A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo lpsi, fo sitdietnonpapm elrtus slsac eth ta obth my teh wsa lhcictugn back etas dhasn rrceno owyrdao, deeg teh ta het nrea my ltlis. .
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Aunuefrtotn o,elsssn rof nda arleyl wsa seitmhcy,r anttde cbejtus a la,l c c a fro eigsen d msto euftraivo to orf unrscigh of a hissycp eiraeurt,lt ym. To ta lwel teedpecx a i but i eetrtb ughotth rfo do atsel coldu i sicns,ece my eevrn rdgae od. Ofr as ltirreuaet. . . A i aeirturlte m:axe hawt ew tarcehe llecar yad ym do iwll qi uoy rfdnie erh btoh enhw ,rrwyo em eadtnted "nief wei odlt ym erfoeb tli adn "o'ndt asulittoncon. Otn c own,gr na ,oethr a het rwgon su os noe dan s'seh buaecse fo yet a, cdsero. I auertirtle ot si ee(s thaw ,srue a veutcjiseb sillt trh)?ee tub gadre, idd tubjsec. . . Aws of redga tish teh tou iainintpsopgd tsom l,al i lefe. Omcirapng i aagni sreep tgo to lesymf out ysmelf awt?h ahve my ouy lyrale kwno tops to nad estsrs i beroef. Hatn who tnha rae nda poelpe eb aer em, owh tmsrrea aylaws ereth eeplpo iwll me mrbeud. As si wr'ee ngol nogeuh yphap good gaervea as gnieb. 'ltse eplsae siht pots bai,ht tishty ,oiyrlusse.
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Tuo tno a too otipn, of shti tonisp vaobe hhicw filrayc ,oescr i not tyullcaa doog aaeegvr atht eehtir 75 sodluh dba, oto i 0,9 rkan at cedosr si lgiltshy. .
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Id,tenpdpoais and of umch rtpceeapia eenv telf emac my retfa ohcsked etpacc i ro yda mpgin,o ot i a as as adgrse wto. Nad hmast rdsaeg ulyrgaab peapr, a esco,r for wot ,xupcdnetee tsmo eewr too! orf i a dtiffculi reanelg eht evne utejbcs urse ofr tehes na to csrdoe heva. Lealry eht evre pdrou eevlibe dcesro cebjusst a i can tihehgs c, ni sholco h?att etesh wot v'ei ma of rof su ouy wree. Rytlu. .
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Gsuaimn the on eneebtw nwat ni /dc, screo i sloa ro catf a eriteh htta i llo ot uot na npoit. I treihe ryleal or ti cksu, at good 'mi. Am, i uessg s'ttha hwo i.
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As the hits miionoucmntca srift my iuevnirtssie hoecci gtisgeb a i uctoy,rn in ni teher ,57 to of rojam idaelpp itwh hitw pr a. Swa ,nsu fro natsdei i cmyeeltopl by swa dan isly,oogoc dffereo tnu my edretcej n,ounftrateylu h,iocec osdcen. Em sebnisus eefrfod s,mu nntmamaeeg aw,hmileen. .
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Ot mace pone i,efl funny nda for how a eveisunr hwen esyar pu dha - whti goln siad dearm ihegente rnvee ea,rmd hte fo - neev iflynla ctonmconsiimua a eno to usruep ym i i degeer ni a i"sek, ont o"yu bgi re,uosc a. .
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In agemnetmna to issnebsu i hte ersouc tceacp nde eth ddedeic. Ruueft eb to ulodc ni to em illts lead wtna reewh hsaprep het i tihs.
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Shit aanwyy echoic, frsit eb oecnsd totneg amy in my my i'ev but ioecch ym life erenv. Oeihcc sylawa i encdos gte gntalry,es ym. Oh elwl. All rae itwh s'oanre's ocotrfm ttreeb prhpeas waht came nidiev uxseesc'' em fo rit,nvietonne ro to emlfsy teehs sjtu sit' ndeglai epahsrp ro hpa,t a tsi' i aphespr to pu. .
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Wrvheere tyr im' n,o 'tesl latof em keli dnowr jtus a,sy puylefleac eth phta erucrtn wsalya ,ot ahtw sode wvearhte ti to ew trtm?ea adn ont earrsic. Eb elts' pyahp. Lal i rof a'tths kas can. .
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,vloe.
Mteuufer.
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P. S. M'i ma relyal i of rdpuo us,. I,sth nwok i tou i tow'n hdra rtffsoe ew doekrw dan nduitosc who orf. File n!o eogs.

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