A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of pls,i ym lltis hte ym lcssa ta tase the abck drwoy,oa hte tohb aenr hdnas at cinugchlt fo ntsnmeotdaipip eth aws dege nrroce rtusle. .
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Uafeotvri a to onsesls, ttdnae scihpsy omst nunftetaoru laleyr c etruielt,ar egenis gsihnucr ym a nda c asw a l,la fro rof tsebcuj of fro d echyistr,m. Ym i eterbt dulco but od ta for evern lseta i derga cncisese, edeptxec ugthoth i do a elwl ot. Fro eliarerttu sa. . . Yuo "inef will boht ferdni erh ym wei htecare arertiltue i claler ew hwat tdo'n" nhwe iq dna y,rrwo edetdtan dya dotl od em ionsctoluatn my efboer lit :xmae a. Us useceab of so rgnwo na ess'h ont a nad yte ert,ho c one hte serdoc wonrg, a,. Ese( i ?r)eeth uesr, but iretalrtue to gda,re a ddi is awth ltsil btujviesce ujbtesc. . . Ihst otms saw elfe darge i ll,a eth tuo fo pniaiidntospg. I tsop ot vaeh lyaerl to you srsets nda feeobr seyfml epesr otu nwko pcgrnaomi gto ?hwat i emysfl nagai ym. Eb hnat mbeurd are me me, owh htan lilw yswaal ear metsrar hwo adn epelpo lopepe erhte. Sa si uhoneg gonl 'wree hpypa evgaare godo neigb sa. Pselae atbi,h sthi tl'se ,uosylrsie otsp ytthis.
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Oto otu dcosre tath of geavare tglyslhi hciwh otn 90, ,oipnt duhsol rkna nospti 75 at ebaov ,bda cliyrfa a is too i tllucaay otn eterhi eocr,s good i isth. .
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Adn nvee hkedocs a ecma fraet peipaatecr p,imnog day i ot rgsaed as as tceapc esdat,pipidno tow i or of etlf my mhuc. A urse smtah enev rof eedutxnpce, leragen mots otw erwe an fiidulctf edargs esteh to rfo dan !too ,erosc hvae hte rp,aep yauabglr ceorsd a sutjbec i fro. Uopdr eevr i rleyal isgehht ethse ni can the drecso suetsjcb am tt?ha c, us cohsol tow fo iv'e rewe lbeviee rfo ouy a. Tlruy. .
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Oscer na i tuo lsao gmnisau ni or no pnito aftc tnwa lol teeebnw ttha i eht a to teehri d,c/. Alyler 'mi it htreie i ta godo ck,us or. Tth'sa ma, i who i esgus.
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Ggsbtie tihs i thwi ot eth a ni pliadpe pr in a ym theer itrsf ,oyctnru jaomr sa hiwt ccieho of sriinsvetieu 57, miotmnncuaioc. Wsa by i,oloygsoc nu,s escdon neaidst i my etdjceer ro,falytnutnue dan unt rfofdee lmtocyleep ofr i,choce asw. ,amlhewine redeffo ,ums ieusbsns eenmnaagmt em. .
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- dsia eacm how up nfuyn nhew not a amdre orf onpe one neev my ihenteeg goln i hwit to of "oyu to eieusnrv ,eki"s adh uuserp hte geered r,scoue vreen efi,l alflyin - gib e,mard sonnmmtiiacuco i a nad a yeasr a in. .
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I eeciddd eth het ot amgntmneea eucrso in bsesuisn dne etccpa. Aprsehp ot hsti to fruute het wnat me ni ilstl eerhw lduoc eb i dlea.
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Echoic may rvnee my onetgt tfsir ielf i,cehco nceods ve'i in aanywy tbu be my hits my. Nocdse my get ysr,aetngl ehoicc wayals i. Elwl ho. T'si me wath ldigane ctormof h,apt rnt,iivnoteen fo ear t'si peaphrs i tseeh melfys idinve arhpeps ceam htiw or ot x'eec'sus psapher ot ttrebe a up se''ronas sujt all or. .
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Path whartvee eepuafllyc tcrrune tno ehewrvre 'im just ti tyr nda to ay,s n,o tofal we rndwo se'lt sdeo the ircesar wtha swlaay em eikl ,to e?mratt. Pphya 'stle be. I all ats'ht fro ask anc. .
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Lv,eo.
Rutmefeu.
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P. S. Fo m'i am i upord su, rlelay. N'wot tdicuson rof h,its we i tou i rofftse who kerowd nda nowk hrda. O!n efil oesg.

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