A letter from February 16th, 2021

Doy,roaw etas gdee bakc at erna nerrco the iaoinpedmtstnp my fo the eutslr at ym eth eth ilhcntgcu hdasn lacss asw ,slpi llist htbo fo. .
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Scsiyhp otms saw ym snigee rgiscnhu uerfnuonatt nda rof a ,hiemstryc a d to c fro lal, rof ctujbes c rutveifoa erltri,euta a ,lseonss laeyrl dtenta fo. Ta i but erebtt xdcteepe i n,escesci to a well do nerve i thouhgt gdaer etasl lodcu ym orf do. Rfo letaueitrr sa. . . Recetha ifn"e edrifn rfoebe me ettdeand ltuscnantoio nad erh earcll my r,wryo i a ohtb til you my rlueetrait do ahwt qi hnwe iew dlto day lwil xa:em tn'od" we. Ordesc ety one otn nda os escbaue wrgo,n rhet,o a het c an onrgw 'hsse a, fo us. G,reda tub lslti see( tawh ot si lrtueitera tcseujb did eebicjustv er,us i teerh?) a. . . Hist uot of gerad eth i feel paoiptndinisg swa lla, otms. I gaani ?awht befroe ym to out lesyfm eyllra iocgmnpar ymesfl got haev esper to nad tsessr i ouy spto kwon. Nda athn tnha ,me owh eehtr lilw rea eb ayslwa satemrr eepplo how em edmbur epelpo rae. Lgno odog 'ewre as egibn as raavgee si ngoueh apyhp. Euilrsoys, elpaes tstyih ait,hb sopt est'l tish.
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A of eirthe oavbe csero, cltuayal ta ,potin dogo nitpos oto not i oot lhsodu stih thta docser ,90 is i aegevra flayirc out aknr which 57 yslgilht adb, not. .
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And eaptcc sa tlfe eiceapptra as a i i ym neve ceam kehcsod wot ftear nieitod,dpspa ot or fo cuhm dya npi,gmo drages. !too ae,rpp htmas nreeagl to eesht het a rgdesa bauarlgy rewe nxeptueced, a dna na otw eenv tmso ,orcse sreu ofr rof iflcufidt ahve i orf roedcs tsbcuej. Vree the a ma fo ha?tt ve'i shgehit cuesjtsb lryeal sehet were hoscol in owt uyo veeeibl osecrd nac dpuor for i ,c us. Tuyrl. .
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Ceros also hte uto antw ot erthei lol tcaf in ttha ipnot a cd,/ igansmu i on na i ro ewntebe. I trihee it yaerll ta odgo 'im or ,skuc. Woh i 'thsat ugses ma, i.
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Irtfs a of htwi a my ehcioc isetvueiinrs mimonitnucaoc with rehte 75, ,onutycr edplapi in in isth i het etibsgg ojrma ot sa pr. Ns,u yb ntu cls,iooogy cetredej swa hecico, ecndso i ylcomlpete naeuytltuf,ron ym orf aws diantse efrdoef adn. Ntgneaamme smu, fdefroe nle,iehmaw em esuisnbs. .
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Ibg enev esu,ocr ikes", a iesrunve pu a etnehgei npeo meac - - iwht rm,ead of dan yinallf rof hda i erdma oiimuccasntonm siad in rnvee a ot spruue ysear olng my ynunf ont hte woh i lf,ei eno ot yo"u enhw a reedge. .
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Ccapte cdieedd i ned ucroes in eth to unesisbs tanaeegmmn the. Cudol hte i eb ot ni to htis ldae want ppheras uufter me whree isllt.
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Dnceso h,cecoi eilf my amy my eb 'evi ihts in ntetgo sftir my ciehoc but anawyy eenrv. Oheicc my e,rglsntya i lyawas ncsoed egt. Ho lwle. Ro rea em ihtw mcea ujts ot ot i ivedni up of ne'oss'ra lngdiea shete fmtcoro n,netironviet ,tahp st'i eu'scsxe' or lla tsi' mlysef preaphs betert paepshr htwa ppsearh a. .
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Evrwetha ltofa me ti mrtt?ae vreeerwh euncrtr dan eikl eafelycpul wsaaly ew otn st'le eods tyr aerrsci hapt to ,no m'i as,y wnrod sujt ahtw ,to hte. Apphy be elst'. Lal ksa rfo i 'htsat cna. .
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V,ole.
Mfeeruut.
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P. S. 'mi i fo leyalr ma u,s durop. Rof i otu ew ohw dwroke ffersot not'w dan sh,ti coidnust oknw ardh i. Flie osge !on.