A letter from February 16th, 2021

Was sslac edeg het anre ndash oadoyr,w iltsl esta at sertlu hte hcctngilu eonrrc ta kabc psi,l eht fo my thob my snpodmiptatein fo the. .
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Lal, orf erfitovau cetsubj iesegn rof a to toms of c gcuhrnis lertreatiu, really fro a a mtces,yirh yhsicsp c nda aorfueuntnt asw sns,leso d ntdtea my. Do cdlou fro ice,snces lwle xdepeetc ernev ogtthhu tbu i a i gared at i do to my tetreb tslea. Teuirltear rof sa. . . My lilw do athrece a nirdfe yuo attconusniol efobre maex: thaw ew y,rwro ewnh tno'"d ettednad tboh leirarettu me my qi inef" lti acrlel dolt rhe nda yda i iwe. C hte fo seueacb a ngwor orcdse so ,rwgno na noe tye ont heor,t ,a adn ss'eh us. Siltl btu ejsctbu is use,r a i teuirarelt arge,d ot eitvbcjues hatw idd e)thr?e e(se. . . Stmo niiasdtppgino of uto teh swa eradg stih feel i l,al. Out ostp emlsfy ?ahtw ym ot i tgo i pgnrimoac lsfemy vhea gaain ressst oyu reeps arlyel ot efrobe dna nokw. Tnah oeplpe era woh smrtear always lwli etehr em, ntha be era buedmr oleepp woh em dan. Ogdo glon si sa hgueno 'were eibng sa yppah aaegvre. Shit hyttis hb,ait l'est spot loir,essyu eepsal.
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I reodcs i ,abd hatt si yclrafi vbeoa oto not ec,ors cwhih 57 uto sthi 0,9 garevae at npio,t oot reteih lsduho a alyalctu gslyhlti ogod ntposi otn rnka of. .
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Tirappcaee my i pigo,nm telf vene dadn,itoiespp as aemc owt ady a ro dgsrea to cetcpa sa cuhm cdshoke adn i teafr of. O!ot jbsucte ryulbaag eesth ,ocers tosm otw rfo user dsreoc drgsea rfo and a dcueenp,txe stmha eth pape,r hvea a gnlaere eevn ot ewer for duclftiif na i. Ibleeve sstbuecj rudop in wot eht ma eewr hiehgts t?tha solohc a ofr of su ,c nac vie' uoy rvee ethes i ecrosd laerly. Yturl. .
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Coesr a wnta ieehrt nsiamgu to taht na or no out etenewb oll i olas fcta /c,d in ioptn het i. It heiter ogod i ryllea mi' ro at ukcs,. Gessu i a,m hwo i ath'ts.
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Tn,ocruy vtrsuensiiei cmamnotiuoinc a etreh gebsgti rtifs the pr to epapild twih ni a this sa i iohecc jraom my ni of hwti ,75. By oymlltcpee orf teansid rtjedeec i soednc swa yic,ogoosl dna oceci,h uns, arflon,utuyten foderef utn swa my. Me u,ms meenatamgn bssuinse fereofd ewman,lhie. .
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Fo iwth erays asid up lgno "you big ot pneo nreev a egenheit i nalyilf rdeege ot nisreuve - a and oserc,u drema vene a lei,f msotcciomniuan ofr ni not eth a nufny eon who acem e,ik"s edm,ra pueurs ym nehw dha i -. .
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Hte eth dne in meagtennam eeiddcd to i tacepc unibsess rceuso. Ot hte still wreeh ni em i dael ot uefutr natw oclud arhepsp eb thsi.
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Eervn ym sifrt coiceh ym tshi ceonds tub eb tteong mya ohci,ec v'ei anwyay ym ilef ni. Cioech snodec yre,nasltg waasly i my tge. Ellw ho. Me psaperh whta eshte ucsxes'e' all rioin,nneevtt eacm or i 'rnossae' rhesppa of a pprshae fmoorct up t,hpa ebtrte jtsu ear t'si ro iengdla ihwt smfyle ot einivd to ti's. .
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O,t sya, me no, wyaals eosd dan hewarvte ew ytr hte apth jsut awht evewrher eikl aftol etsl' ont m'i aclfulyepe racesri dworn it cerntru taret?m ot. Pahpy etls' be. Lla kas i 'ttsha anc orf. .
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Oel,v.
Mutrfeeu.
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P. S. Ma us, fo im' i aylrle dupor. Untsicdo rdah i tih,s otu wno't dna how rfo ffrteso onkw i krewdo we. On! esog feil.