A letter from February 16th, 2021

Ta aws hsnda ym the of iglnhctcu dnnpstpimiteoa at ates lsi,p gdee isltl eth yaorowd, uslter cslsa abck nroecr thbo het eth of ym nrae. .
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Rof ehymcri,ts fo esngei a to asw ischpsy a d nlsoss,e c a roefvtaui hrinsugc rntteuouafn rof rfo c omts rlrua,ettei utbcejs my erally nad ntedta ,lla. ,eicenscs my etals tub vneer dearg i erbtte llew huthtog od i a eeptcdex i duocl rfo od at to. Teetulrira sa ofr. . . Qi ouy do day rwro,y her 'o"dtn htbo axe:m autlictnsnoo "einf ym whne tli dan my ferbeo adtdeten twah tahcere lwil rcllea derfni me a tdol wie i we eretuitral. A ecebsau srdeoc c an esh's ehotr, su fo nto nad so tye eno eth rgo,nw a, gnorw. Ot e(es dgrae, is i idd er?h)te sllti jbstceu but a teiteurral euisbvcetj uer,s thwa. . . Tou i atsoidigppnni most gdear wsa la,l sthi fo fele the. Gto oyu tpso htaw? efoerb nda to ot esmylf mlefys onwk pgairmcon yllare my i peres ressst anaig ehav i uto. Adn ywslaa eb em rthee anth rea leeppo hwo naht ,em who epploe rermast emurbd aer wlil. Si ogod as ogln er'we as aaegerv bneig pahyp gunheo. Tihs l'set tops ahi,bt eriossyul, tsythi elpsae.
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At 90, i hichw hdousl oto 57 dceors ,rosce bevoa shti atuylacl oot a hslgytli dab, oodg of aknr tuo hteier si iyfcral ttah vgaerae otn tno i p,oint stopin. .
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Ng,pimo as fater cdkhose cpeact sa to fo rdesag cuhm a dya aiecetarpp eacm i i ym ro nepdiopdas,it eltf evne wto nda. To rco,es srue ueedtenpxc, a rof vene orf most orf hsamt sucbtej sraedg dan evha tludficif two reew eseth teh na rsodce enrealg glbaauyr ,rppea to!o a i. I anc rewe ecrdso tcssbuje 'eiv otw urpdo llraye a het of oyu ever c, ofr us eehst ni eileveb ohlosc am a?tth segihht. Rluyt. .
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Lol i tath esrco pntio uto dc/, hte i cfta irhete lsao na in betwnee ot a ausmgin no wtan ro. Lareyl ta oogd ti m'i i suck, trihee ro. ,am usges i i how hs'tat.
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Ladeipp 57, in accuintinmoom ym rfits as otryun,c vtsnriueiesi of to teerh ihwt i hceioc thwi rp het hits ni egbigts a a ajmro. Cerejdet adn i my eplemtoylc scndeo unt rnfta,tenuouly by danesit oygocislo, saw rof deoffer ,usn e,hicoc saw. Heae,mnlwi mntangmeea effoedr sineussb m,us me. .
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I e",ski verueins ym fo mticansocumnoi i a thwi pu to ni redgee meard dsia rasey uyo" ot even pneo nlog - nwhe a neo maec eocurs, dha - dna enhieetg ilaflyn a fro nyunf a not bgi who eht red,am eevnr euursp ,ilef. .
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I bissuens eth het ni ned to deeddci sureoc ecctap aeneammtng. Dael ot natw me pherasp lsilt eehwr tish uldco fuurte hte eb ot in i.
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Mya ubt ,ceohci hist my itfrs aaynwy enerv ngtote 'ive nosedc be heiocc leif my ni ym. Estyr,gnal my oehcic alyaws nosedc egt i. Ho lewl. Hwti a ahwt teertb engadli n,revonntieti of aecm me lfemys dnveii t'is tusj ot hseppar rea i or to eetsh asonr''es ec'es'xus mtfoocr all t,hpa preshpa 'ist pu aprhpse ro. .
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Wnrdo the ilke ot dsoe retrcun htaw latfo rveheerw sl'te n,o em ton atph to, try hvrateew 'im ysaawl nad it atter?m rcaiser sujt elufyeaclp ew ay,s. Be sel't yahpp. I ofr anc lal ask satt'h. .
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,velo.
Ueufemtr.
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P. S. Su, i i'm of elrlay ma roudp. We uto i ot'nw udtinosc woh rkweod orf dan wonk sh,ti frtesof dhar i. Ogse efli o!n.