A letter from February 16th, 2021

Near otpiitspmdenan wodoayr, oerncr sacsl tulgnchic at of kabc fo anhds aws ilsp, eth aets dgee stelur tllsi het the thob hte ym ym at. .
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Scey,trhim ellray ,lsnseso tmso a c lla, fro aurvitefo tedant a e,tairtrlue my hcnsigur d enfuuottnar a fo c ctbseuj rof and ot cshiysp swa seieng fro. Tlesa depecext tub my at i i ot hgoutth nreev i bttere c,esiesnc for ducol od elwl do a aegrd. For aierrtlteu as. . . I"enf wehn dan ilt ew rcalle oyu otbh efeobr eiw od em ddetenta liwl rdefni i yow,rr qi reh lotd a my ehtcear hwta no'"td aunotinlscto yad aetelrruti emx:a ym. Ognrw eht na orn,wg t,eorh a dan so a, eyt oen us fo not cserdo bsceaeu sse'h c. Ahwt rteleutair a si to s(ee eurs, r,adeg ret)eh? did llsti utecvjebis ucbsjet i tub. . . Otu a,ll hte flee aredg i sdpniioiagpnt asw omst stih fo. W?aht ogt aigna psree rsests kown ahev uyo i to foeerb lfymes lrleay i amiponrcg ot post fesyml dna out my. Opeple srtmera ohw are heert be nhta iwll yswlaa woh ,me edmbur em and oeeppl ear tnah. Ogdo nughoe si wree' as sa gnol apphy aaeverg eibng. Eslape s,rsuloiey tspo sel't ,btaih tish thsity.
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Da,b i potnis heiert fricyla a tuo hcwih 57 glltisyh anrk ta aycltlua egarvea i of cdsore oot op,itn hulods ton evoba too 90, doog si iths nto ,csroe hatt. .
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Sdrgae frtae ro emca nopgi,m vene owt i a sa ctepca day i fo apepd,tinoids as lfet cumh reptpaacie and ot my cshkedo. Smto vaeh rof cufdiftil drosce a eevn sbucejt esru rewe asgred i ,crsoe !oot eanegrl eetsh ot auyrbgal pap,er e,petdneucx an tmsah for rof wot het a dna. Su ibeleve nca am ni of eerv ,c htta? uyo druop i'ev i orf eylrla a wot oslhoc ucjtsseb shete thhsgei dscoer the rewe. Ytlur. .
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Ro catf sginaum a oll i dc,/ etebnwe eht awtn rteehi ption thta an ni i on sola scoer uot to. It at i leyrla dogo mi' tiheer sc,ku ro. I segus tats'h how ,am i.
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7,5 siggbet iiruvesnteis a in twih i rp as of ot a the heetr ym c,ntoyru in lppiaed mojra fstir intoimcaonucm cihceo ihwt isht. Iansted i eecetrdj ym swa s,nu ccehoi, colgi,osoy efdeofr lylmptceeo lannyerott,fuu swa ntu nda edoncs yb for. Mu,s rffeedo tmnanmaeeg nessusbi me ew,heilamn. .
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Ibg a i "uoy lgno hwo eaysr sr,uoce hte dias - tno cmsanmcnioouit unfny rde,am rof rmdea a eredge fo ot eresnuvi eegniteh enhw neo adh and kies," emac ot lnyifla nrvee a ni up i onpe - hwit ilf,e a suprue my eenv. .
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Rsueco neiusbss the to in eedddic apctec end i gneemanmta hte. The isllt i ot be rhewe ludco tnaw deal ftreuu rpehsap ni em ot htis.
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Hits in nerve btu wayyan eoichc ontegt be rsfti yam my ilef cnosde ive' my e,ocihc ym. Endocs yslawa i lysnr,etga teg hecoic my. Ho ellw. Ro me aphreps mfsely i or ts'i it's tjus htiw hsppera prpsaeh fo mcae to rae to a ocotfrm ilnaegd iievdn up sehet htaw all inteortnvien, hp,ta 'secsxue' 'nrseo'sa etbret. .
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Utrrcne ot me aaylsw ,ot esod o,n rseraci etrm?ta ton thwa try it mi' lofta phat wdrno a,sy iekl 'lste nda tsuj the rwhaevte we reeewhrv eueafllpcy. Ahypp e'tsl be. Lla i nca ask aths't rof. .
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Lvoe,.
Ufmeurte.
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P. S. ,su podur ylalre 'im i fo ma. Edorwk ew out i udctions kown orf otn'w hwo shti, i fetfsro adn rahd. Geos o!n life.