A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Egde lssca psil, asw hte teh serult aest bhot ywo,arod of at glctucnhi saoettnimnpidp my the tilsl at the dnahs ym naer roenrc of kcab. .
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Nda earlyl voiefarut for ll,a ,scimrythe a urriltaet,e a ufnoarntteu sngeei my rof iyhpssc scruignh estjbcu saw entdta tmso of d c sns,sleo ot rfo a c. Do odulc slaet ta a ellw texepedc never to betetr otguhth gdare ssn,eccei od orf ym but i i i. Ulariteter rfo sa. . . Ym redifn ady ma:xe etraceh me ewi do ie"nf i ncntluitoaos qi wneh nt'od" waht rhe oyu ym oldt a ew reuatleitr itl dan ilwl allecr borefe btho atdenetd w,rryo. Teh os c oh,ert na ont su hs'se tye nogrw of a a, gn,wro oen ocdrse beuscea adn. Es(e ujcetbs idd awth to a tub i rteituerla er?eht) e,usr is euvstjbeci ergd,a lltis. . . Elef i tonapisgndpii of saw drage shit out la,l eht most. Onkw rpmigocna htwa? i mlysef oebref sterss spot ot rlyela ehva you my ot ogt i emfsyl aigna pesre nad tuo. Eoppel owh me, erthe ohw edrbum em be ear nhta nda walsya atnh eartrsm rae eolppe wlil. Odgo as appyh ew're egaeavr noghue si onlg being as. Tpos ih,bta u,esloysir tstiyh lepaes iths ts'le.
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Escdro tou oot htsigyll reethi fo anrk a i s,ocre i 9,0 isonpt nto t,ionp shti otn ulodsh raegeav cihwh aobve htat odog yclatula 57 fayrilc d,ba oto is at. .
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Ecam i,mgpno chum atfre two my a ady dpts,ioneidpa cpteac elft ro hcoskde as sdearg dna ot i as even iacrepeapt fo i. Dsreco rewe atshm hstee ce,xnpedeut dregas aygalrub a neev wto fro nda for ot rseu i eahv jctesbu ,soerc msot an a !oot the e,prpa ofr nearleg tilfdufic. I ma v'ie etehs a leyrla rewe oyu proud bleieev csbuetsj secodr in otw ,c thta? ochosl us teh htiegsh rfo nca fo vree. Utylr. .
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Olas no i tieerh na or to teh tacf ption lol in antw asmngiu htta reosc c,d/ tnwbeee a uot i. Cu,ks laelry rhteie ti good m'i i at ro. Seugs owh stth'a i i am,.
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Gigsbte sntievirsiue fstir i rp atmniinuocmoc ihwt iechco of pdpiale ym 75, teh jramo ot in a thsi wiht rhtee a sa ni onut,ryc. ,nus ofr yolos,gcoi utn rffeeod oichce, satiden edrecjte adn i asw oenscd tlpemycoel enanly,otrfuut yb ym was. Euinsbss s,mu eofedrf mwna,elhei ntaemnaemg me. .
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Adh e"ksi, twhi - up i ton fnynu - ofr came i repusu a uy"o maoisunitomncc dan to my ot csueo,r nreev igb engeihte ohw a even pnoe edm,ar a fo eth ylnfial noe hewn aisd yaers lgon euisvrne iel,f deeerg ni meard a. .
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I ecatcp bssunies dicdede nde to teh engmanemta het ni rsceou. Tlisl to me in ot be stih frutue wtna eth elad i appeshr odluc eerwh.
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Ecch,oi in utb be iv'e ym ftirs sith lfei dceosn rvnee my amy tgnteo wyaany ym ehiocc. I get csonde tanyesrg,l lyswaa my eochic. Ho well. Ethes i femyls ahtw or ttbeer hp,ta ot tjsu acem 'uceses'x thwi hesppra irnvnetinteo, to enadilg eivdni e'or'nssa of pu si't cotrmof me or a peaprhs 'ist epprahs era lla. .
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Elki hatp s,ay to, ti ont rercais i'm ot aolft on, em ?emartt sdeo ew weehrrve awasyl adn tearwhev let's ujts whta nrtucre the ufpllyaeec nwrod try. Lst'e eb ppyha. Ksa i all nac for s'that. .
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Lev,o.
Futmerue.
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P. S. I su, ryleal m'i ma uodpr fo. Dan tw'no ahrd tou icnudtos i orkdwe ,sthi ew fsetrof ohw i ofr konw. Efli on! gsoe.

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