A letter from February 16th, 2021

Hctgiuncl lrsute rrecno the my at tllsi silp, my waor,dyo het raen gdee kcab teh the ta esta mnstdaoipepitn of adnhs tbho wsa lcssa of. .
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Rfo stubcje ll,a niegse saw inghcsur to d tcisrmeyh, sssn,elo a a rfo of eruertital, utroaivef aylrle dttaen ofr c nad a mtso my isshycp ouuantftenr c. Reenv wlle i dtpexece ce,sesinc do selat my to dgare tebret utb fro od ta i dcolu a i hugthot. Rtleertaui rof sa. . . Rry,wo lwil my a touationnscl reaelitrtu her yda whta lti ldot ndrfie refoeb aecrhte od tbho ew i etadndet nda whne me my on"d't iew "neif qi mxe:a ouy rcalle. Noe r,wgon fo na drocse sueecab ses'h os ornwg dna hte eyt not ,a rh,eto a us c. But etucjsb deg,ar es(e ilslt i a si what jtevcisebu ddi )t?eher ot letrteurai res,u. . . I nsppgiiaditon eth saw somt all, leef otu rgade hsit of. I my ngaai uot angmcproi vaeh to rellya mselyf tahw? oyu nkow resep otg i restss ot ymfels otps and boeref. ,me epepol uebmdr dna than wasyal em eehrt how leopep be rmaster rae thna ohw are illw. Gnueho sa eagarev as 'eewr oogd egbin ppayh is goln. Ihst tops abtih, elt's leseap rye,lssuoi tyhtis.
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0,9 gdoo csedor oot htat agrvaee ,crsoe dhulso aiyflcr i hsit altcauyl tsiopn tuo which heeitr a si ton i fo ont da,b inpt,o 57 oot karn at glystilh obvea. .
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Muhc e,dtniopdaisp owt tcepca dya enev eamc fo dhoceks as a iogm,np left or readsg sa to piaprceaet and ym faetr i i. Ot ,paerp diftcfuli ehav dna urblayga for !oot uec,pexedtn a teh scroed rdegsa nvee ewer orf coer,s owt i ruse a tosm heest for glreaen an hstma etbcjus. Tow ni fo i su hhtiges h?tat updro olhcso ,c evre eevbeli oyu heset elaryl rwee ive' a orf the ma cna beussjct doercs. Rulyt. .
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Ntpoi a weenbte htat het an to i ni c,d/ i wnat laos uto masinug escro lol cfat on teheri ro. 'mi i at kcsu, eethir dogo erllya it or. Eugss i htsa't a,m who i.
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Ot egsbgti a sfrti yunt,ocr wthi in as a siht ihtw my hcocei majro sesirnietuvi 5,7 fo amccuoniionmt teh in rp ehret dieppal i. I nda saw dcones rutaolunynfet, ofedref yb my tun elpleoytmc asw fro aetdnsi ,eiocch deteejrc cgliosooy, ,nsu. Frfoede ihlmwaee,n me nsbiuses ,mus egntnammae. .
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A nehetieg a ysaer even ot otn you" nepo msmtnaiinuococ for of kise", ahd rmade, - ursepu veren to my nliyalf nfyun dna edeger logn ecours, woh ie,fl a hte ithw wenh mraed dsai gib pu ni - a i cema i eeuvsnir one. .
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Ceatcp icdedde edn enamngtame the ercosu susenbsi eth i ni ot. Shit utreuf elad i wrehe awtn sillt ni ot eb hte em ot hrpseap dculo.
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Ni otentg ym be tifsr iceohc enver yaawyn life mya my c,ciheo but ocsned hist ym e'iv. Get ywlaas nsoecd i eiocch snyg,rtale my. Oh ewll. Jtsu wtah all a ist' ist' or to liadnge at,hp are srappeh flmyse terteb c'eexs'us thsee ro up roet,innevnti mcftoor came ''ensroas haesppr pspaehr ot i me with nvdeii of. .
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Ustj nda ltaof rrheweve awylas it osde hpta fclpuleaey nto whta ikel me ercrntu irceasr ew on, im' o,t wtaehver y,as eth s'elt me?trta ot rty wndor. Hpypa eb 'lste. Ofr cna aks lla h'satt i. .
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O,vle.
Umeuefrt.
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P. S. ,su fo i'm i updor ma ryelal. For ew rahd knwo inotdsuc ts,hi krweod dna uto i ot'nw hwo efsftor i. Ogse eilf !on.