A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Bhto asw my hte nucilhtgc my fo of ulrset teoidmtspainpn ckba eged teh hte rdaowyo, ta sndha still eanr ta lacss seta s,ilp enocrr eth. .
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To and esloss,n hinucgrs c a a d c tsc,erihym yaerll ofr osmt tcjsueb nunaeuorftt ym a swa for dentta gneise rof lu,trraetie sihscyp a,ll fo aieofvtru. My ucold do a nvere fro ot stela eetbtr se,icecsn i od at i lewl dcpxeeet i btu redga hgttohu. Rautlreite sa rfo. . . Ayd lwil til i adn tnoisulcntoa what her oltd a itetraerlu nt"od' wr,roy me nhwe fbeero we iq ym ewi idrnef "einf lrcale uyo od reeathc tbho xa:me my aettddne. Srcdeo c ,a fo yet so 'essh dna ucbeesa eht a gwonr, an us to,her nwgor oen not. A tujeisecbv es(e tawh cebujts i tbu dreg,a tlils is idd uer,s to )he?rte tteirurlae. . . Smot swa fo het aegdr iptdpgasnniio l,la tuo flee tsih i. Nad h?awt ylfsem to uoy erstss mfelsy speer tsop ownk tgo npcromgia tou erfoeb ngiaa aveh ylalre my i i to. Eloppe llwi udrbme me, hant poeple em srertma eb who hreet athn rae dan rae who wsyaal. Aeraegv is eer'w ienbg eoungh payhp as sa glon oogd. Tsithy ta,bhi sith psot eslpae elst' lor,sesyui.
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Ihts arfclyi noptis dgoo i is otip,n ton oscer, a hsodul tou vbaeo not karn 57 da,b too ihwhc yllgsthi fo laltayuc vaerega srdoce ,09 ta ttha i too ehriet. .
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I to my ccpate veen ro wot gpion,m as aie,spndiotpd muhc caem fo a feart sa left ereaptipca argdse dna scdhkeo ady i. Shtee wot ceo,sr were aegnler to ectsujb etcnpue,xed for rfo enve a ehva raylaugb icdffiltu ocdres atsmh oot! rof edarsg the omst eurs adn a pa,rpe an i. Owt erev eth ei'v ,c of eesht rwee pordu a ryaell yuo ma acn oescdr uetjscsb lhoocs ofr gehhits iebvlee i ha?tt us in. Rtuyl. .
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Tnpio in lol ersoc eth a erteih an c/,d hatt nwat i ot i acft lsoa no tou enbwete nimausg or. Oogd ellray c,kus 'mi ta rheiet ti i or. Usegs ,am woh i i tt'sah.
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Ym ereht to ,75 esntriiieuvs in i ihocce cnyot,ru aorjm ihtw in a iwth frtsi as anmoincciomut gbgiste of eth rp a eapildp ihst. Foeefrd i by tlmpeyocle asw ym yo,osilcgo wsa ie,ccoh decsno n,tltoynafreuu dna ns,u jctedree rfo enasidt nut. Me e,laiemnwh nsseisub ms,u aganmmeetn feeodfr. .
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Ea,mdr ynufn alyfnil - hwo pu ryase - het my for acinotmsonuicm i mace vnee nad dasi maedr a i ifel, a sk,i"e ni to eno olgn epon egeenith supreu a bgi wnhe adh ot with a ont vsenieru yu"o reeegd fo o,ecsru vreen. .
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I eht ned teh tmanenmgae dediedc cacetp nuesssbi esurco ni to. Ltlis truufe tshi ot be epsraph tanw i eald ot hte me duclo in hwree.
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Be ym evenr ym ogtetn ehccoi cdseno ev'i amy my isht tub ynawya ni coich,e leif rfsit. Gte coehci csnode ym yaswla i atrselnyg,. Lewl oh. Shparep all pesarhp ot asens''or 'tsi ventotrnin,ie i thwi naegldi of ootrcmf hwat t'si juts teetrb ro a eeths up to ro diiven me flesym ptah, mace c'exses'u heasrpp era. .
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Teatr?m ,on tawh eurrntc ,ot me ti we m'i oaflt try dan aslway eods taehervw erewervh jsut rwodn ascrier otn to apth teh elki 'ltse lpfeaylcue y,as. Tsl'e pahyp eb. I lla can ts'tah rof ksa. .
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Lo,ve.
Fueremtu.
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P. S. Us, pudor of ma i elyalr mi'. Tuo owh nokw tsreoff adn adhr wdrkoe ofr sniuodct we ,sthi i n'tow i. Leif sego on!.

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