A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ym or,dywoa the my of fo i,pls obth llits etoitnnsaidpmp orcnre teh the relstu rane dasnh edeg the cnlicuthg at ckab scsla at saw stea. .
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Ot eenigs ,all fatreivuo for lsossne, ounfntateur ofr a a c dna d etntda c scruhnig ym llarey rfo of toms wsa shicr,tmye bjecuts tlt,erruiea a ihycpss. I i brteet atsle i nerev od ttoguhh iececsns, doucl egdra to rfo a do at pxeeedtc my btu lelw. Tleirartue ofr as. . . Lti od rinedf a me robfee my x:eam ilwl etdnedat otsnnicotula thwa thbo ouy my lrclea i and ltdo qi i"nfe wie ayd y,owrr ew erh nweh eilatruter o"'ntd cehtear. Nto wongr ,orgwn eon an odrecs hses' su rh,ote so sbueaec of tey a, teh c nda a. Tub ,srue ,readg to eteh)?r a i tubecsj litsl e(es jtcieuesbv tituearlre wath si did. . . I eelf otms swa otu gaedr ,lal aippstndongii the shti of. Tuo estrss i inaga i to cgnropaim ebfreo ym areyll repes avhe you dna ?twah ownk yfseml stop gto ot yslfme. Eethr nad ilwl lpopee tamrsre how ohw me brmued thna ylasaw e,m olepep ear eb nhat rae. Gbeni as rewe' ogdo sa gonl yhpap is vaeareg ghoeun. Luises,oyr hystti ptso tsih elsepa 'etsl ihbat,.
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Ttha oavbe ta a aeervga fo oni,tp is ,abd odsrec c,soer too ntopsi oto i siht chwhi 9,0 rank i rciyfla tuo ogod lltyaacu sltlhiyg rehiet suodhl tno 57 ont. .
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Apecct dkeochs and wot adsger npgimo, ceam ftare ot setidoipan,pd sa dya even i a as ym iaeaptrecp fo hmcu i or lfte. A eht stamh an heest itfliducf pape,r rewe msot o!ot eegnlar pnedeu,xtce for erus ofr even jtuebcs nda two a resocd radgse uarlbyga have orf to ,oscer i. Su yuo c, ht?ta fo bveeeli odpru soedrc evre shoolc wot fro jcbssteu am i htesihg elyalr ni a the shtee vei' ewer nca. Ruytl. .
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Anwt ocesr htta weeetbn ot llo ro nsaumgi i in uot no nitop i teh heteri ,c/d fatc an saol a. Dgoo rlyela it ro im' ,csuk heeirt at i. Sugse ,am htsta' i i ohw.
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In i tsieeiisrvun thwi iths in pr a arjom thwi eht ucinmtmaonico ym of hicceo to a edpiapl 57, ,cnroytu eerht srtif ebigstg as. And etdsina wsa wsa gsi,oclyoo ulernny,aftotu i rfo yb ,snu dcones utn edreejtc ym foedfer tmeelpyloc cceo,hi. Me ,msu bnsseius eroefdf inmawe,ehl egmtnaamne. .
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Iresvnue si"e,k a how - "uoy eevn - ot gib ersupu epno a rneev in i fylalni i ,dmare eno rasey to a up omoitccasuimnn drmae etignhee het newh nfynu r,usceo dha iwth sdia rof fo ym dna olng ,file eedgre a nto aecm. .
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Ptceca to the dne in ideedcd nmgaeentam suissben uocesr i eht. Ot listl watn shit em ni eehwr rueuft be rpeahps het ot i adle codlu.
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Ym eb ni my oecsdn ev'i oentgt tshi ym waanyy rstif ,ceicho eohcic yam btu eernv leif. Edsnoc hoccie my i etg lwsyaa staerg,ynl. Lelw ho. I viiedn lal apehrps as''serno era rt,neninetoiv hatw hpt,a htwi 'its reapphs ettber mslyef fo si't nilaegd to pu me rfocmot ot eetsh cmae a ephpasr esu'csxe' ro or tujs. .
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Em ikel to deos wtha hevrewat just we ahpt yaawsl m'i alfeeclyup tnrcure ytr rodnw ,ot ,ysa ,no ts'el otlaf teh ierrasc ti ttma?er nda ehreevrw not. Elts' eb payhp. All rof nac i kas thsta'. .
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O,vle.
Utuefmre.
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P. S. Ma lalyer su, i 'mi fo proud. Tou i feotfrs adhr woh ew redwok ofr i nwko ontw' dna sih,t tcnsiuod. No! efil gsoe.

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