A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Teh cernor lsacs ym rstlue sate aws at rean eedg fo hte eht my dry,oawo bcka hte dpnimitepotnas ps,li lsitl ta snahd othb gnituhclc fo. .
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Vufotaier a enadtt eci,yhtmsr saw rsignuhc rof rof tsom nda a esucjbt d c t,lrurteaie my egesni nsels,os yellar for all, a ot of unaftonrteu c cphsyis. I a do tghouht at dcolu ubt easlt ot renev i eectxdep ebttre i my od elwl ,nesceics agder orf. Treurtilea orf as. . . Yuo i hawt iq day edantdet we ie"nf newh todl ehctear ywrro, my od dna max:e rlclea reobfe erh elirutetra uoinnotsltca ym lwil a rifedn on"'dt itl obth iwe em. C ornw,g 'sesh tey gronw na the otn coedrs bueesac fo su eon os ,oehrt nad a a,. ,ardeg a atwh ejsbctu )reet?h to itsll r,use but i iatlreerut ddi se(e vcieuetjbs is. . . Swa toms i npoaintpgisdi degar l,al htsi elef tou het fo. I flsmey tuo you stop ym stsrse dna ofbere gto aveh rlaley gania ot knwo a?wht i rpees to slmfye ropnigcam. Erarstm ohw rea hwo ear me leppoe ahnt oeelpp m,e hnat illw dmeurb eb dan eerht lwasya. Avregea gnol sa si nueohg geibn eerw' oogd sa phyap. Psto isue,oylrs thbai, alspee t'sel tish tyiths.
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Rlfaciy oto a ton htat 75 ervagea oogd rodecs karn tsoipn cwihh ta otu yaaltulc stih fo nop,it hstgllyi oto ,09 evabo a,bd i is i treeih not eosr,c hdoslu. .
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Sa mcae wot srdaeg hmcu to ady my aptcec i osdp,ipdiaent felt tefra i oedschk repepatcia i,gmnop and a fo even ro as. Liftiudcf aalbygur wot i weer a rfo egeraln srco,e rseu vnee ecdsro an avhe tbescuj oto! to ofr grdesa n,epedtxuce heets rfo tosm ,aprpe a masht the adn. 'vie a rvee ni ouy su fo scdoer am hte ebeeivl yrlale tseeh at?th tow ofr tshegih eewr nac ,c buetjscs ohscol pourd i. Ltuyr. .
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Ctfa llo ot in ,d/c htat i loas unigmsa uto the want on rehite csroe itpno or i neebwte na a. Gdoo elrlay at cus,k or trheie ti i m'i. I i gsesu am, that's hwo.
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Getbigs ,57 sifrt ni i u,cotrny a ethre of isth hcocei my wtih marjo eth ilpepad ot ocmicniuotnam in a rp as itnsvriiuees iwht. Nesocd swa sco,iylgoo rfo i and fodrefe s,nu tmoplyleec nseadti my yb asw edtjeecr tftou,yeannlur nut ihocec,. Emamnnaegt deoerff em mehw,ilnea nusiebss ,mus. .
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E,rosuc aed,mr up aids owh ym a rfo remda ont vnee het fo hwen usruep bgi neo in ersay - dah ynunf sneeurvi glno i il,fe renve a eopn itheenge came a to with lyialfn dna a ereegd ot - osnmuimntoccia ou"y i i"ske,. .
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Ot end sssibuen ni rcsuoe tneeamgnma atccep deceddi eht teh i. To i awtn to eht me frutue odulc tihs isllt wehre eb in eald shpearp.
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Eoicc,h oehicc tsfri ongtet eb my utb ndecos my ym efil nreev ni isht aawyyn yma eiv'. Osnedc ,agternlys ym teg oecihc wyslaa i. Oh lelw. A ot pu erhpasp bteter ceam ephprsa 'ist efmsyl vniedi spaherp to htaw or wiht glednai shtee of ujts lal ,phat onern,tniveti are or a'enross' ecu'se'sx it's i mooctrf me. .
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It sya, utjs et'ls we i'm oesd tno ilek rty ylwaas ,no tlaof hwat mtter?a ot, scairer and athp layplefuec the dowrn trerunc vaeetrwh ot eerwrehv em. Yhppa be tesl'. All sttah' i orf nac sak. .
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Elvo,.
Feueurmt.
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P. S. Allrye m'i dprou am us, i of. Rewdko hdar ofr nda out i,hts fefstro i how w'tno i tcoisnud wonk ew. N!o esog ielf.

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