A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of at ocerrn aws rena eht dgee cabk lisp, eth ywao,odr sscla othb eht of dnsha the tuserl my icguhlntc stae ym litls tetniidpaosmnp ta. .
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L,al a psshicy fo c rfo nad lyrlea d yhercsimt, ,urtierelta sse,snlo swa tauurfnoetn ot senegi for andett my a hnrigsuc a rtovafuei fro toms ctsbeju c. I tsale htghtuo edpxceet elwl adgre enrve utb od i ta lucod ot i do bteret eec,nscis a orf ym. Liruettrea as fro. . . Dna ednfri you my otbh "fine i ehr alnsoctoiutn til rhecaet xame: yrwr,o iew ym ebfroe tlirertaeu a wlil me dotl hewn do cellra we tdtednea ady atwh qi o'dt"n. Adn ton rdoces tey a, e,tohr cauesbe us an rogwn one eth c rn,gow os of shes' a. Awth ddi is utjceeisbv d,grea )reeht? e,sur tbu i a (ese to errlutiate jcstbue ilslt. . . Fo shit otsm i aedgr wsa tuo ipntiinapgods feel ll,a the. Rebfoe esstrs cgioamnrp i wkon to ptos ym fmlyse sepre uot nad thwa? ymsefl oyu tgo i to aangi vhae yellra. Who llwi ,me who aalsyw remrtsa lepepo htan dna be mrubde aer are me elpoep ereht hnat. Gaevear nuegho ahpyp bnige si rewe' sa as good ogln. Hist ,tbhai psto eslpae el'st usysrle,io ittyhs.
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Oogd 09, a ton ihcwh i of ylcaault etehir sc,ore ttha is sdecro i too tshi oeabv ad,b 75 too areavge ilgyhtsl iponts out ohdlus rlayfci toinp, not ta knar. .
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As and ro aeaipcrept i ym eo,tisiapdpdn to meac iom,png a aecptc two as yad edgars csohked enev i letf ferat mhuc fo. Erew vahe rfo ngelera esdrag evne sjbeutc uictilffd glayruab i o,esrc fro o!to a fro a smto e,xedtceunp apep,r an sreu hte amhts tow rscdoe ehtes adn ot. I erev orpdu can ctussbej hetse fo ma wot slooch hte hiehstg weer you iebvlee csoedr c, lyaelr us ni a a?tht rfo vi'e. Tryul. .
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Ctfa to ebeewnt rcoes i erhiet a llo ro ttha uot iotnp on i ni na ginsuma watn hte soal d,c/. It or etheir i'm ogdo elaylr ta i c,sku. I am, hwo i essgu 'httas.
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Iths whit as het a hwit ni coiceh ipdlpea mrjao rtisf geistgb in pr my a teireinsvsui icatimunmcnoo i cy,ournt of to trhee ,75. Rof idanset ederjetc nut elpeymoctl occieh, aws i ,gocloosyi adn sednco asw feedfro my u,sn l,tynfnaeruotu by. Amtengmean me ensbsisu reoedff smu, ,lehenawim. .
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A - nufny unseirev c,erous woh i a ot eteehgin tno reeedg ayllnfi srpuue ahd y"ou bgi - emca a emdar het twhi oen rnvee arsey ongl to ccimsnouoimtna i idas enwh and in a poen fo i,lef ym ,mdrea iks"e, eenv orf up. .
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Teh tccpea teh uesroc sunsbies ni matenganme dcdeide ot edn i. Me dcuol atwn ltlis reweh i ufreut pprheas tshi be aedl ni hte ot to.
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Nveer tish feil gteont ym ehcioc ni yma trsfi choeci, my ym e'iv aawnyy snecod eb tub. I alwsya tg,nrslaye hociec soncde get my. Llew ho. Meca mrotofc iidnve reetbt ephsrpa ylsfme rea tihw aigndel hrspaep ro lla s''oseanr em or ti's a i nterio,tennvi pu thaw to eseth seuxc'se' apreshp hp,ta ot 'sit fo utsj. .
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Hte sujt esdo ti saywal ot laefepclyu dan hwat ew i'm icraers apht eeawtrvh ,asy em ,ot ?ttaemr otafl nto urncrte tyr etls' wrond ,on eikl rwhereve. Eb hyppa et'sl. Acn fro i ska lla 'sttha. .
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,leov.
Eefrutum.
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P. S. Odpru i'm i aylelr am fo ,us. Drha i wnok ew hwo srtfefo ihs,t out 'wont nda i tcousdin rfo ewkodr. On! geos life.

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