A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At my hte ta sscla owa,dryo egde ym ppetdnointmias hobt hadns li,sp of hte onecrr lilst het lrteus rean the aws of akcb stea unctglhci. .
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Srcugihn ot a most d orf rof ,iaruttrlee c a entdta lyaerl hcsysip al,l fro itechmyr,s c was isegen ym onurufttnea nda a ustebjc nossel,s voafeitru fo. Od scsenec,i tsale tub do dulco orf daerg hhougtt rvnee a ectpeexd i i wlle at i to ym brette. Ttueleairr as for. . . Em aetdndet dna eni"f iq dno"'t lotd r,rywo autelitrre toontnculsai boht yad my wlli xme:a a ehr ahtw we do ouy eraethc iwe newh eferbo ym i fidrne ecallr lit. A o,wgnr eno tey ohe,tr ,a aubecse c nad not es'hs fo rnogw het os an us oscder. To tbu idd sr,ue e(es )e?htre derga, bjceuts a tisll hwat is i ueevbcjits tteilraeru. . . ,all aws igindpsotiapn ihts elef tmso of otu the i rdeag. Llaery gnaai erfeob adn ym to evha i a?htw sopt ot semlyf tou otg rsstse i psree you nokw mfleys inmgcapro. Alwyas thna ilwl uerbmd adn ppoele woh mtsarer owh e,m me rea three atnh eb elppeo aer. Is yphap sa reaavge uohnge 'weer gnlo gdoo as beign. Opts thia,b stih palese yoeuilsrs, yithst 'tsel.
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Oto at a bda, luodhs taht thgylisl graaeev is 57 i i godo tuo yacalult of ovbea nto chwih noistp nakr resodc hreeit oto frlcyia sith tno rcse,o 9,0 pn,iot. .
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Of tpaecc ot two oesckhd edrgas eevn snoatidpei,dp ym a eltf mcuh i or cmea day mno,gpi i prtaepaice as aefrt dna sa. Two scdeor an ulcfitdif were rppea, tseeh omts i sarged mtahs ot hvae oe,src baguaylr rfo for a ece,tpuexnd evne rsue ctjsueb enalerg dna t!oo a the orf. I rpuod ma ,c rdecos in ightseh het su iev' bescstuj fo fro acn eieelbv ewer ethse oyu atth? yrleal a two olochs ever. Yrtul. .
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Riheet lol in a on to etbeewn laso ro htat uto c,d/ ponit i the tawn na corse giamnsu i catf. I'm i ta odgo ietehr ro it cus,k ylaler. I i am, hs'tta woh eusgs.
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Amroj pr i as a ym 7,5 igtbsge to rc,ntyou estrvusiiine ithw hccoei cimumnonaoict teh in in ehrte of wtih ihst a pdleaip sfirt. Hocc,ie ondcse oly,iogosc ednitsa yb tnu t,aufunlretyon jdrtecee lplmetyceo my ofr wsa i oferfed and asw ,snu. Lhneamwie, u,ms namtenegma nbusiess em deforef. .
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A ahd yu"o eredge nvere nolg efil, i ot ecour,s whit siad in a ym evne rfo a mcea a woh i amdre, neo esayr nmisomncucotia seurup nhew eeiursnv - rdema up nto ,ke"si hte nad of enihgete big ynunf peon - faiylln to. .
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I eiecddd ptccae eth edn in cosure teh ot nnmagtmeea ssuinbes. Em isht be ot rheew in teh arepsph lead watn utreuf tsill i could to.
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Eondcs 'evi mya be nayway ym toetgn stih ym tifsr vneer oc,hcie hceioc my eilf btu in. I teg ys,ratngle ciecho lwaasy my odcesn. Ho ewll. Anldegi ser'ons'a tehes em or caem xs''escue cfomotr s'ti ysmfle hearspp peahpsr ot i inoerve,tnitn ,path fo a tusj envidi ot t'is atwh pu or arhespp all wthi are ebetrt. .
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Tnceurr otn crearis ti try hveewrta nad etmrat? ewerverh nword tsju ew otlfa wtah eht lkie em cplleaufye 'lets ot ,asy thap deso sawlay ,no to, i'm. S'tel paphy eb. A'tsht kas rof i lla can. .
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Lve,o.
Eufretum.
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P. S. Fo i 'im am drupo ylreal ,su. T'nwo ihst, i udncstoi orf know rkwedo adn drha ofersft ew tou i owh. On! gsoe lfei.

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