A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ta eth of r,oodyaw of eedg my at chigtncul tsea teh listl tpstanipeodnmi anre the crroen bhot teh p,lsi elusrt my kbac asdnh saw cssla. .
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My rfo l,onsess sjuebtc vtoeraiuf orf a to l,la nda aelryl fro t,sercyhim d foennuutrta wsa tnaedt pysichs c rreletat,ui rghucins a tosm of einegs a c. Teertb do cn,eisces at uothhgt derag elwl etepcexd nrvee i coudl aetls i i tbu to for ym a od. Ofr eaieutrlrt sa. . . My rtheeca n'dt"o ltod athw itl qi ewi ntauioncstlo ym xem:a dna edaetntd enwh ohbt eacllr ayd o,ryrw fni"e me trautirlee oyu enfird ehr a brfeoe i od wlli ew. N,orgw eht na ecsrdo fo rgwon eh,rot tey nad 'hess so a, c not sbuceea one a su. Atwh iucvbejets si e)hrte? ot did tareieurtl es(e s,eru sitll gd,aer i but bjutcse a. . . Of fele wsa rdaeg uto the hits a,ll mots idpnpatgoiisn i. Ospt tuo lmsfye tw?ah ym ferbeo iagan syfmel arlley tgo cmpiarogn i adn to reesp avhe konw tssers ot i yuo. Oeeppl uedrbm hatn me rae and plepeo alawys owh than eb woh era matsrer ,me htere liwl. Revaage glno as yphap biegn as gehnuo 'ewre ogdo si. Hist hityts sealpe sl'et ti,bah ,lressiuoy opst.
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Cyrafli pino,t fo uot ,90 that krna udhols tireeh ihwch ,bad iths oot i si nto ta aegerav 57 otn a ero,cs i pntosi allcyuat too eobva yhgtisll ogdo esocdr. .
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A rftea even to apectc tow of ,siiepdtpadno hucm acerpetiap ckeohds i telf ecam my as nda dagrse ponigm, ro ady sa i. Sreu diuilftfc cdreso for erpp,a athsm ot a na eso,cr ot!o ceujbst two i for enev teseh and hvea were lgryabau ofr sdearg ostm het pd,xneeucte lnerage a. That? heste elryal eth c, ewer yuo su rvee bcsjtseu in oclosh fro dcsreo of i a nca pdrou vleiebe ma tehsgih evi' owt. Trylu. .
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Oals a erthei oll to imasung ni thta soerc oitpn i weebnte het uot or nwta d/c, on acft na i. I or ogod i'm c,suk it erayll ta eerthi. I am, owh i sath't gsuse.
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Rheet pr y,ucnrot to isftr ni whti my sa eihcoc wiht i amroj a aiedppl of ni 5,7 the ibgtesg this octmmnciiaonu a tsrniiseiuev. And snu, eejcdtre i refefdo mlopetycle sooygilc,o wsa andtsie ylaterunou,ntf for ecdsno saw unt by co,iech ym. Mnali,weeh sbsniuse efofdre mu,s me atmnnmeaeg. .
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Mcae nglo i to - ot idas a seureniv ym oen fro eht reays i tnigheee fynnu flialyn woh merda uespru csiomnuotmnaci in dan a nweh deegre up fo igb eevn otn - sek,i" ousrce, iel,f whit dha uyo" daemr, a oenp vreen a. .
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Eaengammnt snbsueis in i cepact ned csroue ecdedid ot the eth. Duloc ot sppehar shit nwat hte dela eehrw ni be ruftue to me tsill i.
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Btu in cehoic ywnyaa be yam isth v'ei my ym egottn my feli envre scedno rftsi ich,eoc. Yaaslw i ym oihcec odnecs glsrtaen,y etg. Ewll oh. Ot uxc'ees's ivndei aephrsp tnenore,tvini or s'it i aemc rppehas orcfmot tehse hawt fesylm aph,t a ot lgeidna me rtbtee pu aer iwht 'ist sjtu fo ro lla oa'ner'ss esparph. .
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,no atolf me ay,s atph acrsire to tno st'le 'mi tjus nad rvhereew thwa ew kile dorwn erawehtv hte t,o deso elufcylape ti ?etartm rnucret tyr ylsaaw. T'esl payph be. Orf i all htat's acn aks. .
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Loev,.
Euterfum.
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P. S. Im' i fo rodpu u,s llaery ma. Rof sth,i hwo trfsofe no'wt i knwo uot ew idcnutso doerwk rdha nda i. Ogse lfei no!.

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