A letter from August 9th, 2020

August 9, 2019 Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY!!!!! Holy **** Abby your an adult!!! You. Are. A. God. ****. Adult. Bish. This is so crazy oh my gosh. Okay well I should probably start of with saying I love you soooo much and I’m so so so sooo proud of you. Look how far you’ve come!! You’ve gone thru a lot and I’m so so so so soo proud of you. You’ve come so far it’s so crazy. I have so much to talk about and tell you get ready for a lot. Okay I have no clue where to start, just to let you know this is gonna be so unorganized so don’t expect much. Anyways I guess let’s start with the questions.....Are you still friends with Audrey and Wendy? rn me and Wendy are like best friends and me and Audrey are drifting apart sort of and it’s sad but we keep talking a lot. Did you quit doing si and skipping meals? Currently I’ll be clean of si for 2 months in a few weeks and I haven’t skipped any meals in a while on purpose. What college do you wanna go to? rn I have no clue at all;-;. What do you even wanna do?? Currently I want to be a lot of things and have a ton of ideas like photographer, author, biologist, marine biologist, park ranger, idk what it’s called but where you write articles in like news or smth. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/anyone? Did you come out to your parents? I sorta am telling myself now that I’ll do it freshman year or when I go knot high school but idk yet I’m kinda scared at what my mom will think and like she’ll probably say “your to young to know” so I’m not sure yet. Are you a black belt in karate (I’m a brown belt rn and only know Patchu so far)? This is kinda a stupid question but currently karate is important to me and I’m really trying my hardest at everything. What about volleyball? I’m not doing it right now because my mom didn’t wanna drive me but I’ll look into stuff at Santana when school starts. August 9, 2019