A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ps,il anre ates the hte rtsule teh both at stlil dsnah slsca edeg my ta ym ercrno aws pntpeoitdsmnai bcka wod,raoy eht of fo hcutnligc. .
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Ofr swa a aendtt erlaly dna ofneantuurt smot ,eerrltitua c tuevfiroa a ,all c bestcju ngseie d ischugrn sihspyc smrcyhie,t a of sn,osels ym fro ofr ot. Ellw my tutoghh do od doluc a vnere ot i i ltsae utb orf raegd ttreeb at i necscise, tecpxdee. Sa fro euritleatr. . . Edifnr we tlrerautei od lti ax:em day uyo lnttniouoasc dteeadnt d"ot'n em bhot hewn my wlli efn"i lracel iew dan my a qi eforbe erh awht ,wrryo dlot i aetcerh. Nad so us s'esh na of c ceorsd ,a nto eon a thero, eht tey gwnr,o wgrno ceeasub. Atwh a vubetsiejc geadr, si did tubjcse erlrtiuaet stlli eusr, ubt eh?)etr ot i (ees. . . Dagre out of eth saw i shti lefe tsom l,la pgdpainnosiit. Tog anaig arelly emysfl i ym mrignacop wkno efbero eahv to yuo speer stessr ot dan otu stpo i t?haw feyslm. ,em tahn eppelo anht reeth rea wysala aer lilw nda bdrume how ohw me ppeole be reratms. Gbnie as olng 'ewer as is doog eaeagvr pypha neoguh. Ytihts pealse a,hibt ihst e'stl stop uolyirss,e.
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57 is ta vbaoe adb, a uhodsl sith iehrte i ,09 otn oot not,pi i gerveaa creosd shylilgt fo ihhcw iontsp oot ont nark tou odgo ltuacaly o,rcse cflariy htat. .
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Fo ,oigpmn sa i eragsd i nvee wot a soedhkc ot sa cema my uhcm erfta ecaptc pepcrataei dna pin,psdteiaod ro flet ady. Nvee areengl i e,xnuedcetp an evha for ce,ors a dna sgread msot to a oto! tow sure fro ,ppare dticfluif teehs sedrco hte beujsct fro hsmta eewr yrlguaab. Lcosoh vleibee a us yuo iv'e in ,c yrlael shgthie seeth ofr am teh rduop anc eoscrd reve erew wot usstbejc ta?ht of i. Yutlr. .
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I oll an atwn sola btnweee minusga the out a ,dc/ tcfa orcse to or ttah no i in ipton ehtire. At or su,kc eallyr m'i good i ti erieht. How i t'sath i m,a egsus.
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As a hsti coceih my eht oioitunnmcamc rfsit a ni i 7,5 ot htiw eitgsbg twih ,trycoun ehrte paipled risesiutienv of aorjm pr ni. Eefrfdo dreteejc lyso,gcoio aws danites eu,naoftnutlry asw by nda poeltemlyc for s,un i e,ichoc ym tun ncsdoe. ,mus winee,hmal eedrffo em iebnsssu naagtnmmee. .
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I,fle a a enhw cor,sue a mread a hte fo nto gbi flyalin teegnehi ot reeusvni with my - ,eis"k vnee lngo i pu rayes - ynfun cema neo tinmncmacioous sprueu aisd ad,rme ni fro eonp gedere i o"yu how rneve dha to nda. .
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I dcdidee mnteagmean teh eht ot sinssueb ni dne cpceta rsouce. Eht tanw eb stlli i ot duocl furuet hewre ni prpesah dael ot stih em.
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Rtifs yaywna iefl ocechi cnesod tntego be utb hecico, mya isht revne ym ym ym iev' ni. Ng,yeatlsr my hoecic oscdne syalaw i get. Ho wlel. Nitetnn,voeri to tiwh rae vieind foromtc saprpeh 'ae'ssron a s'eu'cxes or tbrete 'ist seprhap pu em lal stuj esteh to ahwt serpahp fo gdainel acme s'ti or sleyfm tpha, i. .
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Arwtvhee lkie 'im ew ot, usjt rarcies alaysw ,on hwat tfoal ,sya ti atermt? me ot eht lceuapefyl ytr paht erweervh ton nad dwron nreurtc soed e'lts. Ahppy eb se'tl. Ask nac i all orf hsatt'. .
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L,oev.
Mfruteeu.
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P. S. Lyrela am i'm of i us, odrup. Kerdow rhad tn'wo rof nda tcosdniu h,ist ew how i wonk tuo i oerffst. Egso elif no!.

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