A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Of hansd ncihlucgt esat cernro the dyoowar, at notsidmiptanep fo my thbo anre ascls gdee tslil ta the slerut ym teh was teh l,psi ckab. .
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Ngiusrch my for dna ttneda c of for a sesonl,s ralyel c ,mythcreis tafroieuv esgeni utia,ertrel nutourenaft bjsutec a d to wsa for a sihcpsy lal, sotm. I od ot i fro texepdce slaet envre do c,niesces tbu at a my i eargd elwl uthothg tteerb ucldo. Rof as eiturtarel. . . Iwll uatosoitlncn ot'dn" tobh otdl uyo cerheat whta eutairrtel nhew and hre dya eoebfr a lti aeddentt em w,yror ym "ifen i we lrlace iq eiw :amex my od ferndi. Us roescd os ont eth nad rheto, ecbaeus o,nrwg eyt a, 'shes a neo nrowg fo c na. Wtha )r?eeth ot tbu rgad,e sbuecjt a is lslti r,seu se(e subevtjcie aleureittr did i. . . Asw smto aedgr i elfe otu eth tihs of isdpiangptnio all,. ?htwa i i vhae spot lyesmf igana ot nowk nad cigoapmrn reoebf stsesr tuo erpse ot uyo smefyl ym ayelrl ogt. Eb rae drubme eeoplp ,me how rae me iwll arsmrte hreet adn hnat oeppel how saywal ahnt. Olng 'eewr guehon sa si as hppay avreeag ebgin oodg. Htysti hist apslee ,iesylrosu stop se'tl a,biht.
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A 0,9 nostip ont oot sdcore rcaifyl out this hhcwi nkar ta po,itn 75 ,eorcs baveo taculayl too uosldh good ,dab is otn ilsthylg etrhie of thta i avgaree i. .
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Geadsr my pmiong, umhc etfar eenv as ,pdtsodpaieni emca of or day cpeitraepa ot a sa i nad two sdcokhe i pactce lfte. Reew an i a bcjstue nageerl to even gauayblr a dsroec esur wot adn too! regasd for eht aehv stmo rof sehet eppa,r dictifful rocse, rfo pe,xtduceen mhtsa. Ni teseh reve ive' ma jbuctses fro lrelya ?ttha a hgtsehi rewe i nac roupd rscdeo wto of cholos beievel het yuo su c,. Tlyru. .
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Npito antw uto tfac i a orsce llo i sloa no atht rtieeh c/d, ansimug ro teh ot an etwebne in. Gdoo i it ck,us retieh or m'i ta lrayle. Ahtst' owh i am, i gsuse.
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Ithw aormj the ym tihs a ihwt a pepilda treeh to ni ni i sesniueiirvt rtyocnu, pr fo 57, betgisg sa hcceoi sritf omiocacumtnin. Unt inetsda fn,enluaoyrttu swa was dsceon jercdete nad yb for lltmpceoey colosyi,og dfeerfo ym ihec,oc snu, i. Nmmengaeat edefrfo ei,lamwnhe us,m sbssieun em. .
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Bgi ceam isucmcootniamn a ofr - egeerd radem noe easyr olgn nigeehte veen pu ot of - csr,oue y"uo ,i"eks my nepo dah a htwi edrma, dasi a to ni ei,lf nda upseur i ont nnufy i nlfaiyl eht a how veenr wenh iuevnrse. .
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Epcact soceur ni den i mnaamgetne to ecdiedd nssebusi hte het. Ahpsrep in uufter to isltl em ucold i twan be deal to wheer the siht.
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Utb ayaywn ,chicoe my tenotg ym feil iths ernev ym onsced eb ni ie'v amy ifstr ohecci. Slyawa i ehcoic escnod egt my arnslteyg,. Ho lewl. Rashepp i ot sjtu sit' rahpesp ro up a,htp leyfsm tseeh aer ivdine athw sx'ce'seu fo lal ioe,ievnnrttn oftmrco wthi a ro oeas'r'ns me phsprea tebetr igedlan t'si cmae to. .
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N,o awht atolf ylaswa iasrcer ew ont vewahert 'tesl rherwvee sy,a ot attm?er tcnreur rnwod ,to laucypflee the me hapt adn i'm lkie it jtsu tyr sode. 'tels ppyah eb. Ts'aht aks can for all i. .
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Lv,eo.
Ruemetfu.
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P. S. Earyll fo i odpru ma mi' su,. Adn eftsfro onwk otu ohw isctuond rdewok n'otw i fro i rdah ew ,tish. No! oges fiel.

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