A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Stea het lrtues het ta ,spil ym ta ,dwrayoo rnoecr my eth acsls stlil ckba cuihnltcg was nitaopmenpisdt hbot fo the nshad fo gdee enra. .
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Pcsishy eitlrtre,au c dna oifaetruv cbusjte ym orf a fro c a fro fo ll,a msot was rcuhsign etandt ,ssloesn a neegsi rotfnntuaeu ryaell ot d tsm,eihycr. Dxecetep ym at etterb vrene tsale do but to cdlou a adgre en,iecscs i llwe hhouttg for i i od. As orf eeriatutlr. . . Me tlod ehr qi ,ryrow clrael i wnhe ady xae:m iotulsnoanct btho will tli od rteeuarilt eiw dnreif a "nd'to ouy feboer ym wtah ef"ni we nad eharetc ym eddeattn. Edrosc teh,or nro,wg not so hsse' us dan c a tye na abceeus neo fo teh orngw a,. Tuivbjecse a i ruetetiral btujecs tbu ot hatw ddi es,ur ese( lstil ,gedra si et)er?h. . . Stih i npiitnopigsda eelf tou geadr the was la,l tsom of. Vhae pamirgocn repes essrst a?thw ogt uto ouy slmfey again elfyms ot ot i i bfeoer dna eyalrl ownk pots ym. Amsrret eubrdm be rea how layswa eetrh em, dan atnh lpeeop ohw lliw are em eelopp than. Nolg onuhge agrvaee odog eewr' eignb is happy as as. Yhtsti bh,iat peesla post ls'et yr,lussoei itsh.
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Htat tno iyhlgslt 09, ta ichhw si uot ylacutla oot to,pin iths da,b tsinop too 75 ayifrlc a boaev teerhi otn of i i knar cers,o ogdo dshuol egraeva sdorce. .
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Of a much ayd dan i ognpim, ym as eodkchs epdta,dinoisp i even ctaecp two meac erdgsa ot or crpiteaeap as rftae eftl. Engreal uitcdfifl ndpeucxeet, lgarauby nad even ceosrd na the ahtms these srdeag cers,o osmt ,eppar for i veah oto! a a user rfo usjcbet erwe for two to. Fo am odpru can wot wree us i'ev cslhoo hseet bjstsecu i ocrdse c, yuo vree ebilvee tshegih ofr eth ?taht a ni lyaler. Rutly. .
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Tanw htriee tcfa ocers no i or oinpt ni oals a c/,d lol hte tuo to tath webteen an sgmiaun i. Ksuc, i'm rhiete or dogo i llyear ti ta. Ugess m,a t'atsh i who i.
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Eichoc fo a 7,5 pr hist tgeisgb rftsi terhe ni as my sintuieivesr ot a amjor elipdap i oitmmccnuonia ni ryutc,on tihw thwi eht. Llcmteypeo yb freefdo n,ueoaufltnyrt nad oice,hc my dinatse saw was un,s decnso utn teecedrj i ofr ,sloyogcio. Aleie,mhnw snsesbiu ffeerdo menmgatnea u,sm em. .
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Gib ton llafnyi entgeeih ni ot eam,rd rsieeunv a ainncotmumsoci uprseu isad aerys twhi poen ecam the goln kise," ym one ohw up eerdge y"ou evne a a dha ofr vnere - s,oreuc i a feli, - to fo i fyunn aderm dna wneh. .
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Edn hte i ssesibun idedcde eroucs eth to in eacctp amnnaetemg. Urfteu tish sllit i lade hsarepp reewh lcodu to to me in nwta eb teh.
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Iths my in eb ernev utb frtis aanyyw my may ev'i ifle ym oecsnd coehci ttnoeg ecihoc,. I my hceoic asalwy get ,nstgrlaey nescod. Oh lwle. Me aheprps ea'nsso'r up i is't era eprphsa nn,ovrtinetei fo ro hrsapep 'esxuces' acem retetb i'st to ro a iinved jtsu smyelf ahwt lla gandlei twih to tfmorco hpa,t eeths. .
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Ekil eth hatw ylpuecafel wevhtrea olatf i'm nto ucnerrt lyaswa ew le'ts it ttream? rewhreve deos ot ays, jsut rwodn em rty hatp ,on isrrcae t,o adn. Payph tl'es be. H'satt ksa ofr can i lla. .
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L,eov.
Etfumreu.
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P. S. Ma of dpour su, lylaer i 'mi. Nda out onw't hrda ew ndtuciso woh ht,si oknw i fro wrdoek i fforest. Ilfe egso !no.

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