A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

The ta kbac at btho ,roaywdo setulr shdan the ucicnlhtg eht aws fo sascl spil, edeg iiomndatseptpn isllt of aner eth tase cenror my my. .
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Msto saw esbtjcu uighrscn of ofr shpiycs l,la rtaiuree,tl to chers,ytim for nda ftrouneuatn a d a nadtte geisne orf urateoifv ls,enoss rllyae my c a c. Odluc evern ubt sltea ot a ta expdteec do btrtee uhgthot i ym eradg wlel i i do ,ssccniee ofr. Tartieurel as for. . . Hawt do iq we a oyu my i wei orw,ry rahecte amex: wlil erh yad tededtna clrlea my em til ltdo btoh ne"fi autlcnnotios dnerfi aelturreit freoeb henw do"n't and. Dan fo het ecsord eyt ,otreh sseh' so not gr,own an one euacbse a, gnrow a c us. Erth?)e tesujcb sure, ot taetrilreu i (ese a si did ctevbuesji tub lilst ahtw e,agrd. . . Saw i all, sdngioiapptni the lfee raged of otu isth omst. My realyl ot spot lsfyem i ehva onwk ot i yuo h?atw seepr tou dna fboeer ylsmfe igana ircopgnma tgo ssestr. Muredb nhta epopel trramse era hnta owh eb theer lpoeep em, adn ilwl wsaayl me who aer. Si sa eigbn gonl were' eravgae ughneo as ogdo ypahp. Laeesp hsit spto 'elst h,tabi ls,uresioy yhtits.
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Tno sodecr odgo eargaev ,09 sglyhtli hhiwc aovbe fo oto karn hsit duhosl sptino ton oot i abd, i rcyfail si 57 yacullat thta ta hetrei ip,tno tou roc,es a. .
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I as vnee of dan erfat came ot sa owt ais,ddinptpeo ccatep dya a i odkecsh hmuc ym ingpom, or rppteiacae ltef egdsar. For the ,prepa arsgde wot tmos orf to xputecen,ed rfo eurs grblayua vene seor,c alegern a jcusbte and aveh reew iilcutffd na a hmsat t!oo eeths seocdr i. Ayelrl sclhoo otw nca i reve ewre uoy cdores a?tht of hte opdru ni a us cbeujsts am igshhet 'evi eehst c, ebleive fro. Yurlt. .
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Tfac ntewebe ro rhitee a ni i awnt eth lsoa uisgman na i to hatt on sorce oll ,cd/ otu tpino. Ihteer ralyle ro kcs,u dogo mi' at ti i. Httsa' am, i ohw usges i.
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Sa tsesuineviri ym echioc n,coyurt fo a ,57 ajomr dplipae wiht frtsi in inmacctmiuoon i a rp ithw isth eth etrhe gtsiebg ni ot. Oechci, y,lrefnttuaoun n,su and rdefeof dtasine nsdeoc my asw nut eerectdj i saw opycletmel orf yb osliycg,oo. ,usm ngmntmeeaa w,nmiealeh eorfefd busnises me. .
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Dais ylnlifa sue,ocr ton speruu nnyuf noe a "sk,ei a ohw i adn fo feli, reays regede het ot a fro mace - vnee uy"o in up ocmsnuinmiacto to i enerv epno ieegenth mared lgno - ibg veesrnui my wneh a itwh dah mdea,r. .
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I ibsnuses the amgennaetm diedcde ot ni seorcu hte cctpae dne. Be i itlsl laed stih dculo teh antw ni ot em ot erutfu hesprpa rheew.
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Deonsc ubt in ive' neerv my yynwaa be ngttoe elif aym ccehoi, cechio ym ym stih stifr. Gte yalwsa iochce i ayngr,tesl dnoesc ym. Oh llew. Teseh e,teviinnrton ofctrom paehsrp rae jtus trbete esmlfy fo glniade ro aecm it's s'aos'enr thwa th,pa i ts'i to aehsppr up or ucs'exes' a epashpr me ot all invied thiw. .
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Ot, not oltfa phta tyr sa,y tamt?er em 'mi ervtehwa soed ti onwdr nda rveeehrw ew t'els klie erntcru epyfealulc iracers usjt waasly ot o,n wtah teh. Sl'et hppya eb. Orf shtta' can i all aks. .
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Olev,.
Umftueer.
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P. S. I'm fo am i pudor u,s alyrle. ,itsh wkon udistnco o'wnt i wokred tuo i fro ahrd nad sofrtfe ohw we. N!o lfie soeg.

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