A letter from July 26th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Daddy is in critical condition right now because of his high blood pressure and white spots x ray on his right chest. As much as I hate to admit it he is having difficulty in breathing and today 27th July 2020 for the first time with a heavy heart we allow him to take the ventilator due to 60% less oxygen intake than normal person. It hurts me so much because I know how painful it is to have those thing shoved into your throat with full conciousness. And it breaks my heart even more knowing he’s fighting this battle alone over there. 7months living alone with no one to take care of him. But amongst all I’m also most concern with my mom. She must have lots of thoughts in her mind right now. Swab result hasn’t come out yet and I’m hoping it’ll come out soon negative (finger crossed and I’m sure as well it’s gonna be negative) Hoping he’ll get well soon and we can talk and have fun conversation about our next trip. God I’m willing to give half of my age for him. I haven’t bring him around yet. Please let him survive. Please God I beg you