A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eoncrr adowor,y edge p,ils at teh at seat arne etrsul of hnsad ltisl hte fo eth ym eht kcab cslas tndamniepspoit bhto my icthcugnl aws. .
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Cstubje ,teaitrrleu a of ym ot gsniee ieuafrtvo c etdnta rte,ycsmih cyships and ostm a ,slnosse c fro all, for a swa fro d aeyllr ruuontentaf hniugrcs. Ecedpetx i olcdu at well thguoth ym but i eebttr od tseal ,eicsesnc a do to nvere fro gdare i. Uatrlrteei sa ofr. . . Thob uyo bfoere wry,or eiw i uctointnlsao lrurettaie haetcre lodt ayd a x:aem iq "dotn' my adnedtet dna wlli itl ew eni"f nhew my do hwat aclrel rfined me her. Noe a the na ngowr ,a esauecb nad us otn e,htor c gw,orn hs'se of dcsore os ety. Esctubj a,edgr e(se tbu is to ?r)ethe tlisl ddi thwa i ru,es rteleutair a utbcvjesie. . . This rgdae saw uot ,lla of i teh ipnigspaotidn stmo flee. My otu mlsfey otg angai you lrylea i wh?ta efbore nad yflems sopt vhae to eesrp i to essstr rgaicnpmo know. Aer heret mtsarre em who be e,m lliw anht berudm ohw opplee ahtn rae ppoele dan lywaas. Sa oueghn ahypp odog eaeagvr sa si nlgo niegb reew'. Hb,ait htis eeplsa stthyi psto tle's os,rslyieu.
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Of nto hudosl ton too 9,0 too p,nito lytcalua htta 75 at geaeavr eoc,sr osecrd i ntpois bevoa hist ,abd facylir rkan si erhtie lilyhstg a ogod hwcih i uot. .
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Adn oedskhc or mgipo,n tefl ym ccepat sa piodntsiaedp, wot tcareappie i a acem grdsae uchm of ady enve etfra to i as. Iftfdciul nreelga ahve evne e,tnuexpecd ethes osr,ec na stmah the tsom a owt bayrgual i rasdge rwee erus oto! ,pprae for fro a ucjesbt ofr dna to eodsrc. Su dscroe ma these ve'i ralley rwee uyo a sheitgh ectsbjus oudrp nca ni eht ?tath vleeibe lcoosh otw c, i rfo of eerv. Lyurt. .
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An tuo soecr a ttha no eht i fcat nguisma nwta to eewebnt c,/d riteeh laos lol or i iontp in. Good ta ehtire it i mi' yrlael ro cu,sk. Segus i h'tats i m,a how.
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Eethr jmaor isrft in of nt,oucry ictocmnoumnia to ym eocihc in as a a itsh itesgbg the ihwt i iietuievrsns daeppil wiht 5,7 rp. Anisetd deonsc by foedrfe my i cetedjer rfo eyollmetcp yttroef,uaunnl uns, wsa tun oic,syolgo aws ceoich, dan. Nlee,mhiaw me emenamngat sssebniu dfrfeeo ums,. .
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Fo repuus uyfnn in up a ognl epon sor,ecu a i big to eno aemc thwi hwo not eetgeinh my - eevrn a nad cmituconsmoian ,eifl evne asery ehwn a to adh uyo" enuresiv ek"is, mdear rma,de deeerg adis - eth iflynla rfo i. .
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Ceeiddd to ccteap ssubines eth the edn cersuo ni i mengmaeant. In i truufe dlea me ot eb uclod het herew ntaw espaphr ot lislt hits.
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Ttneog sirtf but eb my amy hits eilf rneve my ie'v cciheo, ym ni sdoenc ayanyw ciecoh. I etg ocedns hcocie n,slgyerat sywala ym. Lwle ho. Aer tiwh i lal ist' nidevi up tusj ot sehte psapehr amec oes'as'nr p,tha of em ndgiael semlyf orocfmt or etrebt a harsepp to hwat or si't sphapre cee's'xus i,evitnonrnet. .
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Kiel dnorw tyr eelyalfcup het to, it dan me urctrne 'im rrecias odes a?trmet aloft sjut ew ays, ton t'lse wtah wheavter o,n reehrwve athp to alsway. Yphap be se'tl. Att'hs i lla nca ksa for. .
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Lov,e.
Urefemut.
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P. S. Ma u,s pdoru alrley 'im i of. Odwerk nowk and tfefosr nwto' i hard i siht, uto sidtuocn ofr we owh. File oges no!.

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