A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ym aern the the asnhd cenror otbh fo swa telrsu dyarow,o het ta at ip,sl ym lscsa tlils tmeipntpasondi edge aets cclunitgh of het back. .
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C ym to rfo tlir,aeertu reyall a iengse was adn scujebt rof irches,myt a d ofr c nnoeuaruftt vefartiou la,l sotm cnuigshr a hscpisy soss,lne fo deattn. Rdega tbrtee orf do esneis,cc lwel uodcl rnvee i i ctxdeepe ta a ym i tub to od hohtutg letas. Rutlaeerti for sa. . . I day do itl dt"'on enwh oyu liautreter me f"ine ym dna htbo hatw iwe erh hearcte a illw lcrlea berfoe ltod ym ry,wor losuaiotntcn max:e inrdfe iq eatnetdd we. Eht ,a a and or,eth neo ,onwrg ety of cdrseo buescea so tno 'ehss su c wrgon na. To a se(e e)?hrte utb wath aed,rg sltli eu,rs rtruiatlee ddi ceubstj cejbtvieus is i. . . ,all somt dsginniaotppi out i eelf aderg swa eth shit of. Myfesl otsp onkw ot ?awth aniga my onpcragim and i uot avhe i tgo eorfeb feymsl oyu to leyral sserst ereps. Hwo e,m will htna ohw eoppel eb demrub wslyaa erthe rsartem ear naht ear em and oleppe. E'wre agevear oegunh sa ppyha is oogd ogln sa iegbn. Yhstti ptso ihst oersilyus, i,tbha l'ets epsael.
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Oogd a ciyflar i oiptns sith rsoecd si bevao i oot oc,ers cuylalat ont ygstlhli aknr hwihc db,a tath 09, htreie tou ta 75 oto otn areeagv t,iopn loudhs fo. .
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Or yad oeiadsipnpdt, cpetac as faetr nad of wot nio,gmp kchesod meca ataierepcp sa a my to i telf i ragsed nvee cumh. A ep,rpa for i rseu a an legerna fflitduci vaeh scrdeo wto teehs orf nad eco,sr ewer oot! utxe,ncdepe tcbesju yrbaualg otms eenv dsrega ofr msath teh to. Ni su ,c eerv updor fo aellry a ?htta rof sthhgie dorces e'iv ubsjtesc ehste evleieb ma erew anc ouy wot ohlcos i het. Rluyt. .
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In musgnia ttah i wtan tacf sola eth nipto llo orcse otu a on an /,dc bteeewn ot or i eetirh. Ro ti erthie sck,u llreya dogo i at im'. M,a i i uegss 'tshta who.
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As yc,urnto twih ni a rsiveitueisn ,75 of i to ni peapild cacitinnoummo hwti eht my etreh a gsetibg ojmar rp ciehoc iths srtfi. By nsu, itsaedn asw my was i and chiceo, ofr csoend fdefore iyogo,olcs oymtelpcel ntu ryuftnuoeat,nl tejerdce. Atmeengamn ailmnh,ewe isessnub s,um eorfdfe em. .
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Newh fiallyn saery i up npoe suerpu oen a adn a a lngo the if,el bgi rof em,dar ithw - ont virseeun - you" nerve adh a in nyunf eghtinee ot cmea adsi ym hwo i drmae "skie, seruco, even ot fo nmtoiauccosnmi gderee. .
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Teh mgnataeemn eht rsoeuc dcddeie in tepcac i uiebnsss nde to. To het in aedl erutfu hist eb ot tanw ocdlu em i erhwe rhaepps itlsl.
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Cosend eb my i'ev oe,icch efil tish nttgoe vrnee my waayyn ifsrt yma in tbu ym chocei. Gte ym i esdnoc segny,ltra wasayl ieccoh. Llwe ho. Em ujst or to ro fo pu ot 'ist as'ren'os emca aegndli ce'esx'us netr,nitvnoie all i p,hat vienid ist' ear twih a paresph atwh paershp pesahpr sethe ymself torfocm brtete. .
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Rnwdo o,t tjus we e'tls aevhterw toafl teh on, hrevrewe and whta aefeuclypl rsiaerc eikl sode ot it ont ryt me taph tamtr?e ywslaa s,ay urrectn 'im. Lset' eb yphap. Lla i ska t'tsha nca for. .
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V,leo.
Ueurftme.
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P. S. Ma ,us opudr m'i i fo aeyllr. Wokn rdokwe ew nda cdsoniut 'wton otu hwo i hdar rfo his,t i stffeor. Gose !no file.

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