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Dear FutureMe, Wow... I can't believe you are 18!!! so young right :) It makes me happy to know that you have come a long way. You accomplished so much more than I thought you would. I'm 13 years old right now. I'm rooting for you. I want you to be successful in life. You know how much it means to me right? I want you to go to UCLA, I want you to be a neurosurgeon. All the things you dreamed of doing or being when you younger. You want to make your mom proud for once in your life. When you (we) were younger, you always doubted yourself. You always thought negative. You hated the fact that people never believed you could do it. It made you miserable. Life was so ****** back than. Those people were so dreadful and disgusting. You frequently thought that you were going to fail and never become successful. But guess what, you did it. You proved to all those ******* that you can do it. Furthermore, lets talk about younger you for a quick minute. If you want to know what you were like when you were younger than here you go. You're probably gonna hate yourself after this (sorry). Your personality was all over the place! You were always so outraged, you were actually a ***** yourself when you were younger. You had no emotions at all. It's like you shut down and became a horrible person but you didn't. You were always like that. You never cried when you got hurt or if other people got injured. You might think your psycho but you never cried when other people died. You just laughed and that's not okay. However, you never really cared about anything or anyone besides yourself. Selfish right? I can't believe you (we) were ever like that. Trust me, you were never joyful or sweet. Your best friend can even tell you that. Well moving on. I hope you have already found the right guy... (even though you have very high standards when it comes to men) You said you wanted to be a teen mom or at least become a mom around the age 18-22. You said you didn't want to have a child older than 22 because "that's to old". You agreed that you wouldn't have more or less that 2 kids. I know you want to get marry! You wanted to be marry at the age 25 or 26. I don't know why you choose that at young age but you did. I guess you don't want to be old when that stuff happens... Let's just pray that it will come true :) Therefore, let's talk about the things you loved when you were younger. I know you really liked k-pop. You listened to BTS 24/7. It was funny how sometimes you got annoyed because you couldn't get yourself to listen to anything else besides k-pop. Now that i'm thinking about it. Listening to k-pop really changed your life. You gained confidence in yourself. You were a lot happier now. The lyrics really hit you. Why you may ask. Well that's because they all had a message. They weren't just any lyrics, they were lyrics that made people change for the better good. Well other than k-pop, one of your favorite sports was softball. Oh my gosh, you talked about softball non-stop. You drove your family crazy. You played for 6 years and you were a beast at it. I hope you're still playing softball. Get a scholarship for softball!! And while your at it, I hope you lose 30 pounds. Well It has come to an end. I will write more letters to you if anything interesting happens to me or us... Stay healthy and know your worth. I'm glad to see that you are doing well and no one has told you this but I Love You even if you don't say back to me because you have never said I love you to anyone. EVER! Besides that, just enjoy life while you can. I want to see you become a surgeon okay. Fighting!! Sincerely, Nabila Garcia 13 year old you :)