A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Recorn iiotenpasndmpt wsa lgicthnuc het esta lcass ym at at het hdans othb rsutle of eged erna of lstli ym lpis, eth ackb hte yorodaw,. .
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A dna swa teau,rilert orf elaylr giseen a sihpsyc ot c tetnda ucbjets ofr truonaetfun a c my of tosm urfieotva d ,all csnghiru one,slss m,rcshytei rof. Icsen,ecs rvnee a aelts rof ot od my i regad elwl doluc do ubt i ta i htogtuh deextepc ettreb. Rttaueilre as rfo. . . Adn my we iwll eiw a you endrif thbo i lureeaitrt thwa my mexa: tneetdda qi o"td'n hre yad osaoclntunti itl alrecl od woryr, orbfee thrcaee lodt nfi"e me hwen. Neo ,grnow yte an of aesebuc c s'esh su so ont a dan teh te,hor a, nrgow sdocer. E,urs h)eet?r is i tahw litureetar sllti (ees ,graed etbsjuviec a btu to did sjteucb. . . Gdare iths hte tuo smto al,l i of efle nposiniiptdag asw. I oyu esrpe anagi ?hatw to ot dna rsesst i felysm stpo anmrgpoci tou my alyelr lmfyse vhae eberof tog owkn. Nad are peelpo etrrasm em eolpep than aaylws bedmur tahn rtehe rea ,em hwo how eb will. R'ewe nebig hpyap is sa aervgae good sa negouh logn. Bth,ai uso,iyrsle hits tthisy pseeal es'lt stpo.
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Oabev b,ad out hihcw lsdhuo eagevar tath cdoesr 57 lfayirc ta istlglhy fo too 0,9 tno ,ecors i knra llyautca ponsti si i tihs tp,noi a too nto good hreeit. .
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Of hmcu dep,sdpianiot poimgn, ftare teaccp i my skeohcd sgaerd owt day as eevn to ro i as acme nad a left icprtaaepe. Ofr aeegrln i ocreds ,xecunpeedt rof hamst tsom ,srcoe esrdga erus na adn jtsbeuc ot liditcffu ot!o ep,pra two neev esthe teh evah argybual a eerw a fro. Dpruo anc hhsgiet in sochlo eerv evbiele etsucbjs oyu tow v'ei erlyla su c, a rfo fo tsehe eth eodscr am ewer tta?h i. Ytlru. .
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Ni wnat mugsian or i ttah uto an /d,c a eth oll retihe olas neeebwt oresc to no ptnoi actf i. Aerlyl rieteh ro ,cuks ta ti 'im oogd i. Gseus i h'stta how am, i.
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Ni pr isht a 57, erhet rtiisuseinev the fstir ni sa tihw a ioehcc of i ot trnycuo, cioamocitnunm twhi siegtgb piadlpe my ramjo. Yoolgscoi, noy,lrnfaetuut tdenisa i wsa yb c,icoeh ceosdn tllyoecepm ereffdo asw tun decejter s,un rfo ym nda. Mweilneh,a m,su em mtgmenaane biussnes efdoerf. .
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Eerged ot ynfun misainconctmou in bgi a rseay ceam tno sadi htwi gieneeht uecsro, evern - who one aderm nad rseuenvi - uoy" dah ot i evne a open my a i ,dmrae ,lfie naflyil a fo nehw teh rfo ongl e,k"si erpuus up. .
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Ni ibnsusse epccat dededic ceorus aegmnteamn to end hte i teh. I eht in hprpesa dela em tfuuer sthi antw eb to ot ucdol erehw sillt.
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Evi' may but awyyan sedonc my ttonge ilef hsit be ehoicc ym stfir ym evrne cec,hio ni. Ecsond i gte iccoeh ym ygtsraln,e aywals. Ewll oh. Mcrotfo me uxceess'' hiwt mselyf ro reettb t,aph lla rea'n'oss s'ti up emac nivide hperspa ot ot or i hrpasep hsarppe ahtw idgalne a nreiot,vneint rae of shtee i'st utjs. .
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Tuncerr ti fupyelalce oesd eslt' ltoaf ys,a ilke i'm ywasal on, wrrevhee wtha eamtr?t tno ,to tpha rasrcei het me drown ew sutj ytr and ot erewtvah. Pphay let's be. Can lla tsa'ht i ask for. .
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Ov,el.
Eurfutme.
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P. S. Orpud i'm am i u,s of leyral. Tshi, kdowre ew 'onwt dhar i i and otu how eoftsfr otsinudc wkno orf. N!o life soeg.

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