A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear Future Edgar I am not sure of how much I you have of myself now after so many years. Definitely I hope your writing to improve. First I'll describe my current situation. My first semester in college (UPIITA) just finished, I got a 9.25 average but I feel more fearful than in any other moment in my life. My two favorite musicians are Kanye an Posty, I listen kanye all the time. I moved to live in the very front of the school with Miguel, who's now become into my best friend. Complicated but also exciting times sharing apartment with him. Edgar doesn't talk since Ceci's birthday party. After several ups and downs I still talk with Sofia, though she has a boyfriend. These have been 4 tough months to live because of Covid but thank God my love ones are good. I have listen all the Hora Feliz during this quarantine. Right now the future looks vague, Im in a moment of uncertainty because I don't know what to expect from life, I just turned 20 and I feel lost in this crazy world. I have a love/hate relationship with my country right now, it goes from the sublime to the tragic unreal from one second to another. Thoughts of living México cross my mind all the time. Things I wish when this letter is sent in 5 years: By this date I hope have just graduate from College and have done an exchange semester to a cool country in Europe. (I really wish it) Have you met your life partner yet? hopefully you would have got another chance with Sofia (Did it hurt? Sorry men) I hope I got rid of the Alex situation and that these feelings disappear forever. Please don't be unhappy in some dead-end ****** paperwork job. Are you still in touch with Edgar? Send him a text. I hope he's ok five years from now. I hope he's finally found his place and is happy with himself. I miss him. I can't wait to be you reading this. To look back and remember laying on the bed Remember this time? So much pain. So much anxiety. So much change. I hope you're doing better. If you haven't gotten everything that I hoped, it's ok. Just work on it. By the way... How hard was it to get that degree?