A letter from December 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, how do you feel..in 2020 there's a pandemic. And you meet with 7guys who teach you how to fight depression..how to love yourself...when you write this..you feel lonely..you have no one around you.. excepted the 7guys who called by BTS or Bangtan Sonyeondan..i hope i would never forget them..and I hope I can love myself right now..I feel there's no one understands me.. literally no one...not even my own mom..my own bestfriend..my own family..they don't understand..pohaiiiiii...cdak nganok aku even yo bkn slh aku...mdh aku tuk pemalas tp aku lah yg molh semo kejo lam umah...pohai mesti akuuu..sampe lah aku betemu BTS...aku pande nk senyum lua even dlm aku nangis..dhlaa ctuk jk..oke ena masa depan...moga kau lebih tabah...lebih bahagia...how are yiu right now..are you okay...how about your healthy...i know you're the best..bye for now.. old ena._