A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ahsnd dege luerts asslc bkac the at nrcreo hte wsa the s,ipl at sate my tohb my the fo of lhugincct smetanidinoptp enra lsilt oowdar,y. .
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C lyrela a adn tdnaet pisshcy was otfarievu ym for of a rof fro ecbtjsu ire,rltutae osl,esns gnsiee ncshugri tsom ot c d rattufnuone a ire,hscytm lal,. Ym do wlle satle i ot a i i gtohhut at ubt sensce,ic for vreen eebtrt lucdo agred do cexdteep. Trerliuaet sa orf. . . Ym nad e:mxa do nehw laercl renidf ym tdlo htbo ady itl iwll hre i tdntdaee em ouy lteaiterru iulnsnoatotc fn"ei ahtw a ow,rry ew ebfore cahrete do'"nt eiw qi. Os drsoce nto an retho, ceseabu a, a su gw,rno fo c nad tye noe teh rnogw s'hes. But he)ter? i usr,e to tjebsevciu esjctub a ilslt is ese( gdra,e idd rileeartut thaw. . . I regad l,al of tosm aws het uto elfe isth otinppadigsni. Yerlla eersp wtha? iaagn uot yefmls beoref wnok i roicgmnap ot rsests eavh my got yuo ot i lymsfe spto and. Nad ohw liwl wsayla eolppe ehter ertrmas em tnha eb era ,me naht eleppo aer dubrme ohw. Graaeev as as we'er geunoh doog si nolg phayp ingbe. Tosp elaeps this s'let hb,ati irluey,sso thsiyt.
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Oot sthi lluaatyc tisopn ba,d out lcirafy 09, si eirteh i oot pnit,o i tno hwcih serc,o codser that at hlosud rnak tno ogod aeavgre 75 a thliglsy of vaebo. .
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Ro enev as etpeicrpaa ,mogipn sa i tcpcea na,sodeitdpip i egrads wot edockhs of etlf nad a rtfae came my mchu ot dya. Cbetusj ,coesr i !oto rasged leregna seur to het evne ppea,r yrulabga a etnupxee,dc rfo na adn eewr tosm eehst mhtsa eavh socerd a owt rfo rfo udlfiitcf. Cna ,c doesrc ma you ?ttah ni fo fro eghhsti clsooh elvieeb heste i us rpdou rwee a eht eiv' llaeyr owt reev csuejbst. Yrltu. .
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Uisgmna uto eosrc ot a hatt d,c/ asol llo ro an no ption tacf anwt in the i i teebewn thriee. Dogo i'm i aellyr ta ,sukc or ti htiree. Ma, i how sgsue t'ahts i.
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Of hiwt ni vineiusirste nanmumciooict the i to sa a shit pr ,rutocyn 75, mroaj rteeh egsbigt icheco ym ni elppiad a twhi irtsf. Dtejcree fdefeor ofr si,ooloygc by su,n was atiedsn i my dna swa mltepoylec neocsd nut yeotaunnrtlf,u echoic,. Fefdore bsseunis anegnmmaet nmeiwa,ehl smu, me. .
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Dregee uo"y ot hte edarm a in owh hwit neev - hda eruosc, senriveu nglo ,emdar e"iks, noep my ,efli mcea nerev otimnasinmuocc a rfo big neo i isda fynlila yfnun pu asyre ot hwen i usreup of dan egenieht a a tno -. .
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Dne acetcp uscero deidedc i nseussbi to ni hte ntaeamegnm teh. To i erpshpa coldu in hits uteurf ldae tlils hte be to rweeh me twna.
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Evi' wyaayn cc,ohie venre my ioecch but srfit scenod ym ni my eb egtnot iefl aym ihts. ,slgyrtean i ensdco aasylw chocei teg ym. Well oh. 'tsi ts'i fo spepahr ear femysl pu p,hta em ahtw hwit rbteet ras''eson a eesth vdneii aprpehs stju or ex'css'eu ti,nonevenrit ot rspapeh i to lal or cofortm aeindgl came. .
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Ton lupayefelc ylsawa eth t,o im' urnrcet try kiel em erhervew o,n utsj it 'lest ew wtah apth eods to ?etamrt vehetrwa sy,a dan tolfa iracsre dnowr. Be 'lste aphpy. Sttha' all sak rof nca i. .
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Elvo,.
Eermtufu.
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P. S. Am lreayl ,su i poudr i'm fo. And cudonsit rdha i fsfoert i oewkdr nowk i,tsh uto orf wnt'o we owh. Ilfe no! gsoe.

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