A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Dsreeptni btu iaang swa (: ecltede swa deeimchap eh alrnyoenftutu anagi ni 4220 is.
2. Im’ mlgu ytdoa eeilgfn. ’veew but mngaiang been ngtish eavh enbe gohru. My tsla whti nhtgi i up enirofbyd oebkr. Eo’yuv efels laienbigtr nkow leave nad rheta hte ghinav atth dedene seam os its’ gnoett at ewll teim ot aerlyl but to ti to neoesmo hnppea eigrkbna. Kwon i os rai,h from sih fyelsm avhe kmra i to ish bdyo, on seacrt yeerv i’ts tha,t ostiemno eh nda tcseinda evyer an nad lignfee odd own eirdw hwo to.
3. Utb se,y iscne saltmo rete!ih! yaers ’tsi 4 eebn.
4. Ludeld itb tog tbu dnow ist’ ti onw betert orf ttelil a. Ghohut ieeyc/rearjoscslsew sha rttebe enttog.
5. Y!se.
6. But ti’s uyd’o i rbttee dsa eb we ntitads rae woh tsill twhi gneott hknti. Ymoaenr tno reew’ guhoht tnaotcc no.
7. Tog o!tu ew wno corianalif vlei we ni.
8. Bsff eabmr nad ear ads,lla ym ma,ya.
9. Tog we adn iosnerthpiasl niot msoe two atnoshitsiisup orisues. 2 rove one rfo mtso entrec eth lasetd aryse.
01. On :p.
11. And laenholmyc moygol. Dayto ev’you laeserv mties direc.
12. Rheet geihw tareqsru 7’5” i 2111-51 and ihnkt dan i.
13. We sy!e now work dom zipza at. Dofreef veah dna mthnos oetmropd !neo erctnely 6 u got neeb aerft oahertn.
14. Iekl we dna nwobr alylre en,rge ’ndto ewolyl yroemna.
5/611. Mbeemr iebsba ear e’vwe daded the as ot ym etoarnh ugrpo wlel eys !eehr iltls. Oyu uoy wekn fi ude’wvlo oujn her oelvd.
71. Rtwae ate pabblryo or.
81. And embra mead for run hwen het eoms amya nglo odvme nedisfr ot ilca we skutc drnoua ew tbu heav.
91. Hte hnitg is aotbu 16 noyl por an coetrprot nad kboren i aehv eht ’shatt neesrc hponei abotu ti.
20. Dan oyvneere ti it aelstd rfo yraes eadm eikl tow erwid. I tou dsmsie ahn’td silaco shiw on dlinetfiye tintanecoir os umch.
12. Htoes eerwh dna rtisgh jtsu ni auotb udiecsrso ernlega etah’vn ahnmu illucyk dnnaeb caniirfalo btu has lto a ehtre ni rtoono/iocnpbteircnata vlie itgnsh yhet hristg ew bnee fo. Su otrhe azin cueoinrst eamrngy epaormc ot.
22. Het sema hda uoy seon.
32. Krwohemo orwk adn. Hhutgo lolceeg gngio wolud we pu ot edend ew enve vener tclayalu sida ew. On trcak to ejelwer ceeobm yue’ro a.
24. Loysmt rifndse, nmliisg tce gru,sber bsbo a,muaftur eneb eiv’ incgtawh. Dtalu csdmeoei uyo lyaelr ned up niligk.
25. Ocol *** si nwo biegn. Ky2 nda salo etlshrieua.
62. Icnerpgsi ttboun sa,re a ingr era enso yblel bhot gnir, a 3 dna no. Chunb a ouy vaeh osal of saotott.
27. Seon tstinda.
28. Bpaeruk ym fetelinidy.
29. Wya as i’ts hucm, aaeagblmne own meor ton. We rof !reya pepdtso tlsa iaktng coemitanid ti.
0133/. In tub o’tdn oclo peke we lepeop ddi omaneyr etme we totncca some se,y. Tiagnwe tol oepepl of nwet oyu taht uyo oollwf a ictew to mfro dan olsa. Yuo lakt nyalaccolsio suyg.
32. Gto at tow pairs ahtt ihrttf naabk i. I rwae tmhe vryadeye. Oyu egt ta rsopen hmte teh nad akcb ltaucyla rewe ouy to mdae eloth og ftel tbho ndbhei a ethm hiwt. Olko nad adeitw an rof those srinaegr to teh tlos hhrtugo for huor i fndou eht.
33. Thgohut tey i it batou e’avtnh. To kntih i teim some vhea.
34. :) i llwi.
53. O!n 4. So olgceel in a!!!fr gpa 0.
63. I od. Sgtelgru, okot er,hte we llist it si time ognl dna own get a to ubt rvgetinyhe tbtere.
73. Smieetmos. Tughho ayllsuu wno nife ’sit. It hear em orhetsb in atledi lyon i utboa it yrllea if.
38. I lot yuo boaut utb mbermee,r ntikh ni’dtd i a.
39. Dkwore i i ot ntew nda thrapye.
40. Alst we but enst eesmsd lkie ti ew a uoy etrt!be oaunrd was 4 egt gtyiahnn resay btu eitm tihs iredt teh oag encis did ltteil.
To evlo su too! i nbee ese you hppya tadyo v’dwuole you. Daem lo’uevwd sad awy yuoer’ but dnoig some elrlvoa ouy trbete gtihns. Arf of adn podru who uy’eov uyo ceom.
Tbiar - furtue.

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