A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Llsti esat topetisnnaimpd elurts ym ,pisl rw,yoaod eht hnlguicct of hte ta salsc fo saw teh ym hotb renroc snhad eth at near akcb eegd. .
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Tatend ot snsl,soe fro c chypsis irtsheyc,m lal, ofr nraotutfeun a d a ouvirfaet a nad fo geisen csjtbeu my msot hnriugsc c was iteeurat,rl rfo ylarel. Telas gaedr eettbr i i ,cnsecsei reevn rfo ot my ucodl a do ubt ta i od ohhttgu elwl depeextc. For tiaetulrre sa. . . Llwi ayd ehr hcetrae twah qi ei"nf me yuo lit n"'otd iedrnf r,rwyo :emxa acerll lacoounsintt and ewi a eroebf we wneh dtlo hobt od my uiteerartl my i teedtand. Os eyt ,a rgown fo a ton ecsebua shs'e su the hoert, cdsore nad c na o,nrgw eno. Ddi to tub reagd, es(e hre?t)e awth srue, altueitrre i ustbejc sillt is jevtuibcse a. . . I siht ll,a leef of otu omts agdre igsoinantpdip hte asw. Ealylr bferoe heva gto aiang dan emylfs kwon i ptos ym msefyl ouy tuo ressts riacopgmn i twh?a to eersp to. Bdrmue eb ohw oepepl illw how ,me me anht masrrte etehr ear tahn dna lysawa oeelpp rea. Nhugeo si r'wee ypaph sa aervage lgno genbi dgoo as. Seplea isoe,rlsyu aib,th ospt yistht 'elts sthi.
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Dogo taht ushdol heteir i ,abd bevoa tihs rcos,e yirfalc fo 75 tsnpoi tacyallu out i oto ocedrs too raeveag ,09 ihlgtlys nkra ont ta is a hhcwi ,itpon tno. .
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Maec of eppaactrie wto dya as cohdkse dgaers as ym i teccap gmni,po i much to ro nda aiedopdsiptn, fetar eftl a evne. Eurs rep,ap oto! e,rocs msto rybaaglu a i veha for rewe orf adn eusbctj ffdiulitc het ot decpeeu,nxt amths na saergd neve rsedco orf wot gnaeerl sethe a. Dropu were higesth shcolo erdosc fo a tah?t su teh cna e'iv tesscjbu eebvlie aellry i am yuo fro eshet erev wot ni ,c. Rtuly. .
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Rtehei na misganu ewetenb tawn tuo llo ctaf ot no ttah a eht escro in or d,c/ sloa i i ontpi. It su,ck heiert yrelal i ro i'm ta odog. Tsh'at ussge i i who ma,.
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Rtehe iwth ithw a rsitf iths ym ni teh sbigtge ni cnotiiocmunma i paepldi cty,nuor ,75 iutrisniesev occihe pr ot fo as joram a. Ym nuon,auetylftr nda sonced asw poeymlltce yb ofr roedeff ooosgy,lci dteerejc i was s,un cche,oi tnu iaesntd. Me maamenngte ,hieawenml um,s foefdre suisnesb. .
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- and y"ou nogl pruuse seyra tosmiccmiuoann cmae sdai big onep a ,ksei" m,drea i - in linfaly ton noe pu a of ufnyn uniresve a ofr ehnw mdera e,ifl owh ahd a envre my thwi ot eht i ghieeetn escoru, dregee neev to. .
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Ot eth ussnbies i dciedde socrue ni tanagnemem the edn tcpaec. Edla teh ni spahper ot watn eb lislt uurtfe where ot i me hsit lcudo.
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Ni ym ntoegt ie'v ym file verne ym cheoic eb escdon ,hcocei but yma itsh rifst yaanyw. Yrlgts,ane sneodc etg ym icoceh swaaly i. Lewl oh. Si't ecma lla pu pht,a crmotof asro'sne' iedvin tebtre ro agendli sjut ot tawh ot lfsyme tiwh nonvein,titre easprhp or a rpapshe fo em tehse psreaph aer ee'sc'sxu 'tsi i. .
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Yawsla not me ecnrtur eht to wdonr mi' on, rcisear uclfepayel ofalt ys,a klie whveeatr dna stuj et'ls ti what evrrehew ew t,o path mett?ra odse yrt. Eb pphya l'set. 'attsh all ska i orf nac. .
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Evol,.
Uemfurte.
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P. S. I of m'i am upodr ,su raelly. Isnuctod adhr terfosf kown i ,shti owkrde 'tonw nda i we uto owh for. !no ielf sego.

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