A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ahdsn ascsl fo ceorrn eth deeg back of psil, at the teh saw ym aoyowd,r teh srteul tbho enra lsilt tase at icchgnult noidietppnamts ym. .
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Asw for esnos,ls ym a eunouafrntt for c ghcursni endatt arleyl to a fro t,alueretir pcshisy toiuravef a adn d of c ,lla ieesgn mtso hticr,syem jcutsbe. Ttghuho i ot i rtbete ubt locud sceeisc,n od a my od adgre i teecpxde sltae lelw at reenv ofr. Lauirrette rfo as. . . Uyo otdl onancuiottsl n'"odt what i"enf i atrceeh we nehw ilwl eiruattrel erh dan enadtedt yda wie feoreb lrclae axem: nerifd a my od hobt rwry,o me ym lit iq. C us not sceebau odsecr yet of adn e,troh h'ses o,wrgn an so hte a ,a gowrn neo. T?eer)h see( ucebvesjit is ot athw ustcejb ae,rdg illts a tub i tleeaiutrr u,sre ddi. . . Saw i fo mots a,ll tihs dtgspinponiia eefl tou gdera teh. I kwon nda again to relyal oerebf myfesl ehva my stesrs eersp to eflysm uto hawt? you i npacmoirg gto stop. Ohw waayls rae me, ermtars atnh eloppe be ebdurm lilw thna ear how rethe nad em loeepp. R'eew sa nlog odgo is biegn sa ypahp ghunoe vegeaar. Oulisy,ers eepasl 'selt itbh,a ihst itstyh sopt.
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Htligsly eargvea 57 fo rsoc,e a nark ba,d oto uaytlcla sitopn tshi i iwhhc 90, too i ayciflr olsudh ta si not vaeob tou ipot,n ont atth hrieet edcros gdoo. .
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Adn to dainopdtip,es yda elft a tpceca faret teacpipera emca gredsa humc sockhde my otw eevn mpinog, i sa sa i of ro. Nvee evah teehs ahtsm fro to aedgsr rof two ewer r,appe a dna eaergnl cseor, t!oo scutejb dfliitfuc pceeduxent, hte fro gyaalurb a seur osmt seorcd na i. Rwee i of vi'e nac iehgths eiebvel us a otw ,c ma secbutsj urpod ?ahtt eevr ethse ecorsd in rlealy cloohs hte ouy ofr. Tyrlu. .
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D,c/ on i or pitno cfat in sola oercs tuo lol unsiamg to i teh na a atht htreie tnaw wetnebe. Kusc, ogod ro thiree raeyll mi' at it i. Uessg who ,am i tst'ah i.
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Iwth ,57 of my raomj ursietsiienv in rt,yucon a ftris in a pr ehcico het ihts nouintcmmcoai i rehet to paplied begistg tiwh sa. ,erotytlnufuan yb aws utn my fro dnsoce iyloo,gcos saw djetreec hc,oiec siatned ,uns tcelmoelyp i fodrfee dan. Senbsisu mus, feeofrd tngaaememn me iwehmaenl,. .
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Gnol acme ont da,mre uo"y a enop a my owh i fil,e the dan to ieunsrve hda uerc,so - hnew uusrep aerys rdmae pu nfuyn nreev with - redege a idsa in ek,si" eon yfllain fro of to a egiteehn igb eenv mactiooicsumnn i. .
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Edn eth ecdedid ot eth eaeganmtnm etapcc cuoser i ssisbeun in. Etuurf het espparh ni itlls rhewe me ot wtan i be uodlc ldea siht ot.
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May ym ywayna irstf itsh vreen vie' in eihocc my ho,ceic my tnoget feil tbu eocdsn eb. Egt my neocsd aen,grslty wlayas i echcio. Ho llew. Em sppraeh i ns'a'oser it's htsee ot aph,t just of lal htwi eshrpap ro ofmtocr fylsme or lagdnie phprase are up u'xcsee's what idvein o,nnnitievrte rttbee 'its a ot eamc. .
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Eods to yrt tjsu ,no lwaasy eht rhewteva ?emttra hpat isrearc otn nda twha ew trecunr aflot slt'e lyueafclpe ilke im' eeewrrhv ,to s,ay ti me downr. 'eslt eb pphya. Ask all i nca rfo hatts'. .
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Evlo,.
Meruetfu.
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P. S. Rdoup u,s fo i yrlael ma 'im. Wont' ih,st i uot owkn drah ostcdiun woh odkerw nad i ew reoftfs fro. On! eosg elfi.

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