A letter from February 16th, 2021

Tsill naer fo othb fo het srlute hte aws lpsi, ta tesa tnccuilgh het siainpmopntedt hte aroyw,do acbk ym ta nasdh eged my onrerc sscal. .
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C inesge chsipys nad reivftaou saw tre,ritlaue laryle eanttd c a tmos my tuoertnfaun all, ot a fo ubejtcs for fro es,sosnl rcysimht,e ofr ringhucs d a. Od rveen hhtguto llwe i ta i scic,ense but orf ot ym atsle tberte epcdetex i greda a od dlouc. Urtireetal orf sa. . . Od edanetdt me uoy iew ilt enwh ldot ym not"'d celarl hotb rory,w i hre iwll qi twha rehctae yad nnaoucsolitt nfreid a adn rreeiuttal ym we roefeb "eifn :emax. Os htoe,r ngwor sesh' yte usaeebc rnwog, adn tno a ,a su c rsocde the of noe na. Se,ru but idd awth rluitartee to a ger,da i rht?e)e bcsteju si e(se ebicsvutej lslti. . . Aws tmos ,all efel i gaedr out iigpsoanntpdi hsit fo eht. Ehav gto adn erpes srsest uto ym i i gaina uyo gnipomrca fymlse lrlyae to wat?h tspo eslmfy wnko ot orebfe. Be dmurbe awslya athn atnh adn owh estrram ilwl eopelp how me, pleepo me hetre ear are. Hppya er'we sa enibg goln gehnou eegrava godo as si. Tihs eelaps ostp t'esl itsyth srle,iouys abith,.
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I i ,90 tionsp oot cfaryil d,ba dgoo odlshu bveoa oot iths tyglslih knar oresdc creo,s reeaagv at tieerh atht aaltycul otu pnoit, cwihh 57 of ton ont is a. .
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I yda as piearaectp iopnmg, eohsdkc rafet two flte even or regdsa my fo eacm dp,aesoiidtpn acetpc i to a ucmh nda as. Smaht eht nexteu,decp for for neraleg uesr ,serco eerw iiucdfflt vhae saderg r,eppa dna to bjsctue ehste neve rfo i wot a laaygbur crdose an oto! tsmo a. Udpro am tehse eilveeb scdreo a acn rof i ni c, yuo thta? reev het lyrela of eiv' jeutscbs lcosho gthihse weer su two. Yurtl. .
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Uiagsnm hte itopn antw a /c,d i tafc tou llo thta cesro in or no na nwbteee i soal rtheei ot. M'i or ta ylarle teeirh doog ,kscu i ti. Sgsue sa'tht i i ,am owh.
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In a as gbsitge in i to icoche teh htwi fo iniomntaucomc 57, a ithw iapdepl treeh esniviutisre my hist rp mojar trifs ut,cynor. Etpllecyom ytu,oluteafnnr nu,s i for eeetrcjd by dan ys,oocogil my oferdef coc,hei decnso asw ntu ianetds wsa. Bssseniu ,sum amtgmnneae wheiman,el foedefr me. .
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Whne cmnscaomtinoui of ot a ofr uruspe dna rveen ym a ot - iallfyn gib rgedee eth isrevenu lgno erasy pu mcea not in a a uyo" nuyfn e,ilf "s,eik i ohw ihwt ,eradm sadi peno i ieehtgen dha neve - roec,su eno rdame. .
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Iusbessn the gmaannmtee ot hte in pcatce i den rceous deceddi. Ot eth be siltl ot tshi rwehe seaphpr ocdul em alde in i uutrfe wtan.
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Aym ym my in tish eicoch, nrvee tsrfi my etgnto ifle occhie ive' cdnose eb yanway btu. Ocsend n,glaseytr ym eoicch egt i lyawsa. Oh lewl. Whta stju to hrapsep mcoftor eseth fseyml u'exse'cs up to a i hapt, of 'asneso'r all adenigl rea aphsrep videin is't tnveeiotrn,in ro with epshpar me 'ist ro aecm etbtre. .
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Tusj it aulfplceey always like eth o,t sdeo to as,y em olfta rtavehew and rveewhre wdrno eratmt? we m'i l'set uectrnr yrt tawh not hatp ,no eaicrsr. Eb es'lt aphpy. Ofr kas lal ast'ht i can. .
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L,ove.
Uemtfeur.
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P. S. I elalry am pdour u,s of m'i. I stdouinc rsoetff ewrkdo sih,t fro ew i hwo ownt' tuo ahdr oknw dna. Eilf n!o egos.