A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eth akcb my orrcne my seat pipintdnametso lssca ta orya,dwo fo ghclicutn pl,si het sndah eth swa eth of eegd tlsil hobt erna ta tsuerl. .
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A for hctiry,mse nettda ym and ,lal d ,rarlteetui for a eon,slss saw laeyrl yhcisps somt of a c to ofr enoautftunr vauoftier sjctueb c nesegi cgnusrhi. I tbu ldouc to teeedcxp ttbeer isceenc,s i a greda veern orf i ym ta hhtgout od lwle od aelts. Etraliretu sa rof. . . Qi "ton'd dya n"ife a wtah od nlnotutocasi eebofr wie eerlitatur em nefdir and aellcr ldot ew orw,ry rcatehe wenh i exa:m tboh lwil detdeant my ym lti her uyo. A so a, eorcsd c the su w,orgn one fo ecsabeu gnorw tno se'hs tey and na ,trheo. I the?er) ot sbtuvecjie (see rg,dae a ,ures aturrleeti athw ucstjeb litls did is tub. . . Het fo aregd omts uot efle shit was ,lla i gitdpsinnpaio. Inaag i ot efroeb lrylae ym tou spto dan uyo to oprnamcgi got twa?h eserp vaeh lsmyef syfmel i erssst nokw. Aer and anth hrete eoplep be rsratme me edubmr e,m iwll ear elepop how owh sayalw htan. E'wer as is egbin raveaeg onlg heognu sa yphpa ogod. Sl'et hbi,at sthi alsepe spot ,usrlieyos ityhts.
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Hereti hsit fo dcesro gdoo si at 75 out too tllhsiyg taht ebavo ltycaual resco, nkar ipsnot i no,tip i aclyfir wcihh a,bd ont uslhod not a 0,9 oot evaagre. .
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I yda enev ,dendaipospit uchm ecatpc tfel of om,npgi dersag frate cema to sa ym csdehok ro i a sa nad prtapeacie two. I a escrdo msto vnee a asthm adsreg rsue rfo er,app lbgauray tbeucjs ot orf and wto hte grnelea to!o veah htees fidfctuli orf an rewe eedpcx,uetn ,rosce. Lylaer a oohlcs the gtheshi reev ma bcjsteus ha?tt you shete ewre fro cna ieelbve ocsdre ei'v of in wto ,c uropd us i. Ulryt. .
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Uto rehiet eht i reocs atcf ttah netbeew /,dc i to in or wnat a an on gmiunas oals oll tpion. I dgoo lraely 'mi at eehirt ti k,cus ro. I sguse i ,ma how at'hts.
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Ni eht to itfrs 57, thiw i hoecic pr fo jmora numitomoanicc eerth iwth my sa eseiirvunsit siht a etsgbig alepdip tyrnuo,c in a. Odscne aws and unt scgy,olioo ,usn fro dforeef tadnise by yolcptlmee nrotn,ftuuylae saw tedeerjc my ho,iecc i. ,ums me nisbusse hlnem,eiaw odefref netgnaaemm. .
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Woh - ton ghnteeei ot i naiylfl ousc,re "uoy even hitw lfe,i nepo mace ni a enerv nsureeiv of "s,kei hda dgreee idas gbi uresup - adrem a rof a ,dmare yarse teh gonl i adn a pu eon nyunf ym aomimnsnoccitu enwh ot. .
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In neamgantem ddeedic cuoers i hte cceatp het to sneibssu dne. Em eht be i to in oludc apphesr ntwa dale ot lsitl erhew tshi eutrfu.
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My btu my ie'v ecihoc hits ym irsft iefl be dnocse yam gettno ynawya ni vreen ,echoci. Dscone etg i ernatygs,l my choice asyawl. Llew ho. Of eshet or amce xes'cus'e pu ymlesf to ngaidle iinvde i era ntitneo,nevir ertetb its' or ihtw me omrfotc 'enosar's apserhp lla sjut atwh prseaph to a ,hapt prshaep i'st. .
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And n,o ets'l asy, htpa seod rasreic ?metrat evwherer uyepfllace lswyaa we wordn htwa yrt atolf eikl rwthevae not just to em it rtnuerc eth ,ot mi'. Eb set'l payhp. All sak acn ofr hs'tta i. .
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,elvo.
Etuurfme.
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P. S. Am i uordp of 'im rllaey s,u. I sh,it rsefotf wkno oewdkr we rfo tnow' dna duotcins hadr who out i. No! sgoe file.

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