A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ta nera gnucihlct fo swa eth slp,i my ndhsa llits owrayd,o eht cnrero sslac ndiotapieptsmn aets back my of eegd at ltersu otbh het eht. .
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C ,all ym tendat egnsie c ssneo,sl nad eyalrl cphyssi a msto for saw i,hsertmyc guirnchs ea,lurtitre ot fro ftunreaount ofr d teujbcs fo a a ouiatrevf. Od ceextdep odlcu tutoghh a for tub i erdga llew i my i i,sscceen saetl od at vreen etertb to. For as rluaeietrt. . . Hre wie fbeoer yuo xam:e tedtnade hwne wyo,rr dya llerac t'd"no i dan a inefdr ruteirlaet hawt "einf my we itl teacehr tboh told liwl ym em iq od atstoluninoc. Os tey and su eth na osrced c ngwor es'sh tno ,a ,ohter one of rgown, csbeuea a. Tesubjc idd i to dar,eg (see thwa a tujcveisbe aeirlrutet iltsl utb si s,eur he)te?r. . . Mtso ,all otu i efel asw htis eth dpnongiapisti eradg of. Eavh ouy nacimprog reeobf otps i whta? i giana psere ot eylmfs nda ot gto tou my nkow erally sersst sflmye. Owh ,em wlsaay ear ahnt edrbum smrrtae nda olppee ppleeo ahtn will be how eehtr era em. Eghnou agraeev nogl is ibnge sa 'erew phayp dgoo as. Olyriseu,s tsle' stih psto ta,hbi ihtsyt psleea.
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Db,a oot wichh i out not sthi at too of 0,9 osinpt tlhyglis gaaeevr otpi,n oc,ers laactylu arkn tireeh vaeob a si odscre ayrclif hlduso i 75 not ttah oodg. .
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Ohcesdk yad ot mnpgio, ro taonedi,sppdi i sa ecma tow a cmhu vene dan eapiatcepr rgsdae i my sa of actepc tarfe telf. Haev a ofr to!o sreu juecbts eenv mahst a for na nad scredo aralybug ot ofr msto eeths geaelrn sre,oc otw teh futilficd i eewr sergda rpeap, unc,eextedp. Eehst su ayller eerw of wto i am ,c het igthesh a eucsbjts nca fro veiblee uoy 'evi soderc dopru h?tta ni shloco eerv. Ulytr. .
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Ot ro a tanw otu i hatt i fatc in tpnio teh gnmiusa rocse llo na eerith d,c/ aosl neetbwe on. Ro m'i gdoo ti hterei i ta earyll c,sku. Attsh' i ohw ,ma i sesgu.
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In whti ym ni het ,57 fo rcunty,o rjaom ouicitacnmmon a tihw pedpial tfris hist a igbtegs erhet treniiiusvse chocei as pr i ot. Yb my nus, oso,iclyog isetdan fefored dsncoe coec,hi tun eeredtjc otunnrtleayuf, and ofr saw i asw leelcptymo. Sinusbes u,ms me fefrdoe mweanhe,il nmnmtegeaa. .
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Vnee wehn a moiscnmiaotcnu - gbi preuus pu ni ucro,se nlfaliy adn unfny madre a r,made aecm a ton eno uy"o veren of ihtw fiel, het lngo i"eks, i i had rfo dreeeg nepo woh ersya enhegiet evuiesrn a dais to to - ym. .
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Gmnaatmene the ot ni epactc the i nde dicedde rsoecu ussbeisn. I docul ot teh twan psrphae ot ni heewr tihs me sitll be leda rtufeu.
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My my ce,hcio eb ei'v ym checoi ifel srfti yam ni ynywaa btu eotgnt decons vnere this. Teg ecndos srgenyatl, hiceoc asywla my i. Oh well. Pu or i sit' ehpsrap twha meac fo myelfs me heets aer lla asres'no' to a rvienntoin,et or ot th,pa su's'exec iendiv 'its egadnli trtebe ustj ihwt shaerpp pehpasr foortcm. .
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Hte mi' rserica tfloa ew it no, ewvhreer tewhraev phat not slet' ot sjtu rodwn hatw sa,y ikle aawsyl dseo neurrct ,to and eayeulpcfl me tyr a?ttrme. Pyahp be slet'. H'atst cna ofr i all ska. .
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Lv,oe.
Uerfmeut.
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P. S. Of ma u,s ryalel pudro im' i. For who nowk ew dna i it,sh fftsreo i snutdcio out wtno' rkodew ahdr. Soge feil o!n.

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