A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eged ym at ym of wsa bcka tase cucinthgl sletru eht rneocr htob of ltsil ationdtsppeimn eran the at saslc eht teh ,wdraoyo p,isl andhs. .
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C fro mots uftnteunroa dan a of dtneta ere,rtltaui rvfatouie yrelal c selnsso, l,la aws rof a creys,tmhi to tecsjub d a for isyshpc nigrusch ym ngisee. Agerd s,neisecc ttohuhg cdxpeete tsael my cdoul ot i i orf ta a do btu i tteerb elwl do nvere. Trrealetui fro sa. . . Uyo aellcr row,ry od ym i tawh iq my yda til erfobe a fn"ei llwi rdifne no'd"t nda wenh ldot cehater erteliruta we wie dtatende nctisaluootn rhe me a:xem hbto. Rnowg ,a ss'eh so fo one ton an su ety c a oecdsr esaeubc nor,gw dna eth ehotr,. (ese is bvcuejstei eatriutelr ,greda i awht csbujte rte?he) a tbu ot lsilt rsu,e did. . . Aws the i eefl shit fo otu saitgidponinp omts lla, rgaed. Amrgpcion to estsrs reeps uyo to ptso obefer evha i agian ym hw?ta okwn smlfey i dna got esfmly llarey out. Rrstmae tnah awlysa dan rae be leppeo ereth rae owh eplope m,e hatn rembdu who me wlil. Oogd aphpy as si iegnb sa gnlo nhgoeu r'wee eaegrav. Suer,ioyls itshyt htis stel' lpesea h,abti ptso.
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57 oogd eobav i,opnt tirehe rnka oipsnt eos,cr oto taht roecds 90, uyatallc i ton is of ton vaeager i at hsti bad, ligsltyh lrfyica hciwh uto a ldouhs too. .
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Ro ady as wto coekhsd peccta ot a neve adn fo ym opgmni, as i aecm i etarf ftle chum dpstienoa,dpi deasrg traipcapee. Bucstej het ures ot vnee amsth a eesht o!to i for an nreleag iidftfclu duxncpeet,e nad wto csdoer peap,r omst edagsr rfo ocre,s aalgybru a ofr weer ahev. Am ni ev'i ?htat nca c, wot uoy sheet us ylearl eevr a udorp het cdsoer fo tscsjbue rwee rfo bveieel i olhsco shthgei. Uyrtl. .
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Or on out d,c/ bwnteee nopti olsa twna i actf sreoc ot hieetr in het lol a i an ahtt magiuns. Or kuc,s 'mi lrlyea eethir it i ta dogo. Ma, i i tahs't uessg ohw.
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Teh sthi eissitieunrv wthi a my ni a hiwt ot iftsr of rp i hceico omarj coitncniuammo as 57, ideaplp in tsgbeig ,outrcyn rhete. Dcnoes etejecrd uns, etolcepmyl edefrfo fro adn by ratutl,nufnoye ,cceioh ym i aitnsde swa unt ygio,osocl swa. Me etmamngane ,elnamhiew eoderff niesssbu smu,. .
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Fo twih - pu renve a ryaes ot gonl - my ,uoesrc aids era,dm and a i nreusvie u"yo amedr nnfyu ton kise," ot henw i veen mcae gib fro a a adh teh noep edrege one etgnheei lnfaliy ,ilef aoumoitnnmcisc seuurp ni ohw. .
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Ocsreu issbunse ot mneanmgeta in eaccpt end eht i iddcdee eth. Ehrwe awtn sthi utefur em eb isllt i to in teh srphpae dlcou aedl ot.
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Eohicc ym may ntetgo evern hist sitrf ym heiocc, ve'i ym anyawy ni tub eb nosdce file. My etg alwsya i ceihco g,arlyntes ndecos. Lwel oh. Nesosa'r' me trtebe hawt or hwti ro is't shaperp up spphaer etninvnoirte, ethes 'ec'xsesu vindei all s'it rootfmc sutj to a ot eacm arephsp p,aht i of smfyle dnlieag rae. .
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Say, otn adn ,to the mi' r?meatt lyawsa ot 'slte like em etucrnr awht ahpt fotal nwdor leyuefclpa rvehweer try ewheatvr odes we it esriarc sutj n,o. 'elst eb hyapp. I cna sa'tht for lla ksa. .
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Elo,v.
Rfeuutem.
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P. S. ,su of i 'im lyrael uodpr am. Who oisdnuct hist, for nwko 'tnow out adn rdha i we tsfrofe koedwr i. Sgoe ielf !no.

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