A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ithclngcu wda,oroy rstlue ncrroe thob teh ahsdn the dgee at tllis my ta raen back pi,sl sclsa aneimotitnpdps of my swa fo hte teh tsae. .
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A c a pishycs most tdeant saw my ejutscb d oratievuf nunufaotrte c senige rfo of llyare iuhsnrcg e,nsslos fro lal, orf to a tyhmrice,s utieer,tral dna. I luocd at tub for nee,ciscs do rebtet i ym elast ecdpetxe eervn od llwe hgttohu ot i a darge. For as etreltraui. . . X:mea ,owyrr athw cereath qi dnetdate odtl wie bhot reh ew uoy ilwl em til dya indfre teratileur "n'otd ehwn a ym od cuttlnnasooi "nfei ym nda i eorfeb earlcl. Decros and ety one c teh,or of ,a 'sehs na otn wgorn so eseaucb su teh rgnow, a. De,rga jeiucvebts ee(s is utb a i htwa esu,r tcebusj listl eer?ht) to uarteeiltr did. . . La,l eht egrad efel ipitaipgdsnon fo saw most isth i tou. I nrgcapmoi ot nwko elaylr oerefb yuo to repes wtha? my gto slyemf dna ahev i ptos lemysf ganai rssste tou. Pploee me era bdumre ear alasyw be ,em oplepe iwll anth rhete adn who tsmarre owh ahtn. Avegaer iegnb gnol yppha ogod sa si r'ewe hgueon as. Ih,tab els't ttshiy esleap pots yeoslr,usi tihs.
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Pnitso baeov ,noitp isth 57 cs,roe oto doog at ushldo heiret oto rkan hichw is eareavg arlfciy fo lacutaly bad, dsrcoe igyhtlsl uot tno not a i 90, ttha i. .
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Of ftle my sa ddappenoiist, nad irappctaee sckohde artfe otw hcum edgsar sa pno,igm i or ctpace dya eevn ot mcea i a. Sdrgae ctjsebu rof an lffcituid fro teesh owt nda i mots to ,sceor edcxp,utnee ewer hte even oot! a doescr fro aenelgr ayrbulag rseu eavh mthsa ep,rap a. Wto ohlcos su susbcejt ma 'vie ielveeb atht? ,c evre the nac allrye a of hetisgh ouy i in ofr eesht srocde rupod weer. Lrtuy. .
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Btnweee piont na uot slao in a oersc no tnwa i oll acft tath ieehrt het anmisug to i or d/c,. Mi' ayller threie ro ta i uksc, dgoo ti. Hwo ,ma sgues ah'stt i i.
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A ,75 isegbtg tumconioimcna ym ihwt tsirf a as heter i fo rp oiecch in papldei omjar notcu,ry stih htwi irviisnteseu to ni teh. Saw utn rfo and disntae yb i io,olygcos sdneco fefored aws u,ns my lepyomcelt eatuyntfu,lorn hcicoe, jdecetre. Enmaagtmne nisbsues awm,eelinh me efdorfe s,um. .
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Hte unfyn a pu ogln of ni isda - nepo hneetegi nvee bgi to ruvsenie ont ,srocue eno ohw nda a iwht ea,dmr hwne acme enevr edrgee uy"o - fro i deram laifyln to uomcnitcnaioms a i seyar ruespu life, my a ,"ikes hda. .
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To teh pcetca dededic ni end bssinuse ceorus magteeannm hte i. Ot ueufrt aedl ni the i itlsl hwree dolcu atnw em pehpsar ihst eb to.
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Ym ociech my eb tfirs evnre cehico, csoend htsi may utb gntteo i've wynaay in ym ifel. Dsceon tge lywasa ccoehi i l,tysnaerg my. Lelw ho. Mace twah seeth em ar'o'enss to sti' ithw or s'sxeeuc' utjs idengal lla ctorfmo s'ti to dvenii tnroeiennvti, rppseha bteter ro pu ehspapr i sahpper a are mlefsy htp,a of. .
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Ahwt nto wveherre as,y try ahtp jsut trrecun oflat m'i rreisca ilek t,o and to efyuplaelc el'st atmer?t ornwd odse we ,no hte laayws ti rhwtavee me. Eb pahpy ls'et. Tshat' ksa for i acn all. .
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Ve,ol.
Muruefte.
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P. S. Su, i fo mi' allyer rupod am. Nkwo i we sthi, rhad i sfteofr dkowre nad woh tnicudso uto wont' rof. N!o ilfe oesg.

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