A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Wsa ym fo nrea hsand eedg at the ta eht rrecon hte bcak lihtgccun of si,pl eht utlsre tapsnmontipeid cslsa y,raodow lsilt ohbt ym tase. .
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Of engeis swa trufveaoi a gisncuhr ot c l,al a ym dna buejtsc rlieeutr,at e,trycimsh msto nonfttaueru for yalrel ofr c fro ssonesl, a ntatde syhpsci d. To a i my od alste thohgut orf veren i tetbre at doucl tub lewl teepcedx i eardg cin,secse do. Raeutteilr orf sa. . . Wenh reeobf reacll wlli em qi i raulttriee ouy hotb a yrr,ow ayd her lit whta uiasntotclno :xmea my my dinrfe '"odtn ew edtdanet rceetah odlt and efin" do iew. ,a bcsueea a of se'hs ton us os ,thore nda c neo an het wrno,g dcesor tye rowgn. Tetaulirer agre,d i ecivsbtjeu awht see( a ubt ?e)hert to jesbtcu ddi is ltlis ues,r. . . Of la,l aws uto gsnipianptido i mtos regda het leef iths. Ot hw?at to yfmesl elyalr i my uyo aniag onrpacmgi lyfems adn wokn heva srtess otg bforee epesr tuo tspo i. Aer opelep epoepl hwo udebrm how be ntah nhta me hetre dan liwl rea asyalw m,e rsetmar. Pypah as is goln vragaee enigb as enghuo oogd r'wee. Ttsyih hsti usr,elsoyi lasepe ostp els't t,baih.
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O,ecrs dab, ertehi eregaav oot is seodcr i chwih nto ta ycrfali kran fo ton dhsulo p,tino gdoo evbao a i htat out nstoip oto tisgllyh 90, autlacly htis 75. .
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Fo pcaeapeirt i cmae etrfa or ipnmo,g my yad as ot a cuhm ptccae two dan rdegsa i sa lfte ainsep,ddoitp hocdske eevn. Ot esru enve fro etehs rscedo asgder lenerga reew a gulyraab csbuejt rof nad toms htsam !too nc,expdteeu ,escro na pear,p hvea uctfdlifi tow orf a i hte. Eeths tow in ,c ma i can soedcr hstghie cutjsbes eelveib ofr h?att hsolco the of ouy veer us v'ie pdoru weer a ryaell. Uyrtl. .
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Aisngmu atth no rseco neetbwe i osla oipnt eht catf ,/dc lol i to an in a nwat tou eriteh ro. Yrllae ro im' ta hitree i ti ckus, oodg. I i segus m,a how tthas'.
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,57 htis a ithw heetr ni cro,unty htwi mojra pdlipae in eth pr ot antouonmmccii i esggitb eetisuvrsnii sa ftrsi a of cchioe my. Was ctreejde i unt ndsieta ncsode un,s by my lfruennytu,tao adn hccioe, peyelmctol odeferf ocoiylog,s ofr was. ,nemlawehi fedoerf me ameaetmgnn snsisbue ,usm. .
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Mcnsooancmuiti "ouy i esray giheenet otn ni ynufn opne eth wneh a and asid with ermda eruups pu olgn a,edrm a eon fo ym to enev rfo ylfainl cueso,r big s,eki" evurensi evrne - ot ahd deegre eamc a i hwo - ,ifle a. .
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End het ctcpae in ecedidd antnmegeam uebsssin hte i orceus to. Ot nawt to me illst rewhe ni ershpap euutrf edla ocdul be i eht htis.
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Aywany fstir ubt eb may ,oehicc ni cieoch flie stih my ceonsd ym egtotn v'ei veren my. Ym i lasayw ncdose t,nrealysg occeih egt. Ho lwle. To beertt geanild aecm haesprp eeths ro a vneinr,tontei up tpa,h ppsarhe its' all me fo meyfls to or rea sujt ee'xucss' omctfro epsphar oa'nssre' wtha t'is edivni i twhi. .
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Reicsra 'mi ,ot it ew vwaereth oflta htap tusj lste' yefelcapul ays, r?ttema hte current sode nrodw nda athw ilke ot try em yasawl otn rrvehwee n,o. Eb phapy lste'. Nca 'thtsa i rof lal ask. .
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Lev,o.
Urefuetm.
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P. S. Su, fo i'm am doupr i lryeal. We to'nw i toscndiu tish, owderk know tfroesf and orf woh rhda i tuo. Flei !on eogs.

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