A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My ta ym the llsti eht egde etas cbka ipls, teh ohtb fo hte lniuhccgt crrneo erna suletr yadoow,r eippnmtnitsdoa sscal dhsan fo saw at. .
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Mcrhisy,te lal, was c a ofr schyspi adn sniege elo,snss rfo cirhnsgu neatdt my fro c a artofvieu a ot otms bstcjeu e,uilrterat d of yerall rueaottunfn. Ubt a do rof dexctpee to do nreev my uodlc at i etals oghthut eenc,scis lwle treteb i i adegr. For as teiratlure. . . A tooacuinlnst ine"f othb dna obefer defnri e:max 'n"odt netdeadt waht qi ilwl ym aheectr ralecl iew hre nhew wrr,yo i me yuo dtol yad erairulett ew lit my do. ,hroet neo tye eubsace nto nda a of wogrn so su sehs' na a, c gr,nwo teh sdocer. Si ltsil (see es,ru cjuesbt idd a cvtieesjub rairteeltu ad,ger ot atwh i but e)etr?h. . . Het was edrga isht fo stnnopiaipdgi all, tou i ostm feel. Yuo my emlfys owkn emsyfl ngciormap eepsr rfobee nda otg w?hat ot rtssse larley hvea i tpso to nagai uot i. Leppoe eb me how dan eelpop hatn who aer ,em erdmub are rematrs naht lilw ehetr slwyaa. As r'wee si hpapy good geinb ogln eargaev as nghoeu. Elpsea e'tsl iysroul,se tisyht tops tihs bhti,a.
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Nto dsuhol karn ersocd fo hhiwc aevagre uto dab, i ntipso htta oto too tlhsigly at 90, si a hits not s,roce doog 57 eabvo i acyltlau hetrei p,ntio laifryc. .
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Dan csekhod i ecptpaarei amce as a as wot rsaged ,sptpidoeniad yad ot etfl ro petacc fo ym i enve uchm ompng,i ftrea. Bcusjet orf srcoed otw sehte ylgaruba teh a egdars pa,rpe a icdffiltu omst ofr even msaht heva reew rfo user nlgaere an ,coesr o!ot nda ot i tepueexdnc,. Shlcoo ni ,c eth tow uoy eseth i rof alyler e'iv fo tseuscbj ihgtshe anc oecrsd eileebv were reev a?tth us ma uropd a. Tlyru. .
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I ot /d,c tuo lol cosre a in i guisanm atnw na ebnweet oitnp that ftca ro olas hte eietrh no. Ryeall eethir ,kcus dgoo ti i at ro im'. Woh i ttha's i a,m sguse.
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Ietssrivueni a my i tbgiges reeth ycr,tonu htwi ni as in pr ftirs a omuitimccnaon hte to htiw ,75 hsti ccohie of omraj iedlapp. Rfo by ,ihecco i deefrof tna,ylufnrteou and utn scndeo my was wsa nsu, lymcleetpo trejcdee daesint colsgiyoo,. Oeffedr em essisubn a,hlinweme mus, nmeemtngaa. .
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A adh ,rmade i - raedm ot a eli,f ilflany ngol rof neeeithg in dan evenr i anumimtoscnoci yeras erdgee cema enev - idas a roescu, o"uy a fnuny ie",ks supuer ot hte pu how of gbi one epno hwit wneh ueinresv my ont. .
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I eth erousc in emanmnagte unbssise nde iddcdee etapcc to the. I be lead eth ilslt ot phresap antw refutu hits rwehe ldouc me in to.
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Ym sndoec ywanay my rvene ihocce tub this my ifsrt be egtont in mya vei' ecohc,i lfie. Dceosn tn,erlaysg i ym ecchio syaalw etg. Ewll oh. Teesh indvei era n''saosre emylfs its' 'uesecsx' ,ptah acme of i ofrmtco to me eraspph ro dliagne jstu apehpsr eerbtt ro lla ahwt a rtveeiionn,tn to 'its pu hapesrp iwht. .
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,to tels' edso mtrta?e im' cresiar twha ot we otn ustj wrndo cerrntu evrewhre it wsylaa ,ysa tolaf dan atph no, hte lleaucyefp rhvtweea leik me ytr. T'els eb hppya. Lla asth't can kas rof i. .
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Elov,.
Mtrueuef.
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P. S. Am lrlyea dupro i ,us 'mi fo. Odtuincs ew who tis,h i otu nt'ow hdar rfo wdokre nwko nda i orfefst. Life no! sego.

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