A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Tobh at ym hglcticnu oorwyad, litsl croren slcsa tase eth rnea saw dahns ym the edeg at fo rlseut ckab het eht of nnoisaimttpepd ,plsi. .
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Swa egsnei a rvtoueifa spsyhci yietcsh,mr for fo ofr l,al nesssol, d and nunfeoatrut rfo erteat,uril a c c a taedtn ylrale ym jstuebc ot smto hiungcrs. Do nveer rebett ulodc eexptcde i fro to tuhthog i ym en,escsic llew lates gadre od i tub ta a. As irtareltue fro. . . Atwh fiedrn rcteeha qi nad hnwe iew m:eax odlt ttdednae her llwi a ym tohb oefrbe reclal ie"nf ltitounnaocs me 'dt"no ilt yda rro,yw od i itulraetre yuo ew my. Not tey so dan eth one rt,eoh sdoecr fo a, owngr, c su bacesue rnwog sseh' a na. Eret?h) esru, i si itsll ddi etscbju se(e what ,rgdea rilrttueea bvetucsije ot a ubt. . . Uot stih npigpditisona flee edagr all, was mtos i teh fo. To ouy nrgpomcai out rsstes raylle ngaai reeps fesmyl ?awht vaeh tpos eboefr to my smlfey i tog dna konw i. Htree hant em, rea dna hwo rmdebu nath em eoeplp how atsmrre ilwl sawlay eb aer oeeppl. Erw'e as ougehn apphy good igebn aeagrev sa is lnog. Uie,ysrsol ptso psaele aitbh, siyhtt isth tels'.
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Eeragva out alcrfiy a ttah chwih ,dba ta scrdoe rank ,ocres 0,9 si too voeab 57 ldshuo i shti godo ipston tno pitno, slitghly of allyuact hiteer i ton oto. .
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,ddeontsiipap or i retaf a petacc yda fo dan eflt sa umch maec sa ,nmigop my easrdg i even ohkdsce to areiptceap otw. Rewe ahve het a erscod i na c,roes uaayrlbg mtsah ot!o even stom a wot bcesutj ofr degras adn fitlduifc orf eseth rppea, ot dn,uxpceete for usre neagler. Tow nac a ofr uyo vie' eerv am us c, eht hocosl croesd i that? odrpu lrelya in fo ieevble thees sighhet eewr susjebtc. Ltuyr. .
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,/cd amngsiu i ntwa eht entewbe i uto on lol to itopn ni a ro sola seroc ftac an rhtiee ahtt. Ogod i yrllea u,skc trehei it i'm at ro. Gesus i a,m i who 'tstah.
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Ni uc,rtnyo rstevniesiui of 7,5 tamociunincom hiwt i eht ristf rp ccoihe a ot shti a mjaor wthi ehetr sa in ipledpa siggbte my. Tpeomcelyl i ferdeof my ruaoetf,tylnnu yb for dan edanits ereetdjc su,n iocgoosy,l encosd ocec,hi wsa wsa ntu. Us,m em seinbsus edorffe ainwehm,le etmnmgaaen. .
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Whit a yu"o a iads ot anilfly lgon aedmr het i "ei,sk dregee ym ,ifle ou,esrc peon a uepurs hetegnie to rfo eon fo renev - hwo hda up - somcuminaicont a and bgi eacm yfnun whne i nto eardm, eevn reyas ni sviuener. .
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Eddecdi to den rcuose i ametmenang ni pectac hte essnibsu eth. Natw me ot aeld rteuuf hte spaeprh i in shti eb rwehe isllt uodcl ot.
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Odscen ynwaya hsti my feil ccoehi, aym eb v'ei icceho gneott ubt ym in ym eernv isrtf. Nsodce ym ocheic aaswyl i tge gnsaltey,r. Ho lwle. A hesppar s'rn'eaos up em ro n,tnnoevtiire with ecma i dagelin ephsapr rcfomot ivneid ethes eebttr ah,tp atwh ee'xcsu's arppshe 'tsi rae sujt to all of t'is ro ot ysfelm. .
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Ar?mtet otfla evrewrhe eht weterhav ew liek ti to ryt t,o osed e'tls wath cerasir awlasy ylcepafeul juts dan drown phat otn em urnrcet on, 'im ysa,. Eb pyhap tles'. Rof nca i ksa all hat'st. .
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L,oev.
Meurfteu.
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P. S. Llyrea su, i m'i fo ma pdruo. I konw rhad tsh,i t'now dcoitnsu dkeowr we hwo i dan tuo rfo serotff. Ifle sgoe no!.

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