A letter from November 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I have just finished my PA course and I had a job offer only to find out that I failed the OSCEs. What sucks is that I was one station away from passing and 1 mark away from passing two stations, yeah it hurts. At times you have your life planned out thinking this course is a break through and then you just hit rock bottom. I am trying to clear all my debts, trying to save up for a house, trying to be the best I can be. I am trying to keep my circle small, just to be friends with my family no room for extras. Will see how this turns out. I have been thinking of starting a recruitment company but have no idea where to start. I am just tired of these minimum wage jobs, God knows I have tried. I know God has a plan for me, will see what this closed door means. Happy 40th Shirl