A letter from July 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How are things!? Going good I hope for both of our sakes!! I can't remember if I followed through with my last letter to myself I was writing. I know I was going to write to my future self during Taylor and my breakup. Things then we're very sad for me, and it was hard since Taylor and I still had the apparentment until recently, and the whole situation was just so messy :'/... But things are going pretty well now! I've been spending a lot of time with Amy and I can honestly say that I am happy with the way our relationship is going. We still aren't in anything serious, and we aren't technically dating as far as labels are concerned, we are taking it slow. This has made me realize that being with her is something I do want for the future, I'm not sure how long Amy will be in my life at this point but I'm happy she is now. I hope you (I) have figured out a serious adult job by now! Being that I'll have been out of college for years I'd be disappointed in myself if I didn't haha. And I sure do hope the America has mended some of the more serious issues we are tackling at the moment. BLM is still a serious talking point right now and the Gov has deployed militarized forces against protesters I'm sure you remember. But yeah that's what's going on right now. Things that I enjoy to do a lot of days are playing Warzone with Zay or Tim, and I (as I know) like smoking, but right now I'm only really using wax because it's so much easier to use without mom finding out. And since I'm moved into Meagan's room now I can use the nectar collector when when she's home without any smell. At the moment I love watchi shows like Love island, the office, and Avatar! I hope by the time I'm reading this I've been able to work through most of the negative emotions I have when it comes to the situation with Taylor and I, and that I use it to grow. I also think that it would be cool if when I'm reading this I've procured a more permanent solo living situation that would be very cool but I'm not sure how realistic that is. Well I don't quite know how to end this so I hope life is well and that this reaches me successfully!! Good luck ily