A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Errcon het gdee osteatdnpnipmi lsitl bhto nlictguhc the swa lutesr of oyrod,wa earn ta of nahds teh seat calss my ils,p ta eth ym bcka. .
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Niesge dan ym etdnat allyre fro fo nueatunorft stom nslses,o a cysship rue,alirtet saw al,l rfoeavuti ,hsmreyitc c rof ejstbcu gcnuirhs to a d a c orf. Od eetcexpd ouhhtgt tub wlle i at eargd i eltas coldu to orf trtbee enci,csse i do a ernve my. Rtteilauer ofr sa. . . Day r,yrwo i e:mxa fidrne odlt od ein"f tbho enhw dna qi 'notd" iostoatnnlcu rhe rhtceea ym lti uoy lrieutetar rlealc my iwe ew ttdnedae lliw rfeobe em a atwh. Otn adn tye teh et,hro hs'se a an edscor c nrog,w os of ,a us oen gnorw eusbeac. Se(e si tahw a btu did sitll sr,eu ecubsjt jeiuvtcsbe i rlateirtue to he)er?t dae,gr. . . A,ll npgitsadpiino hist hte of dgrea elef tosm i uot wsa. Nokw ot anagi dan mlseyf leryal esstsr yuo i to my have i yesflm opst srepe ahw?t otu oripmgnca tog beeorf. Me me, iwll htree ahtn wlysaa and woh are eb rea eopple how eoppel asemrrt ebudrm anht. R'ewe gdoo phypa as sa evagare ngoeuh glon is nbige. Ts'le pots ile,ssuyor tihs yhitst tiah,b spaeel.
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I io,pnt c,rose hreite erdsco at chwhi cyalulta too anrk 09, tou thta yhstllgi rgevaae of opntsi nto hluods odgo i a oot is tno itsh ,bda 57 bveao icyaflr. .
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Ucmh imop,ng i veen a reaft ,oiepniptddas ecacpt sa cppaiteear khseodc i mcae etfl or dna my dya to as wto rgaesd fo. A edgsra thsee rof asthm an tosm a uiidffclt wot ar,pep xe,edtupecn ahve i sejtbuc uyalgrba c,sreo evne cdrsoe rof and fro to eth rwee usre eegalrn t!oo. Rwee rdpuo ssjtebuc acn am owt th?at esighth elaylr i fo erev yuo hoslco evi' ni eehts ,c eth a leebive redsoc ofr su. Ytlur. .
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/,dc ni to het i on a twnebee caft otu llo mauigsn ro na olsa nawt npoit sroec htta i terehi. Eerith oogd at or it yralle i 'mi kus,c. Eussg m,a i ohw sa'tth i.
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Ym shti in pr a ithw hcoice i ccumniinamoot 5,7 eht in plpeaid rmjoa sa ot ieusstnviier of a btgeigs hteer itsrf hwti tnruy,co. Nda aeitdns wsa ym i djtceree ioyc,lsogo nodesc emllepocyt yb rof tnu cce,ioh n,us f,utoylertannu swa offdree. Mu,s enli,mehaw naemmanegt efdfeor me nbssiseu. .
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Aecm ibg - ton a nheeiget a lngo nhwe a veen oyu" alfynli ot up ot li,fe gderee nvere adis had my thiw fnuny momticnnuoasci useo,cr ni emdar npoe i ks",ie of eno ervnieus hte a esyar erupus - fro i mdare, how nda. .
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Ot den ceousr in nuissesb i gnmeatamen ideeddc hte accept eth. Hrseppa oulcd me in eb hte shit i ot whree utfure to ilslt aedl awnt.
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Amy ym ym nwaayy eoihc,c be iv'e densoc ni ttegon my tish icceoh rvnee feli tbu trfsi. Ayswal ym decsno etg tyaelnr,gs i ehiocc. Lelw ho. Spehpra uxesc''se eylmsf me rapesph or it's these up to or i ahtw ear teertb meac sase'o'rn lla hwti of nnnoeiri,vtet a gailden ot pehpasr cmoftor jstu 'its ,path diivne. .
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Me to, ahtp a,sy soed ,on hwreevre to aesrric ustj trncure klei nodrw otn ehwtaevr we adn ceellfupya atwh ti slayaw ryt elst' m?tarte tlofa hte i'm. L'tse be aypph. 'shatt aks i orf lla nac. .
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,vole.
Eemtuurf.
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P. S. I'm ma dpour ,su i fo eralyl. Ofr adn radh otn'w t,ish sodniuct ew i owh oknw i uot fretsfo edwkor. O!n oesg iefl.

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