A letter from February 16th, 2021

Fo of wrayo,od teh i,psl ctlcnhugi enra cssal sillt abkc both at ym was the rcneor nhdas teh idntpsnitpaeom ym atse rselut geed teh at. .
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Ym nad aeuietrlt,r csypsih a onsles,s c of d eigesn ,lla a oefrvuait c fro ot rfo hgiscurn fro hcetm,irys yllaer swa a ntdeta stom nfrotuteuna csjbtue. Well etpexecd my i at a ohtugth cceenssi, ofr ttreeb dreag ot lsate do culod i ubt do i rneve. Rfo urlrtitaee as. . . R,rowy n"o'dt erbofe dtedtnae ym my thwa htbo me i dreifn day erh llcare a ltod reectha :xmea iq wehn ouy etliarteur nei"f itscotulanon eiw nad ew do will til. Yte gwnro dan of na a, a so ,rtoeh hte eceusba ron,gw ont c ehss' sorcde su eno. Ue,rs i (see eag,dr rleutiarte lsilt si ubt ectubvisej utejbcs hawt to a ee)h?rt idd. . . I eht uot fo l,al elfe swa dgaer dgtoisaiinnpp sith mtso. Ianag nkow ?tahw psot ryelal i to ouy veha fbeoer rseep lymsfe uot opiacmrng my lsmfye adn i got srtess to. Opleep lwli how hnat etrhe leeppo e,m em be ohw yalwas anth murbde rea dna ear atresmr. Glon inebg graaeev odog as 'wree oheugn phapy is as. Leapes shit h,abit post yeuro,slis yhttsi tesl'.
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Aobve otn 09, i hertei rank si eoscdr tou ayatllcu fyircla 75 noip,t b,ad itnpso a hdsoul at csroe, of wchih hatt too ogdo hsti egreaav ystlighl i oto ont. .
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Ecsdkho or asgerd i a as wto adn petacc rptiepaace yda tlef fater pnimog, fo as hcum i eamc ai,esnpoditpd my neev ot. Hvea wot rppa,e ot!o a a evne na adn nreeagl ot diiutflcf for i rof het stom aarglbyu esteh cdoesr rseu masht for osre,c tsjcueb gsaedr dnxeeeuc,pt eerw. Ttah? dcreos vree heets weer eevbeli you tow nac 'eiv oolchs ma ,c i fo a htshgie updro in erayll eht us bstcuejs fro. Lruty. .
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Na atnw i tihere cfat dc/, out on ni neteewb taht het rseoc nipto simngau i a ro ot lol aols. Ogod or i'm lerlay ,uksc ta ti hieetr i. Sthat' i sugse i m,a how.
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In of my hsti htwi ot vrsuietiesin ehret dpipeal in tsrif pr a cioche itwh teh joram as i 57, gsbetig a amcninmcoiotu un,rtoyc. Ym aws asw efrdofe n,su deceetjr i santied orf uyranutneoflt, by oceic,h utn igsocloy,o nad clmoelytep scoedn. Em snbueiss frfedeo wme,ihelan ,smu meagmneant. .
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Iurnvsee ton adn - glon i gerdee a for pu a yaser evrne of nnyfu - to e,damr hnew said ,efil in dha drame igb oen my eonp eenv rupseu nlilayf ousmnnocmcaiit ie"sk, het woh a ot amec geiheent a i tihw ec,srou y"uo. .
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Negmanamet eht paectc i nde eth eusissnb ni edddice uroesc ot. Fueurt the to pprhase eb stlil ot me adel ni i ntaw coudl this rwhee.
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Eb vener neocsd ieho,cc tub rsitf mya eogntt ym ohecci ilef ym yaynaw in ym 'iev hits. I escodn my cecohi get aelnr,gtsy lwasay. Oh elwl. Wtah ehtes i lal its' up s'ti yelmfs igldane to a sern'sao' ot ,itnvenreonit foromct sjut maec psarhep aspehpr ss'exeuc' ah,pt whit rea ppahers dveiin beettr or me or of. .
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,on hawevert mtre?at ahtp 'slte awht tno rcnetur cirresa we a,sy ti aftol veeehwrr tyr dsoe tjus m'i ilke the o,t ecflelpuay lywaas me ndwor ot adn. Pypah be l'tse. I rfo lal nac ht'tas aks. .
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Vo,el.
Murtefue.
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P. S. ,su of i m'i dpour ma aelyrl. Edwkro tnwo' dna i sotuicdn hard for i trseoff tou ew woh ,this nwko. !on osge lfie.