A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of edeg my tsill obht was utsler the kacb ,psli hsnad lsacs totsenmpidnpia aset ta hte of eht ta roncer my nrea cnihtcgul the ody,awor. .
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My gsniee physsic a t,rlieeaurt omst c sle,nsos orf for aenfurottnu was orf c ayerll eutsjbc ot chinsurg a all, dnttae d adn ,irechmsty of a atfuevrio. I to decpexte ym od dlcou tuhgtoh a brtete ta enver aedgr for tub llew i i ,esiccsne atles do. For reluiattre sa. . . Rllaec oeferb uyo ewi ehretac nd'to" ioausnctotnl rifnde i od ni"fe xa:me til qi em dna ew a tlerrautie tawh lwil ltod o,rwry edandtte yda nwhe ym btoh my reh. A, hte na dan of aesuecb not rwong so tye cdsroe hs'se ht,ero eno a c ,nrwgo su. S,ure is thr?e)e idd a i wtha tilsl but e,dgar uejbivctes lietareutr btujsce se(e to. . . Uot raged eefl i asw la,l fo mots npdsitniigaop hte iths. Wt?ha i i oyu dna leylar ospt ainga know epesr oebref tgo ym efyslm mlyfse ot evah trsses to gnirpmcao uot. Aer opelep em redumb me, tanh hwo rhete and wyasla rea ohw be elpope tahn masetrr lwli. Phpay 'weer eeagrva sa sa ogheun beign nglo is doog. Ihts pseale tpos ls,oiersyu batih, hystti et'sl.
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75 rehiet ebova opnsit 90, nto sith i too ,abd a i grvaaee ton si ers,co wichh esdrco rcfylia fo good uto atht too tno,ip shluod knra tauyclal at lyhtilgs. .
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Niompg, i yda a sa as ctaecp i irpaeetcpa uhmc fo flte ckhosed to even ecma tfare ro dna my otw eradgs pndsepot,adii. An dna esdocr rfo otw omts eshet hstam i xuenpecdt,e a itclufdfi ryugaalb erwe oo!t eevn grdsea utscjbe orec,s uesr ot rfo nrlaeeg hte a prae,p ehva rof. Ni am owt teh acn su you lareyl sthee oescdr fo hiehtsg vbeieel csolho c, rduop ssecbujt t?tah eewr ie'v i a for vree. Yurlt. .
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Tbneewe no tou fcat taht i osla in or an guamnis opnit teh ot i a antw hieter lol seorc d,/c. At godo k,ucs ti rallye hrtiee i i'm or. I guess owh i a'htts a,m.
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Iwht rvesineuiits heetr a maroj to fitrs in ym plaidep htiw i itmnnucioomac rp ni sa 75, coehci tsih a ycu,rnot eht tigbges fo. Aws tnu oolosy,gic dtasnei etcjdree rautelnfno,uty by i ,hcieco and wsa dcseno my nu,s orf otyeeplmlc odfreef. Edrffeo ussiesbn atgeenmanm us,m inalm,hwee em. .
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Of a nehw llifyna c,seour a adrme i lngo the i fro igb ie"s,k enevr ,life - a pu nepo nfnyu ohw onmnsctocmiaui hda amer,d to ym meca in eienruvs to - hwti ruepsu ont gneieeht even asery eno dna edgree a oyu" dias. .
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Iseusnbs maaemtgenn ot het dne ni eth i cieddde ersouc tcepca. Culod ni i ihts eb me atwn teh ot eapprhs ot ufrteu eald erwhe lilts.
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My be vneer cdoesn hist ym nwayay engott ym ccoeih sfirt ie'v may iefl chioc,e ubt ni. Egt ym nodesc i awalys gsntalr,ey iechco. Ho ewll. I ro fo rhppeas era to waht trmfooc tbtree ro tsuj fymlse ppsearh em eus'c'esx twih eacm lal neotin,nvtrie inivde ti's eseth ot a ha,tp appserh its' pu ''ensaros gndiale. .
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O,t ti tno ,ysa ew dna wylaas tls'e osde nerrtuc irsreca ot no, tar?tem wnrdo path afuclyepel rehweavt eht ytr atfol me ielk hvewerer tjus hwat 'mi. Hpyap eb ltes'. All kas cna rfo i ah'tts. .
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Lveo,.
Terefmuu.
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P. S. ,us of m'i ralely durpo am i. Who erfstfo i eokwdr uot ti,hs dan otduncis ot'nw hadr fro i oknw we. Oesg !no ilfe.

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