A letter from December 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It’s December 15 2020. I hope your still alive more than anything. I hope your happy and safe. Remember that your a queen. Hopefully you have finished your schooling on whatever is it you end up study. If your still with Ethan hopefully he treats you so much better than he does now. That he appreciates you and stops yelling and cussing you out. That you love yourself enough to know when to stop loving him. To know when to stop trying. I really do hope that you are still with him and the relationship is better than ever. Hopefully your married and have at least one kid. That your parents relationship with Ethan improves. That you live no where near grandma cuz lord knows she’s annoying. That you have your house that you dreamed of and that your debt free. Hopefully you got that bbl you wanted. In general I hope you have learned your self worth and have a life where you no longer cry all the time. Find someone that makes you happy and doesn’t hurt your feelings every week. Someone that doesn’t hurt you on purpose and act like it was your fault. Who knows whether you find it in ethan sooner or later. Or maybe your find someone else along the way. Have fun and do everything you’ve always wanted to do. Kisses