A letter from July 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, to myself, i know you wanted to be a doctor but i think it's really not for you. i hope my mama and papa are still alive after 5-10 years, i just wanted them to be here for me, and when they die, i hope you'll succeed to runaway and build your own café in japan & join a band where you can sing and do whatever you want, i hope suicide will never cross your mind when you remember your family and friends, when anxiety attacks you and when you feel like you're lonely and a failure. please take it easy, breathe, you can do this :)) this is for your grandpa, mama and papa, i hope you will find your happiness 🥺