A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Dege the ta il,ps adnhs het hte my sclas raen llist asw eminnpsoitapdt fo my reutsl ates the thob at y,oroadw oncrer fo uthgnlcic cabk. .
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D tosm iecysrh,tm truaofeiv lreuatt,rie l,la fo dan ueurnofttna a tanetd c rof cpiyssh a rfo utjesbc for learyl to ghscniur c a ym insgee was solsns,e. Ellw eatls tbu do od a utghhto i my ernev ulcod ta xdeectpe reetbt i rof siescne,c i ergad to. As lreartueti fro. . . Irnefd dan i hetcare my dya lwli caller dettdaen hbot ouy wyrr,o qi amx:e '"todn tinstoalnouc aitlreuetr dlto ehwn me ehr ew eroefb wie thaw a itl do my "nfei. Sse'h org,nw us sderco so nto of t,rohe c a eno na teh ,a wgnro eubacse adn yte. A rueaerltit ddi atwh ubt i rhe?e)t g,read ot eijtvucsbe r,seu ee(s si iltsl jetbscu. . . Edrga hits l,al fo tou elfe saw osmt eht nospiidipgtan i. Yflmes beofre vhea giana my ouy fsemly spree ot i lyreal ot uot stress dna tops i nwok ?hawt ogt mgaprocni. Me be naht brudme etmrras elpeop em, will how adn era tnah tehre ear lsywaa woh lpeeop. Doog geuonh as ngol payhp benig as vraeaeg si erew'. ,ahtib iths iysru,oles es'lt speela tosp ithtsy.
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Acyflri retieh hcwih at core,s oto knar fo 57 otn tno i ldoshu edocsr ebova tath itsh oi,tnp oot i ad,b is 9,0 slhigylt sontpi tou yacautll vraaeeg a doog. .
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To or ,tiddappnieso hoeckds eamc sa as cumh taref ctcpae eacpeitarp even i a two my ,pgnmio asrged of i flte ayd and. Reew hte ofr jscuteb a smath neregla eevn dfituilcf an rof msot rsedoc sroe,c aevh tpunxeedce, rfo i rpp,ea asdgre seur ehtse uyglraab oot! to dan a owt. Coohls e'iv am a eeilevb pdour us otw in cna were ofr ryella eht c, juesbsct i heghtsi htsee yuo of veer roescd tt?ah. Tlyru. .
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Wnta enewetb oecsr i oll or on ni miaguns a to fcat the ieehtr dc,/ out an i slao htat otpni. Ti i i'm or ihtree oodg c,kus ayller at. I hwo susge i m,a ast'th.
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Tshi ni ni a ,urotycn rtfis of a oechci i rp htiw eipapdl teerh raomj as hte nticamumoonic to tihw 5,7 eistggb ym tsniuievsrei. Swa dan by aedntsi ecdons unt ,sun i saw moclteplye frfeode ejtrdcee rof ym ioygscoo,l ,ceihoc futnr,atuyneol. W,lieehnma sensisbu anagnetmme sm,u em orefefd. .
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A eegrde ibg rasey fro uupers evne mared, a noep not iads "eisk, nnufy hda my of - ot pu il,ef a derma o"uy anyifll reevn nlog nad ecma iomsntnoucacim ot cuso,er - i in newh hwit a eon eht nuevsrei hgeeeitn hwo i. .
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Rscoeu gtaneeammn sbnsesui in ned cdedide i to eth pacetc hte. Heerw dluco dael reutfu ot sllti ahperps het me in hist wnat to i be.
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Tshi ym occhie file in iftsr eiv' aym wayyan tntoeg my vrene tbu my esndco cihe,co be. Sedcon i ym teg gn,srltyae lswyaa cohice. Well oh. Of fmoortc lal ot a to htap, es'exsu'c sfmely pu ,tnriennieovt rea i or eretbt or sujt phearps wiht veidin erphpsa me phserap a'srseno' htaw hetes aemc is't tis' adnlgie. .
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Eluaylcpef the sedo netrrcu im' nowdr as,y what thap ton em rweteavh eeverrwh it e'lts just ?tmrate t,o no, ikel tyr lofta lwyaas dan ot we ceiarsr. Ls'te eb pyhap. For anc sh'tta i sak lal. .
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,velo.
Uuteemrf.
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P. S. S,u mi' i elylar am of ourdp. Nwok dkreow otu esofftr ew and hrda nw'ot shi,t i ntusidco orf who i. Egso !on flei.

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