A letter from February 16th, 2021

The seulrt kacb geed ohtb fo acsls the of the inuclhtgc ym at aws hte hadsn oercnr at iltsl tpismdnpiteona ayrdoo,w nrae my sate ,ilsp. .
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Lteea,rruti was ssnoesl, my tsom teantd sgenie tfoeuravi to orf a c ubstjec a a l,al cshypis nfaunteutro for c fo cytr,msieh d nad laelyr riusnghc fro. I do for a nscs,eeic i lwle my at aselt docul enver i tebert ctdxeepe tbu eradg uhtohgt do ot. Ofr as eurtirteal. . . Othb hewn beerfo llcrea todl ry,orw my a you fe"in i ym lurairteet we "tno'd wtha inedfr etechar lwil eiw mxea: tli od dna day her qi deentadt notnucistoal me. Hte c nto of ongrw us yte bseauec cseord eon row,ng na dna os ,htore ss'eh a ,a. Ahwt arg,ed to scbeujt si tub ilstl th)?ere turrieelat e(se i ,rsue did a ebijctseuv. . . Eht uot psgnntoadiiip ,lla i of saw isht eelf msto egdar. I my inaga psere ot sflemy avhe msyfle opst uto dan rmgiapnoc i sssret efebro otg yuo nwko rlaely ot w?ath. Htan oeplpe are eb lliw woh rae em and nhat rehet sylawa mdrbeu serarmt e,m plpeeo owh. Bgine as wer'e dgoo pypha uohegn nolg is sa vaeareg. Eaepls ssirey,lou stpo iab,ht stih e'lts tiytsh.
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Thsi not i tno chihw ad,b too beoav 75 npsoit ta glhlisyt yllcaaut a nt,oip fo ryalfci vergaea eihert oto sdolhu rdosce otu 09, arkn is c,orse i dogo ttha. .
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Owt sa dna onpimg, ecptac mcea telf or poaptsnidd,ie ym i as a ady even ucmh gaedrs rcieeaappt i fo eftar dskoche ot. Rfo cnextpeu,ed i uesr eahv teh desorc rfo ot glrbuaya eroc,s !too ostm ofr a adn ehset eenv icduitlff nrgleea eerw a tjuescb na atmhs wto edsarg pea,rp. Heets tth?a ,c ealrly rpuod csjutbes teh gihetsh oochsl a i us orf am beivlee uoy eewr ni tow reev 'ive dosrec fo acn. Luryt. .
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I or out llo i on fcat ot thta d/,c etweneb watn teh in na a piont mnisagu oecsr ehitre saol. Alreyl 'im oodg ro ti ta i ,suck tiereh. A,m i hwo t'tsah gsues i.
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Itsrf a ryut,nco fo mjoar htree lppeiad a getsibg ni eth ieenssuiitvr ohiecc shit ym tiwh i whit ni sa pr ,57 to tioinamuccnmo. Dscneo cedetrje ntasdei sgly,ciooo i cohie,c adn asw snu, by coeeylmtpl tnu oeyutrultfa,nn ym dffeoer ofr saw. Em ewh,aelinm sssunbie msu, ffroede mmngneteaa. .
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Nayllfi eil,f adn orf the a a euscr,o a ot seiverun hda oen when in fo ot minoosccuntaim enop nnfyu tno a long my mcae - pursue yersa eeregd neev mrdae, sadi i evnre hiwt "uoy i up ,"keis woh etehiegn - dream gbi. .
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Unesbsis eddcied i peacct ni het osruec gannetmema ot ned het. Rueftu ot llsti to be eppasrh me ni isth eth dela antw loucd i ewehr.
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Isfrt endsoc ym be ocheic hioec,c my in yawnya vrene ym utb feli may i've tonetg sthi. Ywalsa ociceh ym a,ytnelgrs escdon i egt. Ho llew. Erahpps eiladng up ot mace ehste ymlesf etetbr ro rea cformot s'ti ph,at me vtnteeniinro, 'uce'sxse of a rhpapes to sperhap wtha nreaso's' einvid tis' i all or jtsu with. .
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Ealeylucpf ,sya it ?rttame juts 'mi t,o htap teurncr ont dan teh ftoal twah eewvrhat sel't ilke rvhrewee downr ot wsyaal ew ytr o,n soed me crisear. 'tesl pahyp eb. For ask i anc sh'tat all. .
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Ev,lo.
Ueurfemt.
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P. S. I'm am of i larely su, odpur. 'wtno tsindouc ihts, ew how out hard nkwo frofets rfo nad i okwedr i. Egos on! feil.