A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear Hailey, Hey it’s your birthday :) congrats on being 18! (you’re being sent this by the website that you found out about on TikTok. The site is called www.futureme.org -you should maybe make another one to receive for when you finish college:) - ) How was life treating you? Cause as of right now, it isn’t doing the best as being confused, sad, tired....& stressed about certain things :/ such as family and personal things. But I hope that later we’re happy and doing well <3. What about high school? That was an experience, wasn’t it? How many new true friends did you make while on the way and how often did you get to hang out with Alexa? OOOO DID YOU GET OVER RHE FEAR OF DRIVING 😂😭 cause if not I what you mean ;-;. Big thing that I want to ask of when we get older, how much self confidence did you develop over the years and did you start really loving your self?Also how is Alexa doing? Is she doing alright? Cause she was one of the top ones that helped you get through the times that you needed someone the most....even if you just couldn’t explain how you felt. Well now....how are you doing as a person? and when I say person, I mean how are you doing physically and mentally such as are you eating right? socializing? Sleeping properly (not at 2-3am 😗). Just in general how are you doing? Cause right now life isn’t really doing the best for you, just thinking about deep thoughts and laying in bed all day listening to music ( yeah I know sounds a bit extra for a 13yr old to type that) :/ . But did you finally let out EVERYTHING that you needed to let out? Like I know our childhood wasn’t the very brightest but did you finally let it out? Cause I know that you let it out some of it, but I know you didn’t let out all of it cause you feel like it’ll just feel like a burden for others to hear...but I really hope that you did, cause even though it was so bad it just blurred out of your memory I just hope that you really let it out <3. Anywhooooo what college are you thinking of going to since you just finished high school? (wooo class of 2025!) Out of state...in state.....possibly out of country? Oooo did you get a job and if so are you good at what you’re doing and did you get things that make you happy such as your style, taste, frogs? (DID YOU BUY THAT FROG SQUSIHMALLOW -or did you already buy it shortly after like in a week or so- ) Ooooo Did you find some guy that you like as a ~crush~ *wink-wink* and if so what do you like about them (obviously the personality) but what else cause we didn’t have a actual crush since 5th grade, haha OR did you get with some one ._. cause like wow, I never thought that we’ll get to cuddle with someone this early (but like we both know that we JUST ONLY wanted to cuddle with someone for a longggggg time) Oh haha, did you ever get closer with chace even though they’re thousands of miles away and you were already busy with life/ didn’t have the time to really get to know ppl like that?cause if you did....wow I never knew we could do that cause usually it’s pretty hard for you to open up. Oh do you still listen to the same type of music cause if you do, you should try listening to the current music (I’m listening to the ones labeled as “comfort” “lofi?” And “vibe/3am”) I’m listing to while typing all of this I’ll just put the link.... https://open.spotify.com/user/31hlha6fo3tcommeovhl35iwb2im?si=iTz78hu2QRi4hMCeXczWGA there! Or if that doesn’t work just look up “ haileydeltaco “ or also just try logging in with your Facebook account that you never use and remember ITS ON SPOTIFY -Songs that you probably forgot about- •coals - modern baseball •memento mori- crywank •song for a guilty sadist - crywank •world star money (interlude) - joji •only everyone can judge me - crywank •YEAH RIGHT - joji •this side of paradise- coyote theory •home - Sydney rose •as the world cave in - Matt Maltese •baby you’re worth it - kina •skeletons - keshi •looking out for you - joy again •ATTENTION- joji •upgrade - joji •i was all over her - salvia palth •I’m in love with you sorry - j’san (These are most of the songs in your comfort playlist) Ooo how long is our hair now or did you cut it? Cause as of right now it’s mid thigh length so it’s pretty long. Anywhooo it’s pretty late and I’m pretty tired but I wanna watch some Minecraft dream videos before bed. So I hope that over the course of these years I hope you take the right path in life and become successful just like how you and your family has always hoped for, and reading all of this could’ve just seem childish but I really just wanna know just these questions more than anything else and remember to eat your fruit and drink water. ALSO remember to live your life and be yourself/ take care of your mental health please, cause above anything else if you need a break from anything just go and take that break cause everyone needs a break at some point, you know and idk maybe she’d a tear if you need? -love, Hailey <3 (yourself) - Sunday, October 25 // 1:24am -current song playing : baby you’re worth it -purple hearts 💜💜💜💜💜- (P.s you should go listen to those songs I listed above cause those songs had a meaning full meaning that you cherished ) Anyywhoo good night, good morning, good afternoon, good evening, good day