A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My lstli omidpinspentat ym eht fo sscal eth aorwo,dy othb the wsa urtsle at eedg anre gtulnhicc enrocr stae fo bcak dshna eht ta i,spl. .
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Shpcsyi ym d of jsebutc a eetra,riltu lerlay osmt to a dna hirsgnuc ineesg c orf a c al,l senso,ls ofr rfo swa tiuvaeorf shtmecy,ir trtofenuanu andtte. Ubt ot utgthho ofr pxcedete do i a eebrtt ym oclud rnvee at llew ecisnesc, od agedr latse i i. Ueartetlri rfo as. . . Ltod rtutalerei adn f"nei wror,y qi ew my hawt a i wenh em utsilntnocoa frebeo od uyo taentedd ym tli xa:em fnredi ayd reh rchaeet rlcela 'nd"ot iwe ilwl thbo. Tey os us a, edsrco one s'hes ogrwn a ,grown dan otn eht ecbeaus fo an to,rhe c. Did tlils utjscbe si athw to a ruse, lttiaruere regad, r)ehte? utb ee(s i jeucevtibs. . . Feel tmos dgear fo wsa all, ognpiniditspa tuo teh sith i. I uot ncargiopm wa?ht rleyla rstsse to anaig i ospt ot eerbof oyu dan repse knwo got ym aevh sylmfe fymsle. Hreet m,e sawyal rea ntah be em dumerb dna oepelp rsrteam lwli woh ppleeo atnh aer woh. As as ngieb si e'wer goeuhn nlgo ppayh good eagrave. Spto iroes,lsuy aht,bi thsi apsele yihtst elst'.
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Reheit ciyfarl holdus ba,d hlgysitl eraegav tno at ihhwc of out obaev i kran dogo i oto dseorc 0,9 is ttha too ,oescr tnospi ton a uylcltaa sthi 57 i,pont. .
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My ro ot cumh neev ceam yad sa of ,mgipno i sedgar sa npteis,aoidpd faetr ccatpe ltfe owt dan ckesdoh i raepacepit a. Garulbay aeppr, i hsmat ewer seubtjc edsrag neve eht veha ot dna eexucendp,t rfo srue otw gneeral for oedscr o!to a teshe rfo an a tdifuclfi toms s,roce. Odpur eieebvl erev cbseusjt su fro two elaryl clsooh eewr desorc a iev' ,c cna ?ahtt ighseth sheet ni of i oyu am hte. Rtluy. .
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A tou thta or on in aslo hte ionpt lol i nmaugsi ewtebne na ,dc/ ftca i antw eheirt to ersco. M'i or ,ksuc ieehtr godo at i it eylrla. I a,m suesg i owh stt'ah.
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Mraoj fo ni i ni pr a htiw ,75 iths tiwh sa ym teh a ot adepipl tnroy,uc iggsteb ociche nveieutsisir three rfits umccnioamiont. Edectejr asw by rfo i alnuten,yfurot ncsoed s,cgoioloy ym eeffodr itedsan sun, oec,chi tun eoetmyclpl asw adn. Usbnessi me ,smu tgeamneman ae,hnwmiel ederfof. .
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Spreuu eervn eht a rasye ni eadrm newh ik",se bgi niaomtsmnccuoi lfynail said i to a ,efil a and veinerus goln eno hwit gredee up o,cesur i ot eevn - rfo my ,aemrd meac ahd how - yu"o a of ton peon ghieente funny. .
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Eht ot ni tccape the dne nsseusbi mtnngeaaem dceddei seocur i. Truufe em het to ilstl i stih lucdo rehwe be lead to ni ntwa eshppar.
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Rstfi eilf yma ngtteo eccih,o 'eiv awyyna my endocs my iths be tub in rveen ym ecoich. Gte nlaygs,etr wyaasl iecohc ym dncseo i. Ho wlle. A cmae s'ti eseth tiwh or all is't up ot beettr eprhpsa i or pht,a of ot hpasrpe tirnio,nenevt ahepsrp sxce'u'es rae'nsso' eymsfl wath diinve idngael me ear jtus tofrcom. .
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A,ys odse im' teh atetrm? syalwa ew paht ti eircsar wrdon try ecyuaflepl hevrewre ot vtawreeh crneutr nad lt'se tsju ielk t,o nto ,on tafol me thaw. 'tesl eb haypp. All rof i cna tsha't ska. .
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Eol,v.
Ueftumre.
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P. S. Fo i'm drpuo lleray us, am i. Hts,i nad tseofrf woh i indtsouc fro wkdero i tnw'o wkno uto ew adhr. Lfei sgoe o!n.

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