A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I definitely want you to know that you are not living the life you were expecting to live at this point in your life, and I'm not talking about this 2020 pandemic which has made worse I have to admit. But what I mean is that if you could choose you would be somewhere else maybe in Bogota (now take your time to remember those badass times) but that would not have been as a smart move because of this ******* coronavirus thing you know, I guess everything happens for a reason. And also if you forgot it already I want to remind you that you thought this (2020) was going to be DA year and it ended up being such a ***** for the whole world lol. But what I learned from this is not to have these high expectations for things that now I know are so unpredictable and try to make the best of what you are given unless you can make it like a *****, I really hope you can get what I say because I don't know if we have changed our way to speak or even if our English has improved. I really hope you doing good, the most I want for you is to be happy, I REALLY hope you're happy at this point in your life, or at least alive haha. For now, you are here listening to some Todrick Hall music and also some pop cuz you are trying to get into it. You are in mid-year holidays of online classes hoping to go back asap to real classes yeah "classes" hahaha kidding, but you also miss your friends and all the stuff you do in college. You are resuming your french lessons on Duolingo and talking about that you are going through some crushing thing with AELQ hope you know who I'm talking about bc I really want you to keep him around you by that time. Sweet Fantasy is not doing that well at this time, I'm wondering what would have been of it by that time. I don't know if I already mention it but you are watching modern family and spending a lot of time on Netflix but not chilling, Now I would love to have some weed, it's been a while since the last time we smoked and you are not having a good talking about the relationship with your mom, your dad still kinda mad and yeah but it's ok. Finally and I already want to finish this **** cuz we both know we don't love reading which I would love have changed by then but hoping you are in a good place with someone who loved you and you love, I really want that, I hope you have gone out of the country at least once, hope you are stable emotionally, financially, and in every single field of your life. And again I really hope you are happy no matter what happiness means to you, I really hope so!! <3 No pressure but pls get me the **** out of here haha love u and remember, maybe you need to hear or read this so I'll capitalize IT for you: YOU ARE DA BADDEST *****, YOU ARE THAT *****!! Don't let anybody let you down, cuz you are strong and of course, you can deal with it, whatever that be. P.S Nicki is pregnant btw, Black is King is about to release, you love Rosalia, hope you already have met Queen B already or soonly I love you again and I really hope (also) that you have a really gorgeous body, you know what I mean. Sincerely, 2020's Stevan XOXO