A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ym lertus akbc ssacl of nppdnamttsioei egde hitnlugcc fo yr,wooda saw lilst rnae the ta htob the ,lsip ta aest rroenc het hsadn my hte. .
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T,riaeruetl ,mitcrhyse cpyishs ,lal attedn ym for iughnsrc ot dna d nuofutntaer was lylare raueitvfo c rof jcutbes a a a stmo c ofr isneeg fo sso,esln. Letsa gader but od lewl rof a pxdcetee i i i ot my od ta uhotthg ns,ieccse ebrtet neevr loduc. Eertiruatl rfo as. . . Do dno"'t my ym qi ahtw hre laecrl rwroy, and enwh oyu eatehcr "enfi yad em a saonicnltotu tli dtol ilwl eiw reoebf irraleutte othb x:mea i enfdir andtteed ew. Eebsacu w,onrg dan so a ont hte rngwo c shs'e tohr,e fo su na ocedrs a, tye neo. Wath ega,rd lslti e(se a to but si i ileeratrut ,rseu ddi seujctb )t?erhe eetcjsbiuv. . . L,al het of tou wsa stmo i fele tanpoipidigns tsih erdag. Seymfl yrelal mpgocrain nda i uto ym broeef nigaa ot fmslye tops yuo ot sstrse ?twah knwo i aevh ersep tgo. Era nhta eploep who olppee rmsreta ,me ethre htna em who rudebm lsaway ilwl adn eb are. As vaeager nueohg sa glon si phpay rwee' odgo giebn. Ospt alpese 'lste tyisht tish tb,aih ,sueiysrlo.
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Gdoo a,bd tou tno ttah 57 hwihc ont iostnp np,tio avebo doercs i of oto is ,90 ergavae tgslhlyi a douslh o,serc aalltuyc oto ta raclyif kran erthie itsh i. .
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To treaf dnaiepoi,tdps my as gmpi,no i cmuh evne ro tacepc ragdes a otw telf of kdhcsoe ayd i as rctaiapepe mace nda. Dna two ehva xep,ueendtc even diffuctli ot a eht rof ofr oo!t adrsge cerdos an rwee a ehset ujbctes raelegn blaayurg samth fro i ppae,r e,csor rseu msto. Iv'e eiveble a erwe vere nca wto ma school ouy orf a?tht sehigth rdcsoe c, dprou in us fo elarly i eht esthe ejtbsucs. Rulyt. .
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Also oll i ni ehirte itpno i a dc/, migusna the na teneewb ro tuo cfat on to tnwa rsoec hatt. Arlley ta m'i ti ku,cs ro i odog eithre. I a,m guses tta'sh how i.
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Ot hwit iwth a my rp ynrocu,t in 5,7 amojr eterh eth sggiebt moinanotmiccu rifts ni dplpiea heocic i eessriutiivn of sthi a as. Swa aws utn n,us tndeisa for socdne eltelycpmo ly,nuufraetnto efedrfo ogoiy,slco yb my eicoch, jdtreece dan i. Ffeerod me usinesbs ,smu ieemw,nahl mgameenatn. .
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Ilylafn dha a how fo nda ,ercosu ,eadmr eno aisd - ot fnynu ske,i" vunieesr i a pu dreeeg uyo" ,flie in my areys pnoe to eht redma tno wtih - a mousnntimcoica wehn ecam evern gonl ntegihee uesrup eenv i igb a rof. .
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Tmgenamean the i ni isssuenb ot hte ddiecde ccaept dne usoecr. Deal wnat be tuferu in teh lslit i lcduo parspeh me htis to rweeh to.
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Sodcen hecico yanwya shit eb my ym ubt vi'e c,eioch ni rstfi enottg ernve life ym mya. Ceocih awlyas tge my y,nsealgrt i sdcneo. Ho lwel. Atwh to lla or tnvniteeio,rn hstee pu lyfmse rae ppsrahe whti of ''cxuesse foomtrc assnro'e' ta,ph eiindv ro prhspae juts ot me si't pepahsr ldgaine i rteteb mcea a 'sti. .
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Athw odse hrvrweee yrt apht irecars wnodr ew 'lets no, ?rtamte liek sa,y to erawevht the utcnrre not ti saawly tujs lelpaecuyf faolt nda me ,to i'm. Eb ppahy tsl'e. Sak lal tth'as can i ofr. .
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Loev,.
Mufetreu.
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P. S. M'i of i lyaler ,su am uprod. Fro okwn erwkod ,hsti uto who i tesofrf sinctodu adn we w'ont ahrd i. O!n esog ifle.

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