A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Iltls akbc swa imtdspnipanteo rean yrdao,ow my eth lps,i ta nrroec teh thbo sreutl teh fo gdee het at my calss dnahs lcgichnut teas fo. .
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Orf iesneg la,l c for iutrafove asw a of a c auenfntotru a my ejsbctu ss,lonse ot lrrtei,aeut fro ysec,ihrtm dan d earyll ghscurni cpishys osmt eadntt. I venre tub regad i do ghhutot c,nessiec cdolu my xeceepdt tetebr do fro lewl a at to i laest. Eutrlratei sa fro. . . Efdrin wie a me otld td'n"o ntadtdee ew tbho fbreeo yuo llwi ady iq nfi"e arutrlieet aociuonttsln nad my thaw ,wyror m:xea hnwe i hre lraelc my ctehrae od ilt. Noe eesaubc otn of ,a c dna tey he,ort wn,ogr na gworn su hse's a esrdoc os eht. To ddi is e,gadr a eturreailt e(es stjceub i he?t)re athw lilts ctieseuvbj ,uesr tbu. . . Fo hits feel was ll,a eht smto gdear pagnnopiidits otu i. Tosp cnmrpiago dna evah naiag ot eborfe ahw?t ot sfymle eylalr tuo i ownk ym uoy efmlsy i sreep estrss gto. Reeth ear aer anht waysal muebrd eb sreratm oepepl me m,e anth nad owh lwil who lopeep. Geibn eaaevrg sa e'erw oodg ppahy as si nlgo nguhoe. Hsit leasep s'let tsityh iorsu,sely spot b,iath.
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Ntspoi si aoveb ,ipnot yihltgls ta nto ore,sc i oto uatllcya hist rkan aeraevg i tou hhwic a odog bad, nto fo oto odescr eiehtr duhslo 57 90, lafiyrc taht. .
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As as and i rtfea wot ftel anetpsidpdi,o even ro peeatrcapi came ot i drages ym ctpcea umhc dya ocsehdk npmg,io fo a. Wto a peuct,edexn erngeal were hvae i rof orf adn an dgeras ebjtcus a smto eesth orf ffiltucdi rpeap, t!oo bugayarl esru ot esrdoc teh even asmht rsceo,. A teh uyo rfo olohcs llryae at?th otw were belviee upord vree ujstebcs i ma ,c cna of su e'iv esrcdo hegtsih ni htese. Rtuly. .
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Iamungs atth na tacf a eebewnt hte ocsre npoti iheter in dc/, no nwta i to aslo lol ro uot i. It cu,sk dogo i ta or 'mi rhetei rlaely. I ugess a,m i how h'atst.
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Egbstig hte htwi iauinmtococnm pr trfsi siht erssenivutii in my ihcceo moajr fo ot a a 57, ithw sa i eappdli in ctun,oyr terhe. Tnu sdineat rdfeoef i glc,yiooos wsa osdecn orf s,un saw dna my ,icehco ouelunttrnyaf, yb receetdj elelcytmpo. Nmtganmaee n,maeiwehl esbisuns usm, em oefrfde. .
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Ardem easry my dias neo ahd a ,life nctnooicmusaim - i upsuer a nope hwen geeedr tehgeine ,dmaer unfyn ilflnya reneuvsi dan eevrn who orf big y"uo het to - in lngo a eenv to csu,ore ceam fo ithw i not a "ske,i up. .
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Ot bunsesis eedcidd naamntegme in ucrose den teh cepact teh i. Odluc i to fueutr teh edal eb ppresah twna sllit em ni to sthi rhewe.
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But amy rfsit my e,cicho tsih my otnget my v'ie ochcie lfei vener yayawn nescdo in be. Wasyal ym ocesdn ntasgelyr, i ehcoic egt. Oh ellw. Ndieiv appeshr itwh phaserp ceam i or tusj era to gaednli ro lsfmey to ts'i wtha pphesar thsee is't of up me itto,nievrenn an'es'ors etbtre otmfrco ,path lal a xcuese''s. .
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Klei me adn rtm?eta ,ot ltafo ahpt rrutnec ,ays lset' ew ytr ,on just i'm swyaal it vrrheeew wodrn to oeds otn srarice the lafplcyeeu tawh ervwehat. Apphy lte's eb. I cna rfo kas lla taths'. .
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Ol,ve.
Ueeftmur.
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P. S. Us, opurd erlaly fo am mi' i. How hrda 'ntwo adn fro kown odrwek ew i,ths niscotdu i uto i rfeosft. O!n ogse ielf.

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