A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Lscsa eht of of hobt wsa the eht aner orenrc stluer my listl sdmttainnppieo ta ym ndahs cbak ta the roowda,y dgee gcliunhtc aste p,isl. .
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My ttndae tsom ensgie rotaufeiv d a la,l rghsnicu c a jsectbu c ,snesslo fo a rfo isypsch aws to rlaeyl tufnaetruon fro emt,shryci ofr nda ltratuee,ir. Deexctep agdre ot i lwle do a ta ttreeb for colud i venre i but ym elsat ,senecisc ouhgtth do. Fro ureatreitl sa. . . Lwil erteahc i "neif tboh wehn we a do calelr rebfoe ,ywrro qi tsolaniucotn me oyu ahwt hre tdteedna itl oldt on"dt' my :xeam rfined dan dya ym ureatitelr iew. Secubae no,wrg an not a hses' and rwgno su c os het fo ety ot,reh edsocr eon a,. Tslil did csubetj si herte?) ahtw a (ese earertutil i es,ur to jubteivces e,agrd but. . . Gader hsit otms tou fo saw a,ll lfee tdnpiogapnsii i eth. Uyo impaocrng spere slfyem yalrel leyfms ot heav tssser oebefr i ot my onwk got nda i hwa?t nagai uot tspo. Matrser owh be me, yswaal ohw mebudr aer pepeol will me nad ahnt eoplpe anht eehtr rae. Ogod si eognuh gervaae ongl as erw'e appyh ibnge sa. Itsh osys,iuelr psot shtity eselpa elts' i,ahtb.
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90, a wihhc nto of syglhtli is at averaeg sponit s,roce 57 oeabv kanr tish hatt oto ptoin, lrfyaci lltuyaca i otn too uto sludho sorecd dgoo i ab,d rhteie. .
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Sa adn felt otw humc hcsdeko i to fo gpomi,n vene poitnsdaedp,i as maec yda eraft a i etpcac aeitrapecp or degras ym. To a rseu dna i rof rof ctbesuj srgead too! e,rcos erew na hte iultcfdif abarguyl a gaelern toms evha teshe rcdeos otw teuepdenxc, rppa,e ofr eenv athms. In hghitse for nca clshoo of tat?h rwee tesbujsc ,c i vleeibe ve'i wto you rvee ylaerl us a shtee eth dcorse ma updor. Ltuyr. .
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A or nuiamsg an teh ocesr ni i eewetbn tcaf want tonpi ,c/d that llo lsoa eitreh out to no i. Ieerth i or it dogo ta m'i ucs,k leayrl. Am, gseus s'hatt i i owh.
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Tiwh ym lppdaie ,57 in ni a oihcce uancmioionctm to the nveteisrisui stih igesbgt as amjro fo wthi i rp trsif a heter to,unrcy. Was csndeo tpylelemco aws nda by dfeorfe olyiosg,co recedetj foutntlenar,yu u,sn ntu easntdi for ec,ihoc my i. Mnaewhle,i bissunse eforefd m,us mntnmaaege em. .
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Yufnn henw - a lnfyila ,k"esi i co,rues fei,l of ont my evne sida eyars ot in and big a y"ou hwo pneo up het venre eamc i ahd rnuevies eno ieenthge ueupsr ,mdear a rdaem thiw a - eerged onlg to rof mcnuonosciitam. .
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Dddeice cptcea ni ucoers sssbnuei mntngmaeae the the den to i. Tlisl isth ntaw aseprhp eadl eb me ot ewhre i eht docul ot ni urfuet.
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Eiv' eb in utb ym ym sneocd ifel c,eicoh notteg mya ioecch isth my nywaay rstfi eernv. Ym teg heicoc i doecsn eygtarn,ls ywsaal. Oh ewll. Me etbtre thaw t'is to r'on'saes htwi came rhsepap lal sehppra sehte aiendgl or of or ph,ta are pu mtoofcr a ittvneionne,r sleyfm tjsu evdiin i ti's to esuxsec'' prhepas. .
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Ewhrevre slwaay ti ryt y,as ,no lauflpceey rasiecr to hetwerav ton kile dwnor htwa i'm terma?t odse t,o sutj eth 'slte we em oflat tpah utrcern nad. T'els be pyhap. Lla i kas tt'sah nac fro. .
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,elov.
Meteurfu.
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P. S. I of ,su am ruodp reayll i'm. S,iht wkedro fsrtoef tuo owh i rhda rof nokw we idncotsu nad i w'not. Ilef !on geso.

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