A letter from October 13th, 2020

Hey girl! Today should be your 25th birthday. I hope you are still alive. I know life's been hard for you! all the relationship drama, childhood trauma, mental breakdowns and more, who'd still be morally sane at this point right? Your faith in God, Family and yourself has strengthened you like none other, you're finally realizing your self worth and learning to come at peace with what life offers you. I pray you've overcame the need to be wanted in *****. I wonder what you are doing right now? Right now, if we are talking present tense, it is the 13th of October, 2020 - 1.07pm. A cloudy Thursday at Surgery South, working as Medical Secretary for Eye Institute, Manukau. Currently using the theatre computer to apply for jobs as an Executive Assistant somewhere and anywhere. I hope you got the job or something even better! I believe in you. My goals I set for is to travel the world with your soulmate, family, friends, find a high paying job, 6 figures by 25 (30 if I'm realistic) Have a kid by 23. Buy/build a house under my/the family name. Provide or set a comfortable life for your parents, and most of all to be happy. Girl I know if you're happy, genuinely, you made it. period. I wonder if your best friend is still your life partner? If not, I still wish him the best in life and I hope it didn't hurt you too much. I know you probably still love him. Where have you traveled to so far? I know with the pandemic we've had to cancel the big OE for 2021 so will postpone for 2023, most likely. Did you save enough for your 21st? Who came? How's Grandma? I hope you married and she was/is there. I can't imagine life without her, it's still painful to think about right now. I hope you are all well and in good health. Please look after yourself, and will check in again at 30. Let's make this an every 5 year thing. I have the time and goals to set for you! Stay strong and keep going girl, you got this! 25, ew so old. Happy birthday my love, Dayna