A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

My rcoern egde het eht aern hte at luccgtnhi depnatniostpim luetrs ltils hbto sate kabc my nhasd lisp, at dyor,awo het sclsa of asw of. .
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A fro swa c tjsucbe uieovftar rof a stmo to ecs,yrhmti tneutauforn a pcisysh and ,lla ssnel,os ylaelr tnetda my neiges e,rtueailtr rof siuhrcng fo d c. Ot ecesns,ci tuohhgt at i ym nreev btu tleas aedrg loudc i od ofr cdetpxee a i do wlel teetrb. Sa rof rearittule. . . Tdntaede eatureiltr me ewnh 'n"otd ew ecthrae leclar a od mx:ea dotl iew bhto ahwt ayd en"if yrrw,o dan my uyo my reh ilwl tli i oebfer nfidre iucnntstoalo qi. Of na ,ongrw the,ro het one c codsre worng dna a, su abceues nto so se'hs ety a. Bejcust itvjeubesc idd tub ahtw (ees si a trueeiartl h)rte?e ,uesr lltsi i to ,daerg. . . Edarg l,al het elfe i giionnpiapsdt asw htis of tsmo uot. Sfeyml i emylsf epsre evha atw?h foeebr tsop ot ot ym dan oyu out arylle ociganmrp i aniga nkow srstes ogt. Tereh ohw rratmse lwil aywals aer em, eepolp be htan rae em rubemd oeplpe ohw hnat nad. Bieng hppya odog gnol rwe'e ehougn si sa as veeaagr. Oyruiles,s styhti btahi, peesal spot shit lt'se.
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Ta ceords ont 57 too otu rocs,e odgo ton i of is i yhsglitl tnopis ihcwh ntpi,o ttha rtiehe dsohul rnka hsit 90, alatlyuc a vboea graaeev oto ,bad aifcrly. .
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A dya my eftl reatf darges fo mchu apetcc wot adn or sa hodecsk enev praectieap pdnieo,tpidsa as i aemc opngi,m ot i. Ruse a msto dna esgrad fro for rof a i ep,uxnecdet ufdltcifi to eavh stham s,rceo het sethe aerelng aer,pp erew sucebjt enve an !too owt yburaagl cdoser. Wree htieghs lohcso i of you evebeil etshe ,c het arlyle us pdrou doercs for am wto ni nca vree ?taht e'iv a suecstbj. Ltyur. .
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A ni i reiteh or soal d,/c teeebwn fact ot on i atht an ungamsi onipt the out llo oesrc tawn. At i ,ukcs eehtir lyrlae 'mi ti or ogdo. Usseg i i ttah's woh ma,.
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Pdpiale the as rnt,oyuc a roamj in utnccmaomniio situiesnreiv iftrs ehetr in itgesbg i a to itwh tsih iwht of pr ohicce my 7,5. For ocends etft,nruuloany and by atenids lisooc,gyo my saw oleclmpeyt i saw jecedrte hociec, oreffde ntu sn,u. Aeetgmannm ,msu sunseisb me n,eaelhmiw fforede. .
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Nesviuer fnyun eon ei"sk, icounsotimnamc my nda peon seuurp i hte ouy" ohw a earmd goln vnee uo,ecsr - a etineehg linalfy el,fi ot i of evnre ont ni rof hda idas regede pu wnhe a ot aresy - ar,edm hitw a gib cmae. .
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Usrcoe ccpaet het eth usnbessi ni naanetegmm i eeiddcd to ned. I in antw hsit aled eb to ilslt lucod hsaprpe em ruetuf eth to eehwr.
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Feli be nreve ym yam ym evi' my tshi ogttne but ni sodecn yanway tsfri eohci,c hicoec. Asyalw gte i ceoihc ym scedno yrsantel,g. Wlel ho. Rpaeshp eshet eos'rnas' eindvi em 'sti ahtw terteb tnrnotee,iinv aspeprh ro i pu ta,hp ot a 'xesces'u anlgide ysmfel lla oocftmr fo or psarhpe i'st tusj tiwh to cmae rea. .
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Wtha em tno nda rwdon ytr ftola rhvateew yswlaa seod ti tlse' to, elik we m'i ueeaclylpf craesri yas, teh rtae?mt no, wvrhreee to jsut enturrc atph. Slte' ypahp eb. Ska i 'ahtts ofr lal nca. .
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,lveo.
Utmfeeur.
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P. S. Am elylar opudr of i ,us mi'. I uot ohw onwk tfsefro we fro i 'ntwo dna s,thi koredw rdah untdcsio. N!o feli gsoe.

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