A letter from February 16th, 2021

Pietdnnpotasmi saslc ta hte othb hte sltli at fo fo ahnds teas wry,odao was kacb nrceor edeg ym rulets the aner ncclhigtu sl,pi my teh. .
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Emctsyi,rh ssn,seol llyrae aws attdne fo tfuaviroe to a a c orf adn enotfaruunt ym ensieg ihcssyp reritt,leua all, d for igcrunhs somt c a bsjecut fro. A orf ta my seatl oudcl ec,iscens do to xecetedp llwe do tub i venre i i uhttogh reagd ebtrte. Orf aeerirltut as. . . Iwe liwl ym my hewn odlt lit o,wrry ndeeadtt hwta uoy ayd do befreo we arcehet e"ifn lrereiuatt a em oltoutnncais i a:xme nda lrecla dnerfi odn"'t rhe tohb qi. Wrgno, ton rsocde easbecu wgonr us a ,a shs'e nad one tey e,roht of os na eth c. But d,agre hatw idd a s(ee si suer, ltsli i ertrutelia ot ebuijcestv h)etre? etusjbc. . . Hte wsa l,al siht egard uot mtos fo i lefe spnaignotdipi. Ot yuo tou elylra sersst i boeefr msfeyl agnai h?taw oknw serep dan ymlesf to my gto i gnrmaiopc evha sotp. Me era nda lppeoe eb aer drubme how rteeh me, how atnh lppoee illw amrrtes wslyaa anth. Egrvaae as gnol wree' good noehug si binge phapy sa. T,aibh isth ytthsi tesl' laesep syels,irou tspo.
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Iglthsyl heiert abeov too huolds hwcih ton of oto 57 is htat areevga cylatlau ihts 0,9 eoc,sr i onstip ont uot ab,d arkn ta a rfilayc pnt,oi i gdoo edocsr. .
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Ro i ftrea aerppeicat sa rgeads tow acem mchu pactce fo i sa ts,iinepdapdo fetl nvee ot dceoshk ayd a dna ym inmop,g. Reus na a o,escr owt hseet pectedx,neu vhae eevn nad msto hmast for sceodr rof fro lifdfuitc teh ylguarba ctbesuj too! ot aenelrg wree pr,ape a i gdaers. Utjecssb lyrela lveebie c, fo slocoh rpodu anc ewre wot us erev uyo fro in hta?t i i've tegishh a oesdcr eht ma ehste. Ultyr. .
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Oecsr tcfa a ro atth i ebweent in ,c/d to pntio no an tuo lol eht also i tanw hitere gainusm. Or at im' doog treihe it i s,kcu ylarel. Guess m,a ath'st i i hwo.
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Tsrfi rp vesiiesintru hociec tiwh a fo htis sa ym a rhtee tsbggie eiappld ni utro,cny to i roajm ni teh ocaumitcmonin tiwh 57,. For i oeffrde yb inedast ,ohcice was tecjeedr sooiy,ogcl ntu n,su scdone my elfuunantyt,or nad ltecylompe saw. Eunbsiss ,aieenwlhm fferdoe agetmamnne me mu,s. .
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To i daerm ursepu re,amd o"uy nda eht ufnyn ereged a vnee poen not enwh ni a rfo aersy pu ym "eisk, eeuvisnr lanyfil a - owh logn igb ot sadi of eon reou,sc had htiw a ecma ilf,e ervne scmcinamotinuo - i tneghiee. .
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In temaenmnag orcsue to sseuibns dne i the ddeiecd apcect the. Ewehr em tawn olucd i to ihst euurft in to pphresa the edal eb tslil.
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Nerve itsh in but aywayn ihcc,eo my sdecno my eb eogtnt my iv'e lief amy occeih trfsi. Ayslwa nocsed eyras,tnlg i ym teg cceioh. Oh llwe. Pu suse'ec'x meac rosaens'' em footmrc era elmsfy ,inotrtneivne to phsrpae all tujs ,paht i or ot whti terbet ro heets wtah phpersa a its' 'its arspehp iedinv of einldag. .
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M?atret m'i ylwsaa tfola ,no rtceurn oeds es'lt em hwvrteae and ti ton ay,s rsacier twha we rhwrveee ot rnwod rty jstu path to, eilk eht elluapecfy. S'let ppayh be. Rfo i lal sa'htt aks nca. .
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Eovl,.
Erueftum.
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P. S. Su, i fo durpo ma m'i lraely. Adrh eokrdw t'now efsrtof adn cnudoist i ew hwo wonk i t,hsi rfo uot. No! soeg feli.