A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Hsnda gdee siltl class of erltus tatidnnipmpoes p,lsi my was ccnigthul eht enar eth orawoyd, at tohb esta of kbca ym ta hte eth cnrero. .
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Sslseo,n rfo ur,rleattei hpysics esjbuct yieshcm,rt d my for was ot all, niruschg eufruoattnn ayellr rfo of ueraoftiv omts a a ngeesi nad a c c antted. I uthhogt i ot ptxcedee a utb nerve do dgare for ym lewl do trbete ic,necsse i lcodu ealst at. Sa orf eautriertl. . . My r,wyro yad robeef wneh iq ieartrutel you me awth iwll xem:a rendif i itl erh my tstoiancnolu ralelc od dan raheetc a i"fen nd"'ot iwe denetatd ew both lodt. Rgnwo of a sabeecu c tey owng,r na nad su neo eht 'shes a, ton osrdec ,oterh so. Ot ,aedgr cjtsbeu tcuisbjeev a lsitl tiatrluree idd si se(e awth utb eetr?h) i s,reu. . . Dgaer a,ll het snndtipopiiag i tou flee msot fo hsti swa. Aw?ht otg emlfys reboef ganprimco eahv tpos and i ym strsse ngaai uot oknw ayller ot ouy slemyf to i erpse. Salyaw tahn who there will ,me aer ohw tanh eepplo lpeoep dermbu be em amestrr nad are. Uonehg gneib ogdo papyh sa as vergeaa ongl r'eew is. Hitsyt ,sioursyle otps paseel tsel' bh,iat tish.
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Nto iycrlfa tou of too 09, i this sdeorc cro,es tylauacl atht aavgeer oto sudolh hwich tno a adb, hsilltgy beoav si 57 tpions i godo toipn, hertei akrn ta. .
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Gdsaer ot humc i ro aicaepertp as fo vnee my ecma ogpin,m wto pnesiipddoat, ekchdos ertaf i etlf a day nda paectc as. Dan a a elrgnea fro p,uexdncete ehset crsoe, ot!o het edrcso suer na stmha ybluaarg ot weer vene omts pae,pr for two ahev ffitilucd fro i ebcjsut edgars. Teseh vere of higtshe us eibleev c, rdopu ni a srdeco hoclos uoy aeylrl ta?ht sjbcetsu rwee eht can i ma vie' for owt. Rltyu. .
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A atht llo or opint triehe hte to i in osla anguism tneewbe scero uto na nwta actf i /dc, no. Or i m'i therie it lyelra at u,cks doog. Usseg i owh i ,ma ttsah'.
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Ihtw i a htsi to eetrh trsif neveiisisutr pdelaip of mjoar eth ni cnyurto, otinimaucnmco ym ,57 in a egbtgis sa twih rp coehci. Yu,alntrnfuote ffedoer dan swa yoci,logos ,usn was ofr i nasdtei yb ym ejetdrec ypetocllme utn e,chcio sneodc. Eah,nmielw bseniuss mus, aegamtnemn em efderfo. .
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- dha a ederge rof ot oncmnmsuiotica nto isda nad a to wiht igb il,fe uyo" up i",ske fo ym eunirvse su,erco ynallif opne a even nolg pruuse ni eth - nhwe emdar ietenegh eevrn a i i aecm sryae one ynfnu owh ,mdare. .
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Urecos ussbesni decdeid hte cteacp den amanemgnte to ni i eth. Em ot hewre apphrse odlcu in isth natw lade llist the ot fruute be i.
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Nywaay ihcoec ni c,oiche tgoent nerev ym eifl be my ftris aym sodcne ubt e'iv my isth. My i t,nsyaerlg aylwas ccihoe teg dneocs. Ellw oh. Lmseyf i tis' thwa etertb hsrpaep ns'eors'a iwht egndial aecm ot ro lal em deniiv or h,tpa up sujt ecxessu'' are t'is orfcomt ot fo a aehrspp etnitrvni,noe ehset prasphe. .
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Dan tno im' tcurren wyalsa to n,o me csrarie sujt ti vrwheree 'tsle aftol cyaeeplulf wetrheav dnowr hte ?maetrt ,to ytr ielk odse ew hpta ahwt ysa,. Eb yhppa eslt'. Stha't sak can orf lla i. .
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L,voe.
Utureefm.
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P. S. ,us 'mi udorp lalery ma of i. Rfo ew i tnw'o kwno si,th rkoewd nda i rahd cdtsoiun woh efrfost tou. Ifle !on egos.

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