A letter from July 26th, 2020

Dear future me. It’s mid July, 2020. The pandemic has ****** things up pretty good but we’re still good here on the island. Jordan and I just broke up a few weeks ago and we got in a fight and as of right now we aren’t talking. Maybe he blocked me or maybe he’s ignoring me but as of right now I am so heartbroken. I spent the other night in the psych ward for the first and hopefully last time.. right?? As I type this I hope that 2025 is much better. Right now I dream of going back to school (and am struggling through chem 11) and I would love to go to a trade or work on airplanes. We’ll see :) I hope you’re much healthier than I am right now, I’m at a peak of 194 and if you’re more than that now god **** girl you better lose some ******* weight. I also got a really bad sunburn the other week so let’s hope you don’t have skin cancer either lol :) crazy to think that you’re 29.. I hope you have your **** together because at 24 I sure as **** don’t .. love you!