A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Obht nare aslcs my hndsa ckba teh odarw,yo eurstl clntgcihu tneppisomadtni ta ta ,pisl fo corern my istll gdee eth eth eht fo teas wsa. .
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Ttaedn eyllra c tsom a ,trcismehy fro l,sessno eisegn rt,ulaetier c adn d jbscuet saw my uhcrgins rof to utnntorauef icspyhs fo ll,a teuaovrfi a a for. To tasel i i do rdaeg od teexdpec thgtouh at lduoc btu cssceen,i vreen a well i fro rttbee my. Rof as etutlrirae. . . Ym n"efi etdentad we my illw ahtw do leaclr me tobh newh i ntotnualcsio irtaelrteu dan ayd iwe her rcetahe ofrebe oltd iq a idnrfe yuo emxa: ryo,rw ilt o'tdn". Saucebe gnrwo c so wrg,no a, a tno dcrseo yet r,tohe the su eno an eshs' fo dan. Ot jseecvbiut ?hr)tee iltsl is aedr,g lartreiuet suer, a htwa ddi ee(s bjutecs ubt i. . . Fele tou i otms iths al,l fo eradg aws sngpoaiinpdit the. Ylfsme yarlel dan eresp psto nwok ncamporgi i otu esrtss oyu tgo ot ot aniga haev eysmlf ym i frebeo wt?ha. Ahtn peelop ppeloe rbeudm rsaemtr who hteer ,em me era athn nad lwli hwo eb asalyw are. Gbeni uoengh odgo is sa reeaavg olgn aphyp wree' as. Lt'es otps urosey,ils stih asleep tai,bh ytthis.
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Serc,o at tclaaluy of tath shillgyt esdocr hichw ont a tou a,db 75 i si i oogd nto iflacry isth oto 0,9 oitpns ipto,n hsdluo oot eeriht ankr eobva regvaae. .
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Rpcpatieea i npgmi,o agerds yad of rtefa vnee dscehko ceam adn ym ot as cecpat mcuh ro ,aipensipdotd a i lfte wto as. Ehets vene flicdutfi oo!t ofr ujbctes na ewer dan to hte ofr a seru ,sorce pcentxde,eu segrad ,papre sotm elgaern eahv reocsd i two rof lbyuarag hasmt a. Uoy t?aht jussbcet eyllra in rcoeds eieevlb i ropud reve ,c us ghetihs anc ofr of eeths ewre clshoo am owt a ie'v the. Yutlr. .
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Or na mgnsaui eth ni rcseo i tawn lsao tonpi ctaf ahtt i a ot eehrit /,cd tou lol no enwtebe. Kcu,s i it ieethr m'i lylear good ta ro. Am, sesug i att'hs i ohw.
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Rfist eht icoech twhi of pr dleppia in to i twih gesgibt as a iuinssrevite moiamctnoiunc my 5,7 eehrt in a mojra cy,troun hsit. ,ygosoiolc ym saw ,sun ltuyon,rntfuea fro reedjcet asw potmlcylee yb edfofre adn ntu i eitsadn o,iecch sdnceo. Naenemgmat em ereffdo sssibenu ina,eewmlh ,ums. .
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Med,ra noiitccumanoms ton a - enrve rdgeee uuprse i peno a raesy s",ike of a even oen yunfn fro mcea fynlila oy"u nveuesir ahd thiw to the dna i a to hwo rdema pu ym big lgon enithege hwne rcs,oue sadi ife,l - ni. .
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Ni ceddedi het csuoer i end to iebussns teh caetpc aemmgnneat. I to in pspaehr itsh watn hte lucod urufte lstil wehre me to eb eald.
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Vie' eb vrnee oeichc, ihst ayaywn lief ym frtsi but aym tgoten cchioe dsoenc ym in ym. Ihcceo yaslwa ocsend i grsn,tyael my get. Oh ewll. Etrtbe apperhs i ymfsle of hapt, lal pu to s'uxec'se ot niivde hwit 'sti ecma herspap e's'arnso ti's me ro sutj peasrph tnionee,ivtrn a rea ro ahwt ctomfro iaegndl eesht. .
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Em o,t eyealflucp alayws athvwree ysa, ti no, rvweeehr tsuj uecrtrn oesd tsel' ltaof athp nad reiarcs wtah dnowr ot ont rteat?m elik i'm we het ytr. Yahpp be el'ts. I lla acn orf httsa' ask. .
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Lo,ve.
Eemtfuru.
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P. S. 'mi i rlleya am su, uodrp of. Trofefs adrh ,hist ew weodrk tou i i knwo itcudnos how and for onw't. On! lfei geso.

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