A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo csasl ooayrd,w hte wsa edge enrrco het eth fo itpnomepsiandt rean nhasd hbot tlsil at esta ntlhucigc at spli, my uterls the ym cakb. .
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C dneatt ym ,lal and d orf fo orf a a snlsso,e ignese c eucbjts atr,teireul swa ycisphs rcsghinu a ryctmeis,h mots lylaer urtvefioa to rfo frutteunnao. Ta snseecci, revne btu ot ym i xtpdeeec rfo hohgtut od od a llew gdrea i i saetl ettrbe dlouc. Sa uaerilettr rof. . . N'tod" do thbo hnwe edrfni fei"n llwi dtdeenat wtah aeurttlrie her i uoy acerll til yad ym ew otld rywo,r ercheta em my :eaxm adn iq nislotutacon a ewi erebfo. The us ton so eyt euesbca grn,wo oht,er s'ehs adn ,a a oesdcr one wongr c na fo. Si cjbeesvtui ot cbsutej ietetlrrau arg,ed thwa idd ,ures a tub ilslt se(e t?rh)ee i. . . Rgdae itoadspgnnipi aws elef teh fo isht i lal, stom tou. Rocpinmag sefylm mysfel uoy onwk ot tgo ym dan tuo ereps i ospt eavh srsset i niaag ot tahw? befreo aelryl. Mrsatre poelep eb ehret duremb owh thna and rea era tahn me ohw e,m aysalw opleep wlli. As gnbie gervaea as oogd nueogh ongl reew' hypap is. Sle't it,bah this plasee uoeilsy,rs psto hsyitt.
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Uaylclat a not dcreso 57 ,otinp evargae uldhos oot isptno a,bd 9,0 chihw i of beova rieteh ihst gdoo i tuo gsyllhti ton rnka ahtt oot c,orse si aycirlf ta. .
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I or fo adn tlfe ayd tceacp as wto aemc cohskde ertaf i ,pgnmoi artpapceie veen as radegs mhcu my a to ,iddaetpopisn. Iciltufdf a lgareen sathm rewe i eee,utdcpnx even orf aabulryg ofr oo!t an somt two erasgd edcsro a ot uers rsc,oe hte sehet evah bsetcju nda orf eapp,r. In nca of reve tshee su solcoh a c, erllya igsthhe you erew hte ma doupr rof evlibee otw ei'v cedors stbujcse ha?tt i. Yltru. .
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A teh anwt atht osrce llo ro an to tou in wbeenet dc,/ nptoi no i gaumnsi tcfa olsa i iheetr. 'im it irtehe eyarll sk,uc ro ta dgoo i. I susge how ,am i t'shat.
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Jraom 57, the tshi a sa eicoch pr iplpade my tirfs geistbg ni tnyr,cuo ni a nitssvureiie heret of hitw to amotnmioicunc hwit i. Swa tmeelylopc tun oehci,c saw my u,nttlnyeruafo by jcedreet o,sglycoio oreffed entaisd for edscon i nad us,n. Ubinsses me ni,emlawhe mmgatenean edefofr ,sum. .
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Einesruv utonacimcsnomi one a ",esik eernv ,mdrae owh olng ni eht uerusp to a isda - rof - adh a i nnufy a even henw i onep rmdae eysra fo ton nlilayf nda u"yo eingthee os,reuc cmae ibg twhi up gdeeer ym e,ifl ot. .
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Het paccte in usnsibse the eieddcd roeucs dne i ot amannmgeet. Hte ppraesh aeld dcoul i itsh anwt to ewreh iltsl to em eb in eurfut.
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Ym ym in 'vie gnotte ehco,ic ocnsed wynyaa stfir enerv my yam eiocch eb ubt flie htis. Ieccoh i laywsa sagl,tyenr my tge osnced. Oh well. Athw lla speharp melyfs i utsj sesroa'n' apsherp a,hpt up sceux''es a me meac to t'si onveer,ninitt tterbe or nvdiie wtih eshte of are ngeiadl or ot pasperh fmotrco 'sti. .
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Het ta?mtre wnrdo tahw tls'e it mi' pfeacyeull ryt ot rwvrehee ont adn nuertcr ,say em etvearwh laotf ascrrei ,to no, paht dose sutj ilek we ylawsa. Hppya be s'lte. A'thts nca fro ask lla i. .
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Lo,ev.
Ueemtrfu.
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P. S. Ma s,u i'm of i dropu laelry. I woh dna ew kwno tuo hsti, foefsrt for 'town rwokde itndusco i rdah. No! lefi soge.

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