A letter from February 11th, 2021 - Happy 18th B-Day

Dear FutureMe, Hey Em. You are 18 Today. I'm sending this when I'm 14. Lol have u actually got anymore mature or are you still the same 4 year old at heart?? Happy Birthday to u. Caleb was actually just nice to me! He gave me one of his sweets for no reason. Since when does that happen?? Lol when you get this he will be 15. That's weird to think about. I don't think he will ever grow up. Do you still want to work with orphaned monkeys in South Africa or have you changed your mind to do something a little closer to home? Maybe something to do with music? I don't know yet. How is Matti? He will be 5 By this point. Meaning he can actually talk now rather than just Dig Dig (digger), Bipi (Blippi) Mohhh (more) Nommy (food please!). Something tells me he's going to be a chatterbox. Does he still have those adorable blonde ringlets? How is Willow?? We got her a month ago now. It's hard to imagine having her for 4 years. She's such an adorable puppy. Are you still friends with lots of the Hailshamites? I haven't spoken to Marshal in a while and when I do he seems really down. I don't know what to do. He's one of my best friends! Lol hows Jacob? He's the friends that I've Known the longest. Since the day I was born, and he still hasn't changed a bit! Has your relationship with your parents got any better? I hope so. I know it's my fault that I don't even try to please them but I feel like their standards are just way too much for a kid. That's the problem with a Christian family I guess. I don't know where I'm at when it comes to religion anymore. I mean I believe God exists, there is way too much evidence to dispute that. But I don't believe he cares as much as we've been led to believe. Hopefully you are more confident on where you stand on that topic oh Wise Old Future Me. Lol. Do you remember when I planned My whole wedding down to the confetti? I still want it like that. I can't believe I lost everything I had planned when I got a new phone. I've been trying to find the pictures online but can't find them anywhere. Do you still want the same names for your future kids? I mean I know I don't get to choose the genders but If I could, would u still want and older boy, Zach Akinli Marshal, and middle girl, Hana Amaya Owl, and a youngest girl, Coco Kimwi Kahlen? Do you still want the same pets as well? Two Saluki Puppies, Wally and Iris, a Maine Coon, Nala or Simba depending on Gender, and a Tortoise Shell Kitten called Lily? Anyway, Happy Birthday (You are old now) Love Ya Em