A letter from July 24th, 2020

Dear Budgie, it's your Dad - you will beat this this... these feel like the worst moments in the world.. the ones you didn't plan for.. while you were asleep, or awake (not sleeping) the world moved on.. you carry me around with you. in your heart. with all the other people that matter so much.. you struggle to speak out for yourself, to speak up.. all the care taking - who was looking out for you? you can you know.. you don't have to keep carrying me... I'm here to fight for you.. to inspire you - like all the little(r) ones.. the who you want to be for.. don't fret.. , live up - you'll see it will work.. Jimmylove