A letter from July 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you get everything you want in life,I hope you no longer think ab suicidal thoughts, and mostly I hope you’re happy:)so tell are you still friends with Asia?any special person in your life?is mom still annoying like always?...is dad still alive? How’s your relationship with our siblings?got any secrets knowing us we definitely do anyway...did you come out yet?if so what was it like? Still hang with zarhya(probably not) anything traumatic happen?and the most important question are we sticking to our true self?ok enough with the questions how life I ******* hope your not a a druggy or addict to beer or sum I hope we don’t turn out like mom...now let’s get into my right now....right now I’m 14 going to 9th a lot depressed, have a lot of body dysmorphia, hate my hair....now imma say what’s going on in the world...trumps ugly *** is still president, gen z is more powerful than anything, a lot of protest regarding blm , Muslims being held in cages in China, COVID is still here and spiking that’s literally all I can think of anything I hope we not a ******* teen mom cuz ewww children...anyway I want you to read this and think I’m we funny cuz we is ***** and you better have that nice *** body we most definitely deserve and please and I mean please have a nice *** friend group who you most definitely love and care for and maybe bf/gf and start doing **** for you and not others and get out more Ite I’m done wait what’s the most popular movie that’s out rn Omg is there flying cars and what does the phones look like omg they probably shut down TikTok by now oh and remember that one time mom slipped in the tub please go remind her that that actually happened and I hope we have a dog or something are we going to college and how was highschol? And I freaking love you nyierra you are my hope my dreams my everything please don’t let me down I’m counting on you