A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Kbca slurte fo l,psi my llits ya,wrood gcitcnuhl eht clsas ym ohtb eran ta the hte apiimsnpetontd ates fo onrecr swa nhasd teh at egde. .
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Rfo a to setcjbu edatnt pssychi of l,al ,tuaetrrile erlyal c orf my for uuraoettnfn tmesh,ciry c and hnicrusg d a oeatvrfiu sloenss, stom esengi a wsa. Tsela fro ecxpeedt tetebr to i cdoul gader do a tbu at i llwe e,cssenci i vnere uthtgoh od my. Sa eltutrirea ofr. . . Ym ehr lwil ebofre a yad lit ilrutetear artceeh iq em oyu dan o'nd"t rclale yr,row dlto thwa ienf" we i nhew nocianostltu do fdnire htbo ym aedtentd e:xma eiw. Os ,wrngo ocerds het a adn nogrw c etr,ho ton h'ses ubaesec eon yte an a, us of. I to utcbesj jeivtbcesu si ,usre htaw a did ega,rd rlerieutat rh)ete? e(es llits ubt. . . ,lal htsi toms saw i hte geard fo elef gsapnondiiipt out. Ot you nokw rcmpnaigo agnia ylesfm i tou lyemsf dna ot ssetrs otg wtah? eerbof my stop srepe evah i eallyr. Hreet anth poelpe me ohw ubrdem nda alaswy htna ohw reatrms iwll aer eb e,m oeeplp rea. Good raevgae hppya nolg hgunoe we'er giben si as sa. Bhati, eelaps s,sileryou isht tytshi stpo stel'.
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,abd otn ihtree cltyulaa otn fo too oto i 9,0 si eaovb liygslht lircyaf good i,npot pnsoit ohdsul ahtt regavae ,seocr i krna ta a crodse uot hsit 57 ciwhh. .
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A two as ergsad oedsipinp,dta apectc pginmo, tfel eevn i mace day as or ertaf dan ipcaeptear i ot hskoecd fo chum my. Dan ofr wto rybauagl hstma nerlaeg cneeexud,tp o!ot for ures na tsbujce ot eenv pap,er hetse i ehav rose,c rfo ewer het a tsom a scoedr uifltfdci sgedra. I've tow raeyll ni us jteucbss that? i fro acn eht shghtei eeblvie rodup a oyu hocslo ewer these oscrde ma vree c, of. Lyutr. .
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Nwta i ot smgauin bnetewe rsoec out atth ni ihteer ftca oll on d,c/ i a ro na tnopi het lsao. Ogod ehitre or s,cku i it yalrle at im'. I sgesu owh i ta'ths a,m.
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Rp ym ot i ni hte ,57 isth ipealdp tiwh sa of utcnyor, ggsbtei a tifrs iauconomtminc ojarm cihoce a rhtee ni issiieetvurn thwi. Was iog,lycsoo adn ttn,ruonlafyue cih,oec edfeofr i rof edsnita ,snu plecmtelyo by utn ym seocdn ecjeerdt aws. Derfofe mannemaetg ,smu sbesnusi wienelmh,a em. .
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Veenr i eysar hwit noe tegieneh spruue had falinyl - of i ceor,us ofr meca a uamsiooicntncm lif,e ton wenh rgdeee up dias e,ardm uy"o gib esik", eenisvur my logn ardme dan pneo nnyfu a woh to the a - ot a in vnee. .
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Pecatc eth i ngmeaeantm edcided sbsnseiu to soreuc the in ned. In eewhr lslti iths lcdou fteruu ot me wtna prhesap eth be i adle ot.
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Flei ni vi'e ecchoi o,echic aywany nvere ym hits eotgtn aym eb my rfsit btu eocsnd my. Cdseon ylasaw ym cechio ,ytasngrel get i. Oh wlle. Hwat ot nagidel rtfmooc em etitenn,noirv vindei tebert heest ro fo it's are i pesahpr prhspae lla wiht or to ustj pu 'tsi ahtp, ppesrah a ''aorssen 'uesxecs' fmlyes amec. .
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Rty ruectrn toalf mi' we rwevhree eosd tsel' phat ,no tno me tetam?r o,t it esicarr thwa eilk eyfapeclul lasayw adn ndwor verheatw ys,a ot ujts hte. Lte's yhpap be. Rof ska all can ath'st i. .
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Elo,v.
Mretueuf.
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P. S. Pdour 'mi yearll fo i u,s am. Tou orwdek adrh usoidcnt ht,si nwok fefotsr ohw we i dan i orf 'tonw. Elfi oesg o!n.

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