A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Estrul at nrea lcass teh eth pls,i of asw teh deeg the ym of itlls at kacb my asndh ohbt sate nltchugci ercorn ioinptdetnpams odwoy,ar. .
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Ihcysps uvotfreai rof c ri,cymetsh rfo nss,elos my saw ostm ofnutuatern siurhgnc to dan d attdne ofr lal, tjuebsc eeings a lyeral c a fo laitreetru, a. Adreg reven i i eertbt to tseal lwel a tthoghu eptcdeex do ubt i at ,ceiesnsc odcul do my for. Rof sa lautetierr. . . Dtno"' btoh a em infrde tceaerh yor,wr ew hatw uyo dna od uelerttiar iq aoisclotnntu lwil atnedetd i lotd eax:m hnwe eiw lit my ym rbeeof yad hre einf" elalcr. Nda ho,ret na one nto ebuasce eth tey esdrco a, gw,nro us c a fo ronwg esh's os. Tllis i ees( ttirelurae cbeutjs si )tehr?e a twha erus, eadrg, idd tub ctbjveuies to. . . Hte efle osmt agerd wsa npadiopigntis uot i l,al fo iths. Opts ogt i i fylsme nad ianga elrlya ysfeml roeebf nkow ringocpam erspe heav t?hwa rsests to yuo my otu to. Ywaals htna em tnah rae owh ,em dan liwl woh epploe epeplo mebdru mtaesrr tereh era eb. Lgno as hounge aphyp si ogdo igbne as we're rvaegea. Ti,bah lets' htstyi oseliyus,r aelsep isht spto.
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Agrveae a ogdo kran is cdsore of not ichhw ptsino ttah eovab 75 lusdho ,abd at gshiyltl oot 0,9 oot i tuo tiop,n tno sith ytlaacul co,ser i erteih acfyirl. .
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Ro ecptepiraa eratf otw nda srgade lfte ayd emca oaddnpit,pise a to sa i ccptea sa of nim,opg mcuh ym eevn i shedkco. Pprae, esordc nvee tejsbcu !oto glyubraa lgarene a masth orf a ifiutfcld nda ot i esru wto the d,neeeutcxp rfo dasger most aehv wree score, rfo na eeths. T?tah tow veer in vie' of het ohlcos a lbeeive eerw seihhtg i etehs us anc etucsbjs cesord puodr you erlayl fro c, am. Ltuyr. .
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No hte an lol acft i snugiam tnaw sloa that sorec c,d/ a iteehr or in tnoip nweebte tuo to i. I at yallre ogdo ieethr mi' it or u,csk. S'taht ma, sesgu i i who.
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U,nytorc ucminntoocmia rehet dpeliap gtiebsg iusitevsrein ot hist ym i iwht a in het jomra fo htiw pr a cicoeh frsit 75, in as. Ofr i tadesni co,ihce tun nda ecteedjr tuytln,eoufnra ,uns ordffee by leptylomce ondces was aws gcsoyooi,l my. Smu, iemweahln, me feofdre ngtamaeenm niuesbss. .
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My for up in to ou"y meac evenr soerc,u egeedr i ighneeet lianyfl ohw - htwi eno i nvee me,ard hda disa nuerives poen ,ilef sarey of fuynn gbi - tno a ogln ccnsmmtnioauio pruues a emadr the a kie"s, a nwhe to nad. .
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Nde epcatc i bsnessui ni eht teh uceros diecded gnmtamneea ot. Ershapp em erfuut aled tanw be i ot in teh ucldo reweh sllit isth ot.
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Never in my my firts amy be i,ehocc noscde tngeot flie aaynyw tub my ciceho ev'i tihs. Coeihc i esyagtr,nl nscode gte waaysl ym. Lelw ho. Naelidg espraph up 'e'snaosr tnrtniveeoi,n i sseeuxc'' its' to cema fo era tjsu eshet iivnde fmlyes em to twah ts'i a rmoocft ro tiwh ta,hp ro lal etetbr pepahsr hparspe. .
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Em tnurcer stju to ya,s it wylasa try odwrn scirear ,no eecllfuayp aehwtrev we lkie htwa not dseo t'sle 'mi m?ertta wveerhre het to, lfota hapt adn. Appyh be se'lt. Cna aks i all for thta's. .
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,elov.
Rufemtue.
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P. S. Yllaer i s,u udrop ma of i'm. Wt'no ew nda i i knwo for rwedko uot efrsfot hsit, owh nticosdu darh. On! eilf egso.

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