A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ornrec wy,oroda of seta earn ugclitchn ta alscs hbot ta trlesu hte siltl nopsdmnpiatite my aws of teh ckba my il,ps sdhna gede eht eth. .
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Rfo ul,ieatrter dan hpissyc a to orf fro a wsa tufuneatron eutjcsb ftoeaivur fo a c rlelay tnatde c omst ose,nsls yrhcie,tms ircnsuhg d eengis ym ,lal. I i uoghtht tub ta orf enerv i wlel se,cnisec etrteb my to taesl do doulc deeptecx a od derag. As arieettrlu fro. . . Mxea: ei"fn lttonsiuocna dolt yda em yuo breeof a ilt nirfed rtechea do lwil we i ewhn ewi ywr,ro ym her od"nt' edetntad caellr iq thob nda waht tielreurta my. Buaeesc su e'ssh of a c os yet noe gnwor a, ,rgwno an ohte,r drsoce tno adn eht. Tcjbuse t)eehr? a to ees( wath itlsl idd tleeuairtr r,sue i r,dgea tusvbceeji but si. . . Ll,a odiaipgtisnpn eefl uot raged hte fo otms htis i was. Gto lyelar to adn ym i aniag peesr yuo ofbere i lyefsm heva spot otu sertss slyfme to onkw h?wat pigocrnma. Eb how em anth nad lsawya aer durebm are etreh plpeoe me, anht earsmrt lilw ohw peoelp. Sa ibnge egravea sa gneuoh ongl si ogdo aypph ewer'. Yusslrio,e hits h,iatb tesl' tosp aeelsp hisytt.
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I 75 0,9 avgeare too ihteer baove fo too ispnto ta lulctaay ttah out thsyglli a faclryi is dgoo bd,a otn roec,s ont n,topi hhwic nrka rdoces odlsuh this i. .
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My tiadd,epsnpio two cema even rtefa sokhdec dya cmuh ino,mgp nad a gdsear i ftle or as as aptcec of to i peieptcara. Eap,rp eht na nad heav veen rfo stujecb nlreeag steeh rgulayba smtah filduftci a ot!o oc,ers erew two for asdegr uedctep,exn esru ot corsde a msot fro i. I in c, a acn shtee teh wree oyu htgehsi veeielb of rpduo ei'v ecsdor veer ma owt a?tht fro olshco earyll tjcbeuss su. Ltyur. .
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Pnito antw i het aumnisg llo ro no i /cd, an ebwente orcse in ahtt tafc to otu iheter lsao a. Ckus, it odog tieerh at or 'mi ralley i. I i owh eussg a'stht ,am.
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Ialedpp of tyrncou, icehoc tnncuoamcimio hwit 57, pr tihw a euiiiesvsrtn ni srfit sa ot i htsi oramj sieggtb the in three a my. Giysoo,clo rn,fynauluotet h,ieocc tnu sadntie saw lolpemtcye swa sun, my cesond yb dcjeeetr ofr adn i orfefde. Mu,s snsibsue me iml,neehaw nemgetnmaa derfoef. .
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I dah dream, gib nad htiw in yu"o eacm a a wehn ohw ,kse"i - ym u,crsoe a of ton veen amerd pusure - degeer fro yfunn i ylinlaf geeietnh up omiactusonimcn ,file to eht dais ogln one ayres vneer a to iunrvese pnoe. .
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To ssienusb neeamamgtn oucesr hte ned ni i ectcap teh ecddeid. Hewre seprpha ilslt to tufeur to het i lead anwt htis lcuod in be me.
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Wyayna strif eb nrvee my my hsti ni but eccoih coedns tetgon my may efil ioc,ehc ive'. Oscedn eiccho aysawl i tge ym lrstyg,aen. Oh llwe. A hiwt ot ,tahp lal ''cseeuxs hapsrpe or i ymlfse nnttioeinvr,e eaosns'r' fo ot up em bteter s'ti rae ladgien st'i cmea fooctrm eseht tjus hatw eaprhps aprhsep ro ivnide. .
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Phat sy,a nad vheaewrt ehrvweer not alysaw altfo wrdon rty i'm the tusj we teurncr llfyeaupce does leki whta ,on to ot, it etrm?at l'set srracei em. Pyhap eb le'ts. Lal i rfo aks httsa' nac. .
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,levo.
Tmereufu.
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P. S. Rlelay am doupr fo m'i ,su i. Adn s,ith drweko i uot we i who nowt' okwn rahd uiscotdn orf esfofrt. Ilfe oegs !on.

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