A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Oor,ywad ichtugcln nahds ultrse het my hte ackb rneorc ym tslli ta het saw of egde lsacs hobt etspnmaniiptdo erna eth at ils,p stae of. .
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Ylrael fo irhst,myce engeis hisypcs a rlrie,teuat saw lsess,on stom orf al,l fro a my rof d unrotufetna nda ot etrfvoaiu eadtnt a c uchnisrg c subcejt. Eebtrt ym oughtth to do ubt garde lstea od nerev ofr a culdo ,icscseen lewl at eptcxede i i i. Rfo sa tlirutreae. . . Ym threaec day od ldot o'n"dt ahwt ewhn tdenteda adn a ultrareeit a:mex em nefidr hbto beoerf til ryo,rw i her ein"f qi you wei ym we ilwl lerlac otntcloansiu. Otn es'hs oecdrs os fo het a, gwnor noe su adn na oehrt, a n,wrgo tye buceaes c. Twha a i idd stlil sebutcj ese( e,urs tub ertitauelr to a,gder uectjbvsie si hrt)ee?. . . Aws onsgnpidipita lfee siht tsom ,lal eht daerg uot i of. Oyu uto miaogrpnc spto ingaa awth? aelrly dna eslmyf ot to i vhae got robefe onwk mlyesf ssters my i repes. Owh eepolp e,m eb aer pelope adn are me earsrtm ntah lwasay liwl there ntah who berumd. Sa lgon si pyaph 'erwe as ienbg godo eaearvg uenhog. Saepel hiytst ,yrseisluo 'tsel ah,ibt tspo this.
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Ta a fo i cesodr abveo not not ,09 otu pi,ont too arkn heerit 57 htat is too hhwci cflayri yllaautc sinopt tihs lhsudo ba,d ghlsliyt i veeraga oogd rsc,oe. .
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Sa enve of two ro maec flet oepdinist,dpa egrsad i my adn ot ratef yad cectpa uchm rctieaepap okcehsd i a as igno,pm. Drocse r,aepp the reneagl toms itcfdiufl ocesr, rfo i a vahe ot seeth darseg orf htmas eevn an eeu,xdpcent sjteucb seur a dan grublaay rewe to!o for two. Ni eoscdr nca sochol us dopru vi'e of ghstehi ,c veer hte eilbeev erew ouy tshee two buscjtes ma ofr a laleyr i ?atht. Ryltu. .
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Tawn ietehr llo i d/,c that sloa ni sorec unmgias a inpto no to wetbeen ro uot i fcta eht na. Ta ti ayellr odgo iehret i'm sk,uc i ro. Hwo ta'ths i uesgs i am,.
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In coyt,run in ehiocc i ot touammiioncnc fo ritfs 57, hits hreet hte as rp pdpeila my stivnueirsei with a ggtsbie ithw a mjoar. Rfo by swa adn aisntde nunafytrot,leu fofrdee loos,ygico ntu us,n ceh,oci onecsd i eedjretc asw ym olltcmypee. Amnngeamet deoefrf e,anlhmiew usnssieb me mu,s. .
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Ot eusrup asrye a eon mace woh eenv i dais erviesun yuo" eth deeger gbi ekis," snocnoicumiamt i mdae,r orf not - adn nreve dmaer a a fo enigthee to unnfy ym a ni - finlayl eonp r,ecuos pu with nlgo hwne dah if,el. .
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Ctcepa orcseu dne to eth hte in eddecdi i bssesuni mtaengamne. Lade to be ni lltsi i to wnat het me oducl rtueuf peshrpa hist erewh.
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Fsrit lfie waayyn ttnego my cnesdo tsih ym ym btu ni ieccoh ecco,hi aym eb vnere 'ive. Ya,glnsrte get oiecch edsocn wsyala i ym. Ho ellw. Eterbt ecma yselfm eneotiv,nrnti wthi to i s'ti ro phsrepa tofcrmo fo era twah esarpph nediiv or perphas 'sti em pu 'c'eesuxs n'soarse' lal ptah, ot utsj a ldenagi tsehe. .
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Ecsrrai eikl eurrctn temt?ar nad me ew the rehrewev it ahwt to foatl m'i odes ytr ts'el twavreeh ays, syawla flcuelapye owdrn t,o tjus otn ,on hpta. Ypahp elt's eb. Kas for nca i all shat't. .
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El,ov.
Erumueft.
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P. S. I am uoprd yralel u,s m'i of. I we for nokw adn okdewr isht, i strfefo ntow' tou hrad ctodiusn how. Ifle gseo n!o.

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