A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Het eth dor,yoaw ptimnnasptoied at ilps, gnichltuc near the aws necorr otbh ackb sate retsul of ym of gede my lcass ahsnd lilts at het. .
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Nda c ssoles,n my a a fo ot fro icnhrsgu esinge c it,errelatu ,yihmscert trnueouftna rfo d swa ostm refvaotui a ejsutbc hcpssiy lla, etnadt rlelay rfo. Dolcu do i i elwl orf ubt veenr ,ecisnesc derga etsal bettre a od i ot ta tuhotgh tecpdeex my. As ofr leurrtatie. . . Ayd feerbo awht henw btoh me ym my t'o"nd ahcteer dotl ,rorwy max:e ifen" a ttaerurile utloaosicnnt we wei do i eettandd rlaelc erh uoy lwil iq efrdni nad til. Fo onwgr oecrsd ,a a c 'shse no,grw eacsube eth adn us so oen eyt nto r,hteo na. Ltisl eeitlrtuar ue,sr ere?t)h waht tiubecvejs did tbu ,radeg es(e tcusebj i is a to. . . Saw tish edrag lal, fele eth i uot otms igonaisppntid of. Otg evha esssrt uot ouy i again oknw epers i fmlyes rllaey ot to feebor otps wt?ah ipnoargmc my nda fselmy. Wlsaya nda tereh are elpope terrmsa plpeoe who than be hatn era me dbruem woh em, llwi. Haypp sa wee'r as si gnohue egaerav oodg bngei onlg. ,abiht sotp epalse ste'l ihts ueos,isrly ihtyst.
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Ryaifcl oot ahtt tuo eetrih ont of ton godo ,pitno hiytsllg itpnos nrak oot 57 d,ab bevao 9,0 a is s,croe ocresd at siht ihwch lohdus rgeavea i i cltalayu. .
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A sa taerf of idpsptne,adio sa eamc ehcdoks otw neev ot i etacpc telf uhcm nda migpon, edagsr pairptaeec day i ro my. A otw descro seur na ugaalrby wree ros,ce eetcdn,xpeu enev for eht smto fdcflitui ,ppaer i evha smtah sedgar sjtbceu seteh nreegal too! ofr to a dan fro. Eerw ethsghi of ive' ma ethes reve a can ni ylaerl su scolho wot ouy bsstceju rcoeds h?tta lvebeie the c, rduop i fro. Utyrl. .
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I tacf in an that eocrs a or i masungi cd/, uot lol no atwn npoti hte irehte aosl ebwteen ot. M'i ro ta ti i eyrlal odgo tereih cks,u. I who a,m htst'a gseus i.
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Amjro ni isht eth icecho hiwt leippda gbitges 7,5 a in a ioicuntmmcano to as rp irfst hrtee u,crtony of i uvtisniieser ithw my. Utn asw ecejretd hcoei,c ym eodreff orf esitnda nus, gy,olosico nad lmyocetple aws sdcneo by flntra,nuoteyu i. Msu, hia,wemlen nibsuses ordffee me mangaetnme. .
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Neev lie,f gnlo cantmsmoiniuoc ,ks"ie hwne peon easry dmrea a - ceam i gbi had ot geenehit ym a itwh sdai i nnuyf pu of rof yilnfal a tno uveinesr a oe,ursc epsuru y"ou ot how het dan in dgeere - neo arm,de vrene. .
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Teh eth i ouresc to ned sbesusni epcact eddcdie anmtmngeae ni. Edal ot nwat me hseappr dlocu eht iths to ni weehr uturfe eb i itlls.
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Oengtt eoichc yma stirf ym cc,iheo secdno my 'vei vnere my ni eb awynya feil tbu htsi. Ym aysawl n,tasrygle egt i eiccoh cnsedo. Wlle ho. To 'see'uxsc cema ithw a tahw i st'i eetrbt rea t,pah srepahp em or iendvi oitnrtnenvi,e juts egaldin praehps eslymf otcrmfo of all rs''easno ro phrpesa ethse pu si't to. .
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Ew em ylaasw het i'm nad rtt?ame keli stl'e nwdro apht lpeelufyac no, ,to vetewrha ot dsoe try sjtu awht ,yas ti ewrevreh oftla rcternu otn sarecir. Hyppa eb tesl'. Cna lla rof s'htat i sak. .
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Lve,o.
Utrfmeue.
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P. S. ,us yallre proud fo 'im ma i. Kwon roesfft nwo't i odkwer ofr dna tunsodic his,t i hard tou we hwo. Efli geos o!n.

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