A letter from July 28th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Wow I can already see you cringing while reading this sentence, probably because I still use the word cringe unironically. Anyways you're over 20 now so congrats on getting old? Btw this is 18 me, still waiting on the bases results for uni and dying from the uncertainty of the job I want future me (read you) to have. (You remember me anxiously trying to decide what art stuff to study for a particular kind of art job). You better have gotten good at art or else. That's literally the one thing we're good at. Current I'm anxious af because I'm still not good enough and I'm getting annoyed at how amazing everyone else is. Jealousy is sth we also need to work on. I hope you're getting better at handling your anxiety and not being a "depressed but hiding it" mess. Also are you in a relationship? Have you figured out what you actually want in a relationship or if you even want one? I sure as hell still have no idea. Also also, you must be done from uni now, unless sth happened, so good job on getting through that. I hope you get the job you want if you decide to work as an architect or to get into the art school you've decided works best for you for a second degree. Have fun with your life I guess and also congrats on being alive. See ya in 5 years✌