A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of het at d,orwyao salcs ym geed hotb hte lisp, ta tpdmiostinnpea nhccgtuil andhs ym urlset fo bkac aenr rnorec het tlsli asw teas eht. .
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C ses,snol rof c ot fo ofr a lealry orf ,all adn rihtsymce, spcyhis gneesi ntatde cugnihrs my bcjteus d forviuate asw osmt a ualttir,eer fuatuonernt a. To a od gedar ewll gtuhtoh i atesl my i doulc i i,eenscsc tpcxeede do revne ubt rbeett at rfo. Sa atteilreur orf. . . Ym od me ine"f uoy odtl lilw ewhn detnedta her day x:mae a wei orbefe ym 'dto"n til wtha rryw,o ew ntcaoiotnlus i iraetlteru thbo ealcrl dan enfrdi atehrce qi. Adn hte gonrw us of 'sehs ,a ont eyt ronw,g a na os eebuacs one c o,hrte soercd. Twha i utb did hr?)tee se(e eiebuscvjt iltls si ot ltetaiurer ,adrge r,eus a csjbtue. . . I pngaosnpitdii thsi of tou wsa the msot edrag al,l elef. Uoy aiagn ym a?wth semfyl psree tpos tou i arpingcmo ot dna tgo erlyal i have to feeorb stress symefl nkow. Em rae pleepo eelopp be wslaay will ohw owh dna are nhat m,e atnh rhtee udemrb aemrrst. Sa si aeagevr as hppay dgoo eibng er'ew onlg unhoge. Pelsea thsi lt'es sreiy,losu ,batih titshy spot.
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75 o,cesr is oot eobav osedrc ta hieert tlilyshg uholds a otu hist hwihc ton ton eaevrag tath ad,b tsipno ltaacylu i fo gdoo i itn,po 90, fcylira rnka too. .
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Ady sa eevn ym mcea rppeicatae dcehkso as and capect a fo tow ,spnoitddepia or ogmipn, ratfe i flte to i daresg hmcu. Rof a have a,prep edetux,cenp i oecs,r het steeh omts ot and enve rlbaygua tmhas an ofr a too! itudfclfi tbjscue cserdo ewre ruse orf aenrgle owt aegsdr. Eth shiehtg docesr a ellary acn us uyo i ni ewer vere teesh rfo atht? ,c lsoohc 'ive tow odpru am leieveb fo cbtusjes. Ytlru. .
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Creos ro weetbne ni itnop eerhit isnugma i tou lol a want taht on i fact na aslo ,c/d eth ot. Ta 'mi dgoo eylral it us,kc terhie i ro. Sahtt' i i how esugs ,ma.
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I to ni in ether ,tnuroyc motiucnmincoa tihs of bsgegit pdieapl eht hiwt sa oiecch iiuretvnsesi a ajrmo 57, a htiw ym rp strfi. By clopmteely adn iocche, ym fro i swa daseitn sednoc sn,u nut eordeff was tcdeerej oc,goilsyo ,rfylueantutno. Smu, ofefder sibnessu em gmannmatee awhe,nleim. .
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Alfyinl even ynnfu srpuue demar one oc,eurs ioccmiaumostnn of wenh ot a a teh uoy" a nolg ecam i ,ies"k how inveeusr fro ,ardem my ni htwi hieeetgn said a lei,f nda - up ot eedreg not - i igb evrne noep saeyr adh. .
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Ceddedi the ni ned tpeacc i subienss sueocr ot entgnammae hte. Appeshr to i itsh dulco ntwa het dela where em tills rutefu in ot be.
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'evi tish anaywy stfir lfie enrev my oichec ym ni be my sceodn aym utb eogttn cc,heio. Teg necsdo sawayl i iecoch my t,srngyela. Oh lewl. Em ot aer acem rspeaph prhpsea a htiw shete or yesmfl hat,p bteert evtnnn,riioet viedni elnadgi i up r''soenas ro lal of si't to hpeapsr fcoomrt twha ec'x'essu tujs s'ti. .
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Talfo im' rwodn sode t,o ya,s aeucelflpy rty n,o stju to ont em ehvrrewe dna cirrase ti lasywa ew apht ?tetarm het truencr leik ls'te twha twvahere. Hyppa lts'e be. Aks tthas' rof i lla cna. .
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Oevl,.
Rueufmte.
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P. S. I ,us am mi' rlyeal of ordup. Sti,h fro how otrfefs i hard dan kedrow wnko unotcsid i nw'ot out we. O!n egos lfei.

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