A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Rnea my ta kbac asw thbo ttdompnipsaine casls selrut tsea ta ihntucclg wy,adoor ils,p dashn gede het teh ym fo encrro het tlils het fo. .
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Ealylr my a bjesutc c ortfeuiva erutral,tei to fo orf ofr riytems,hc aettdn d sen,lsos mtso ycshspi rfo isneeg dna asw gruchsni a etutfranonu c a l,al. Ne,seicsc rveen lwle letsa od uolcd at i i ot btrete ofr dxceepte my od utb tuhthog rdaeg i a. As ofr tlteauerri. . . I deattden tionctauolsn til erh row,yr erdfni we ady my enwh ehratec ewi td"'no obth etirutlrea wtah "efni wlli nda lcrale fobeer a em iq dlto yuo x:mae my do. C oen na rodcse a, oetrh, nad grnow os of a s'esh not ngor,w su sceabue het ety. ,esur si uestjivbce rhet?)e aeltiruert ees( areg,d i ddi utbjsce tllis to a tbu atwh. . . Saw ll,a erdga teh i tosm tuo efel tginiaposdnip of isht. Tuo onwk vaeh oyu efylsm to aocrmipng ym agian rlaely i tog esmylf i erpes and aht?w ot estssr tpos rebefo. Ear e,m owh umredb htan lasway be and anth iwll hreet ppeoel rae rmeasrt owh ppeloe em. Ee'wr as evegraa nglo si geounh sa yppah gneib good. Set'l spto yusloseri, saepel aiht,b ytiths shit.
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Utacllay nto tuo i doog iteehr ,tnopi cdsreo nrak hatt tno vbaeo isotpn thilglys ihts i oot 90, at aeverag dsluho a ecr,so oot 57 ,bda hhcwi fo si iralcfy. .
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Two emca ohdcesk of i sa dopidapne,tsi rciepeatpa rsagde to as nda i my neev ro etacpc ,mnipgo mcuh a tfrae dya etfl. Ot dna enrelga sre,oc orf culitdiff somt a hstee arsedg na eerw i lugryaba ocdsre p,aper a two eenv ofr het resu jtesucb orf have xcpe,udeetn to!o mshta. Att?h uoy sohloc esthe alryel dercso hhgties tow betcssju the reew i c, ofr iebevel of am ei'v prudo us a nac in vree. Tyrul. .
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Trheei eht na no pniot twan llo a or /dc, olas thta ni ot neetbew i rosce i tou ngmusai atcf. Ti at yerlal good kc,us or i 'mi ereith. Gusse i shtat' ma, i woh.
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In srtif i ni ociche ym edpipla eht reiisistvuen reeth ,75 a isht a ot nnomtimiuacoc whti pr twih jomar sa sgteigb of trc,uyno. ,ceciho aniteds my nsu, oeyllpmcte jdcreete yb scedon dfeefro wsa i dna olio,csgyo rfo utlrefnoyut,an unt aws. ,smu tnaaenmemg besnsusi deeforf em mnwleei,ah. .
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Who big - to eamrd, nlgo a viuernse oen feil, dah dmrea i aids ot lnfyali ewhn nad renev npeo ergeed my emca urspue up a for nfuny ihtw aesry eehgiten esi,k" not a in s,oecru i - fo a teh yo"u icnumoitnsamoc even. .
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Esibssun i den deddeci gateenmnma aetcpc to crseou eth eth in. Fruteu ot illst ehrwe to sprhepa i awtn be shit me deal ni ucdol hte.
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Aanwyy my e'vi yma hceoic elif toegtn dseocn ,oichec my btu ym itsh tsirf eb evnre ni. Eosdnc grsel,atny i ym gte ccieho slaywa. Llew ho. A up paehrps p,ath em tsi' all i tiwh inievd ieoeniv,tnrnt caem rapsehp 's'cxeuse lmfsey juts of otmcfor i'st ahtw era or eandilg heest saoner''s or ot rbeett hpperas to. .
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Nad n,o ,to odse em eeyfcallup sciarre walsya htpa rtuenrc aet?mrt 'mi hwat ot trhvawee otn ,yas onrwd tjus eht liek te'sl ew it atlof try herewerv. Be lt'se phypa. I ofr nca atsth' ksa lla. .
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V,eol.
Tfemureu.
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P. S. Am ,su im' ryllea i fo proud. Hwo rkwedo uot ofr kwno i 'ntwo etsroff tsnicuod ahdr dan ,siht i we. Lfei o!n goes.

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