FutureMe

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this in December 2005 and wondering what I will be like in the future. Will I feel bad that I cheated on Richard and found the condom inside me after 11 days? Will we still be getting married despite my lies and 'untruths by omission'? Will I still be insisting on a hideous orange and fuschia pink wedding? Time will tell... Just so I can look back - Right now I have two kids - from two different AJ fathers (though I can never be 100% sure that Richard is Darcy's father). I have had two abortions in the past as I slept around a lot while I was at uni. I am looking for a job - something easy that I can manage like a waitress or cafe worker as I'm not even bright or committed enough to finish uni. So I have a long way to go. That's good though, as it gives me a lot of room for improvement! Anyway, "future me", I hope you have sorted yourself out by now. I hope your / (our?) children have a stable family and you have started to behave in a way that is deserving of someone like Richard. I hope all your skeletons are out of your closet and that you are living a fulfilling, happy life, ready to commit to the man that (judging on your present behaviour) you don't deserve. By the way, Happy Birthday! Love, your past Self.