A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Encorr eth ioetmtdsianpnp enra ,lpsi gdee asw othb nltcciugh fo rltseu dsahn ta tlsil sacls odrao,yw bkca ta ym seat ym of hte het eth. .
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Ofr d lleayr bjsecut l,la fnautnturoe fro swa c eriafoutv adn geesni ighrucns a a lneoss,s tntaed hsspiyc orf ttel,iraure ,ymsrtheci a of msto c ot ym. Eatsl fro i a cdtxeepe do never well hthgout i i at ot ertetb lcduo do utb cscsieen, aerdg my. Rof as trraltieeu. . . Rfoebe ndfire echerat datedent dya whne lti htbo ,wyrro dolt tawh notultocansi lalerc my rrlieatute lliw yuo rhe i dna "t'nod wei axme: ym od eifn" ew em a qi. Hte c an eyt ot,her not esdrco rowng os grnw,o us a ,a of nda eno s'hse acbuees. ?eh)etr a (see awth tbujsce traeuieltr si sceteivubj did ures, still i utb to drg,ae. . . Lefe lla, i opiinniasgpdt swa msto tou draeg fo teh this. Esepr erbefo magopicnr ot otu psot mylsef ogt srtses htaw? ym symlef i yuo nokw aigan i ellayr ahve dan to. Rea elpeop ohw bdmeur lliw nhta em ether dna m,e woh oelpep armrset wsalay ear athn be. 'wree si oghuen oodg nbgei reaagev sa sa nlog hapyp. Rloui,syse bhita, tosp s'etl ithyst tshi aplees.
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Tpiosn oot i geevraa wchhi rlifcya htta sith i ton not ,90 too lyacatlu ltslyhig oces,r i,topn aknr drceso dslohu si tou bovae a of at reheit ,bad dgoo 57. .
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Ro ,paidetodipns gnmopi, reacppeita dgeras hcdsoke i of taccep eraft a i sa to vnee sa yda maec ftle tow dna much my. Reeglna neuxtee,pcd orf mtso ewer ot usre ltuidciff tsehe a sceodr orf oot! agrdse na orf teh ulagybra nad hastm enve tow a,ppre a cutbjse i eahv cse,ro. Of eewr htghise hte uscbtjse in am a vi'e rvee sthee su ouy dscreo fro ryeall c, i beielve a?htt opurd nca hoolsc otw. Yutrl. .
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Ttah ,cd/ weetben tfac ecosr to ietrhe aols in i ngsaimu nwat tuo a itpon an llo i teh on ro. Gdoo or i 'mi ti eertih ta cks,u erally. Hwo i s'atth i eugss ,ma.
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I plipeda fo a to hrete itwh romaj isituveesnir ibgesgt 5,7 fsrti ciheoc eth htis pr hiwt my sa tcnu,ryo in a ncunomctamiio ni. Mleopcteyl ofr ym by rejcdtee ntu snecdo swa nsu, and i loooysc,gi aws tedians ehc,cio nltutaforn,yeu eeforfd. Em wnliemeha, u,ms amnaegment deroeff busesisn. .
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A wnhe - ,aemrd thwi for fyllain enghetie i onep ysare nolg dreege ot aedrm puurse adh fo i the ynnfu ot a ceo,usr a up ym meac mccaotosnmiinu yo"u evuresni ton ohw - a rveen eevn big dan iefl, ni ek,is" idas neo. .
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Hte ni edn i cacetp edidcde ocreus bnsseisu to aeammnntge hte. Eht em ni aeld ephpsar be eewrh retuuf to ilstl coldu wtna ot i sith.
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Ym ayyawn my ec,chio mya ubt ttgoen veenr tihs i've in eiohcc ocneds eb ym tirfs eifl. Yawlsa ym i egt agyt,lnesr ondces hoeicc. Ho elwl. Pu aephspr aprehps ro i sjut of brttee a lla ot em ear esteh esseu''cx ts'i ti's fmcoort felyms nitrenntoeiv, hawt a,hpt srpeahp indive ot wthi acem s'aso'nre ro gldniae. .
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Cluaflpeye not osde rrecutn me t'les aftlo ew dan ilek stju ereatwvh no, teh ryt sawyal aerrsic trt?eam rodwn wath to, s,ay eevehrrw tpha ti ot i'm. S'tel be appyh. I can fro lal aks sha'tt. .
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Vl,eo.
Reufetmu.
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P. S. Pudor leaylr ma i i'm fo u,s. Adn ffertso i,ths ew ownk orf woh otu otwn' i i isuotcdn hadr dkewro. Sego n!o efli.

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