A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

He ni 4220 aniga ainga lneyotuntaufr tbu asw ectdele hepdceaim seteirnpd aws :( is.
2. ’im eflinge adyto gmul. Utb ingamgna eenb nebe nigtsh uorhg haev ’weve. Ghnit ym pu erbok with tlsa nbrieyfdo i. Rkiaebgn tgtone ghnavi to lreayl ta ’sti ttah os etarh it llwe ot yvo’eu dndeee peahpn bgerainlit utb eelav eht msae konw itme menesoo to adn lfees. Dod na sti’ redwi dan veha neilefg dan ot ysfelm kmar to sih tcesra i onkw caenidst noeistmo h,iar he on os owh ihs bdoy, i ryeev yeerv rfom tta,h wno.
3. 4 e,ys sti’ lsamot eitehr!! eryas utb eebn scnei.
4. Ledudl orf ’its ti tgo tlilte ubt odwn tbi a nwo tberte. Eserreseoljcws/iyac sha gttnoe etbert utghho.
5. !eys.
6. Lstli ebtert s’ti eogntt be btu rea i twih hwo ditsatn hnkit ew ’uydo sad. Emanyro ’reew uthhgo noctcat otn on.
7. Inricaaflo we own in u!ot ew eivl otg.
8. My maay, aldl,as mebra sffb are dan.
9. Oitssihpaiustn susieor tnoi rhlapsntiioes otw oesm and we tog. Neo msto alsdte 2 yarse rvoe ofr the ertcen.
10. P: no.
11. Mloeaclnhy molyog dna. Lesaerv cider uevyo’ ietsm atdyo.
12. Nda i hnkit eerht tauqsrre ’5”7 i wighe 11152-1 nda.
13. We owrk at wno pziza mdo !esy. Ogt ynrlctee oen! ehoarnt dna u ohsntm ebne vaeh dfrfoee rafte rpmdoote 6.
41. Rmenaoy od’tn ielk we ,gneer adn bnrow wlyelo raelly.
615/1. Ot rupog my wlle esy ddaed sbeiab rhatoen eht ear isltl as rhee! ew’ev eebmmr. If ouy ehr uyo ojnu voeld vldeu’ow knew.
71. Abbpylro ro aet trwae.
18. Wneh odvem het we aveh ew sktuc btu roaund ongl urn niresfd dmea amreb lica meso dan aamy to orf.
91. I tabuo haev an npheio nad 61 si ti ecresn itngh hte utabo opr troteocrp eth ttsah’ rekbon nyol.
02. Areys veoenery ti wot fro wider tslead ti nad aemd ilke. A’tndh humc yedfnitlie on so i tou iwsh edmsis ciolas netoianctir.
21. Ujst bnee shgitn vtahen’ nioot/annraoebtcircopt amnuh trghsi hsoet utb and evli laernge tol of in kcullyi hrsigt hyet in danebn eherw we a cdsuoiesr eterh autob ronciiflaa hsa. Uoerntcis su ynragem azni hetro ecmropa to.
22. Seno yuo ahd meas hte.
32. Dan owrk eorwhkmo. Ot disa pu tguhoh ew eoleclg ytclalau neded we reven gngoi uldow ew enev. Rckat jeweelr ot no yr’euo ebcoem a.
42. Erdsfni, igslmni muaaftr,u sltmoy erugr,bs obbs cte hwcigant bene ’evi. Luatd emiseodc leyarl yuo end kilgin pu.
25. Now *** colo negib is. Teeuhlrais nad 2ky salo.
26. Tbho i,rng nsriecigp a nsoe no 3 nad lylbe nigr btnout a aer ears,. Tstotoa hvae fo olsa bhncu uyo a.
72. Enso atsditn.
82. Kuarpbe dlfiineety ym.
29. Nto c,hmu nwo ist’ oemr geeanabmal way sa. Slta tangki orf ew pdposet tiicdaenom ayr!e ti.
30/31. Ni ddi we loeepp onmraye but lcoo ottcnca ,yse epke we eetm meos ’tdno. A olt lsoa adn ouy aignwet omrf you of ceiwt to eoeplp tenw tath loflwo. Yugs anlcsalcyooi uoy klta.
32. I tog htftir otw ttha rpsia at baakn. Vyayreed htme rwae i. Hleot btho teh dema htem spreno oyu dhbeni mhte tge uyo dan a htiw to eerw atlaycul kcab ftel ta go. Ohrthgu ohset fro kool gniesrar i eht oruh na ofdnu rfo lost ot nda teh daietw.
33. Tye tugtohh i nt’heav btoau it. Mseo iemt eahv ot i nktih.
34. :) lwli i.
53. 4 no!. Os in !!r!fa loegelc 0 apg.
63. I do. Gnlo lsertg,ug tge imte toko we reyevgihtn now to a it ebrett isltl is rt,hee tub nad.
37. Emimtsseo. Uuyllas einf hugoht i’st onw. Rhea i yerlal it it ni letdai em lnyo erthsbo if taoub.
83. Dtni’d i nktih butao i memerb,er utb lot a uyo.
39. I twen kdreow artyeph dan i to.
04. Did saw imet you aog lsta ilke tnnaghiy it hits nduora telilt we ntse tge eht 4 a ubt sceni aresy diert ew eesmsd btu etetrb!.
Oyu hppay us dvu’owel o!ot evlo to uyo i aydot ese ebne. Ghitns utb aedm way dnogi loervla rueoy’ seom dueowl’v asd eertbt uoy. Ove’uy upord uoy ocem owh and fra of.
Ertuuf ibart -.

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