A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eth of litls sndah alssc aws hte seat ym rane abkc ntugcclhi tlseur eth at the tpasdinetmponi my orenrc wydorao, at egde htbo pli,s of. .
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D jbeucts fo hrsncuig lyrael rfo adn a saw schpysi ll,a iegsne for a ossnle,s ot auntufentor rof my a irtmhsyce, vfteruaio c ttdaen ostm rt,lairutee c. I tub wlle od tebtre a ym ta doluc i for uthghto altes do to nvere i cesnci,es regda tepdecxe. As rof tlaiuerert. . . Inderf a ehr ew wehn etdnaedt eratehc tbho lcrlea ea:xm iq ndt"'o oebfre oyu ym ietlarrtue em my illw thaw nef"i lti i ewi nitnuoolstca adn owry,r do dotl dya. Of so o,wgrn shes' c rowng the nad us cedros oen a ont hoe,rt ,a csubeea ety na. Ese( tub did r?eeh)t i si a ,ures ahtw ot tlruieeatr ilslt gedar, jcstbeu eiucbesvtj. . . Aws of shit gidnipsaipnot efle raegd hte i uto omst ,lal. Rgonmpica leysmf efebro ym i yuo ot to psree uot ayllre wnko i srtsse and ostp vhae th?aw elyfms nigaa otg. Aylwas etmarsr aer owh tanh hwo nda be lepepo epleop tehre em, me ilwl are brmeud nath. Yaphp onlg gbein odgo vraeage as r'wee hongeu sa si. Laeesp stel' otps hitb,a iths sroyisuel, hysitt.
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Not a odog ta i out ahtt ltlauyac hiyllstg too osecdr ,tpoin b,ad rank 09, chiwh vraeega lhdsuo fo iheret si this too cs,ore i ton 75 ryailcf pitson eaobv. .
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Nad sa yad pomng,i a sa tfle my two epaireaptc i of much cema ot atfre i sedgra hecskod ctceap aponsdiidte,p or neev. Neve rfo fro i owt esorc, a xtuce,pened stmo fticliufd ehets athms na docsre eht rdgsea dan rlayaubg fro !oot elreang to ehva wree sjuebtc ,ppaer rseu a. Bsscjtue ahtt? i am ev'i c, uoy reew teh a fo ohoslc eralyl tigshhe rfo veieleb nca sthee drosec us ni rvee droup otw. Tyrlu. .
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Toinp a uot na ehtrei ,c/d i i ahtt seorc ot no imsnuga ni eht wtneebe llo ctfa twna or asol. Odog i ta eireht or uc,ks ryllae ti im'. Hwo i ssgeu ,ma i sht'at.
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Het trieeiisnsuv as cochie a stgeibg aideppl itwh 5,7 i wiht ym hits ifrst in ot yrnouc,t a jroma eehtr rp fo in mnocuotinimca. Tnu earotnt,fuulny ctplmeeloy ,nsu fro saw i ocly,gsioo was my jrdteeec eerfdfo ,chiceo dnaetis cndseo adn yb. Rofdeef m,su wemhine,al tnamgneaem esunisbs em. .
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Eevrn nnyfu newh ks,e"i eon rmead i ton i dha fe,li ifyalln to rayse mdare, my mcae s,ercuo - fo a a dsia - ot vene degree uaoincmocisntm nolg hwo eghtinee up a a nuveries igb eth euprsu dna fro wiht epno "yuo in. .
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Teh ucerso nde cdeeidd to ameatmnegn aecctp the i in einbsssu. Aeld cdolu to urueft me to shit i weher ppshera teh itlsl awnt be ni.
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Cech,oi my mya ym efli be in btu ym ftirs iocche 'iev sthi sdcone yyanaw nveer ntgteo. Gte lasway rlytgas,en cnsdoe eochci ym i. Ho lelw. Aer to ceam sethe em spaphre ttrbee 'sit 'xsucs'ee eagnidl lal ,innoeetrintv ot idvnei a hwat jsut s'it or semylf i up ,ahtp tihw fo pepsrha 'asos'enr pahsepr or otmfcor. .
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Stuj etsl' adn phat yrt ti eurntrc aywlas awth evrhreew ,ays tarmet? to downr i'm not ew foalt esod ,on me eth awvtrehe ,to ecirsra elfcpleyua klei. Aphyp eb t'els. Hastt' i orf sak anc lla. .
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Lo,ve.
Tefremuu.
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P. S. Upodr i fo ma ,us leyrla mi'. Ohw it,hs ahdr orwked now't retfosf orf out ew i i sotidcnu knwo adn. Seog no! lfei.

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