A letter from February 16th, 2021

Stlli dgee yrdaoow, het ndsha ta pdnasonetmipit rroenc ,silp ym stae acbk otbh at ym fo asw teh eutsrl ssalc of rean eht nthccuigl eht. .
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Lyealr d ,all ssoen,ls a c ofr grhucisn ,leetairutr rfo dnetta untaretufon c a my sphysci rof bjestuc reauiovtf fo ieengs to eryht,iscm wsa and stom a. Do i darge censcies, etrtbe ym thguoht ta ubt depeecxt a ot do etlas wlel nreev dulco i orf i. Fro as lutrteeari. . . Oeefbr em do my :aexm eiw tdlo a uyo tli if"en r,yrow drefni we noaslocunitt dya dttnaeed iq llraec ym '"tndo aeetcrh arelrtieut her i othb lilw whta nda nweh. S'she a cbseeau eyt os ,a hetor, of c dna oecdrs gw,onr hte na us one ton wngor. Is vebestciuj utb wtah auetlitrer did lltsi to tsubjec erhet?) a i rus,e (see age,dr. . . Daerg inaniippotdgs shit tosm i flee tuo aws hte of l,al. Icnprgaom veah ym ot adn i ot mysfle syfmel ?waht prees leyrla i roebfe otg sterss yuo tuo kwon agnai opst. Nath woh eb mreubd ehert nad htna yswaal eelopp mrsaret woh ear plepoe me m,e ilwl aer. Rewe' is sa yphap sa lgon ingeb evarage ogod guhneo. E'tsl htbia, psot tshi leseap riusye,ols ytiths.
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Iheetr not of eraagve oveba rnka oudhls atht ta acltluay tihs iontps sce,or ihtylslg hchwi ba,d is i tou scdreo oot ,09 57 ,nopti too nto dgoo i a icalrfy. .
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Ayd rpapeitcea umch eamc a agdres telf as or accpet wot mpi,gon of i ep,dpnioitsad i khdecos to earft sa dan my neve. Eadrsg cebujst dan stmo htmas neetucdxpe, e,ocrs a rwee ofr wto oot! rfo ot fiidtlucf ruyglaab eth i teehs nvee an sure apr,ep veha eenalgr a ofr dscore. 'vei bteucsjs eth ouy yrlela wto eshet rfo in ehghtsi a fo elveieb odpur dcsoer can i sochlo us c, ma eevr atth? ewer. Tyulr. .
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Hte lol ro optni bnteeew ercso htat ni natw i to gmnsaiu d/c, tacf on soal threie a an uot i. Dgoo yllrea ro m'i ta it cusk, i erithe. Htta's i owh suegs a,m i.
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Pr teh in otoucaimcinnm isht ,57 i fitrs in a ,yruonct jroam wthi ym pdplaei rhtee ot a of iuivrenitsse tihw egigstb choeci as. Io,lyogosc etdsnai cohic,e eeejdrct sun, orf ltocpmleey oefdefr by i asw adn asw uny,ortufentla tnu ym oencsd. Nwmilhea,e mu,s susbensi em gnaemnmaet feoefdr. .
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Thwi damre a nto unnfy in i ef,il one a eth iusernev caem reegde adn a erenv a ,i"eks o,csreu eevn adh mdae,r pu - yaesr enwh cuianmsomicnto - noep i gnol hnegteie to big of to ofr "uyo lyifanl adis hwo ym uuerps. .
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Nde ecdddei eht eibnsuss erucos the cacpet to i in gmaaennemt. Dale tsih ot rsahepp herew eb tisll to i lucod me tnwa in het reuuft.
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Siht mya leif vrene ubt in hioecc ttgeno my cheic,o i'ev ym dsoenc be ym aaywny trifs. Ecoich gt,nrelasy oednsc etg wsylaa my i. Oh llwe. Ebtetr otfcorm inidve tahw rae to of whit em st'i a hprapes eildgna saprehp caem lla eittnor,nivne tha,p i sit' ustj pu eparpsh ro ot tehse seylfm sex''escu or rses'on'a. .
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Ervrweeh ncrteru het dwonr dsoe n,o ot fatlo im' and tawh ot, emtt?ar we sujt swyala el'st ont ricsare hpat leik yrt eeyclapful s,ya ti em eearvwth. Eb yapph lset'. T'htsa fro all ska nac i. .
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,evlo.
Eertfumu.
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P. S. Fo us, lryale i am mi' purod. Rodwke teforfs fro nwok ahrd woh dna dusotcni nwt'o its,h i we uto i. Ilfe on! egso.