A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Wsa ym the at eht tobh trlseu ym yodowr,a ta iltsl of asslc kbac ipsl, egde hte gnlicctuh tenipdnosmpiat tsea ahnsd rcoenr anre fo eth. .
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Tntead tjbuecs adn rof ,ettirrulae for utafeiovr wsa igense c l,la hresm,tyic lleray rueaotnntfu ot inurshgc d ossslen, tsmo fro of a a a sipsych my c. Scnecis,e ubt ptxedcee erven lodcu od i deagr at lewl ym brette hothtgu i rfo tslae i od ot a. Riltureaet fro as. . . R,wyor tli dan nefi" i hectaer rdfein hwta od iwll reoebf dlot we exm:a ym yad toocsnulinta eerattruli reh iq adttnede tdon'" ym newh a wie me uoy btoh alrcle. A ,a o,trhe an 'shes not nad teh nrowg ebsceau fo yte us c sdreoc os ,grnow one. Cejusbt lltsi i tahw cbijsteevu si dear,g a ddi to t)he?re s(ee btu ur,se rtleriutae. . . Eth ll,a i tuo gdrea sppaiiiotnndg leef somt aws fo shti. Ymself out erboef know otg ot ysemfl ot seper agnai i rsesst aevh lyaler ouy spto dna t?wha ocapimngr i my. ,me who rea lilw ear eppeol tahn naht ppeoel eb me dan sayawl masrter owh rteeh mbdrue. Hgeuno iegnb eew'r rvgeaae dogo as yhppa as si olgn. H,tbai 'tles laesep stih tthiys otsp rusyi,sloe.
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Nto otn atth bvoea i at 57 sodlhu gvearea ,tinpo anrk ihystlgl is 0,9 rliaycf tihs cihwh of oot a too oe,rsc i good dcsore psnoit tiehre clultaya uto dba,. .
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Ltfe i to sa gnopmi, edagsr i naoptpd,isdie ym farte or cmhu dna neev papeaeticr fo yad a skeodhc ptecca mcea otw as. Ofr reew eenv dgesra reus eht a ,eocrs epdcntexeu, an dlicfiutf ucjebts drsceo a to aubagylr owt stom p,aerp rfo tehes eahv i smtha ot!o for nrgeael dna. Vere bveieel us sbcetsuj ni egshhti were nac earlyl dorpu oyu owt scorde i c, ta?th lshooc eseth ofr 'eiv eht a of am. Yurtl. .
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,c/d beeentw ttha hte tawn i nigamus ni fatc tniop i an osal tuo no etheri ro to oll a ecsro. Or ck,us hetrie gdoo i at it m'i eallyr. I i how ma, gesus hast't.
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Fo in a hte nitsvuieirse hoccei a pdelapi ether ym 5,7 rfist htiw rjmao as i htiw u,yrtnco ot inumooiatcmnc rp ihts sgbgtei in. Eerctjed tnu ,neytuluafonrt ,eciohc ym emplyeotcl ,nsu ofr i cnedos efrefdo saw ol,ysoocig nda yb swa aitdnes. Eefrofd iunsesbs em u,sm neamgemtan weie,amhnl. .
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A ilyalfn i nto admre, a my ni oyu" ot ibg - ot eno how asid edrege rneve ofr resuup - emdar with hnwe cnmmiotusaoinc had os,cuer open i aeyrs up a adn eht eevn goln srunieve eiks", fo emac fie,l funny a nhegetie. .
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Hte i den esssniub recous ideddce taenmgmena cecpat ot ni hte. Psrhaep to urfteu elad nwat ot heerw istll het be i ihst udlco me in.
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Ym my my 'ive stih sftri life nyaawy may eb tngeto neerv ni eoihc,c eocdsn ceioch tub. I dnesoc gte cecohi my saaywl eyal,rngst. Oh wlle. Tnr,nontveeii me dglneia nes''rsao rpeashp raeshpp ro ot lla i up t'is etbtre tap,h rea ist' prphase a sjut 'xueess'c twah hitw tcomfor efslym tseeh or ecma fo nvdiei to. .
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Adn it isecrar stju flato esdo on, ot e'slt ton rnowd em eht tpha uncrtre kile we 'im efucplyeal yrt ,say ,to hwta maetr?t aalswy rwheeevr eevrwtah. Et'sl eb ypahp. S'tath can i kas lla for. .
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Elvo,.
Rufmteeu.
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P. S. Fo i us, am aylrel 'im dorup. Ofr okwn drah i uto ntsucdio onw't sith, how i ew wodekr freosft and. Eogs eilf on!.

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