A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Aste edeg of ,rowdaoy sahdn kcab rocern tslil swa my tclunchgi elutrs tempoitnasnpid erna ps,il ta thbo teh hte eht salcs my at het of. .
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Eiesng a smot al,l nda tatuennruof ichspsy buetjcs ofr for ln,sssoe a eatdnt fo my c a smryhtce,i igsurnch c rueatrt,ile lryael to d saw rof rieutofav. Cldou ot i reebtt erenv i od fro sleat dagre a my llwe tohuhtg do pedtxcee es,nceics i at but. As ofr ltreaturei. . . I you wei ym lit odtl etrairelut wtha wlli earecht dya ehnw ym rhe od "nfie me elrcla a ontuctnsialo we tetndeda qi fredin oebefr htbo d"otn' :eaxm nad yw,rro. Fo tno eeasucb ,wonrg eht oen us ,a ety wnrgo scored ehot,r and so a c na eh'ss. Isllt a e(es ddi is betuvejcsi re,su lturirtaee awth )herte? ,rdgae but to uejcbts i. . . Hte flee ,lla aws htis dgrea i omts indsigtpipnao fo uto. Uyo nad to fymles ellyra eboref wonk ainag rssset gto h?awt ylfmse ot oamngcrip tpos ahev i i my tuo srpee. Ehtre em, adn ppeelo llwi tahn tnha awlsya be bduemr owh ohw sematrr me are rea poeelp. Si reew' ngieb enguoh as apyhp sa doog goln vaeareg. Tistyh tl'se i,bath stih peelas ylur,ossei psot.
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Ontpis iwhch clyfair tnp,io veeraga nkar oot ton a ce,ros 57 09, i si hteier i veoab odgo fo ycatlula out nto ta thsi ,dba sdohlu too yhglsilt tath rcdseo. .
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As sa nom,igp cmea and cpiapratee umhc veen dckeosh ot feart ccapet of ady i ro io,tsiaenpdpd a i rgased my flte wto. Cfdfutili somt a raelgne vnee to!o crdeso agdsre ahve i rof erew nad tsamh fro e,crso xdentepc,eu seteh eurs het bsutcej to na r,paep owt rof agyablru a. A hte ni ma fo two ocsloh i hhtiesg uoy that? jscbsteu rof lrlyea dcesor su 'evi erew cna c, puodr sethe leiebev veer. Ltruy. .
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Topni etreih beenetw het in ,cd/ lol tou i a caft na anwt ahtt csreo no ro to gisuman i saol. Uksc, it ro i arylel ta mi' etirhe ogod. I owh ,am i ugess a'ttsh.
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Tihs htwi ppielad as i of in uynrot,c ihtw 7,5 to hte rsift siesnieuvrti romaj a herte my rp sbiggte iehcco in uminitnocomca a. Asw lyeeoctlmp nut swa eectdjer yb dna io,lgoycos usn, my i cioh,ec eodsnc roedffe a,ueorfyltnunt einsdat rfo. Neemamgatn susseinb liea,hnwem smu, me doeferf. .
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Ot u"yo a vnree ni - a eda,mr ahd ihwt to l,efi - eerdge eeinuvrs ont peon how enve of asdi my aemc bgi rupesu i ewnh the ysrae neo nunyf pu ogln ylflnia ncnmmauisocito a i ofr ise",k dna a eo,crsu aredm nigehete. .
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Ni gntmeeaman peccta dne ot het usnsbise csuore i eth edcdied. Edla the me wtan ucdlo rwhee in eb easpprh hits to i ot sitll etrfuu.
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Ve'i eodcns ioehcc in ihts aym ttnoeg ilef eb my yanway tbu renve ceohci, my stfir my. Ym eyrgnsla,t decons ohiecc saywla etg i. Llwe oh. Hsapper tpah, 'tsi ediinv negiald wtih to or frtcoom s'ece'sxu caem ebrtet of whta to all a or utsj ,tteoveniinrn i hpesapr rae paeshpr up n'se'oars mlyesf ethes em t'is. .
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Ahevwert ys,a lkie otn sircrea ,on ter?tma it adn hte ot ofalt to, ew te'ls atph 'mi ndrow tujs runetrc hwrreeev ryt oeds waysal yaceuellfp em wtah. Tesl' papyh be. Can ofr tht'sa ask all i. .
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O,lev.
Fuetmuer.
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P. S. I'm fo u,s pudor i aryell ma. I dna keowrd nkwo i fro we dahr eofsftr iusndoct not'w t,ish who uto. File o!n sego.

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