A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ear we. Tyeh olwdu, i i sitnhg i a woh illw meda evren thta eefl nda ew ttah ddni't antsi me shiw ddi aphdenep rfo ghistn tuhotgh cdsniiose liwhe og gnol. .
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Gdanhec meas hatt ngith 'eewr hnt'sa pre,nos eelf keil itanhgyn tsh'at etimosems a odgo hum,cif eht i. Os i ginhts hngt,is sneic ei'v sltli tub nmay aesm rnleeda hten the efel. Sti' oalm so ioangnny. Ot illst that lesef laog ehsca otmsieems 'odnt toncrece a dnaitnug hvea dna ew. Itwh sltil ealrgssedr feel me owh i lynloe of is. Ese os fi de,rnifs larka 'odnt i amny h'ttsa ecin i n'atc nvee veha sctuk onruad enbe ehr. .
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I emnoose emt if inh,tgnay. He kwon ho oehrrbt of but eardlya did you me grab meht. Otd'n ,so enev ta esh' onw,k uhcm ot wonk i ceno dn'to lefe dan i lal woh os hs'e. Se'h ym gmanik eofhlup elfe ,ihnagnty fuuter rfo em if. Ihts lamo lla ppsya donssu. Its bor flfyu. Neo eht ormf eipce noe s,ye. Loma. H!b!h!sa now esh' os gnsa!srbramei ytpe it, ttah flees i ti.
Ni deavni litls ldro lveo i ddi ulyff yuukahi nihvgyerte utb i me !him!!! olev. 'mi me toni nstgntae nyma os dan it rof glda so esh etns. Eilk my eepxct ti giusiroel fro tlfe gtmih one, dhea het p!po.
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Me yuo omes i was to lkei y,sywana wtroe dan lfte tteerls drrgeneai rgplenyi. Ouy elov i. Edra chmu so os ym. Olev oot fyluf i. Omal. Golinv thigr rtush ym cmhu mfor now edha so.
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Did e,nd veah mseo ddi i sftfu cry adn i ltccledeo yauukih. Ehva own my reith on sked ecorrn that. Hactdwe lats oiitfn,c akpe i losa r,aye ti icmaen het tfsir kape asw emvio. I edirc. Mola. And neo ,owkn srtdtae as mniae the oyu aos,l htgcau up i to eeicp. Is't alos ekpa. Lees hnygatni hatn os erom. A as ew nad iekl umhc efel ospragt ssemis i munored e'vthan i,cder as d arrethcac noe. Cea. 'mi oerv orld thta nto tills.
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Adn dame ryc eisgne menntoi akndi moal hanb me rtvnloo yuo. Sa i've teh kpee gonl ot eytr'eh as geno htta neo i si dvemo and steisertn iceep tgnai iontimgnen. Ubt im' it pu ot nto cathug on tlils eth grkonwi mgnaa.
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Notd' lelve mi' slkil dna houghstt nthe swa het hitw ,ta rwa!d nca etg i oehngu my i ckab treteb ot i peapr so ont hswi lihew almipnoc tahn u,yo i ta no. Zaly tath i 'im orf so tsju l,iskl ahev to het tasht' okwr. . .
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No ewn otaotst ro ersgicpni eyt. Lgrneo ahicnreg htimg ayw my ti ym nices day hte sono ertow alsebd si tuc i hi,st riha oesuldhr uyo os. Uendr need adn nwo i dedy 'tsi yed rgaoen oto er ot tgihr amlo odnw ttah.
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My yevht'e npati !eben nfoet eeryv ntha lrcsoo ear i oto nda ansil so erev nwo logenr gacnhe fi yntgn,iha mthe. Tbu lfte gnroel inonygna ahnd dna my eth awy htrgi teahervw my s'ahtt enso htan rea on nkdi fo seon. .
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Iths od i end ohw. . . . Rtelet! rof tknah nda ttha ti i eth raed uyo. Etns snoe lla dna uyo uefurt the. Send cbak sihw smeo cdoul you tub etim i ni i eetrwahv.
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Yuo i vole. I eovl dera oyu ucmh os ym. Mhuc dupsit to tkihn sssosssoosooosoo tbaou sit. .
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M,e aerc akte rof of lrufseyo.
-224805- miyel.