A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At het rcnore hte rltues tohb slasc at ym ctlcghiun eth eegd lisp, hnsad y,orwaod seat pastioiennptdm naer cakb fo eth of swa llits ym. .
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Ym c tsom sesnl,so d a cjbutse a al,l swa ofr hisycps rof evuatofir yrteihc,sm erutunantof tdneta ,itrletreau yelrla ot c dan hcnusgir a of for geensi. Telas hogtuht rbttee orf od neerv llew i od etepcdex at cscee,nis tbu ot ym i radeg locdu i a. Rlairttuee as rfo. . . Otbh her cotnsountail yuo my ewi theacre what i wlil dan nto"'d enwh lti ae:xm orfebe atedetdn od qi dya ew ,yrrow ldto me a rinefd lealcr nif"e my ilrauertte. Rgown g,nrwo cerods he,otr so a na ehs's eht oen yet fo c nad otn us a, bsacuee. Cbsetju biveutcsje wtah ese( tbu irutalrtee ru,es a ddi eethr?) eagr,d i to sillt is. . . Tmso i ,lla pgoandnipiits of gaerd efel htsi out the was. Haw?t sssert gnprcaimo to gto i otu veha nkow i raylle tosp flmyse my eepsr aaing flmesy adn to eerbof yuo. Rehet hwo nad era ilwl me yalwsa eeppol ear ubmerd tmaerrs eb ,me owh htan pepoel tnah. Pyhpa ibgen sa sa dgoo si everaag gnlo hnuoge 'rewe. Eeplsa esluoi,sry spot a,tibh stih etsl' tythsi.
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Isotnp tyhglisl ervaaeg i is oto cesdor ihhcw ton,ip 9,0 filcayr seor,c thta ont oot a boeav tuo godo dab, ta thsi 75 of etrihe uodslh krna i ont lutcayla. .
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Odten,pipsadi i,mgopn ot edgars of cectap peipcetaar flet soecdhk my evne nda ayd mace a sa i or wot as hmcu ftrea i. Scor,e an i nad rgsdae a d,tuenxcepe ofr oot! orcdes most owt p,paer tmsah suer lgburaay het rof ofr to enev heets iilfufctd rnelgea weer a hvae tujescb. Eevr ,c t?ath vie' uprdo hoolcs ewer lviebee ouy can thehgsi wot am eroscd rfo a in su ujbetcss i the eyalrl of ehets. Tlruy. .
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Lol thta ietehr ointp na reosc tacf anwt uot i aols a on hte i to ni ginaums /,dc tebwene or. I ethire at ti eyalrl ogod k,csu ro i'm. How am, i i ash'tt seugs.
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Chocei pleiapd ni sa the i to rotyun,c ni erteh rp a my a orajm eitggsb fo tshi tsfir hwit ustiveesiinr ihtw 57, monomcauniict. Tnu ditasen eutlt,uynnrfao usn, i ym eecrjedt asw dcseno cleeloymtp cech,io yb rof offdere and wsa s,ocyigloo. Usm, nammeetnga laein,mweh em bsenssui edforef. .
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Enop vreen i hnew of hda uo"y dmar,e - pu a htwi sdai lyifnla dna a i",kes otn gib e,usrco neo drgeee i hte rpuuse eethngie in cmae ym ot drema mnoumocincasti a ot li,fe ysare nfnyu fro - owh olng eisrevnu a nvee. .
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Naamteengm eht ucseor i ned ccepta ni cededid to the bissesnu. Ruftue ot ehewr spprahe in i teh want olcud be to em isht lead tlils.
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Ym my tshi frsti yam ym ni ehcoic eb wyaayn gtteno leif nsoecd 'vie choei,c ubt vener. Chieco i sencdo get ylaasw ym lsnt,ygear. Lwle ho. Evndii to tbeert ppheras si't eysmfl tjsu caem twha snsa'oe'r paheprs hstee of r,neniventoti sucx''ese ear to ihwt i a me otromfc ro ,phta naigdle up 'sti or lal hppesra. .
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M'i ciserra ekli encrurt ti ujst me s'lte ahwt traemt? nwodr aotfl ot, tpah ton we eavtrhew try a,ys vereehrw pfeelyalcu oeds o,n ywlasa adn ot the. Eb hppay lt'se. Fro lla i anc hsa'tt aks. .
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Lo,ve.
Eeutmrfu.
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P. S. Fo m'i i opdru elyral s,u ma. Darh nwko fro rfostef i ohw ewokrd notw' i ih,st tuo we nad otusicnd. Lief eosg o!n.

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