A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At ym rselut saw my odyarw,o nare ulctichng shnda acbk eht tmtinnspaopdei egde eth ta il,ps ecronr eht slsca fo of obht aets illts teh. .
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Earl,urteit hiypcss a ivfotruea ll,a for orf aenttd a ostm sss,oeln d ctjebsu elarly to ym tuoatunrnfe c rguinhcs asw orf nad niseeg c of a ,tmhyrsiec. Ym erdag erttbe a i llwe ubt to evnre fro niescsec, at doucl ecpedtex i do i ugthoth do seatl. As orf urtiraeetl. . . Ertiularte wenh i "odtn' iwe efn"i ioosnltcunta nda ym hre oerfbe yuo xe:ma iq ayd lwli ,wyror othb andetetd ym we otld a arhetce enirdf elralc tahw tli em do. ,erhot ,a so c su a and yet eth not rgonw 'shse neo of baucees an rng,ow erodsc. )e?etrh (ees iebsvtceju bstcuje errettliua ilstl eus,r did a waht si tbu i r,edga ot. . . Idiaonpinspgt tuo toms swa feel dearg la,l het tshi i of. Ngiaa fylmse i psto mpronaicg sesrts uot to efslym awt?h onkw nda otg i ot eesrp ym have lryael you befero. Who dan are bemrud m,e etehr woh are tnah illw rtesarm lasyaw opeple eepolp eb hant em. Pypha ogod sa nbeig sa uhegon gonl si er'we agavree. Htsi ithtsy rysl,oeuis ste'l tsop eeapls b,iaht.
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Not p,ntio eerhit uaclylta i at d,ba a 9,0 oodg cdsoer tath of ysltighl otn hist too rkna eevagar 75 ,ersco si iwhhc eboav i uto liyacrf sioptn oot loushd. .
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Etapcc dhcokes edargs as i a nda even wto flet day to ro amec sa paidnp,todesi arfte om,pgin ym i hmuc of reaateppic. Neve oto! na for ruse litifcfud heva rsdgea owt rof nad soerc, a ecud,texnpe rocdse i tosm ctjesub het eshet a for geeanrl ahsmt brugayal pra,pe ot erew. I'ev ouy eodrcs thees i hte otw jscsebtu a lylare us for ,c sehihtg of in eevr hta?t ohcols orudp eeeilvb am anc rewe. Rltuy. .
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Atfc a uot het in on to lol natw i ireeth ro etewbne na rseoc lsoa iugnsma i /c,d thta topni. Ta terehi it cku,s im' i lyrael or odog. Hst'at i hwo i m,a esgus.
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Whit sa htsi to ym itsrf rojma hwit fo etsigbg ealpidp a cieohc ,57 intnccmaiooum a ntyuc,or niristiuvsee pr in ni i eterh het. Yb aws siadent my ,nus eerfofd saw oogyi,sloc ofr utn eoltylmcep dtjrceee i encdos tnlaunofretuy, adn oce,ihc. Nbsieuss ,usm whne,milea odrfefe atmmnngeea me. .
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Ot - ni woh veenr gib - pu eon ,file htiw ot my ahd het nunmsmicotaoci oe,scru i of onpe cmae a maerd goln ont a a eenv for fnuyn rsaye i svunieer nad laylfin "yuo edereg eis,"k neeeghti adis eupsur ,amdre wenh a. .
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Den het eth pceatc i mmtnegeaan ot in ecorus sbnseisu eecddid. Be dela to ehrwe twan tufrue ni hsti uldco het rppseha lltsi to i em.
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Tbu cnodse veern ym ogntet ni hcei,co strfi i'ev yam my ifel anwyya itsh ym chicoe be. Raelgtn,ys i get alywas icehco my odncse. Ho llew. Sephpar era s'it aldgien these of pu all csxees''u or vndiei em pehpars einevtroit,nn i or tsuj what ot to acme sars'n'oe tterbe ctfoomr pta,h sfmyle 'tis a htiw hpsaerp. .
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Deso we htwa l'ets yfcplaleue elik ytr rwvheeer ahtp a,sy nrrutce dan aylwas ot ujst i'm me atrm?te iscearr to, vhreaetw tno dwron n,o hte ti ofatl. Eb e'tls yphpa. I rfo th'tas cna kas lla. .
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,eolv.
Ftumereu.
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P. S. Am i of lealry m'i ,su pruod. Dhra kwrdeo wnok ew out sftrefo for and is,ht i i 'otwn hwo cdtoisnu. Lefi no! eosg.

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