A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tsleur fo het abck ooarw,dy my aste hte ta ym ltils eth citlcgnuh at ipsl, wsa dnhas the asscl fo roercn btho aenr opniadtnistpem eedg. .
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Arleyl el,ruirttea cstjeub shcgunri a ofr orf oauiterfv gieesn esssno,l d adn c c cesrmi,hty orf l,la ym ipsyhsc somt ot ouetnfaurnt ttedan was a a of. I etdceexp wlle alest regda orf btu bertte do a coldu nerev od to at ym i i ie,sncsce uhottgh. Lieuratret as ofr. . . Od hre iwe aulertetri me nad you dotl i rcllae mx:ea a hotb orwy,r fi"ne tawh ym enhw "notd' ettnedad llwi ahctere orfeeb stooncnatuil day lit nerfid qi we ym. Worgn 'hess of rot,he norg,w us aueecbs neo not a c eth sordce ,a an so dna tey. Butcjievse stcejbu eerth)? ot wath s(ee i uritetarel a,redg a is idd listl utb e,rus. . . Eelf al,l argde of out ihts i the tsmo asw pgipsiitandon. Tgo elalry seflmy ot oefreb aevh emlsyf ym tuo stsesr konw to pnimarcog i dan tsop i t?wha nagai seper you. Rea be aywals lliw ubmdre eehtr hant and ,em atnh owh who eloppe aer em rmstrea polpee. Ibneg si ypahp lgon sa as eagrvae ongeuh odog rew'e. Htsi sytiht psot slyse,roiu hbit,a eplaes e'slt.
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A hetier yllgtshi iths si too otn oot dlsouh o,inpt 57 at aeveagr redsco rlyicaf hcwih taht i lactluya 09, soec,r of uot vaeob i ogod itposn not ab,d arkn. .
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Cdhseko otw to sa felt ,ogpmin i ro d,idseoiptanp a eacpptaier dsrega dya nda muhc cmae my acpcet atefr i of enev as. Stamh i a,prpe csr,oe veen eceexuntdp, rof tffidiluc eehst veha smot ryalbuga adegrs cjstebu eerw dcreos for a uers rof and ot na nerlage a wto ot!o the. A am sthee hte ucsjtsbe ofr ouy ni arllye ever su eerw oschlo eiv' fo velbiee ,c droecs i two proud tha?t shgehit acn. Yutlr. .
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A ot eewetbn reetih i tacf otu rosce i soal uisgnma llo in no het an htat ointp watn ,c/d ro. Su,kc at i rallye eihert 'im ro dogo ti. Who am, i esugs sh'tat i.
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Tfrsi gtigesb fo hwti het sa a hwti eccioh in this to ni etreh dpaepil ,yncrtou micooincmnatu rmajo etuivsnsieir pr a my i 5,7. Rfo swa dan i sndaeti ym mlyeclotep ehcco,i u,sn saw effeodr scdneo yb dcjeetre tun fyet,tuuonnral sygoco,oil. Em us,m e,nlheaiwm sessibnu rfeedof metnaagenm. .
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A ianllyf eusocr, f,iel veiesrun psruue nwhe fro bgi i sarey ohw a het a eeregd ot - my o"uy i otommnicnsucai rme,ad even nynuf eon ",siek in nehteeig cmae ihwt up onpe of gnlo emrda dha adis and a ot - ont eevrn. .
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Ddcedei cecpat ngmnatmeae suissebn eht eht i ned to uoescr in. Ltlis atwn ulcdo ot ni ot aled ewhre i saphper utufre hsit hte be me.
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Osdnce tbu vneer e'iv ym irstf yam eb eich,oc sthi in my ochcie my tgonet ifel aynayw. I gte echoic my lregnat,sy lyawsa noesdc. Ho ellw. Up a i rea tusj uxc'se'se eaphrps rnnti,inteevo denvii aherpps htwa ro ielgdan apehsrp mfylse ot or eacm 'sit a,thp hitw seeth lal em tteber to 'ist of osr'e'nas ocmortf. .
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O,t ptah ertuncr eefcullyap te'ls dan rrceisa ton ujst nword hrverewe eods o,n tvewraeh m'i we teh r?ttema it rty a,sy me tlafo walysa liek ot wath. Phapy st'le eb. A'thts rfo can all i ska. .
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,elvo.
Eeuutmfr.
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P. S. Ropdu arelyl of 'im i am us,. Ew intosucd ish,t krowed ofsfetr hwo on'wt tou i dna hadr okwn i fro. Geos lefi o!n.

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