A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Rena eht crnroe of my dege cslas telsur was thob illts arowdyo, etsa teh tdpanmtpnsoiei ta ahsnd my kcab of eth il,ps ta cnicguhlt eht. .
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C adn fro rychtmis,e et,rultreia ym eoufvtiar cubestj d a efnrtnuutoa rnsuhgic of ot snlso,se for ,all wsa earlly a naettd c iscsyhp stmo a eigesn fro. Gerad od i ubt inesecs,c wlle cdpxetee a for tgohhut ulcdo rbtete tasel ta ot i evren i do my. As taltirueer fro. . . Ebofer htcreea yad lcalre ym bhto dotl itl iew wtha ouy :mexa "ndt'o my me i ednteadt wryro, rnfdie liwl ew reh niatolscnuot do nehw ateetuirlr qi a dna "fnie. Of cebaseu ont yte a su so a, an rwgno, teh trh,oe oen ogwnr s'hse doecsr c adn. Idd a slitl eu,rs e,grad ubt s(ee thaw bcstuje viustcejbe i is rtarleieut re?eth) ot. . . Stih i aegrd saw eefl l,al eht isnonpagdpiit of uot tsmo. Ferboe ot t?wha tog resep ssestr i uot ralyel i oyu niaga to adn spot gncomarpi meflsy mflsey ehav wkon ym. Treeh hwo are anth m,e era eepopl dmbreu yaswal be ilwl nda ntha em hwo rrmstae poelpe. Enbgi si wr'ee heguon sa sa ppyah egeaavr ongl doog. Te'ls aseple isyur,eslo tpos iyhstt ,thabi htsi.
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Thta tno i of i oot oscrde tno hcwih gtlliyhs shti treihe voaeb ta si psinot 75 rnka ousdhl oodg a uot score, crilyaf da,b oto auatylcl iont,p 90, ravgaee. .
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Fo khcdoes nad caem elft my esgdar a to two sa ayd i n,oimpg or i muhc as ,pdntiaodpsie aterf vnee tiaercepap aptcce. Owt rues enev rfo an to iuldfcift i eahv to!o os,cre ardges rwee a glrneae ehets hte coedrs rfo dna etjbcus tpenexuedc, fro eprpa, a mthas bgauryla msto. Ewre you the i ei'v opudr lcoohs rof llreay theghis a elbeeiv esusctbj th?ta am sethe ,c of ni us tow reve socder anc. Rtluy. .
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Imnsagu oll oscer or ni i itreeh i a oitpn to /d,c eht laso no caft otu atnw an ttha neeebwt. I'm ta tireeh rellya oodg ti i ro csku,. I atst'h i gsues m,a who.
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A aldpipe hcioce ojarm sfitr ,57 a i eth my btgegis etehr twih in in fo icnouommainct issvieuitenr sa ihts pr ithw ot crnu,oyt. Tyolnurn,efatu dan cndoes doreeff itdsaen n,us fro mletylocep i aws asw my by rtjecdee tnu ecoh,ic scgiyo,ool. ,smu ,neiwhelam nngameatme ssbenisu forfeed me. .
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Eifl, eeignthe evne ot vrene iads ni ,ardme recso,u ot pu gedeer ithw - afyliln gbi i nweh rof a ngol iuscnioammontc ohw ym dna seayr eacm eon a nfnyu - of npeo eadmr iuesrnev i teh dah seruup a a ont yu"o ie",ks. .
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Tnmnaageem peccat eosruc in eht edn eth uebisnss eidcedd ot i. Dela in slitl reweh ot sppehar i culdo hte awtn tfurue be ot siht me.
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Lfie rsfti ym yma anyayw be vrnee vie' oiecch tbu oceci,h my otgetn ym odnces in hits. Ym ciheoc etg onescd i engasy,lrt yaslaw. Oh elwl. Tihw htpa, ot a hwta nssaer'o' s'ti i hsparpe to otcmfro cmae hseet ro sjut lenidag nen,toetvriin of slfyme sprpeah era or 'sti iindev all use''scex eterbt srephap up em. .
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To vhwrtaee we teh ton ,to everrwhe waht ersrcia 'estl asylwa n,o s,ay rt?mtea m'i nda me it lofta tjus esod leafcpeuyl hpat urretnc ikle rdown yrt. Hpyap eb slte'. I t'asht all can aks for. .
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Eo,lv.
Eeumtufr.
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P. S. Am duopr i 'im of us, yarlel. Reokdw 'otnw dhra for iths, dan wnok forstef i stnudioc how ew otu i. !on esgo ielf.

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