A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ew era. Yhet emda td'ndi htgutoh i a hgitsn ud,owl ew sightn lfee nda icnosdsei did i ttha nreev iwleh woh illw daeehpnp og anits atht rof lnog me wish i. .
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Mmtioeses saem sn'tha tnhig keli cdgnhea teh reew' godo i miuch,f lfee a pn,rose ht'tas agnthiny tath. Ev'i sgin,th eth meas os lslti cisen elef tbu yamn tgshin i eednalr enht. I'ts nnoangyi omal os. Sfeel to aecsh alog atth nunaidtg a itsll we coercnte heva o'tnd nda emosmesti. Gsaerelsdr si iltls lefe how of tihw elnylo em i. Evha i enic many if uktsc htas't rhe so do'tn e,rsifdn 'cnta i vene bnee ese alrak draonu. .
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Tgaiyh,nn i oosneem mte fi. He ayeradl em kwno fo oyu eortbhr hemt idd oh tbu grba. Ecno w,okn i os nkow eevn e'hs nad fele ot ta how lla cmhu dno't i o,s o'dtn he's. Gnkiam ym athngiy,n leef me refuut fro esh' if eopufhl. Sith ppasy lla noussd maol. Bro sti lffyu. Se,y eth eno noe cpeie ofrm. Omla. Ti, ti 'seh tpye onw i so b!!hhas! fslee ttah gsarms!eanibr.
Ienadv hayikuu flufy teirehyvgn veol i in ovel slitl idd me tub !m!h!!i dorl i. Dna so nset it im' os ofr glad ynma seh stntgane noti me. Leik o,en tefl rliosegui for ti heda ithgm teh p!op cxpete ym.
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Trewo reanrgedi to lpegnyri tlef i s,yynwaa kile wsa erltets me yuo dna esmo. I ouy oelv. Hucm ym os so read. Ufyfl elov oto i. Omal. Aedh much hsutr so omfr olginv ghrti my now.
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Aevh aiukuhy i cyr den, i did futsf idd nad some cctldeloe. On rceonr heva ttha my irthe skde now. Oin,fcit i it eviom stal peak whectad eth apek naiecm soal saw arey, frits. I cdrie. Malo. Up anmei nda eecip uoy i ,wnko ot noe dtestar sa teh sola, gcauht. Lsoa kpea st'i. Ahtn so slee reom gyanithn. I a noe we d dan mhcu omnudre ccearrhta as tgosrpa dre,ci smsesi elfe eilk th'vaen as. Cae. I'm ahtt ovre ltlis nto rodl.
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Me eadm bhan yrc sgeine ouy aoml dna nemotni vnoolrt andik. Oegn tnaig dan neo mnonntgiei to htat treeitsns h'etyer si pceei sa ngol eepk i as ive' ovemd eht. Eth i'm ahugct but to ti naamg slilt tno wgirnok pu on.
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I hswi at ethn naht i a,t acn htgsohtu eht brttee os mi' uenohg ihwt !ward get icamlonp on llsik ppare to y,uo eellv my tdno' tno i wsa nad i ielhw kcab. I so llk,is the veah work stuj orf aylz ash'tt htat to im'. . .
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Pgciiersn ety ro no ooatstt nwe. Erincahg insce teowr ti lgoern igtmh i ctu yad dbslea so si eth ywa this, onos my raih uehdosrl uoy ym. I oto ihgtr dwon ende regaon dyed htta nda wno omal to yde edurn st'i re.
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Oto reeyv ym oenglr patin are osrolc vree eachng if and emth own i anth agynntih, nsali ne!eb ehvet'y so otnef. Ear hvwteare lfet on osen kdin tnah 'tthas my way dan soen tighr nelgro my btu adhn hte nonagyni of. .
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Od i htsi nde woh. . . . I the dan taht khnta ofr drae oyu ertlet! ti. Eth teurfu ouy snte neso lla dna. Whsi acbk ni nesd eitm tub oems i avrhteew udclo uyo i.
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Elov i yuo. I ym oevl dare so yuo hcum. Ot cumh knith ososssosooososos sit otaub upitsd. .
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