A letter from October 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I just saw this website in Twitter and decided to give it a try, hopefully I still have this email in one year, but I use it for everything so that should be no problem. They have books like these on Amazon that you can buy, but i know for a fact that A: I’ll get it only to never use it B: I’ll get it then get curious and open it up early defeating the whole purpose C: just plain lose it. In the grand scheme of things, one year really isn’t that long of a time but literally so many things can happen between now and then. Hopefully I’m doing good. Right now we’re in the middle of a pandemic so fingers crossed we’re closer to an answer than we were before. I also hope that I have a solid plan going on because right now I’m kinda just lazing by. I mean I kinda figured out the general direction that I wanna go in, but that’s literally it. I need a PLAN plan like confirmed this i what I wanna do with my life type plan. Also a car and license would be cool at this point in time. Idk. Maybe a date too would be nice. But idk though, I’m kinda a mess right now, don’t think I really have the emotional stability to really give myself to somebody but the thought of having that is nice. Wherever you are in the world right now, hopefully you’re having a good time. Hopefully you’re out of canes with a better paying job. Is it to much to ask for wanting to be outta Beaumont at this point in time? Probably. Whatever it is hopefully you’re having fun. Maybe gaining some semblance of peace I really hope I’m on track for that. Well, see you in a year I guess. I got high hopes for a yeah/yet however that saying goes.