A letter from February 16th, 2021

My the tigulncch akbc of rtleus hotb ym atse ayd,owro eocrnr eth hte slsac fo ilp,s at ltisl asw spiiedamoptnnt hte aner ta hdsna edeg. .
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All, gsneie d nshrguic iarrel,eutt pshycis fo dna smot my natdte a antfuneturo ,nslseso ruatevoif saw orf c c ryeall a ot rof er,iytmhsc fro a bestcju. Tlesa i evnre i a ttbere i tub etdcexep ot do od othtuhg at oudlc ym lwle raedg ecsie,nsc orf. Rof sa rrlieaeutt. . . Ew rwroy, hbot do ifnred hatw yad d'tno" uoy lrclea eruretital haeetcr illw erfobe ciuoosntatnl tedtneda i eiw ehr me ilt henw my dotl :emax a dna my iq ef"ni. ,a a gonwr r,ehto h'ess bacseeu ety het fo eon ocrdse ,onrgw nto us c so na dan. Idd is tilsl ahwt utevcisjeb jtucsbe btu a reu,s ert?e)h i to (ees erltuariet rge,ad. . . Fo mtso was tihs tou derga odaiginsipptn eth i ,all eefl. Veah esrep mogpinrac i lsemfy gto otu i ym lylear nkwo naaig to strsse lsefmy ouy and ta?wh to reoefb ptos. Eoppel era rea hant oeplpe owh me, ohw eb tanh em lwil rethe aawysl reatsmr eurmdb dan. Odgo r'eew pphya is iegnb as as long aeaegrv uohgne. Stih syhitt et'sl spaele ptso tb,ahi uiyrsoe,sl.
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A ont nopi,t of bvaeo 0,9 abd, tuo si i i grevaae gytlihsl kanr thta aaycultl oot nto eerthi intspo 75 chiwh oto e,scro rylifac ihts orcsed gdoo oslhdu ta. .
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Sa letf wto eragds dna a neev fo yad ieetarpapc keocdsh ferat i petcca or as pgonm,i much i maec ot asipoint,pedd ym. Teh i a tsom an tow ofr rocsed ap,rep dsrgae sutbecj rof yrlbagau hatsm and to esr,oc a geanlre heest wree for heva urse cte,xdneepu !oto ffuicidtl enve. Ni jebcusst fo a elbveie ,c erylal rof us erev rduop hooscl i teehs odcers hgiehst erew ma hte tth?a you wot ve'i nac. Tylru. .
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Oitpn out fatc i ntaw oll agnsimu i an ni teehir ro no ecros to eewnbte ttah d,/c sloa a het. Ti llyera or s,kuc i ta hereit gdoo i'm. I i ma, ttsh'a segus owh.
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Fo hits cornu,yt ym pr in as oajmr appdiel isnsuertivie ecohic omnmitaonciuc teh a i wiht a ereht ni ,57 gsbtieg to tihw fitsr. Ferofde i ym rfo wsa yb nsu, eufutt,rlnynoa odnesc wsa meeptclylo oioocgsy,l and edertjce snediat nut cie,hco. Ffodree usisbsen emanmgenta ,wnihmelae em mus,. .
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Y"ou enevr nto iylnfal htengeie hwne ielf, autniimomcnsoc glon i cmea my eredge meadr a ibg demar, ot vene hwo fo iwth idsa nda nnfuy up ahd a in a i - i,"kse seary noe a nveerisu eht epon - ot ofr puersu o,scrue. .
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Cusroe ecidded ematnenamg dne epactc ot eht i het niseusbs in. I ot deal em sllit ni heerw eht ahsrepp be to isht cdulo want ftuure.
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Ym stfri ywyaan vi'e but stih cec,hio gnetot ni be may erevn sncode ielf ym ihcoce ym. Ltngase,yr scedon i cheoic slwaya my teg. Lwle oh. Ahwt femsly erhpspa a i hsete lal aph,t pu to sapehrp 'ssecex'u ear ist' ro denlagi indeiv ot tinvr,tonniee cmae tbteer sutj me t'is ro htwi o'ren'sas rtmofoc of hresapp. .
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,ot rtehwaev hpat ew it eilk stju m?eratt iseracr tnrucre oaftl hte what dna ereehrwv s,ya oeds lets' fcelaueypl nto to try laayws ,on 'im nwrod em. Eb lts'e phpya. Can ofr i ask ts'hta all. .
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Ovl,e.
Tefeumru.
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P. S. Roudp fo yelalr i ma im' ,us. I hrda hwo ocntidus i uot rkdowe ew sh,it 'ontw rof nwko rsftoef dna. !on ifle ogse.