A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You would have graduated high school, and possibly college? Idk Ive always been stuck on going to college, who knows if I will actually go or not. Bla bla forget all the school stuff and This virus that’s happening. Let’s talk about our *********. As you know for years you have struggled with it. You took years to finally come out, and when you did you were disappointed. You didn’t get disowned but you got shut down, and it spread to some of your family that say it’s just a phase. But I know it’s not I CLEARLY LIKE WOMAN OKAY😌. The first girl I dated “k” left me for some frat boy :(. I thought I loved her... turns out I love her family more than I loved her. I miss her little sister, and her hot mom... anyways. Are you seeing anyone? If so I hope she is an amazing person, and I hope you love each other 🥺. You should be about 22 now. Did you get gayer? And hotter? YOU BETTER CAUSE RN I LOOK LIKE A BAKED BEAN OK. Do you have a job? Did you actually decide to go to college? Did you ever become famous? Probably not you’re too weird. Are you still friends with Chloe? Is she still having boy trouble.... Did you ever talk to Miya again ? Are you’d till talking to Julie from Ireland ? How’s bella ? Hopefully she’s still alive, she can be a handful but she’s the most amazing dog ever, been with her since my 8/9 th birthday. As well as Jake the best turtle ever, sassy thing. How’s life? Right now it’s very tough, struggling with having self worth, love, and confidence. I have very bad body dysmorphia, and anxiety. It sucks not being able to go out as much as I want anymore because the fear that I will be judged. I can’t even walk out the front door without being afraid. Hopefully you aren’t going through this as bad as you was in the past. I hope you are doing good in life, and have someone and a job, and get to finally be free and do what you love. I wish you the very best and believe in you. You can be great and do great things. Set your mind to it and it will come true. Uh if there are any typos in here oh well deal with it luv x -Tay, July 25th, 2020