A letter from July 28th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey how are you doing. how are you really doing no faking it or saying im fine. im you i know that you are gonna wanna fake it. have you opened up to people yet, did you get some more friends. so what did you end up doing in college after. cause 16 year old me decided to become a nurse but did that happen. who are you dating now, is corey still in your life. did you get the child you sat crying for a night for. 16 year old me wanted to name a baby girl irene after nan or a baby boy kova because it was a cool name. have you had a baby yet. what did you call it if you did. did jett ever get diagnosed after. hows bodhi doing. any more siblings or pets? have you got your own house now, did you ever take corey crabbing like you said you would. did jett start a band like he wanted too. what was your first job. how did corey meeting your family go. do you eat properly now, how many hours do you sleep now. did you meet up with ethan again. did you talk about your issues to your family. do you still bury your issues away and breakdown at night. have you become the main character in your life yet i you havent you should its your life take control **** what others want do what you want. i dunno what to say. How would you describe your future self? What does she look like, act like, dress like? What habits does she have that you don’t currently have? How does she feel about herself and her place in the world? How does she handle conflicts and difficult situations? What are her family relationships like? Friendships? What is her home and environment like? What does a typical day look like for her? What does it FEEL like to be around her and have a conversation with her? What do people say about her and remember about her? How does she make others feel? Better yet, how do others feel about themselves when she is around them? what did you have to overcome to get where you are. how was your 18th birthday how was your 21st birthday how are you financially did you lose the weight you wanted to lose do you still talk to people from primary or comprehensive have you moved out of your parents house are you happy what advice would you give your past self if you havent had a child yet do it. do everything you wanted to do while you was 16 live life to the fullest be happy. dont worry about what people think about you last question have you got any better at writing. hate from your 16 year old self **** you *****