A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Hey there! I hope everything is ok where you are. Or should say when? Either way, Hey. I'm 14 when writing this, and this will send in... 5 years? So I guess you are 19 when reading this. Honestly hope you still use this email during that time. I don't know if I should just call myself Me? and future me You? I guess I should. ANYWAY! where should I start? I just ill just write as I think. Are you out of the house yet? I hope so. Mom sucks, so I hope you got out of here. I hope ally got out too. Mom is still really abusive and neglects my emotional needs. You better never let Mom see my future adopted kids. As if you have kids right now anyway, hahaha. Speaking of, who are you still speaking to? Do you still talk to Brenda or Sophia? Or do they end up abandoning me like all the others? I've had them all throughout middle school, so I hope not. It would break my heart. Speaking of what would break my heart? breaking up with my boyfriend. Are you still with Kenobi? If not, I kinda understand. I don't expect my middle school love to stay with me my entire life. It still gives me a reason to live through. So I don't know what I would do without them. Have you met them yet? In real life, I mean. ****, I wanna live in Canada. Japan would be nice too, but not right now because of the corona, haha. Now that I think of it, I have no idea if you survive this. I'm slowly going crazy from being inside all the time. Did you ever get a chance to go on with witchcraft? I know mom said is "SuMmOnEd DeMoNsSsS" so i hope you got a chance to continue with that. Anyway, what else? OH! Do you still do art!? Are you any better than i am? I hope so. You better be animating too. And voice acting! Speaking of that, if you want some nostalgia, i got you covered. https://youtu.be/TnAtZw7VQpk https://youtu.be/ZeXK_vmtbaA https://youtu.be/Wdc50xXF4Do Oh, and take a look at THIS! https://its-mysterious-drink.tumblr.com/ Did you get a chance to transition? Take testosterone and stuff? I hope so. My voice right now is ugly, hahaha... Anyway, In short, I just hope things are ok over there. See you on the other side, You from 2020