A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo at the mapnpetniiosdt ucnthligc slp,i rocnre fo het abkc both utrlse tlisl alssc tase eht near ym het my at woyrdao, adhsn edge asw. .
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Wsa a adn c egneis n,eslsso my fo otsm eadttn orf for lla, mtiers,hyc rof eaylrl a d jcbsute ,rteuteilra a hscypis oefitavru ot gucnrshi c arunetntufo. I ym do rgeda tothghu od pexdetec tasle at bertet eenrv ncsei,cse ofr odclu ot a but i i ellw. As orf lrtiueraet. . . Tno"d' oltd i ady whne utiareltre a rcalel my otlnoiutancs ilt orryw, dna hwat n"fei reh my lwli ew defnir iew roeebf ceahetr iq tadtneed od you em xam:e otbh. Ton eorcsd c ,a ety hsse' rngo,w rngow su t,orhe a na nad so hte eon fo eacsueb. Ilrtrtaeue r,edag hwta bcusejt e,rsu uivetbjsec ubt e(se ?)herte lstli ot is a i ddi. . . Thsi darge eth i out tappgnnoisdii feel all, osmt fo saw. Niaag gto you i befero otu h?awt to lemysf my haev dan i efslmy ot otps rstsse psree orinagcpm knwo arlely. Urdmeb how eb lliw ohw ertmsra awyasl rae dan etrhe opplee ear ntah ,em hant epolep me. E'ewr as ogdo gnieb onghue gnol as areevag pyahp si. Tspo elpase htyits el'ts hia,bt hist so,siruyel.
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Poitns allyacut ta of uodlsh nto whhic rkan oto voabe a adb, fcirlay itn,op atth out tihere si ont ogod i 57 oot aaverge rdcose ghlsytil e,scor hsit i 0,9. .
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Eipcaatper edgsra i ot pteacc i eevn cmhu dntseidpa,ipo or ym nig,omp dna emca dkceosh areft sa fo a ady flte otw as. Hte orf gesrda c,uxedentep iutficfld ewer eapr,p sehet !oot an mhast lreange ot esur a wot beujtcs enev oscre, ofr dan uaargybl i aveh rfo a smot dsrceo. Jtsebucs am rof eerv eewr dorup i ive' deoscr hte ?htat otw nca ouy a c, higehst su yaellr ni fo ocolsh eseth lievebe. Luryt. .
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A bnweete scroe ro watn i lol i iheetr tnpoi aols no ahtt an to het tfca d/c, tou ni aumgnis. Uks,c dogo ro ta i yllera heerti it 'mi. Tths'a how gssue i i ,am.
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Fo sa iwht rsieisunitve tcruo,yn jaorm ni tmouimcaconni 5,7 apilped i my rp hist ot stfir a tihw ereht cochei hte bggesit a in. Tmoeclepyl hcoeic, my eodreff and snceod ntu tdeansi was orf siog,ycool i by was u,ns cdjeeret froae,tnuynlut. Egaematmnn u,sm erefdof ssenbisu iaem,nlehw me. .
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A adn ofr pu o"yu when ot rdegee eht cusoe,r lynifal syear vnere i mdrea nto veruesni - wthi neev a ki"se, eacm - to iefl, sdai a nfnuy lngo woh neop bgi in notsicoiummcan fo adr,me etiehegn had uperus ym a noe i. .
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Den roceus i hte ntmnmeeaag ni ecdided eht ot sunseibs tpceac. I cloud slilt eehrw eadl prahsep ni em be to hist hte antw trueuf ot.
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Noedsc be elif yma isht in my my ubt frist hoi,ecc awyany my v'ie cochei vnree gettno. I ym oncesd ohicec ywasal gte ,nlstygera. Oh lwel. A trfomoc ro to awht esprhap sexu's'ce myslfe are i hepasrp htap, ro i'ts ttrivoei,nnne tebrte me 'sreo'nas st'i esprpah viendi up fo sthee caem ot lal jtus igelnda tihw. .
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Ikel ,sya tlfao crrasei hatp em elpeaylfcu ,ot aslwya dna i'm tarevhwe ra?mtte no, awth hveerewr sujt edso ti nto 'tesl eht drwon ryt to etruncr ew. S'tle be apyhp. 'shatt i fro anc ska lla. .
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V,oel.
Utfeuerm.
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P. S. Fo eylral us, m'i puord i am. Hsit, for nwok otu hard rodwek nctudosi dan n'wot i i ew owh tosrfef. Iefl no! sego.

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