A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tsae of hsdan eth at stlli orwaoy,d ym eth otbh ernorc erults at the my glnhctcui the casls deeg ,spil mitopiedatpsnn fo cakb rane saw. .
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Otms andett all, a efaviuort a c urtutafnone enisge fro ofr c my ryaell d cjeustb saw ipcshys of tmhsye,rci e,uriattrle a ot on,sssel dan rof crgsuhin. Cepedtxe sicncsee, ta stlae od dluco orf a lwel do to i thugtho betret ym neerv i tbu gaerd i. Sa for rrteaeulit. . . Dya i teanedtd tohb twah dna rlleca lauoitnconts wnhe uoy we ym n'"dto iwll od wryro, a itl refeob rhe erriualtet ienf" em efnrid dlot ewi :aexm hereact ym qi. Os h'ses teh ton a, neo scdero su ngowr fo ety gownr, throe, an dan eabecus c a. S,eur i twha tbu see( retaurilte jseevcbuti si a did drge,a etre?)h uscbjet ot sltil. . . Geard ntipdsnopaiig of teh i tsih wsa fele ll,a otms tuo. Prese ot ?what ot fobree yelsmf angia uot lryeal tgo sersst ym dna onwk ehva i rnmgopaci flmyes i ouy tsop. Nda oelpep naht lwil eb owh swylaa hrtee remdub ,em are nath me ppleoe rerstma ear how. Ognheu gdoo sa gvaeare as bnieg ngol r'wee yppah is. Ysliuoe,rs let's opts tibah, isth eesalp iyhtts.
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90, ,onipt eobav nto oto tuo i i oto tsinpo dogo drscoe aryflic etihre atht nrak da,b is otn chwih fo ishgtlly eaegarv sholud cuytllaa isht 57 a at so,ecr. .
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Arecetiapp as telf argsed acem npim,og cetcap my as wot neev nda or oksched tarfe a chum ot addeo,tpiipsn i yda i of. T!oo srue ot the rwee ildfuticf tmhsa eahv orf droces fro tjscbeu ero,sc nrlaege a an etehs nda a ee,xcpnuedt fro erdgsa arygubal rpp,ea stmo even wot i. Eth ofr htese c, fo su i eerv v'ie ehhigst eebviel raeyll esstjcub a weer ropdu yuo am holosc in wto ttah? anc osecdr. Uylrt. .
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Musgain lol the beentew d/c, rscoe i ro i otu irehte on sola thta ftca to wtna ptoin a in na. Good i lreyal ti suk,c or eihtre mi' at. A,m i hatt's i usseg who.
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Of thwi sa ifrst hte ,57 to herte cehoci ryncu,to a cuntimooincam i pr ni ivssienuitre ni laedipp stih rjaom wthi a ggbesit ym. My taisend i and yb tdrceeej cochei, was codens ,sun locyoigo,s reffdeo afennlrttu,ouy for yoletemlpc saw ntu. Me u,ms emngmteaan rfdefeo imhea,nlwe sbensusi. .
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Innmcmsuoictao - in hte ot ilyfnla nto eno esary ,kies" a a pu i nwhe yo"u disa ngol ihwt rsueup cmae rdmae yfnun had lfei, fo ot egentihe eevn - a orf nerev erc,uos vreuisen a my how i ,redma nad dgreee big opne. .
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Aegmteannm neusssib actecp i csreuo hte ned in eth dcddeei to. Hte ppharse uodlc wereh erftuu to awnt tisll i em ni eb ot this aled.
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Aym lfei ni tub my reevn hits cocehi ttogen ym yynwaa eic,hoc soecnd rfsti ym 'evi be. Osednc gte ym eccohi i y,snregatl aswyla. Oh ellw. Tpah, awth heste to 'sit ro seflym tsju indiev fo e'cs'suxe hpsapre to pu ts'i ecma pphresa ietntnre,oniv ppehars ilengad or romcfot saeo''nsr lla i rae ihtw a etrtbe me. .
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Tmrea?t lfato ryt teh hapt y,as rehrwvee 'im aswayl reaethvw kile and turencr we to feyuellacp o,n ,ot ti tes'l ahwt rsceira me does tno rodwn just. Be 'ltes hpypa. Hat'st for all i cna aks. .
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Oelv,.
Ufuremte.
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P. S. Ma proud mi' of ,su i erlyal. Dwekor nda tuo hadr fofestr oknw fro i ohw ew i sth,i wont' cntusdoi. Ilfe !on oegs.

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