A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At my the teh plsi, dsnha still aset psnaiepnmdttio of htbo asscl roadywo, enar luestr het fo hte akcb at rcoenr lgnhucict edeg wsa ym. .
.
Jbctesu sole,nss dna ym ll,a of sypcihs toms dttaen for a c ateu,reritl sneeig for d saw fnuuronetta e,cmrihsyt a ot tioeravfu llayer orf sugirchn c a. Rof i at do i tberte but reevn i drega do hhtugot tlsae seecc,sin tedcepex my locud a ot lewl. As fro iarettuler. . . Wor,ry nhew ilt iq adn ayd a ifernd do ym my lrlace ea:xm me i told eaercht you ewi thbo ntdeadte rhe otd'n" liwl "infe iattnocusnol hwat ew frbeoe tleretraui. Nrgwo wrg,on so a, he'ss aeuecbs eyt an ocsred neo c a of nad us the rtoh,e ton. Did btu ejvcubtsie illts ee(s i a sutecjb e)r?hte ures, to ahtw tutairleer dr,eag si. . . Stmo gsdaptnnpiiio l,la aws eth i lefe out fo adegr tish. Otu ylefms naaig erssts haev nda eersp fbereo nwok otg eyllra ym h?awt to to tspo yuo icormapgn lmyesf i i. Aerrmts opepel ehert hatn hant nad eb era eplope ,me hwo who lliw me umdbre era lyswaa. Yphpa gonehu si eregava nibeg onlg dogo as we'er as. Opts ihstty seaple h,tbai isht stl'e ,roiueylss.
.
Icylafr slhlgity erevaag a i tualclay oogd i nrka tsnopi 0,9 75 baevo of eeriht hlodsu too too ion,pt coesrd ta not thsi nto screo, ,dab ttah uto ihchw si. .
.
Humc hseckdo eacctp omi,gpn or i enev ltfe ot saerdg eeaiaptpcr donpat,peisid i yad adn as afret of sa wot a meac ym. Ot tow mtsha orscde ahve an i a ot!o eesth ewer nad suer eglaenr orf rfo luybagra evne tmos esjctbu the eped,ecnuxt a sgaedr serc,o itfdfcilu prea,p for. Rof stscujeb were htese uyo ive' cerods owt rallye eth a ni beleiev i ooclsh eerv acn am h?tat c, opurd fo us eshtgih. Tyrul. .
.
Lsoa ,c/d na lol to usaigmn i eewtneb tnoip i no tfac ro tuo a htat teh in erocs wtna ihrete. Tehrei i'm sc,uk ro odog at i lyaerl ti. Who i egssu 'atsht m,a i.
.
Pialped pr as 75, itwh of ym to tihs rmajo ut,noryc ni esvseiuirint a a reeht twhi the ifrst mmcanoiuontic sbtgeig ni i heccoi. Orefdfe lgcooy,soi aws tredjece dan tun nftruaoe,utnyl orf saw coech,i leeptmycol yb u,sn docnse i nsaited ym. ,lihemaenw enaamengmt fefdeor me usm, sbiensus. .
.
Oen tno ot dsai lgno "uyo a ithw edarm for i lfniayl nynuf yesar tehgiene "ks,ie omumiiosnnccat esocru, teh a snriuvee ot owh igb mcea my usreup i wneh ,feil adh a neev reedeg - in nevre up fo - poen dna ,mdaer a. .
.
Uoserc hte tcpcae mmntenaage nde dddceei the i in to sssnubei. Epsahpr ldea eb the llsit ot wnta em isth i etfruu in ot oudcl erweh.
.
Aym my ym ,oceihc be stih ftris sedcno yanyaw ym tbu in vnree ilfe netotg hociec 'iev. Hccioe teg ter,asgnly cendos i ym swaayl. Wlel oh. Ear rbtete sprpeha i'ts inived rnoitnn,vteie ist' ,hatp i s''uecxse syfmel caem 's'oranes omftrco ot pprheas pu a to ehets all sjtu twha or ladgeni phesrpa of or wiht em. .
.
Atwh weeehrvr hte acersir atlfo ls'et juts hatveerw ont im' a,ys wslaya me orwnd to, dan on, etamr?t urncret it yrt ew elufpecyla leki phat sdoe to. E'slt eb ahppy. I anc all orf ska t'stah. .
.
Eol,v.
Teuurfme.
.
P. S. Pudor i ,su 'im of ma laryel. Eftrfos rfo uto wkno i i dna adhr this, onwt' ekdrwo we nsditcou hwo. Oseg eifl on!.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please


Load more comments

Sign in to FutureMe

or use your email address

Don't know your password? Sign in with an email link instead.

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Create an account

or use your email address

You will receive a confirmation email

By signing in to FutureMe you agree to the Terms of use.

Share this FutureMe letter

Copy the link to your clipboard:

Or share directly via social media:

Why is this inappropriate?