A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Rneorc hdans eht sillt of unhlticcg enra ta gdee aste ltuesr ta ips,l was of my eth eht pianetmoinstdp ,ooayrdw akbc my the ascls tohb. .
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To egeins toms earyll swa ctbuejs rof for fo anruetfnout lira,tuetre d my attend a ,all nda inhsrcug oavirtufe a rfo ,seslosn ,resiymtch c a cphssyi c. Ot othghtu i terbet but orf adgre letsa a i texeecdp uodlc do i ta my veenr ecesicsn, elwl od. As fro ultieerrta. . . My uyo ew yda reinfd lti rorwy, hotb nwhe rtlurtieea od ahtw my eiw aethecr ilwl iq noniatulotcs oreebf me o"nt'd erlcla i a exam: and eifn" dedttean her lotd. O,nwrg not the 'sseh a, e,rhot eon so nda tey ecords rgnwo a c su bsecaeu of na. Utb dgear, reht)?e se(e ddi i a jutibecsev to tariertleu ilstl what is ebuctsj ,erus. . . Derag l,al tuo saw i teh stih aosnptnpdiigi otms elfe of. Dna post lrlyea myself ?hwta otg my ginaa i sreep i to tesrss fyslem wnok uoy haev tou gniamrpoc erefob to. Be htna em dmuerb rea aer wlil sawlay em, ahtn peeplo rhtee epolpe msaerrt and who woh. Sa ewe'r aphyp evearag ngeib ogod nuohge si gnlo sa. Siht lst'e shttiy epelas psto euiosr,syl ihtb,a.
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I too thta is ghtslyil ton oto dab, irhete of at gaarvee rseco, 0,9 scdoer 75 rank i oaveb tcalyual iwchh sohlud oipnt, ciylafr doog tno hsti out a nitpos. .
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And draegs to my shkecdo two day ftle i iopadntsepid, fo ipgn,om i ro eipaaercpt sa acem sa eapctc raeft a neve ucmh. Rof neev abgarluy sgdear i a sethe eerw cr,eos somt ot o!ot the hasmt descro for eustcjb uciitffdl evah a dan two alneegr na fro resu pepar, eeexutdpc,n. Steeh lhcoos dcsreo weer i fo at?ht a ever ni uoy rof jstuecsb ive' eevebil the us acn ethhgis poudr am c, otw yelalr. Urylt. .
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Amngsiu tacf tawn lsao to a htat eetwnbe ro eht no ointp lol i eirthe csreo an d,c/ i tuo ni. At it 'mi ro godo ckus, lylear i ihtree. S'atth gesus ,ma i i ohw.
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Rp ihtw to plapide treeh i ,57 a essritiivune cioche rsfit of amtuciniocnom hte a ni u,ytnroc wiht ajrmo ni sa bgtgsie hits my. Nad ,sun tmpoclylee o,eicch diaetsn aws scl,yigooo jeedretc foeedrf ntu enyoftuuanr,tl ym ecndso by i wsa fro. Su,m em bsnusies ,eenahwmil etaanmgnme oreffde. .
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Isad a nrveeisu nfnuy i wehn mde,ra never eon to a ou"y lf,ie aemc - in owh fro a i reegde hte a to yflnail ithw eigtehne maotmocscniuni up adn of had edram my gib e,cuors npeo puerus neve - not yaesr gnlo "ikes,. .
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Suocer ot het subissen cddeedi mnaaeetgnm eht ni i paecct ned. To me wehre ni eth shit watn reutfu eb i ppreahs ldae ot odlcu lilst.
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Ubt ym tish awayyn dsocen be ce,ohci ym yma vneer eogttn ifle my in hcceoi 'ive ifrts. Teg ngla,tsyre i my asalyw hoccei osecdn. Lwel oh. Sthee ro ea'r'sons rea ot up u'x'scees me prsheap wiht ivnedi ro si't gidalne htaw ot of i ts'i betret fyesml a ne,enonritvit omrcotf pehaprs ptah, all eacm sjtu epshrpa. .
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Ryt mi' no, ti etcrnru ton awht ot dna o,t erwrhvee eeafylpcul me acsirer htap evtrewah ,sya lst'e odse drnwo we ikel lwsaya atofl tjus het a?rttme. Payhp s'lte be. Lla ofr sak a'hstt i can. .
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Lo,ve.
Ueemrtuf.
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P. S. S,u am i pdruo ryllea fo i'm. Fserfot we to'nw hwo adrh i wdrkeo h,ist dusnotic kown i nda rof tou. Geos !no lief.

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