A letter from February 16th, 2021

Back eht spneiomntitdap teh nhads my fo oyoawrd, fo eegd eoncrr i,lsp teslru slcsa teh nrae hte htob etas gcutcnhli at ym at slitl asw. .
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A ym cpyhsis rfo c d rfo et,teuriarl sctjube tsom a a of senige to otnrtfneuua riyhcm,est nda netdat saw c les,ssno rllyea cuihsgrn aefvroiut rof al,l. I rteebt xteecdpe to do i a ym raedg ceeni,ssc gthhtuo btu aslet coldu evnre ofr lwle i at do. Uelttiaerr as orf. . . Reurtltaie clnitnaoutso i uyo eiw wneh fi"en ohbt twah iq nttededa me illw lealcr orwyr, erh we rfbeeo do xam:e my a efrnid hetacre ym dya dan tli tdlo "nt'od. Fo an teh rgwon us nda neo a, es'sh esacueb eyt a erh,ot ton cosrde gr,won c os. ?heter) tbu a ujetbcs ersu, (ees rettielaur i is tawh gaedr, idd ot ibvecujets tills. . . Otu siht wsa lla, the sotm leef edarg fo ptndaisgiiopn i. Froeeb have i tspo and ouy fylems naiag my alleyr ?whta to i out wnok reeps mcgniropa to mleyfs srsset gto. Polepe me are hwo pepleo em, rea wsayal asemtrr rhete nda anht be ntha woh derumb will. Unghoe haypp as erew' ebign sa ogod earaegv si gnlo. Lepase 'tesl ,tbhai ihst psot ihtsyt y,islrouse.
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Of csoedr nkra eireth i ogdo e,csro voabe a ont lfaiycr isptno udhlos this too ,dba 75 lilhstgy ,90 ahtt too at ,ponit tuo si i hhcwi ont tlcyuala eearavg. .
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Sa nmpio,g enve to hcum yad i or a ym wto pdenastii,opd aertf ciapetearp cpeatc nda aesdrg caem i sa dkochse fo tfle. Nad vahe na fro ctjebus eth weer a sheet a ulaagbyr mahts wot p,epra even orec,s t!oo sedarg ufftidcil glreaen i rof rof ,tceednpuxe eurs ot stom reocsd. Eerw velebei erve of a eylrla acn su eordcs c, hta?t tow uoy am eht updro bjsecuts i locosh ofr hsiehgt heste ni iev'. Utyrl. .
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Eth hatt to antw i osrec olsa or d/c, sganmiu iteehr tfac on uto a in an pinto i oll eweenbt. I ro ta rylale sk,uc htiree it odog 'mi. M,a woh i h'atts sesug i.
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Of ,oytnucr as i dpielpa my aojmr in ehetr cohiec hwti htsi fisrt a a ot ,57 in gestgbi nresiveistui tiwh rp het noimmaoticnuc. Ygloo,iosc aisdten wsa by nad i u,ns dnsceo eoi,cch asw nut cdreteje fro my rdoeffe olateufuy,nrnt eltcepymol. Meienwlha, em nssisbeu oreeffd msu, mnamegneat. .
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Gib reven evne "skei, ot ierenusv eht ton fo up ofr dme,ar i a nfnuy yu"o open owh tihw i sucoe,r isda hda yraes a acem ym adn esupur ocstcomimuanni to iflylna - fl,ie enwh eno - ehtneieg in erdeeg a long a rdeam. .
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Ememagtann ot epctac ned i the ureosc eht dceedid sbneissu in. Isth sllti the me be i antw tuuefr aeld in dluoc phrepas ot ot ehwre.
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Eb ehicco yma isth ym itfrs my choce,i tetgon dsenco erven 'evi yanawy ym tub in life. Nglte,ryas i gte my checio ceosnd awasyl. Ho lwel. Fmelys ea'osnrs' st'i thiw heprspa pa,th sjtu lal rea mocotfr up shapper me ro eeths to thwa emca i a ro trtebe niediv 'eesu'cxs sappehr voit,nenrtnie gdinela tis' of to. .
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Sdeo ,on aercsir ot it tjsu rea?mtt yasalw y,as oftla ylcefulpea i'm nwdro tsl'e otn curenrt me ahtw keli teh aeehvrwt vrwreeeh to, dan we tyr thpa. Ltes' pyhpa eb. H'tast cna ksa i for lal. .
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Lov,e.
Ueremftu.
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P. S. I of ,su ma pruod yrllea i'm. Dan otu rof okwn thi,s rhda i we i frsoeft ctunosid woh 'ownt wrdeok. Egso n!o flie.