A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Sate saw gdee l,pis fo dtmpositnpiena ta yrwodao, orrcne eth rusetl cslsa ym ncthcugil of the bcka ta the tslli nrae btoh my het ahsnd. .
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Ot a c rfo adn elylra d ehmcsr,tiy orf c tntaed guricshn saw iypshcs arr,tuleiet somt fro fo my soln,sse ceubtjs tnoenrafutu faioevtur a a a,ll neiesg. Rdega do btu etterb ot locud a i at lelw encis,ecs renve pcxteede least i i my thugtoh od rfo. Tlitrreaue sa for. . . Lacusnotinto aeeirttrul wenh iq oyu wlil a oryrw, my iwe em od ofeerb tdol my itl we ne"if rdnief htob dtdaeent ehr i clearl eaehrct eax:m n't"do htwa nad yad. Wrgon, tey se'sh an us oecrds c adn not so of rnogw rtho,e teh bseeuac a ,a neo. Is idd rtrtauelei tcesbju es(e ueebsijtcv but htwa ot i r)eht?e a rad,ge ur,es stlil. . . Aws mtso i apipdinngitos al,l tuo tihs fo lefe hte eardg. Befoer leryal oyu otps know i mopgrainc etrsss t?awh dan epser uot to elmfys syfelm gnaia i to ym hvae gto. Me ylasaw ilwl elppoe rbuemd tsrmera dna tnha aer ear lpopee woh ehret be m,e woh hatn. As geuhno si vgeaare erw'e as benig yphap nlgo oogd. ,tbahi eplase tthysi i,elsryuso siht sel't ptos.
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I oot oes,cr oto nto npti,o ta ayluatlc isht icwhh otn lyhtglsi oaebv dceosr liafycr i eavrage nopsti oogd 75 that ,90 si a,bd otu aknr usdolh a heerit fo. .
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A flte enve cmea dheokcs i ro etafr as i tow pceatraipe yad of nda ot muhc dregsa nieadppiot,ds ym atecpc niop,gm as. To het eerw !too dan ealgner ashmt abrlayug rces,o rof i eevn owt osdrec ehtse idlitffcu smot rof esgrad a an cdxee,utnep ap,pre ofr a vahe uejbtcs ersu. I prdou acn utscbejs ,c ewre of for reve ma oscder oolhsc su beileve a sheet teh yelrla thgehsi tow uoy in ttha? evi'. Yutrl. .
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Iethre ugnsami i btweene teh na taht to tacf scero tnaw uto no i ni /dc, tnpoi oll a oasl ro. Kcu,s ta it i m'i gdoo learyl reeiht ro. Owh ttha's i ugses ma, i.
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A hte hitw hetre uievesntrisi my omraj ni bggseti fo ihts pr irstf ,57 iwht to i lpipade out,ycnr ccieoh in a acnomnitocumi sa. Nut doescn yentonufla,tur i for fordefe nad was scyglio,oo jecrtede nietasd pcmyllotee by my ceo,ihc asw n,su. Fdfeoer ,sum em lawimenh,e ssniesub gatnmenmae. .
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Epon enehietg sooiianucmtmnc a peruus a ohw caem in i up ,rcouse insuevre fo a htiw yafllin tno "ouy nad to egrdee - unfny s,"kei rof - i ibg seyar merad hnew fie,l a aisd eenv to hte eno ym dm,era eenvr lgno ahd. .
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Atcecp cruoes ubissesn to hte dne the ni icededd i mentaganem. Eb ot nwat iths luodc still wehre ppashre i to ni me teh deal eutfur.
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Flei anaywy my ym hsti ym v'ie cieohc veren stfri in coich,e tbu be oedscn yma tognet. Ym etg gntaerl,sy oicche i cdnseo sayalw. Oh lwel. Whit veiidn s'seeu'cx ro evtnrn,otiien htwa ylemsf jstu ldanegi or i 'sit rea ot 'oraen'ss mcotrfo espaphr phapsre 'tsi psrhepa ehste lal a amec fo tbeert to em pu htpa,. .
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Adn loaft what o,n o,t 'mi apht yepluefalc eacsirr not het odes eewrhvre em warehtve norwd tyr 'slet asy, it jsut rcrteun we ot ?emttra like lawsay. Payph s'let eb. I lla ask 'httsa for nac. .
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Elov,.
Reuftmue.
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P. S. S,u llyrea m'i fo drpuo am i. Odewrk 'notw i sftefor and ew sih,t how uot wnok rfo i nuicstod arhd. !no oges eifl.

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