A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Het ocrenr ym my scasl nsdha arne eth pniittdoeasmnp cgtucnhil bhto of at teulrs eht wsa ,ryawodo tllis fo dege ta tesa hte cbka psl,i. .
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Rof rfo fo to d a shictrye,m cpsyhis lleary a ym tdenta c l,al was ,rilertaetu ssse,oln ncsguirh c ftruaovei mtos orf btcusje a rtaoenfuunt sneegi adn. I ughttoh elats od lwle orf to xcedetep i btu od i raged ucdol tberet a at nvree ym ic,sneces. As tleuieatrr for. . . Nad a you finder em:ax wei em i lwil twah od yda ldto lcaerl ahecetr ,yworr iq refbeo lti my ehr aucltnsointo ddnteate inf"e ewhn my iatueetrlr 'dto"n ew hotb. Of hte ceubsae ,a a oen nrwog ehs's so c otn an ,grwno ,horet tye su drcseo dan. Twah a tuerraetil i buseictvje to si llsti th?e)re ar,ged ddi ujbcets ,erus s(ee but. . . Of msot tuo anpitipnsidgo shti lefe la,l asw eht aredg i. I seper nad ssrset ownk ?hatw otu uoy i berfeo ayllre to femyls lmfsey mrgcniaop ptos ngiaa ym otg ehva ot. Be rtrmsea aasylw e,m ear llwi nda me ntha rdeubm hwo rae plpeeo erthe who htan ppolee. Ragveea oungeh good glno as is r'wee gnbei sa ppahy. Pots sythit 'elts ,ihtba olsie,suyr hsit espael.
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Ta knar i nto afiycrl ttah aegrave 9,0 of a,bd abeov slltyigh oot i ualaytcl sotpni a tish 57 chihw htiree uto hduols otn oogd oecrs, i,optn dcores oto is. .
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Sa and ltfe yad i cema enev ro my to wto dkeshco aesrgd i a ftrea chum of pcrpeeatai sa atpcce mi,gnop daptoiesinp,d. Dna wot sjbuetc aeelgnr eurs mtsah aveh i lygaarub a msot rgdeas hetes prape, rwee c,xeeedutnp eoscr, ofr a ot t!oo het rfo uitlfdfci oesrcd enve an ofr. ,c cusetsbj eetsh tt?ha eth ghithes rewe rof i us eevr shloco ni leieveb dorsce anc udpro 'vie a of ylelar oyu wto am. Ytrul. .
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Ieterh tou to rsoec saiugnm in ,dc/ a cfta atwn na tpoin i hte i ro hatt entebew losa no oll. Or ti ihetre m'i su,kc i lylrae oogd at. ,ma ohw i tts'ha i esgus.
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Fo teh eapdilp sa wthi in a rp i sgigbte nuieritesisv oumnmociaicnt ni rjoam my itsh 5,7 oruty,nc ot heert isftr whit cieohc a. Hcieco, yb nda nsedoc nietdsa deceejtr ,snu my was rfo saw elmoelpyct freefod ic,oygoosl utn unutaoerlf,ynt i. Mehwlien,a me deffroe s,mu metaamneng enisubss. .
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Tgeehien nope eenv a areys mace surevnie ym i a deeger ylnifla fo tno tihw ni medra oimnmicunosatc hte - fli,e hda how a noe ot m,read pruesu ,"kise rfo iads up ,coeurs nad hwne igb i a neerv to "oyu - nynuf ognl. .
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I to nsiebssu srouec eaaemngmnt hte tpacec end eidedcd hte ni. The paerpsh eadl dlouc to tufure wtan eb i me ni ihst to itsll whree.
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,oichec ive' ym lefi ym cocehi amy eb eotntg ernev yyaawn htsi my ni tfsir but doesnc. I scdnoe ichoec aylswa tge my tsnraey,gl. Oh lewl. Lmysef with oofcrtm lal psaerhp n,veetininotr or ist' thaw saneo'rs' ot ,htap tjus hpsaerp i of ot shrapep acme rae 'cessx'eu pu me eesth retbet ro deviin a t'is deglnai. .
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Juts ,ot tno ti etwreavh rty eosd faotl rirseac to rnuertc erwhveer me r?tteam m'i athw ayaswl ew no, fyculaelpe eht keil y,as and hpta wdnor tsel'. Et'sl eb pyhap. Lal can i ofr satht' sak. .
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Veo,l.
Urtfeuem.
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P. S. 'mi i of yrelal ma su, pudro. Wkno ew uto s,thi i seffrot i rhda dkreow who orf dan tdusinoc tno'w. Eilf !no soge.

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