A letter from August 25th, 2020

Dear Future Self, Well my love, Satan thought he had us but we are here, graduating with a double degree. Remember in 2020 when the Corona Virus first hit? You were so convinced to give up, but you really knew deep down that was not an option. I know this because you called everyone in your phonebook to tell them you were thinking about quitting. It is kind of like the time you tried to commit suicide, you did not want to do it, you just felt at odds with a reason to live. I am so grateful for Elohim ’s unfailing love for you, and your determination to please the Father over your self entitled feelings. This was not easy to get there, you worked very hard, had many sleepless nights, and countless screaming matches with the Wi-Fi, your laptop and other countless technologies that just refused to cooperate. You made it and that is all that truly matters. I would like to remind you to keep your eyes on the prize, this is just the beginning of your life long mission and journey to save your city, through the grace of Elohim . Keep your heart heavy for all your family and friends who can not live and thrive in their own hometown, all our children who know not each other because we can not afford to live in our city. Remember that unequal opportunities for our people to own land and thrive in our own city, to find steady work and the lack of available technology to our children. We are in the 21st century, it is time to step out of the slave mentality and in the presence of Adonai’s High Council. This is your time to bring Heaven to Earth and show your city who your Elohim is. Play time is over, if you think these last five years were hard, oh baby you haven’t seen the tip of the iceberg. But I encourage you, that with more responsibility comes greater risks and much greater rewards. I know you are up to the challenge, you were raised up for this exact moment. To save your city and your people from gentrification and extinction. Some things we learned during our freshman year as an architect major, dad told you that your are autistic, which upset you but also relieved you of so much self hatred and lack of self expression, mommy told you were dyslexic like here, same response. This knowledge has helped you become the woman you are today, no longer masking and trying to fit in and seem “normal” but you learned to be free of this burden and love all the little notches Elohim has given unto thee. Please embrace your uniqueness, Elohim didn’t make you to fit in but to stand above and lead others out of bondage of Babylon. You are the head and not the tail, what is sin for you is not sin for her, you are held at a higher standard and judged much harsher, take your position very seriously. I pray that you did not take any pagan knowledge as your own, you are to be the new trend setter, and Elohim shall get all the glory. No man nor flesh shall boast in all that your hands and mind do, you got the degree because Ceasar said you needed, now delete all that you learned that will not compromise in safety code, an look to the Lord for your wisdom and inspiration. You shall not look in reverence or covet over any works by the hands of man, stay in your lane, stay away from the limelight and the thrills. The world has nothing to offer you, remember your mission and stay on the path of righteousness. Things to remember as we enter that last days, there is no time to play around or have fun, do not let the word get you caught up in that lie again, the last time you believed that crap you ended up 6 years of lost and wasted time in Arizona, decide right here, right now if you want to serve for eternity or rule for eternity. And I heard a voice from heaven saying, “Write this: Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.” “Blessed indeed,” says the Spirit, “that they may rest from their labors, for their deeds follow them! And without faith it is impossible to please Yeshua, for whoever would draw near to Elohim must believe that Yeshua exists and that Adonai rewards those who seek Him. Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called and about which you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses. But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transform our lowly body to be like His glorious body, by the power that enables him even to subject all things to himself. For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of Elohim . For I am sure that neither ***** nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of Elohim in Christ Jesus our Lord. What then shall we say to these things? If Elohim is for us, who can be against us? Adonai who did not spare His own Son but gave Yeshua up for us all, how will Adonai not also with our Hamachiach graciously give us all things? Who shall bring any charge against Elohim's elect? It is Elohim who justifies. 34 Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of Elohim , who indeed is interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, For your sake we are being ****** all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.” No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither ***** nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of Elohim in Christ Jesus our Lord. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now. Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of Elohim remains on him. And you shall love the Lord your Elohim with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The Lord your Elohim is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; Adonai will rejoice over you with gladness; Adonai will quiet you by His love; Adonai will exult over you with loud singing. Let your flesh be convicted but do not allow your mind to be condemned, push through, here is chapter three of Ecclesiastes to keep you motivated through this rocky life, rejoice in all that comes your way for it is nothing short of a blessing to breathe every day. Count it all as joy form your Father. To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to ****, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace. What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he labored? I have seen the travail, which Elohim hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it. Adonai hath made every thing beautiful in His time: also He hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that Elohim makes from the beginning to the end. I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in His life. And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labor, it is the gift of Elohim . I know that, whatsoever Elohim doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and Elohim doeth it, that men should fear before him. That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and Elohim required that which is past. And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there. I said in mine heart, Elohim shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work. I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that Elohim might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts. For that which befallen the sons of men befallen beasts; even one thing befallen them: as the one *****, so ***** the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity. All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again. Who knows the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth? Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him? You were not born to be part of this world, but to be apart from it, that you light might shine so bright that all Yahweh’s children may find their way back home, do not cover your light with your putrid flesh, allow the spirit to breath and be front in center in all you do. This world is not your home, but while you are here make the best of it and save as many souls as possible, do the will of the Father and lay your treasures up in Heaven. Do well with the small and Elohim will bless with larger responsibility, remember that is up to you how much Yeshua will leave in your care. Best of luck into your next great adventure, may the angels of Heaven’s army protect you from the south, east, west, north and all that is in-between as you journey out to take on the evils, corruption, and ***** of this world. You are the King’s Kid, call upon your Father for EVERYTHING! With all supplication, your struggling past self, -Ariel Jamila (Beautiful Lion God)