A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My het esta nitansmtppiedo wroyoda, teh dgee ta alcss the fo tohb i,psl of ym stleru enra nadsh thnuclcig reorcn isltl saw akbc at eth. .
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Yipchss for rovtafiue a lla, fo rfo asw cghinsur d itm,esyrch nslseso, ym a to jctbues sotm for a and euetrar,lti ruttnuefaon c dttean eseign laeylr c. Nceisec,s i well steal to oulcd od rof i do but rbetet i htuthog epdxtcee ym aergd a eevrn at. Sa uteertalir rof. . . Tbho no"'dt iq "neif nda lit oldt ew rehcate ooitutslacnn feeorb will twah i ym ym a day oyrrw, do nehw iew rcleal erinfd reh em :exam oyu rtlertieau ndtteaed. Fo a oh,etr wgrno so asceebu nto a, het nad eyt c serdco na su ,gnowr oen s'hse. Ees( i tescujb but ertirtaule thwa ltlis het)?re ot a esievctbuj si rgda,e idd u,sre. . . The giapnstnpiido tou fo al,l feel wsa eragd msot i shit. Uyo ot eebfro feylms yefmsl rstses naiag i uto ot thaw? srepe aleylr pmiocrgan and tpos ogt ym eavh nkow i. Era eb adn anth ebrdum reeht tahn how epeplo lilw srtrema em woh em, rae aaslyw popele. As doog eraegav sa bigen lgno is were' gnuohe hapyp. Ah,bti isht 'ltse epaels sruly,iseo ptso ihtyts.
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Is obave evraaeg ttah too a eerhti i nostip itgsllyh udhlos tno 57 laltyuca ntop,i ihchw shti coe,sr i 90, tno arylcif odog fo kran ,abd oot otu at serodc. .
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Aemc fater my eosdhck as sa sadger ot gm,pnio i a hmuc tow fo or lfte ady atccep caaerpptei i iasdteppnd,oi adn evne. Ofr eevn shmat tow to a juscteb na cxe,upetdne dan otms es,rco p,rpae rosdce a oto! fro ftdufilci darseg uraalbyg rfo ewre ehtes ersu het i aveh eelanrg. Larely c, 'vie heste eeeilvb a of lsocoh su in rcosed dpour veer rewe i htgihes oyu two ?ahtt nac rfo ma hte jecssbut. Utryl. .
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Ugnmisa erthie an tfca out in ot on notpi llo atht watn eht eenwbte i or d,c/ a i sola score. Doog ti heitre 'im i ta arlyle ro u,kcs. Hwo i i hta'ts ,ma gssue.
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,57 teh rheet riensviuetis aomrj irfts ihwt ot whti tihs my ibtsgge pr sa a pipleda i ni iimnacmtocuno ni a icehco or,nucty of. Wsa yb ctdeerej iycogoslo, ym scoend swa utn ofr i,ochce anedist s,nu i mlypeotelc adn yteutal,nforun orfdefe. M,us me beisnuss enemngtama efdfreo l,eenahwim. .
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Iouscmtnnocami a - "oyu ot rgeeed had vnee a inaylfl - i of ohw one k",esi nolg enuivesr oeucs,r eetgheni dna to gib lf,ie ofr came nnuyf i a tihw nwhe dsai in reyas pu eernv emra,d rsuuep ym a tno derma npeo het. .
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Dne iusbssen ptccea i hte aamtenmneg orcuse teh ni cddieed ot. Hte wtan ni to seprhpa me be ot trufue tish udolc ldea ltlis where i.
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Nyaywa e'vi btu my lefi be reevn ym cohiec in htis oihcc,e onsdce my aym entgto tirfs. My gastyrn,el i teg codsne lsaawy ehcoci. Ellw ho. Pu pshrpea i em retbet rtfcomo ngiaedl 'ist 'sit ihwt ro iedvni lla of seeth phpasre sjtu or mlefsy on's'esar eir,vnoeitnnt ot s''esxecu ceam rae to ah,pt sahprep a htaw. .
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Ti to eth and no, phta ,ysa ont efllpucaye we like ujst yrt owrdn me ertamt? awlsay rtewevha ot, fatlo etls' sdeo tahw 'mi nrcteru aciersr wreheerv. Eb ppahy tlse'. Cna ska a'thst lal i for. .
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Ove,l.
Fuutmree.
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P. S. Fo im' yaerll i rpuod am us,. Otu n'wot edkorw i tosreff drah onkw ew dnoitsuc i nda fro shit, who. No! feil gsoe.

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