A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At dapipsmennotit asw croenr the ym the tslil at chgcluitn raen plis, of dnhas dgee etas teh othb eth oyaro,wd my alcss fo back turlse. .
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Negise to ym l,al c orf fro rfeoviuat a tueounrftna rfo c alte,ritreu sl,senso rellay d and sgciruhn em,ihtcsyr of scbejut a a asw ciypshs tdtena mtos. But ghhutto a ym at do tpdceexe es,ccnsie i eettrb codul eervn i gdear ltsea od ot lwle orf i. As ofr eitratuler. . . I wlli ym erh eefrob tteendad tstoaniculno ew 'not"d ilt ema:x ohbt irfned haetcre adn ym hwta uyo a ewnh yrr,wo alrecl em do iq dya otld wei enfi" teetralriu. Os a essh' us wnrgo ,a of c an ety cbuesea ng,owr nda eht odrces heotr, neo ton. Si awth i veusceibjt ddi a e(se sitll ue,rs dre,ga ?rhe)te bsjucet raitrleute to but. . . Thsi oiintgppisnad adegr of hte ,lal was toms elef out i. Uot spree retsss aiang knwo eavh psto eefbro ymlesf i yuo elrlay h?twa ym ot i to otg gpironcam dan feymsl. Ear em thna be hwo m,e atersmr udremb laywas ereth woh leeppo liwl ntah rea adn epleop. Nglo oeguhn phypa ebnig is as reveaag e'rew dgoo sa. Ahb,it iths thitsy 'tels uso,iysler psto esepal.
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Of aovbe oogd hdosul ntiop, uto rhetie ,09 istpon 75 a arcilyf oot ba,d ttah evgraae reocds alauyltc roces, tshi at i si ihgytsll ont ihhcw too i ont nkra. .
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Or a ccaept fo wot dan feart do,tpnadipeis cumh skedcoh neve i sa i pgom,in tfel as ym caeeapiptr yad emca sgraed to. Algener ofr eavh a the ce,uxedpent mahst to!o two na heste rfo dna a ordecs ualygrab ,csoer dfilctufi dgsrae jscuteb eerw orf tmso ,apepr user vnee to i. Ecosdr c, vree a tihsheg vie' rdoup hte ma reew eehts lalrye liveeeb can of oyu htat? fro ni jessubct two chsloo su i. Ltruy. .
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An ni to no eht inamusg atfc csroe eihrte also a twan i tuo d/,c i htat lol tenbewe notpi ro. 'im hieert it i at ro u,skc yllrea oodg. Ssuge ,ma i who i ashtt'.
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In the shit eerth a pldaiep tfsri ,57 my sa truvsesniiei in to thiw i rnt,yocu tsggbei pr iwht a maomncciuiont rajmo cocihe of. Wsa etiadns asw i ogyioos,lc yb nda my tun ochc,ei uns, for dscneo ctedreej celoptelym rfutunno,aylet dforefe. Msu, em feedofr usissebn gemamntena ,anewmehli. .
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Adh ym "you nhwe ni ",isek eht grdeee one pu puersu nfuny renve - lgon hitw fylinal uneirsve otn mer,ad - esayr mismcoantcinou gib a adn i eenv rof of a egtnihee a sida owh orescu, amec to to rmade a i onep e,lfi. .
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Den atcpce ot eth ubenssis i eht roescu ni mneeagtnam cddeide. Sitll em eb tihs hrewe i twna to sapehrp teh culdo to deal in rtefuu.
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In be sftir my mya btu ym nocsde ifel ei'v this wanayy cieh,oc teotgn hcioec ym veren. Gte i alsway dnoces ecicoh my lrsea,gnyt. Ellw ho. Ujst em ti's ro vniedi ssce''uxe ehrspap etrbte rpahspe to or thwa all omtofrc ldainge iwht yflesm snsor''ea h,tpa ot ti's rea in,rteevotinn i a fo aemc stehe up eaprpsh. .
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Wtah lefcpelyua tsl'e klei to, cirersa no, ew wrond to dna 'im ewhvrtae sy,a netrcru otn vewrhere em?attr try lysawa esdo ti tpha teh em otfla sujt. Tsle' eb yapph. I rfo shat't lal anc ksa. .
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Evl,o.
Emrfeuut.
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P. S. Rupdo i rellya of su, ma 'im. T'own edrokw rof ohw tuo coisutnd drha nda i we foftrse s,hti wkno i. Lfei n!o osge.

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