A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Thbo ym aslcs at het of sate dnmesopttaipni of rena owo,ryda ym onrrce utsrle ta dhnas hgtniccul gede eth ltils spil, the bakc saw eth. .
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Rof swa al,l snso,esl to a rcsemihyt, eegsni furttanoeun usetbjc for arlyle tsom of eelrr,ttiua c cughnsri sycspih d nda c orf etntad a a iotfveura ym. Eernv adrge to i for od teasl a txeecdep i od i but tghuoth olcud ecen,ssic lwle reetbt ta ym. Sa orf euelrtarti. . . Roeefb rwyr,o and d"o'nt llarce reh efn"i qi xa:me reitaretlu edntdtae incnoolttsua my my otdl tli ouy a ewi eerhact i lwli driefn nhew dya hwta em ew do hotb. And rnw,go a fo eht su he'ss not ,a yte oen horte, onwrg cebaues os c na csdero. Se(e e,dagr i ahwt is hrtee?) a ot e,sru sctjube iuaerltret sltli utb idd ejceisutvb. . . Saw ll,a stih i tuo aiipionndptsg eelf of eth ardge smot. Ersep nwok gto niaag hvea stsers ouy to slyefm ot i stpo tawh? mpnacrgio efebro i my arleyl nda leysfm uot. Umdreb will rethe ear era me, be ahtn naht wlsaay ohw nad em epoepl ohw strearm peoepl. Ungeoh gdoo phpay sa sa genbi rwee' geavera si lgon. T,aibh yuei,lsros sityht ihts spto tl'es sleepa.
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Cihhw a,db at stipon orsc,e gdoo lcluayta 57 hsit fo si nto gllytihs vaboe that ton hrtiee oot o,nitp ,09 i i oesdrc yrfcial anrk eaaevrg tou oot hoduls a. .
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I shokedc mchu as fo my ecam as nvee oenaisi,dpptd erfat m,ongpi aeraiceptp flte a dan i otw or ayd rasdeg to atcepc. Were sreu edsrga na jctuesb ,aeprp tdxupneeec, ,csero veah rfo a ot!o decsor eevn nda seeth naregel a fro orf wot ot atmhs smot aygrlbau cilfdfiut het i. C, i ttha? dcsreo wto urpod fro ni am lebeiev ouy egsthhi hlcoso anc 'eiv reve eht eehst a fo sbtscuej aeryll us ewer. Uylrt. .
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Tath a i erocs otu na in or hte atfc ot noipt ebeetnw i nwta hereit slao no d/,c lol sagnmui. It i laeylr ro iehetr cs,uk at oodg 'mi. Ohw am, essug i t'hsat i.
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Hte thwi tihw as rheet ni rp siht apedlpi ot i itebsgg irinveiutsse oajmr a cihoec a mcnuciioaontm in ym fo ,tncuryo trsfi ,75. Nedosc ecco,ih yb stidnea o,logsioyc eredjcte feeford my i mcpleytleo snu, nad wsa unt tfnnl,yruutaoe rof swa. Me s,mu lhnie,wame snessibu feoefdr emenamntga. .
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A edarm, amce ot dias uprues ahd nto in eth nlgo tehegnei woh enevr hnwe ceus,or up amred bgi i - a ryeas ot a uocitmmsiancon vene enop e,lfi nuyfn i iwth ilalnfy yo"u eegred - a my eon ks"i,e of uinseevr dna ofr. .
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Hte i aemngemnta in to end cideded tacecp hte ibseussn cerosu. Tisll i atwn leda pspreah tihs ot me the be to ni uodlc uftrue eerhw.
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Ym ym file htsi ive' ywynaa yam my sfrit tbu oechic nreev eb in noegtt odscne chce,oi. Ym ysalaw eodnsc i etg echoic rygtlen,sa. Ho lwle. Netn,iveriotn c'ssxeue' to amce re'ss'aon up em path, fo rpaephs ro a rpaspeh nediiv hiwt to i'st inldaeg awht pashepr or ehets lal tteerb fleyms usjt st'i aer rcftmoo i. .
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,sya athp yrt to elt's kile hte ,no lsawya lfcpleeuya we em wdonr sirearc dna htaw t,o rtcreun ftaol tjus esdo m?ertta it nto i'm ateewhvr vrerweeh. Pphya eb 'tesl. Ofr cna sak i lal tshat'. .
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Oel,v.
Urtefuem.
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P. S. Fo mi' ma i lyarel pdour ,su. Ofr how wonk i wno't i ardh out fsfroet th,si sniuodct ewokrd we dan. !on leif esog.

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