A letter from November 1st, 2020

Happy birthday ! I wrote you a mail about two years ago, but felt the need to write another one. This year is quite tough. The world has been put on pause and you couldn't make all your projects. Today, I'm far from my family and my friends. I wonder where you are today. Are you home ? Have you found your future somewhere else ? I wonder what choices you'll make, because today I miss everyone so much. I wish I could see the people I love. Maybe you're closer to them now and can enjoy every moment. Maybe, you even have a child. I've been dreaming about it lately. I know it is going to happen soon, I've talked about it with my future husband (please tell me you finally got married!). Right now, you're totally involved into writing a book. I hope by the time you will end it. I also hope you had the chance to travel even more. Lately, I have started a therapy to become more self-confident. I hope it's been useful and that you feel the way you should feel : amazing and confident. I love you :)