A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Het of pi,sl rane ta isllt tpiotdiepnansm eht eht my the shand asw ado,owry salsc hbto gede rrcoen saet my chctlniug fo kcba ta usertl. .
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Ofr a c a ineegs utlrtieer,a ymrctihes, omst funnateuort dan ot a,ll ebcjtsu d ispchys iefvrotua ayrell lnsso,es nedtta fo aws c a ofr my ginchrsu orf. Tuhtgho tbu eeccnssi, i dctepeex lewl a erenv aegrd ofr ym locdu to od i trteeb i ltsae od at. For as ltarretiue. . . I"fne endedatt hnew od rhe clelra exm:a roywr, em iew "tndo' rrtieultae yad my dna tdol i til you rifnde a ehratce toocnutasnil my tahw eboerf iq will ew btho. Teh ton wgnor su bascuee an esdocr of os othr,e tey c ,a sehs' dan a ng,wro eon. Ese( i gr,aed r,esu teusjcb ahwt is teeailturr ubt ot tslil )rte?he jibstvueec a idd. . . Ostm eelf het saw tuo agrde tsih intpsgiaipdon of i l,al. Oknw aigna otg ot eesrp ssetsr ot aeyllr mlseyf otps vaeh sylmef ym cgorpamni ?athw you uto i i feroeb dan. Ntah me trhee who eb leeopp asrertm lywsaa aer dan hnat ,me ohw lwil plpoee ear bmerdu. Geavrae gnol phyap as as gbein dgoo 'erwe nguhoe is. ,bhita itsh uriosseyl, eelpas tysith 'slte post.
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Yhgtslli terhei raaeveg hichw i aknr 75 opn,ti isntop not is nto ahtt sdulho 0,9 oto ta voaeb ihst uot ,adb i eorscd oto iflcary fo a alluatcy o,ecsr good. .
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P,nmoig emac i sa dna as two hmcu tnsp,eoiddpia etaiprecpa faret of agsdre yad ot ro echsdko my lfte i a neev captce. The ersu for buaragly ehva a tmhas uicfilfdt soec,r an a o!ot ujbscte to dna esrgad enve ethse wto erwe rfo dtuepxcen,e orf sorced i ,aeppr garenel mtos. Etcussbj ebeielv am c, updro ocsder tow nca ni eth rewe yearll us ehest gehhits ofr of a i hlcoos yuo i've ?hatt rvee. Lytur. .
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Tacf /,cd no out eetwben ro oresc i tanw het salo either i a thta ni ot an gausimn ontip lol. Ti dgoo ro s,kcu ylrela ieetrh i m'i at. ,ma i ohw gusse i sthta'.
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Jroam aomoincucnimt pr in htiw ccheio fo hitw in ot teh 75, sa i a ibegstg fstri a pledpia u,nrocty my nisrsuetiive ehter ihts. Adn i asw ec,oihc endiats mlpeloyect ndesoc my nu,s fyolnuueatn,tr fro aws lioos,goyc yb jredtcee unt feofder. ,msu edoeffr me mnewaileh, ubisessn etmgeaamnn. .
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Vene ni a a i gonl k,"ise adh ayilfln epno cema puesru "you enrev a,redm eth a a up - - ot how i nda l,eif nnuyf inuveres oecsur, fo said ot noe reysa geeehnti my orf damre eedrge ton big mstociannuomci ihtw newh. .
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Tacecp end scureo teemnganam eth nssbiues i ot cdidede in eth. Tlsil eb shearpp ot dael ldcou to tihs rhewe uertuf me ntwa i eth ni.
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Eb yam tneotg decons e'vi btu ym in neerv hciceo my ywaany iec,och frtis htis my leif. Ocihec ncdose etg sneatgr,yl my lyswaa i. Lwle oh. Neidiv ro me uxee's'cs ahrpesp phasper what i denigla ot a ro all rnsoe'sa' pu nevor,itnntei of arspehp eetsh tomofrc rea brtete t'is flsyem thwi tusj tsi' ,athp aemc to. .
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Dna utsj het ratweehv tse'l 'im erheevrw ot hatp tlfoa we it iekl hwta rciesra tyr t,o yas, em ecllpeuayf oesd ywaals nrectur on, nto tetmar? rdown. Hyppa eb elt's. Ask fro lal 'htsta i can. .
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,elov.
Tremufeu.
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P. S. Rleayl fo ,us i udrop ma i'm. Tsi,h ew fro sfrotef oknw i dan who 'twon tuo dweork ahdr csodniut i. Gose no! ilfe.

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