A letter from February 16th, 2021

Fo het kacb illts het nerorc saw teh ta yoodrwa, ym eht asslc eedg rteslu htbo of ta npeiistmdnpoat ctculnihg my silp, anre taes asnhd. .
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Rof ym a gnuricsh of osss,enl dettan icsyphs a mye,shrtic to traiuelr,te c roteiuafv fnotuetnrua d c and osmt swa cbjsute fro gisnee a orf lal, yeallr. S,icecsne evnre ofr i utb huhgott elwl ta retetb my ot i i ulodc do do gdare a xtcpeeed tesla. Sa uleairtetr ofr. . . Eiw yuo ayd tobh i qi thwa beofer a "'dont emx:a ew nda erh rndife my ym turetailer od ,worry erllac otsunolinact ewnh lwil "feni me eachert otld tli naeettdd. Os ,a and desrco csbauee tey of nto c h'ses a wgorn us an wrg,no het r,oeht one. I bvteiujcse ddi to whta uleitaterr a llsit csubjet si grde,a utb ese( ure,s h)?rete. . . Nptdonaiipgsi i ,lla het ostm ihts was uto feel of derga. Aomrcnipg oyu rebfoe i i to ptos t?awh adn to aveh pseer tuo yelalr kown sstrse yemsfl gto ym lsefmy nigaa. Lsyawa eoplpe era rea eoeppl wlli rubdme nda woh nhta ermatrs ether me be nhta how m,e. Eargaev as gdoo oehung glon aphyp 'reew inegb sa is. Sotp lre,susioy htsi tshtiy sapele e'tsl hti,ba.
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Lglyiths hlosdu topsin gdoo ,dba i ta 57 fyarlic eosr,c boaev n,tiop ihhwc hieetr hatt a 0,9 earavge deocrs fo is cylatula rnak oot tou hits oto ont ont i. .
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Of eltf as eadsgr yad nad otw ym it,epiopaddns i pacect eevn oheksdc ro mchu a i mace ot sa tcieprepaa ,pmnoig teraf. Lneareg peapr, na ofr enev vhae ethes orf rewe oto! rfo dcue,xptene ot eth asedgr oecs,r adn i a stahm most uildtifcf wto resdco a resu rayagbul scutbje. Etshe sjtsuceb were i otw ouy lrlaye gethhsi eth nac rof pruod c, a ?that us veer lhocos of ni e'iv sodcre eveblei ma. Luryt. .
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Llo tcfa a ot lsoa i ,c/d eth ehtrei on atht an wteenbe ntipo ni ersco i ro ngamuis tou want. Ro oogd i rllyae ti im' ereith ta ,csuk. Ugess tsh'ta m,a i how i.
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Of my pr rftis tuo,rync ni oajrm ,75 ot teehr i in a eht lpapdie thiw coihce etgbigs as a wtih mnticmoaocuni tshi inservseiuit. Tdsanie noedsc i reetcejd tnu rof pcoetellym ym aoyutnle,fntru usn, h,eoicc asw o,ooiygscl saw yb dffeoer adn. Em ,nlewaihem ,ums effdroe gmteneanam ubsissen. .
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My a i dha i,lfe - ot enev not of geetnieh eopn - a nnuyf ibg isad hwo up eenrv in rfo demra hewn rspueu ot usenriev ur,esoc miniotusncaomc gderee aylnlif i eysar a a,mred teh oen mcea ikse," o"uy hwti adn a lgno. .
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Nmaaetgmne ctaepc ddeedci nebssius ned hte ocerus teh i ot in. Htis wereh eht ucold ot ni hpepras ldea twan to be em i tfruue ltsil.
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Aym cieoch my h,cocie frtis be shti enevr egnott anyyaw my ym btu vie' feil deocsn ni. Wyslaa oscend teg ioehcc rlnsyeatg, i ym. Lwle ho. Thap, pu emlyfs e'arn'sos toomfrc to came ot eesth i rea btteer pheaprs sti' giladen 'its neerti,nvinot fo htwa rspphea sppehar a all sutj hiwt ro me ienvid cx''euess ro. .
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To, ot ilek eosd ptha ta?etmr crunret nda i'm aehwvret wrevreeh it me we not alotf no, ya,s sujt cfulaeeply try het hwta seraicr saalyw ondwr 'elst. Les't hppay eb. I anc 'sahtt ksa lla for. .
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Lvoe,.
Tueemrfu.
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P. S. S,u ma m'i uodpr ryleal i fo. Ew ahrd uto wkon ntdosciu ,thsi frsofet how i for wokdre i nwt'o nad. N!o elfi oesg.