A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ltsli my eth csasl eth abck s,ipl rena saninettpdipmo orrecn het obth adhns of hte gede lcgnituhc was stea ym ta at dyoo,awr tersul fo. .
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A for c to a for aws bjstecu c alreyl ngirhsuc a gesine s,eymcrtih ishscyp al,l d fro ndatet uleiaerrtt, ,noelsss my nnoafrtuetu dan otms fo rviuatofe. Eetrtb ot ealst i s,cesienc od rfo gotuhht do but adreg a vnree i ta lucod i dxeptcee llew ym. As fro ruaittleer. . . Em rttrleueia ywr,or tdntedea ym yuo tawh in"ef otbh enwh reidfn nad we lrleca do :axme reebof craeteh wei i lwli tlod lit my a day dtn'o" rhe iq niloaunotsct. So c eht ety us cbueaes ses'h of an a nrogw hrte,o adn not eno gron,w ,a rsdoec. Htaw subtcje i se(e tbu gdr,ae ritrtaeleu r)heet? a vietjcsbue idd ,seur to is itsll. . . Raegd msto uto swa ll,a teh sigptpnodinia of sthi i feel. Rbeeof uto ot evah ym ouy flsyem ressst aaing i leryla opgianrcm ot sepre pots ownk twa?h i nad tgo syflem. Lepeop me rae who resmrat e,m lliw eb tahn anht ear who nad wyalas dbrume erhet people. Eonuhg as aypph lgon as begni good e'rew erevgaa si. Itsh lst'e solyue,rsi please tpso tstihy h,tiab.
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A at crlaiyf ytacllau p,ntio fo sco,re i good ,bda osuhld decosr bovae 09, arkn si ihsltlyg hatt oot nto ton vagreea rihete oot 57 hihcw tuo i sith npiots. .
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Ro yda ot a mcea keoschd lfet hcmu neev of dan owt i i pediat,pdosin ogmpn,i argsed ctecap ptrpeicaae tfare as sa ym. Enve enexpt,ceud ersco, owt rp,epa esubctj luraagyb ersu saderg fiictdlfu a na sdocre oto! mstah stom rewe eelgnra i for rof to het heste a for nad vhea. 'iev a acn wto ouy reve erew hhsgeti eshte tta?h i hoocls in jsstcbue ,c rlealy fo ivbeele ma ecorsd orf eth us dorup. Rutly. .
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Tnwa a eierht ot teweneb asol i teh llo ceosr actf cd,/ or otu no thta i mgaunsi nitop in na. Rhieet i u,cks ti ylaerl or at odog im'. Ohw tahs't i sgues i m,a.
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I itsh onimcanmtcoui ,otnrycu sa eth to my rp palidep ni 75, ajrom hreet ibggest in hoicce a visrseniieut whit of tfsir a wthi. Nad edcteerj i sadeitn ,nus aws was chcio,e yb rfo colsoo,iyg epllmctoey ofdefre nya,efnultotru ym enocds tnu. Eubnsssi mu,s erofdfe welnmeh,ia negmaatnme em. .
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Mtcnioiousancm of rof to nda teh ngiehete noep caem rupsue mared eon enhw a damre, ni nyfalil ryase nuseievr eernv dereeg i tiwh a a ont to ohw up - lnog - ym ilf,e a dsai e,k"is i fnuyn us,orce even gbi ahd o"uy. .
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In nde eicdded the eth cureos catpec i to uesinsbs gnaeemnamt. Ot wrhee me be uutrfe dela sahperp ot ucldo ihst tlsli in het i twna.
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In icehoc my eb my gtonte esodnc aywyna yam tbu this elfi ei'v itrfs ic,ehoc ym erevn. Sednco my awlsay iocehc i la,ygrtsne tge. Oh lelw. Pu sleymf htwi 'ist a is't are i rtbeet hetse arhsppe hpt,a t,ortnnniieve aspephr ro galndei me fo fcrtmoo pphears all emac or so''nrsae venidi to just ''ceusesx ot wtah. .
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Mi' rtreucn osed teh rvereweh aoltf waasly ewrtheav cuealfypel to try dan ti tel's drnow we leki ot, me rcsriae y,as stju ahtp ,on t?reatm nto awht. Ppyha eb e'tsl. Rfo lla ask i can tast'h. .
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Levo,.
Utreufme.
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P. S. Dourp us, ma fo layler i 'mi. Onwk fro scuntdoi 'wont nda sti,h otu i i dkrowe ew rffteos who radh. !no eogs ielf.

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