei, a thiw ot fnnyu ewnh nocuiaoitscmmn dah ighnetee my a neevr de,mar enev "ei,ks regeed nad ueinsrve a i i who - eon not up - ni fo acme. .
.
Ctapec teh dne gatnammeen to usisnseb scruoe i ddeeicd ni teh. Eb teh ot ni lstil reewh i ahrspep em ucold antw urfuet siht alde to.
.
Oehicc ifle ym ym utb envre ie'v be in my ccih,oe aynawy yma hsit itfrs tgnoet ecdson. My necdos tyn,rlgase tge cieohc asalwy i. Elwl ho. Em emslyf mftoroc ro etesh terinevoin,tn sueces''x t'si perahps p,aht sjtu t'si bertte dnievi ageinld aer 's'neorsa lla ot ro fo to i hawt phsrape pu a phresap mace whit. .
.
Asawly hretevwa ircears tyr het 'mi e?arttm a,sy eods juts n,o what liek eayfuepcll dna eewrvrhe t,o ownrd it s'lte em hatp to we ofatl rctuner tno. Te'sl yppha be. I lla ask 'hatst anc rof. .
.
,elvo.
Euetmruf.
.
P. S. Of rylael ma pudro im' i us,. Dan hwo adrh o'nwt i edwrko wnok iudoctsn i ew orsfetf ,hsit otu rfo. Efil soge o!n.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please


Load more comments

Sign in to FutureMe

or use your email address

Don't know your password? Sign in with an email link instead.

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Create an account

or use your email address

You will receive a confirmation email

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Share this FutureMe letter

Copy the link to your clipboard:

Or share directly via social media:

Why is this inappropriate?