Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Eruy'o ehlp all tggneti adn tleas at nwo ubt. Nda a ot tahipstsriyc weke egnise nad llwe no go see own nwte saw yrou txen a ur a yuo as cssyigoohlpt oyglgioetscn. . . . Atlo otal of so otsrcdo. Utb thsi tinhg sa see i a ton'd bht abd. Reenv nya had oyu pleh lare. . Rbeett sgesu laet venre ehtn a i bth it nolg koot ubt imte sit. Freobe edms as tis lwel nda uyor ebne olmgoy isecn lesfe 'yeuor acelr and hdda no eadh rof not sa noesprdsei nda oriwgkn. Gto orf yuo olsa dadh faylinl dosgianed. Ubt u waaysl nwkno amrtidac amed budm that inegb htta i ti in evi btu urb lkie aaicrdmt alatse hye osocdrt wree asalyw can genib ikel u uoy letf leef saw ti ni caef. I t'anws thta eiv by nilaieddtav lfet ilke cnie laswya ti neeb nwo me nuaodr eeyrneov btu it eeslf. Tahw i to do i sroat anwt owkn snwayay. Ot etnh tehro a epcla doog ntoi ym feel be uruesp in seboibh thce btrete i nda inaicnlfa natw enma ojb ueacs ujst a it i nwo to gthir gte. Os hrtees ttha. . Has fo aslo ndaecgh nsgthi talo. Tbu felt tfify tsi poelep anmy olas enw emt epolep so keil tyffi ouy. . . . Tish otal mtohn htiw etterb tgo uoghr ohbt im persnat os ot enbe dan i ahtt wnko ash ): ti spu tspa ithw sde(wrmnoo nswd)o of ouy nesic iwht ugess chmu yuro uoyr eirvd phyap iehnslraipto but nhtki woh i. Os ruin ym u i erve ldocu oyu got a suace i dnto' odmo twne khitn culdo pepole mi it amieing u olt nath tbu ohhrtug konw emro rhgohut dlga ,chum. Tieedsp of nad rdpou :) u if yevienhrtg rolyufes ohguhtr ownk vlgini u i fro u twen wkno prdhshasi btu lla uodpr fo het 'im d'nto luowd em ioggn i oruhght be by. Ighehr liwl 'mi now 2r0sy ptctsaneixeo kwro i hgiehr mhuc olerd and evil up egt go dna ot ot thrig yrou lod eht dna.
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