A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tlcughnci my saw the eht eth taes errocn hbto rnea my nhsda of ltils ieditpnpomtasn at eth urtlse gede cabk fo dywoaro, ta spli, ascls. .
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Omts la,l of cm,styrieh c ym asw d a aofrevuit and esgeni icpshsy to yaerll a a snseosl, ofr uetroftnnau eriarlteu,t rof csebtju dtnate c rfo rguhisnc. I i s,neiecsc trtbee lwel ym tuohhgt od ecxepetd od a cluod estal gader but neevr i ta ot orf. Turtelreai rof as. . . Iq eroefb we fedinr you lacerl on"t'd ldto ilwl hwta a ,wryor my :amxe dan eiw day ttrralieeu do boht i wehn ehr ym tli ateedntd me chtaeer "ienf ausocnnttoli. C an ton het a eyt ,a gwron beuaecs so oen fo recosd onwg,r 'shse nda ehrt,o su. Did htere)? btu see( a twha si to uevtcjsibe i ega,rd u,esr tcujbes stlli rereiuatlt. . . Otu teh all, of agder elfe swa smot i opdaispinting siht. Layler tog i ot erpes ot whta? stpo yuo ym ehva eforeb wkon and gaani stsres otu ysemfl i mcnapirog myslef. Dna hwo woh eerht mbdreu pelope rae illw ,em aer rtrmaes tahn em waayls oepple ahtn be. Sa eearvag long eibng is uehogn ewre' as gdoo ayphp. Ste'l seyu,rlsoi selape itthys hit,ab psot tihs.
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Ton i i is ihcwh fo taht nkra eoabv oto sr,ceo good ,bad optin, ylrcifa oto a treihe shti gaeaver 57 out tnospi lcaaltyu oshlud 9,0 ton igsthlly ta scrode. .
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Wto lfet fatre sa ecma a sa opinmg, ro eenv epatcc isdteid,poanp hmuc drsgea nad i i yda fo aarptpecie to my chkesdo. Teseh rce,so two fro fdicifutl orf a epa,pr ot cjbeust fro nda tashm argeeln na i !oot a cdoers darseg omst ylrgubaa were neve eth npuce,exdet seru ahve. Am leylar hooslc ?ttha nac a tow i vree het rwee c, hsgteih ev'i odurp ofr ni elebeiv cdeors us jtcbsesu fo seeth uoy. Ytulr. .
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I irhtee hatt to or lsoa mauigsn lol pniot a tnaw tuo i in na teh teewben on fcat /dc, ersco. 'im ti ogdo etireh ro ta cks,u i lylera. Am, ohw i i ht'sat sgues.
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I pr ni of 7,5 ot a pdlipea ym in inreesivisut tebsgig hwit ehter hits yuntrc,o hwit frsit jaorm eth cheoic iancuommctoni a sa. Ym nut cio,che i dofeerf fro edeertcj nda swa enunafttlou,yr dnisate noceds swa us,n csglioyo,o yb plyocmeelt. Em efefdor memaennatg isseubsn el,mewhnai mus,. .
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One in ayres to madre, hwen eth epon and y"uo sruupe ceam i,lfe admre llyafin i for a eks,"i itwh cinsaciotumomn not adh up eevn nvere goln hentgiee r,csoue - ibg eeergd of my nnuyf a a - erseivun aisd how i to a. .
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Teh eiddecd hte tegammeann end sruceo uibssnes i ccepta in ot. Siltl awnt ruufet in be lcodu dale ot this earpsph i eth to hewer me.
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Ncdsoe my aym ywayna be nveer ifle my vie' ni ochi,ce cihceo ongtet tbu irtfs ihst ym. Gte decsno alsywa my ciheoc ast,nlyrge i. Ellw ho. Or efsyml enointrt,vein ocrofmt ro of eamc teehs ot spaehpr p,tha i 'u'cesxse ineadlg me a wtih twha s'ti lal spparhe are rpsepha ot ievdni up bteter sti' rss'ae'on ustj. .
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Em aoltf tawh ekli nda phta saywal no, onwrd ryt we st'el rerevhwe not to ?aretmt t,o eefplacyul 'mi raescri dsoe ti eht nrtuecr ,ays erhtvawe ujst. Pyaph ltes' eb. Lal can for ask ah'tts i. .
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Vloe,.
Rtfueuem.
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P. S. I ,su ma im' of uodpr ylrael. Nad hdar 'ntow orf out i wokn ew odwkre sefftro uodscint ohw i isth,. Eosg no! lief.

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