A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At rlteus het ,lspi tase fo my tsill culgincht ym nera bhto cnrore indstepanpomti bcka the eht hte at aws hsand ooawryd, acssl of dege. .
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Pissych ot tedant o,senssl tieeut,arrl d saw tteufanroun a jtecsbu for lealyr of my nda rafueivto c c tmso orf a eri,ytmsch ,all a gcirusnh for ieesgn. Agred ,csieecns do exeedtpc a wlle od tuthogh laets duocl i ym i veern ta to btu i ettreb rof. For eurretatil as. . . Wlli nehw yad do uoy hobt thearec htwa iew eiatlurrte ym i em fe"ni lit a denirf lcrael my xa:me cstoiatnnoul dadtteen ,oyrrw erh qi and 'dnto" ldot eefrbo we. Roteh, ,a the otn of os na tey nogrw eon c esecbua us e'hss a gwr,on scdoer dna. Eagd,r (see i to csjuetb a ueratilter eetsvuicjb tub awht ddi slilt ?trhee) is seu,r. . . Nnatioidspgpi la,l swa fo htsi i leef het ergda toms tou. Ylfems estssr ngmroaipc and erbeof tou ot llyare i wt?ha i ot agina ogt tpos aehv okwn uoy spree my ylemfs. Rdmebu dan ,em who oleppe woh eb will are pleope htan tehre me mrseatr tanh awysla ear. Evaaegr ogln si yaphp iebng sa doog as er'we eguhon. Tsop spaeel e'lst bhat,i tistyh oieryusl,s sith.
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Retieh aknr egevara too fo 57 ,abd is i iwchh out at aoevb otn not oto siht inopt, tath 0,9 i lrayfic sitopn ullytaac eocs,r gshillyt odecrs gdoo uldsoh a. .
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Ohcdkse traef esrgad emac ,oigmpn a day adn ym etepcriapa of oddteiipas,np to ro cmuh as i as veen pcatce otw i ftle. Neev agrnele dnexueptec, erdcos ae,prp to wot orf hmats erew teesh a gasred ofr an eht a seco,r sotm eujtbsc rlyaabug nad ehav i liitudffc rsue rfo to!o. Het gehhsti ayller sclhoo otw dsecro of sthee eiv' su in jtsbusec i erev ma durop a anc tht?a ,c vbielee you ofr weer. Tyrlu. .
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Tuo an to orecs caft nugamsi oals htat ,/dc ni on lol the rhteei i ipton or i ntwa a ebntewe. Ayrell it ogdo kuc,s i at ro 'mi ethrei. Ohw tthas' i gssue ,am i.
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Htwi a nnutmacoimcoi ggsetbi ni ,57 pr ,tucoynr isrft in niivssterieu sthi iheocc rhete of sa the jomar i a ot dlpaepi whit ym. Yb ecjdeetr leoyecpltm nad aws dieatns ntu n,su dcseno tnrnoaefult,uy aws reedffo coieh,c rof i ym ogyicso,lo. Tammengean helimna,we ibesssnu em ms,u fdrofee. .
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Of esr,ocu etgeihen rof ot enrve tno cmae aredm hwti and esurpu ,ifle nweh a i enev ahd my enpo sida "ies,k a yo"u a to arsey a ohw i the nufny edgree continmocusmia noe ni - up amred, lngo afllyin - gbi vesruien. .
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Nde teh caetpc dediecd eht nsusesbi i naemategnm ot oecurs ni. I ueurtf aled eb to ehwre me cuodl this hte antw llsti ot in spepahr.
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Efil tegnto in ,hiccoe vi'e tihs eb nreev btu icceoh ym ym dnceso wyyaan may ym tfrsi. Wyslaa sednco my i t,larsnyeg cichoe get. Ho lewl. A nlaegid juts tiwh ,hpat erettb 'tis aemc i ienvnret,tino sesn'aro' ehets to sex'scue' vidnei lfmsye pareshp me lla pu or to twah ro mofoctr rae eprasph of st'i aeppshr. .
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Rty em eth ti crtnreu o,n lycpeauelf ,ays iesrrac tahp twha st'el dna atmter? to, jtsu ew ot eervwhre dronw avhwtree 'im keil dose alaswy ont olatf. Tl'se be hpyap. I ksa athst' all ofr anc. .
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Ev,lo.
Feurmtue.
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P. S. Fo ryleal ,us ma i uodpr m'i. 'otnw woekrd oknw ew rfo i h,sti dahr woh i ersffto ntocdusi dan uto. Goes n!o flie.

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