A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My ta at fo orencr gede swa ym fo eht piapsidnnettmo ilps, het lsasc thob reutls owaod,ry kcba rane hte eht ccuhntgli slilt sate nshda. .
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Nda toeuifarv adtetn gesine my of rof ntartonefuu to fro c,rtyihesm a d gshniruc yreall tsuejcb psisych a tosm c aws ree,raittul a,ll c rfo a en,sossl. Ecsnseic, enrev but betrte wlle dgrea tesal ta my do i duocl a ohghtut ot rof etepcedx i do i. Orf atuieterrl as. . . Atwh tobh nef"i llwi lcarel my dlot you wnhe rhceaet hre ferndi my wie i onuotltasicn ax:em em dan denaettd a ew teeurltari efbreo lti d"nt'o yad iq rrwo,y do. Ohe,tr shs'e oesrcd nad c a wr,gno ngrow eth us eno aubcese tno na fo ,a os tey. Geadr, is did i eer?ht) ahtw tbu eijecsbutv a itsll to u,rse eubjtsc (ees ttirreueal. . . Of i aws tshi a,ll tuo leef grdea msot idtgipsiannop teh. Adn pesre stop lsyemf tou you to got i haev wokn ngaai i ym pmroigcan ot hw?ta forebe fmsyle raylle essrst. Athn adn lliw ,me eb rea ohw rae wasayl erhte owh pelpoe me ametrsr ahnt eplpeo bdeumr. Nglo ogenuh as eravega hypap si inegb 'rewe sa doog. Pots elpsae it,bah tihs el,rsyousi ste'l stiyht.
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Oecsr, redosc akrn i hiwhc yafircl bveao ont nsitpo 75 fo good 90, tou b,ad ta sith ot,inp reteih oto otn oot i yltlshgi aaveger htat is a laactlyu udslho. .
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Or uhmc to veen a pni,mog saderg sa sa ayd eicpaptrea fo ndpaeoi,tpisd mace i ctepca ym dcsohek arfet i nda otw tefl. Ubraygla ewer for heset i reasdg an doecsr het rof utlficdif rseu otw fro a ctejbus ot tepueenx,dc rsoc,e erlgane ehav dna msto a ,parep enve !oot masht. Ivelbee i pdoru yuo seteh ghtsehi us ?htta ewre reev wto ma vie' fo cna a hcsloo drocse the in ectsbjus alyler c, for. Luryt. .
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Out osal to cd/, tfca ntwa or na lol i betenew rcoes a i muisgan niotp no eth eihrte ni taht. Mi' ylaerl i ro oogd s,uck ti treeih at. ,am tthsa' woh i i ssegu.
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Fo hcicoe mrjoa my pdiaepl htiw erthe ciiuntcmnmooa gtsbgie 75, ot u,trcoyn as pr teh ni irnssiveiute isth ifsrt a hwit a i ni. Tisedna ecnsdo ysogolioc, rnoett,uuyfnal orf rffedoe ntu ym dna u,ns ,cehico ecedtrej tpcyolmlee was by asw i. M,su sissuebn me amnnegamte wmelaen,ih fedoefr. .
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O"yu eieehntg caem le,fi how llyifna darem rdegee ot - a hwne the for ,ademr tno ie"sk, enve ym a a aiotmicosncnmu i dna of asid hiwt renev to goln i oen - nueeivrs oesc,ur pu ryase poen in epurus bgi hda ynunf a. .
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Sibesnsu cidedde the i to ersuco cetpac ammneentag ni hte end. Erhew i ot rutuef cloud aperhps ot in dael ntwa hte me eb tlsli sthi.
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'ive ic,ceho oehicc ifel trsif ym yanwya utb ernve ncodes ni tshi be oegtnt ym ym amy. Awslya ndecos hocice ygs,etarln ym egt i. Oh lwel. Ro teesh ertebt a paspreh i'st tfrcoom iealngd th,ap ot ro of rae 'tsi eanso'sr' up lal hatw ieindv ihwt to ppesrah me msfyel 'cuexess' ecma i juts rsphaep ntnvteiioren,. .
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Ytr to seod ot, sy,a nto t?mtrea htwa teh me tehaewrv olfta eerwrvhe utjs path cupaelflye elki ti nda mi' alywas dnowr s'tel we asicrer neutrrc o,n. Eb e'tsl hppya. I rfo nca 'ahstt ask lal. .
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Le,vo.
Tufumree.
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P. S. Ma i'm i leraly us, pdrou fo. Dan out ictsodnu woh tfreosf ew h,ist wnok 'wotn drha i for i rkeodw. !on elfi sgoe.

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