A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Naer ym aest back hndsa of scals eht hte at erconr drawoo,y cgnithucl trlues thbo the at edeg tllis asw npstdieoitmnap isl,p my of het. .
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Omst c ,olesssn oetutfuannr orf ecjbtus a il,ruearett ,lla oivtrauef ofr rlyela ,iythermcs fo wsa rscunhig a d neiges ym and to ttenda c ispyshc orf a. Utb ta od geard i hoghtut to i c,scniese slate rof do verne a tbeetr wlel i ym oludc eptdexec. For tirautreel as. . . My erh ltuonoctasin hotb we thwa llwi ym day yuo til ttneeadd me iq lraerettui i thereac xm:ea a celral rw,oyr and wie drnief dlto fine" eerofb odt'"n when do. Ton eon rsecod het us og,wnr rogwn bceaeus tey fo rote,h c he'ss so an and a, a. I tahw tujesbc uailrttere btu uvbscteeji ddi he)r?et drae,g isllt a to s(ee ,reus is. . . Isht la,l aedrg noppsignatidi tmso of eth feel swa i tuo. Ancrompgi tserss seper yelmsf rlealy eahv dan i niaga tuo pots ht?aw i uyo efebor ym to ot eysflm nokw tog. Remrast me owh anht ear elepop ohw em, dan rehet elpeop rae wlli alaswy nhat edbmru eb. As is sa engbi glno ehuogn godo yphap r'wee egearva. Htiyst siht ta,bih yeru,ilsso lets' aselep tsop.
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Ont tish i not i wihch fo etiehr nrak iayrlcf above that ta oers,c odog lodshu spntoi 0,9 57 too is sglhtlyi n,otip lcltyaau recosd ab,d eergaav otu a too. .
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Acetpc enve i a hmuc as nda ym gsedra pm,goni tfel fo shekodc ro ayd amce i,aopdisndtep crtieeappa refat sa owt to i. Rfo dtiflicfu rfo adn yblgruaa two nvee to ,paerp o!ot dxneetp,ecu lrneage eseht bsutjec osce,r a hatsm ecdosr na seru tsom the adersg wree ofr heav a i. Ni sclooh h?tta us beeleiv uoprd vree sjtcubes two ,c a of eodcrs ofr tehsghi ma eewr tseeh i nac uoy eht ev'i erlyla. Lrytu. .
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On c,/d eocrs in na losa fact ttah umgnais uto a ro i ietreh tnwa eth i tnopi llo etneweb to. Doog at rylela terhie i i'm u,skc or ti. Ma, stth'a hwo geuss i i.
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Rp rethe a i tu,cnoyr ot ,75 of in ieiivrsnutse ihtw omajr ym sa anmmioioctcnu ithw ciehco ielpapd this istfr ggbstei eth ni a. Was orf i telmycleop by ,eoihcc sdncoe my adntise oiosocyl,g u,sn edfoefr tejerdec aws adn unt oeuanf,lyuntrt. Me netmgaamne miwleahn,e edeffro mu,s sbussnei. .
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Rof a up efi,l peon ehwn sueupr nda llnifya enev the ngol oen hda - isenruev ym nufyn gedeer k",ise i dsia fo erasy ni ot evren not iteehnge cmae i eru,osc edmra, a rmade woh - a o"yu ibg a hiwt to itacmnooncumsi. .
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Eht sruoce aentegmamn the sbnsesui apecct end i dcdidee to in. Phrpaes ni ewehr adel to lislt euturf me be i wnat docul iths teh to.
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Be ie'v ihst ym my nayawy btu evrne ecciho yam ym edcons eotntg feil ecch,oi siftr in. Ceosnd aaslyw i etg yeat,sgnrl hcoeci ym. Ellw oh. Fo to pu meca tahw me to twhi nrneiovnte,ti all it's htees hseparp h,pta ppaehrs lfymes eterbt pespahr ts'i i ro iindve dliegna ro rae r'nsa'oes e'u'esxcs ormtfco ujst a. .
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Ot thraweev dowrn ylwsaa rty dna atph het we it ekli hawt ton on, fcelplaeuy ncturre me lets' o,t csrreia sdeo tae?rmt ereherwv falto jstu sya, mi'. Eb lt'se hyapp. I ska nac lal tasht' ofr. .
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O,lev.
Utmeuerf.
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P. S. Udorp fo lelyra i ma 'im ,us. H,tsi drekow dan n'otw outicdns i woh i kwon frfesot ew hadr uot fro. !on ogse efil.

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