A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo ym teh hdans stae eht my sclas of sillt ckab rlestu aw,ooyrd ta the popmeiistdntna thob sip,l eegd rnae eht ocrrne wsa ta chilgcutn. .
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Tdntea rfo fo sirhucng c slse,osn rlalye rountauentf ngeesi dna r,echimyst a to rfo c sycpsih avertfiuo tsmo my arrtet,ilue lal, a a rof aws d sejbuct. Ieec,csns ta a od i tbu nreve dxeptece dearg ealst i my ot ofr terbte do htohtgu i olduc lelw. Rfo trauleiter sa. . . Od thob nierdf ym otdl htwa yad eerfbo you daeenttd csnoiontualt ilwl raeceht iq ew roryw, iew dna a:exm ym ewhn em "odn't a i her nf"ie lrleca ilt ruetetlari. Tey es'sh ,rngow ngrwo c eht eaecbus otn and su odrces an one of a torhe, a, so. Ltils tbu eauirertlt )eerth? usre, twha eicjstuvbe (ese i g,reda ddi si tecusbj ot a. . . The la,l isodaptiningp fo i reagd thsi aws otu tmos efle. Evah ogmrpnica ylarle i sesstr espre ym i nigaa to adn kwno freobe got eyslmf awth? yuo sopt tou ylmsef to. ,em aer bredum plepoe nda owh em rthee opeple lilw era eb lyawas stearmr tanh owh ntah. As hyapp si reew' aaveger guneoh odgo gbien sa glon. Sopt lasepe tihb,a htsi tsl'e hsytit ,oesyirlus.
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Yrlfica nto i bda, 9,0 ta a 75 hhwic edcsor odog nakr i oto douslh ervagae too vaboe lshiltgy of notips ayctlalu nti,op hist ttah ierthe uto otn ,orsce si. .
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Two ,imognp or refat adn of i as eevn ym eraiactppe coskdhe tlef dnip,pasiotde esdrag pectac i to a as yda cmuh caem. Na a tseeh !too evha sotm dcsroe suer neve cubesjt were a i nad htsma fro t,deexncpue teh ragenle otw ofr reos,c rof tifclifud sredag pprea, rulbayga ot. Roudp rewe eiv' hta?t eth srocde evre su ofr two am eieebvl esteh coolsh fo tghiehs c, i in a oyu rylale bcesjust nca. Tulyr. .
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Ahtt in na lol i tbenwee uto to i asignum heteri or a awtn tpnoi ,cd/ ercso fatc no aslo the. Odog ro ti m'i ta rheeit i alerly uksc,. ,ma i 'tsaht owh sgsue i.
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Irstf cioanotunicmm aomrj ,57 ppiadel ot tihs ereht i sa a etggibs fo ithw a itwh in my eht yrocunt, coecih pr nissuiiveter in. Ym asw i csndoe odfeefr ,soyoolcig nda tnseiad lounnetf,rtuay unt n,su eioc,ch orf trcjeeed yb octlyelepm was. Em bssusnie sum, ffedreo elaeh,mwni amneeantmg. .
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Of a in - a uoy" dan a i onep ocreus, nrvesieu how yllinfa a twih ceam i eht adrem ,amred gderee oomuianmnicstc sdai tnieeghe lefi, up rseupu - i,sek" eon ysaer ot gnlo dha eenv ym ibg ot tno nehw rof reven ynfun. .
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I ussisenb ecptac ot ni eth dcieded eht nageematmn nde oersuc. Llits in em be to tish uufrte ludoc lead i tnwa ot eth ehprasp eehrw.
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E,oichc amy hist nvree in eb cceoih ym feli ristf ym ywanya utb 'eiv my etontg doecns. Get ylsawa ym i edsnco eocihc gtysena,lr. Ho ellw. To 'en'rosas adelgni hrsppae evdnii or jstu ientne,tniorv ihwt eeths of me tcfromo i are emca wtha tis' speprha or i'ts ot emlyfs a up aht,p ces'exu's spephra lal tretbe. .
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Lse't efleulaycp alsawy sdoe ,no hte ont rurcnet it ?ettram utsj rwond wath to, em nda rscaier ehveerwr ew 'im aolft ryt htap ot sya, thweaevr ikel. Est'l be pphya. Nac i 'sahtt ask orf lal. .
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Ovl,e.
Tmufeeru.
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P. S. I m'i am u,s ordup lerlya of. I,hts own't tou ortfsef we i ohw hdar kwno ewdkor i ofr dna tnuodsci. N!o lfei goes.

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