A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Het etsa otmppednsniita roowy,da eth tuhgccnli sltil ym scsal gede sletru hbot si,pl hte of ta ym rrenoc fo aws akbc shadn ta erna eth. .
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Taite,relur my aelrly fro c natetd a,ll gsieen dan rfo cipyssh wsa a mtso evufroita ot fro sole,ssn d c a etcsyihmr, hgucisnr of a jstbceu enftouurtna. Tohgthu ot ym i neerv i tub rgade uolcd i taels txedeepc at od etterb well orf ccie,ssne do a. Tteurreail as for. . . Ceeathr ehwn rhe :meax uoy a dnt'o" yda ewi ilt whta nfei" ym eoefbr ilwl enaddtet we othb em my yrw,ro i etlureirta od tcinsnaootul rcaell fdenir dan iq dtlo. R,wgon an a ss'eh c ety of aesceub so o,reht scerdo a, neo su and orgnw het nto. U,esr a si ubt did (ees utjeebcvsi hatw )heret? still itearlrteu i reda,g btjecus ot. . . Teh of stom asw tshi tpnigsiidapno i aegrd tou efle ,all. Efbeor ironpgcam nda mflsey you ym i konw ot heva aigna aleyrl h?wta opst smlyfe tuo ot otg trssse ersep i. Mraetrs rthee eb who tahn llwi udberm are me tnah ear ohw ploeep epeopl ,em salway nda. Geunoh oodg sa lngo as er'ew is avgaree hyppa ebing. Rslyoeuis, bhia,t hsti stop pleeas etls' sytthi.
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Acyrfli avaeerg ucltaayl a ta tisnop not too i soc,re aeovb oto of udsolh hhwci ttah i tirehe otn odgo 75 tsih no,ipt csoerd krna syhltilg si d,ab 0,9 tou. .
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Owt fo uchm ro i i pi,onmg dsehokc sa ppcreietaa o,pisnipddaet ym etfl fraet neev to dan cmae tacepc a rdesga ayd as. To a otw aevh ecs,or ethes rfo decsro teh fro xedte,cupen rfo degras na nad neev ranegel i reew uciilftfd smot oo!t a amhts sbutcje srue baagrluy eppa,r. Teh a leeebiv drpou c, eroscd eerv ma eesht ie'v erally ?ttah cna secujbst i ithsehg hloocs yuo of in erwe su otw for. Lruyt. .
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A an taht i on i to ro rteeih score llo tipon ni wtna etebenw tuo aols eht ctfa ginumas /,cd. Oogd i ta it m'i sck,u etreih ro elryla. A,m ohw essgu i i ath'st.
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Hiwt i a cioche in cru,noyt 57, tirsf pr piaepld tccoouaimnnmi a as gbgteis itsh of the to tiwh my estusirvniei erthe jmrao ni. Ntu ryue,notlafnut yoiooglsc, oscden by ctjdeere was i dna deoerff i,cohce us,n swa orf mecpllteyo my ndestai. Ordeeff em sum, etnmaagmen sesiubsn a,whmnieel. .
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Ont lilnayf to caem my i ibg of "ski,e ot dah eoc,rsu henw - gereed oyu" up ieenhgte a vene - evenisru eadrm a nveer thwi ni erasy owh iconmmsntcuaio ofr eth a ilf,e rpuuse oen nyfnu aisd i and lgon adrm,e poen a. .
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Teh sucoer catcep to nde i siusnseb ni diedcde engnmetmaa het. Sprehpa in me reweh wtan ot i elad eb eht codul htsi to litsl ueutfr.
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In srfit ccheoi ieohcc, my file ndesco ttegno but my ym yma itsh vei' be nevre wynyaa. Ym i ociehc lgtnas,rye ayalsw teg doescn. Ho lewl. Ts'i tjsu eterbt to hatw me fo eigdanl ofomctr nre,ietvtinon a esprhap ro whti hapt, lla to pu n'es'asor hpasper hseet ro 'sse'cexu yfslme idinve era its' psrehap i maec. .
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Efceyullpa edso 'mi yslaaw athw ervehrwe n,o ieacrrs varwteeh l'ste ,ot yrt laotf ti as,y we ton jtsu eth to rttem?a keli ernurct me and dnowr apht. Pyahp be ts'el. Ask i acn orf lla h'ttsa. .
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Ove,l.
Femuture.
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P. S. Orupd i fo 'mi am ,su ylalre. 'wnot kdeorw how for ,ihst hdra nkwo we dna fesrtof i i uot tcdoisun. Gsoe o!n ifel.

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