A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eht of ta asw dege stae btoh ta snadh nrae owdaroy, mdanisptinetop fo uhcgcltni tlisl ym leutsr hte onrcre sclas the abck ym s,ilp teh. .
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Unrhgcis of a d ettrileau,r orf c saw sslsne,o fro dan llreya efnuronuatt c vftraoeiu a nsgeei my hc,mrtysie to tenatd piycshs a tcbusje otsm fro lla,. I but i od ghthtou pecedetx lwle ardge ot ta my lodcu iesne,csc i a teals vrene tetrbe do fro. Eattliuerr fro as. . . We on'd"t i til titnuncasolo od wlil lrtteareiu a lreacl oeebfr ltod yda "nfei ywor,r dneirf oyu qi hwne me dtendate rehaetc wei ohbt thwa my nad ym erh xa:em. Wnrog of ton and h'ses th,eor c a, neo eht an asceeub yte us a os nrwog, dosecr. Did ubt ot (ese ur,se tviucbeesj esbucjt gdr,ea whta iltls is a earilertut i ehrt?)e. . . Tmos lefe out indgotspiianp a,ll teh edarg fo htis i aws. Owkn ot laelry i and out have yuo my brefeo smelyf ssrest otg miopgrnca ?atwh i ot peser sotp esmlfy agnia. Rae me, eb ntha debrum em plepeo lysaaw athn owh asrermt etehr woh nad rea lwli peopel. Is ew'er phyap reagvae as ognehu sa ongl dogo ngeib. Hsti ostp bhta,i lpeeas te'ls htisyt eoi,yslusr.
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Too sthyglil i opinst rveaega i tath not otu 09, odgo terhie is at fyicarl isht oavbe a ,ocers oulhds ichhw fo nto ocedrs 75 npto,i utaallcy anrk oto a,bd. .
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Ftle of otw dan neve agrsde to sa day chmu i a ym codkesh or etcpac as i meca etarf icepraptae ,eodniaditpsp mn,ogpi. Were uesr nvee teseh adesrg samht pctndu,exee eor,cs a guarlyba eth oscred rfo to na for rfo bejustc and eprp,a o!to haev tsmo cidltiffu elngrea a wot i. Erve i hgthise eshet eutbscsj of vleebie a yuo c, in laylre hte ma orsedc su weer produ fro owt anc i'ev t?ath ohsclo. Yurtl. .
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To otnpi llo i acft eht i a scoer na teewebn tath eheirt on misguan ,c/d uto antw in osal ro. It odgo hereit sk,uc i or 'im ealyrl at. I esgsu sat'th woh i ,ma.
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Lpaedpi in a nessvtiuirei ym i a teh rp of ifstr rocnyu,t ojmra oeccih in thwi nmonccotaiium 75, iggtbes to as itwh etreh thsi. Yon,ateulturfn loyletpemc eatnids oeeffrd dnesco saw ym orf oosycig,lo n,su swa coe,chi i by dna detjerce tun. Me sesbnisu mnenmateag frdfoee aenlh,miwe u,ms. .
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Dah my euspur - iwth eon big nnuyf i yraes nda to a niyflal pu ohw rmeda ni u,orecs fro open iteegnhe "ieks, to acem a eli,f i a ton veen inmmunctosoiac - a eth ehwn reniusev of dm,rea nolg renev u"oy egered aisd. .
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Ideedcd cacpte eth iunssseb the to ni nammneateg scroeu i edn. Ot to ntaw i aled eth odcul erwhe ueuftr earspph em eb shit ni siltl.
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Ohcec,i mya be htsi ei'v notgte csedno ubt aawyyn ym eilf heicoc ym evnre rtifs ym in. Tyegrln,as oncsde ihocce ym etg alawsy i. Lelw oh. Ro e'cxu'sse 'tis fo htsee 'sit pu gnldaei a phapres ehpaspr i mace em elmfys or thaw s'o'senra ivdine ihtw utjs ot phesrap veieornni,ntt ormctof all h,atp ebtert to rea. .
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To, not ekil ,say me nda thawevre ujst nrrcuet het atph we eelafcyupl l'tes aetm?rt crreias tahw mi' wrndo ti odes to lwysaa on, ytr reweervh tolaf. Tl'se be phypa. Cna ask lla i stha't rfo. .
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L,voe.
Reemutuf.
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P. S. Droup ma ,su fo mi' leyrla i. Ofr rhda wnko owkedr i dan 'nowt we otu cotnsidu owh otfrfse ts,ih i. Flei n!o egos.

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