A letter from July 27th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, by the time I read this letter it will be five years. by then I hope I have a stable job with my own place and hopefully meet someone nice who shows me lots of love, I also hope that by them my sisters and my family will be good in health and everything going good in their life. I will also be reading about how five years ago I was going through a breakup in which I was sad every day but trying to get through it day by day, how I thought that this person would really make me happy but at the end showed me otherwise but I am always going to love him with all my heart and i will forever be thankful for all the good memories. Moving forward to five years I also hope that my best friend is just about to finish law school and will accomplish a;; the goals that she wanted to accomplish for as long as i know her, i also hope that by then she would have met someone who really values her for the person she is, and that our relationship grows better and stronger than ever. As I am currently writing this I am thinking about him and thinking about what I could have done or what we could have done to better the relationship but I know it is not worth thinking about, I told my best friend I did not miss him but in reality, I do, I miss his hugs and the way he talks to me when hes happy to see me, or the way he says that he loves me so much and I blush from it, the little kisses on the forehead when he knows that Im stressed out that is what I miss most from him. I hope that in five years I have grown more as a person and have become more confident in myself. I hate breakups, I never imagined myself breaking up with him and then having to heal myself up again but I know that everything will get better.